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I,,,, I uhhh,,,,,,, ummmmm uhhhhhhh

sketch I guess!

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Getting a canon trans woman character was not on my bingo card but damn am I happy about it

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on everyone's soul this is what happened

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Gallimimus

My new drawing style😅

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the fact that both of these songs are about blitzo and stolas both waking up to their true feelings and include the most painful parts being in reds and yellows is something…very very special to me

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“The light constantly changes, and that alters the atmosphere and beauty of things every minute.”  ~ Claude Monet

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me: wakes up

me:

me: wait who am i

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communicating with alters who communicate only with emotions or non-human sounds instead of words:

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Have you ever looked back on something and realized holy shit that was because (disorder)? It’s reassuring but terrifying because you realize it’s been hurting you for so long.

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An alter a day keeps your memory away

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hey friendly psa/reminder that with the seasons changing right now, a lot of people with mood disorders (and even people without them) can get all messed up and wonky from that so try to go a little easy on yourself if you find yourself spiraling or getting emotional a lot lately okay? youre doin your best. love u

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Are You Dissociating?

Dissociating is one of the most common responses to abuse and trauma. It involves feeling numb, detached or unreal and (while it happens to everyone once in a while) is experienced more frequently and severely in survivors. Dissociating people vary widely in symptoms and may experience any or all of the things from the following list.

You may be dissociating if you:

find yourself staring at one spot, not thinking anything

feel completely numb

feel like you’re not really in your body, like you’re watching yourself in a movie.

feel suddenly lightheaded or dizzy

lose the plot of the show or conversation you were focused on

feel as if you’re not quite real, like you’re in a dream

feel like you’re floating 

suddenly feel like you’re not a part of the world around you

feel detached and far away from other people, who may seem mechanical or unreal to you

are very startled when someone/something gets your attention

completely forget what you were thinking just a moment ago

suddenly cover your face or react as if you’re about to be hurt for no reason

can’t remember important information about yourself, like your age or where you live

find yourself rocking back and forth

become very focused on a small or trivial object or event

find that voices, sounds or writing seem far away and you sometimes have trouble understanding them.

feel as if you’ve just experienced a flashback (perhaps rapidly) but you can’t remember anything about it.

perceive your body as foreign or not belonging to you

(likes and reblogs always taken as support)

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reminder that all systems switch differently. some have fast switches, some have slow switches. some may look perfectly aware while switching, some may look like they're spacing out. some may have extremely covert switches, some may have extremely overt switches.

the way a system switches does not define their validity as a system. fakeclaiming someone because they don't switch the exact way you think systems should is disgusting. every system is unique, don't try boxing us into stereotypes.

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When someone tells you (pwDID) that you used to be a little girl suffering through horrific abuse, but you are a 35 y/o man who's always been that age: