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[rafe-jj-povs]

Hard Love Pt.3

Summary: After a wonderful night with Rafe...you end up getting news that will change everything.

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You wake up and a wave of nausea takes over your body. You turn over slightly, trying not to wake Rafe and check the time; 6 a.m. You lightly groan from the sickness boiling inside. You go to get out of bed but Rafe wraps his arm around your waist pulling you back into bed.

“Stay baby.” His sleepy voice sends heat down your body and between your legs.

“I’m just going to the bathroom. You should probably go before my parents wake.”

He sits up and rubs his eyes. “Are you going to come to the bonfire tonight?” He gets up and puts his shoes on. 

“Uh,” You rub your temple. “I don’t know, maybe.” You start to feel worse. “You should go.” You get up and open the window for him. 

He gives you a confused look. “You alright love?”

You nod a little too quickly. “Y-yes I’m fine. Last night was great. I just don’t want my parents to see you.” 

He lets out a quiet sigh. “Yeah, I’ll see you tonight?”

“Mhm. I’ll text you.”

He gives you a quick but deep kiss and then climbs out the window. You run to the bathroom and kneel over the toilet and you end up throwing up a lot. What is wrong with me? You think to yourself while cleaning up your mess. After cleaning yourself up, you jump in the shower while thinking about why you could be sick. Then it hits you. You rush out of the shower and get dressed. The uneasy feeling makes it hard for you to concentrate. You take two steps at a time as you rush downstairs. Please no. You get in your car and drive to the nearest pharmacy. Your hands are shaking as you look for pregnancy tests. 

…Once you're home you go straight to the bathroom and wait for the results. Please please no. After about 5 minutes you take a deep breath. Okay…it’s okay. You pick up one of the tests and look down at it. Positive. You grab the other one frantically. Positive. I’m pregnant. You fall against the wall and slide down it with tears falling down your face. What am I going to do? You spend 10 minutes in the bathroom before getting up. 

"Honey?" Your mom calls from down the hall.

Shit. "Yeah mom?"

She comes into your room. "Hi sweetie. Me and your dad need to go somewhere for a few days. Business trip. Will you be okay on your own?"

You force a smile. "Of course mom."

She gives a concerned look. "You alright? Have you been crying?" She touches your damp cheek.

You lean back. "Uh, no I haven't...allergies."

She raises her eyebrows. "Huh. Okay, well I'm off. I'm meeting your dad at the airport." She kisses the top of your head. "I love you."

"Love you too." She then walks out leaving you feeling even worse.

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Your phone vibrates on your nightstand waking you up. When did I fall asleep? You check the time; 7:30 p.m. You notice you have a message from Rafe.

Rafe: Hi, still up for tonight?

You: I'm actually not feeling well.

Rafe: That never stopped you before. Just for a little bit?

You: Alright. Be there in ten.

...You finally arrive at the beach and try to find Rafe. You need to tell him the news.

"Yo, y/n!" Topper yells from across the fire.

You walk over to him. "Hey Top. Have you seen Rafe?"

He glances around. "The last time I saw him he was taking shots with Kelce."

"Oh...okay. Thanks Top."

He nods and you walk away to find Rafe. You spot him with Kelce laughing his ass off at something. He looks up at you as you walk over to him.

"Baby! Hey, you came."

You force a smile. "Yeah, can we talk?"

"Sure baby in a minute." He starts to walk away but you grab his arm.

"I said I need to talk to you, it's important. So can we just...talk?"

He looks down at where you grabbed him. "Yeah, okay. Kelce I'll be right back."

You walk away from the rest of the crowd with Rafe following behind you.

"What is it baby? Is everything okay?"

You inhale a shaky breath. "I'm..." Your vision becomes blurry as tears fill your eyes.

He walks towards you and wraps his arms around your waist. "What baby?"

You look at him and his eyes are full of concern. "I-i'm pregnant."

His arms drop and he takes a step back. "You're pregnant?Are you being for real? Like this isn't a joke?"

"Why would I joke about this Rafe? I'm pregnant okay? How could we have forgotten to use protection? I'm so stupid."

He grabs you again and pulls you in for a hug. "Whoa hey, it will be okay."

"How?" You cry into his chest. "How will it be okay? We're so young."

He kisses the top of your head. "Because I will be here the whole time. I'm not going anywhere."

You look at him and brushes his thumb over your cheek to wipe your tears. "I love you."

He raises his eyebrows then grins. "I love you."

Everything in you soars. "Do you wanna go somewhere?"

He grin even wider now. "Where?"

"Somewhere more...private."

He glances around him then grabs your hand.

You smile. "Where are we going?"

"My car." He waves at Kelce and Topper. "Later guys."

They all look at him suspiciously. "Already? Man you just got here!" Kelce yells at him.

He ignores them and keeps walking with your hand in his.

"Back seat." He says as he unlocks his car. You do as he says while he starts the car and puts some music on. He then climbs in the back with you.

Before you can say or do anything, he grabs your face and kisses you hard. A soft moan escapes from your mouth.

You pull back and look at him. "You just found out I'm pregnant and now you wanna have sex?"

He reaches into the center console and pulls out a condom. He gives you a big smile. "Protection."

You sigh and he reaches over to grab your leg and swing it over him so your sitting on his lap. He continues to kiss you while taking your top off, then your bra. Your breasts are now in his face and he takes one of your nipples into his mouth. You begin undoing his belt and he helps you pull his pants and boxers off. He rips open the condom and puts it on. Before entering you he looks at you. There's something in his eyes...you just don't know what it is yet. That thought is, however, interrupted by his dick entering you.

You both let out a moan.

"Oh baby, you're so tight."

You nod slightly as your eyes roll back.

You rock your hips against him.

He grabs your face. "Baby look at me."

You do and that look is back again but this time you know what it was. It was lust. He worshiped you.

"Baby, I love you."

[rafe-jj-povs]

Wow, it's been like forever since I last posted...to make it up to you guys I will be adding more than three parts to this story; if you'd like.

Part three will be posted very soon!

Keep on being beautiful!

[rafe-jj-povs]

Hard love pt.2

You’re laying in bed but you can’t find sleep. You can’t stop thinking about Rafe, the thought of him and you at Topper’s party keeps replaying in your mind. It’s been two weeks since the party. You told Rafe you’d call him but you haven’t been able to pick up the phone, you don’t know what would happen if you did. As you stare at your dark ceiling you glance over to your phone that’s sitting on your nightstand. Fuck it. You pick your phone up and find his name in your contacts; you didn’t get rid of it after the break up.   

You put the phone up to your ear. It rings twice before he answers.

It takes a few seconds before he says, “Hey y/n.” He sounds as if he’s at a party.

“Hey, you sound busy, I can call you back later.”

“No hold on.” He stops talking for a minute and the sound of the party fades away and a door closes in the background. “Hey sorry. Topper invited me to a small get together.”

“Small?” You laugh.

He chuckles into your ear. “Yeah. So, you called?”

“Uh, yeah.” You sigh. “I told you I would, didn't I?”

“You did, I just didn’t think you would.”

“Well I did.”

He didn’t speak for a moment so you tried to break the silence.

“Rafe? I never got to tell you-”

“Can I come over?” He interrupts.

You pause. “What?” 

“Can I come over?” He repeats.

You hesitate. “Uh,” You clear your throat. “I don’t…”

“Okay great be there in ten” He hangs up. 

Oh my gosh what am I doing? You ask yourself as you get up and pace the room for the next ten minutes. Your parents are asleep downstairs.

You hear a tap on your window and you turn around to see Rafe. He smiles when you go towards the window to let him in. You put a finger up to your mouth warning him to be quiet. 

He closes the window behind him. “Hi.” He whispers. 

You whisper back. “Hi yourself.”

He steps closer to you and places his hands on your hips pulling you closer to him. Your bodies touch and you meet his gaze. His eyes are blue as the ocean, you drown in them as he keeps eye contact. His eyes move to your lips. Your hands are placed on his chest. He leans in closer to you. Your breathing is heavy. 

“Rafe…” You sigh looking down. He gently grabs your jaw forcing you to look at him. You can hear your heart pounding in your chest, it’s loud in your ears. He kisses you and he kisses you hard, sending chills down your body. His tongue meets yours. He lays you down on your bed, his weight is a comfort. 

“Rafe..we have to be quiet, my parents are asleep downstairs.”

He grins. “I’m not the one that needs to be quiet.” He gets up and goes to lock your door. He walks back towards you. “Take your shirt off.” He demands.

You obey and take it off. You're not wearing a bra.

“No bra baby? You were prepared for me.” He climbs over you and wraps your legs around his waist. You smile at him as he starts to take off your pajama shorts. 

“What?” He asks, smiling. He looks down realizing you're not wearing any underwear either.

“You dirty girl.” He kisses your lips. His clothed body on your naked body. He sits up and takes his shirt off, he unbuckles his belt and pulls off his pants and boxers. 

“Give me your hands.” He orders. You obey. He takes his belt and puts it around your wrists, tying them together. 

Leaning back down he says, “Don’t move your hands and do not make a noise. There will be consequences.” 

You nod. He kisses your lips then your neck, his mouth reaches your nipple and he swirls his tongue around it. You sigh in response. He kisses further down. The heat of his breath hovers over your pussy, he then glides his tongue on your clit. You lightly gasp in pleasure. He continues to do circles going deeper and harder. Your hands that were once above your head are now in his hair.

He stops and looks up. You look at him realizing you disobeyed. He climbs back over you.

“I told you not to move them.” He sits up sitting on the bed and pulls you over his lap, your stomach resting on his thighs. “You don’t like listening do you?” He says. He runs his hand over your ass cheek and slaps you hard. You gasp. He rubs where he slapped you, easing the burn. He forces you up and lays you back down. “Don’t make a sound.” His lips brush over yours as he enters himself into you. As you're about to moan he clamps his hand over your mouth. 

He thrusts hard, you’re moaning into his hand, your arms are still above your head. He slightly groans. He begins going faster, making your hands go around his neck. 

“Shhh, you don’t wanna wake up your parents do you?” 

You try and shake your head but his hips are pounding into you making everything and every thought die from existence. His hand continues to lay over your mouth. 

He pulls out and removes his hand. “Stand up.” He demands harshly. 

You get off the bed and stand at the end. “On your knees.” He says.

You get on your knees and he bends down to remove the belt around your wrists. He places his hand on the back of your head. His length inches from your lips. “Open.”

You do so and he enters his length into your mouth. He begins moving his hips back and forth. He’s groaning, he wraps your hair around his hand and forces his length deeper into your mouth hitting the back of your throat.

You feel him cum into your mouth, you swallow every drop. He pulls away and you stand up. He forces your mouth open making sure you swallowed it all. “Good.” He kisses you. 

He grabs his clothes off the floor and gets dressed but leaves his shoes off. You put your pajamas back on. “Lay down.” 

You get under the covers and lay down. He comes to lay next to you wrapping an arm over your waist. 

“Do you want to talk y/n?”

You breathe in. “No it’s okay. Tomorrow.” 

You guys lay there in silence before you finally drift off to sleep. 

(Sorry I didn't post this earlier! It's kinda short...)

[rafe-jj-povs]

Hi loves...I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I've been so busy with school and life itself. I will try to post part two Hard Love by the end of the day today or early morning tomorrow.

I hope all of you are doing well. Stay beautiful loves!

[rafe-jj-povs]

Hard Love : The Party

Summary: After two years in a relationship with Rafe you caught him kissing another girl at the Midsummer's party. He was kissing the very girl he promised was just a friend. You end things with him but deep down you knew it wasn’t over. You make a choice not knowing if you are going to regret it or not.

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“You promised me! Rafe you fucking promised!” You yelled at him walking away from him down the beach.

“Wait no! Y/n please don't walk away!” His voice breaking. He chases after you and grabs your wrist but you pull away and turn to look at him. 

“Don’t touch me." Your voice is cold. "How could you do this?” You hit his chest with both of your hands. ”You promised me that she was just a friend! Did I mean anything to you?” You choked back tears.

“Yes of course you did.” 

“You promised me that you loved me. Did you mean that?”

“Yes! Baby I do love you.”

You shook your head. “No, you don’t get to call me baby.” You walk away and he doesn’t chase you this time.

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It’s been about 4 months since Rafe cheated. Tonight Topper is throwing a party at his place. You sit on your bed debating if you want to go or not. You know you should go out and live a little. You look at the dress you picked out to wear tonight. You decide to go because you thought it would be good for you. You slipped the dress on and admired yourself in the mirror. The dress was black and it rested just above your knees, it had spaghetti straps with a very deep V-neck. It snatched your curves in all the right places. You took your time doing your makeup and curling your hair. You put on black heels and leave for the party. 

Once you arrive your eyes wander around. There were a lot of people drinking, dancing, making out and snorting white powder.

You stop in your tracks, Rafe had obviously shown up. To your right was a man with a tray that had drinks laid out on it. 

“Vodka on ice” The man said as he held the tray up to you. 

“Thanks.” You grab one and the man walks away.

You look up and lock eyes with Rafe over your vodka on ice, he's staring at you from across the room with those seductive blue eyes, beer in hand. You almost forget what he did to you.

His eyes send chills down your spine, you quickly look away. You turn and walk away to find the bathroom, to freshen up and clear your head. Once you find the bathroom you touch up your lip gloss and stare at yourself in the mirror for a long time.

You open the door to leave and bump into Rafe practically tripping over him. 

"Oh, sorry." You glance up to meet his eyes. 

"Hi" he says grinning. You didn't even realize his hand on your lower back. You guys are so close, you can feel his breath on your cheek.

"H-" you clear your throat, "Hi" You try to keep your voice calm, you are still so angry with him but he still makes you nervous.

“Can we talk?” His voice is quiet.

You guys are standing in the middle of a hallway, the party is going on just around the corner.

"Did you follow me to the bathroom, Rafe?" 

 "Maybe" He takes a step closer to you. You take a step back, hitting the wall behind you.

You breathe in, "Don't you want to head back to the party?" your breath is shaky as you exhale.

"Do you?" he asks.

"No" you say without thinking. What the hell am I doing? You think to yourself. He cheated on you, remember. 

"Good neither do I" he looks around to see if anyone was lingering. He grabs your wrist.

"Hey!" You try to pull back.

He ignores you holding your wrist tighter. He leads you down the hallway to a bedroom. You go in first, he follows and you hear him lock the door.

“Rafe what are you do-” You turn to look at him just as he grabs your face and smashes his lips into yours. He walks forward pushing you backwards, you hit a desk behind you. His tongue sneaks its way into your mouth and finds yours. He puts his hands on your lower back trailing them down below your ass and picks you up and sits you on the desk. Your legs wrap around his waist. 

How can he affect me this much? I hate him for what he did. But you've craved this for so long.

You pull your lips back, "Rafe? I thought you wanted to talk" you say with heavy breaths. He quiets you with a kiss. You don’t stop him, you don’t want to.

You run your hands over his chest to find the end of his shirt and you pull it over his head and throw it on the floor. Your hand is in his hair as he grabs your neck to pull your face closer to his. He then removes his hand from your neck and both of his hands meet your thighs, sneaking them under your dress. 

He pauses and meets your gaze, “Are you sure?” He’s breathing heavily.

You smile, “I’m always sure.” You pull his face toward you pressing your lips onto his. 

His hand reaches around to your back unzipping your dress. He slides the straps down over your arms. He pulls the dress down revealing your breasts. You stand giving him more access to take the dress fully off leaving you in just your lacy underwear. You wrap your arms around his neck as he walks you to the bed just a few feet away. 

Laying you down, he unbuckles his belt and takes his pants off along with his boxers. You prop up on your elbows, you can’t help but look him up and down. He notices and chuckles. He crawls up over you, your head resting on the pillow under you as you wrap your legs around his waist. He kisses you, your tongues tied. He pulls away, kissing down your body until he reaches your underwear line. He pulls them off sitting up, your legs lay against his chest with your ankles resting on his shoulders. He kisses from your ankle bending back down to kiss your inner thigh. 

You gasp as he flicks his tongue up and down your clit. Your hands grip the sheets as he forces his tongue deeper into you. You let out a soft moan, “Rafe…” 

He enters his fingers into you, your back arches at this pleasure. He licks up your body to your neck, your legs wrapping around his waist again. 

“Hi” He smiles at you, his eyes hazy.

You smile back, “Hi” 

His lips are pushed on yours, he pins both of your wrists in the mattress as he enters you. You moan into his mouth. His hips are thrusting into you. His mouth is on your neck. Your moans are loud as he grunts against your neck. 

You try to move your arms but he pins them harder. 

“Rafe..I’m gonna…oh” You moan and you arch your back. He looks at you, thrusting harder, faster. Your arms are still pinned. He’s sweating and breathing hard. He pulls out, letting out a tired sigh, smiling. He kisses you and then falls onto the mattress laying next to you and looks into your eyes. 

He pauses before he says, “I love you.”

Shocked, you sit up, not looking into his eyes. 

“What? What’s wrong?” He sits up.

“I-” You can’t get the right words out. “You love me? Are you serious?” You look at him. 

He looks taken aback. “Y-yes, is that okay?” He stammers.

You look at him, anger finally rising. “Is that okay?” You let out a pained laugh. “Is that okay? Rafe you cheated on me. So no, you don’t get to come here and have sex with me and then tell me you love me. I don't even know what i'm doing here with you." You scoff, your head in your hands.

“Y/n…what I did was wrong and I’m so sorry. I was drunk and that’s no excuse I know. I wasn’t thinking straight. She kissed me. I shouldn’t have let her. I regret it.”

Tears were filling your eyes. “You promised me.” You’ve lost it now. You're sobbing into your hands. 

“I know, I know and I’m so so sorry.” His voice was breaking. “I do mean it when I tell you I love you. I can promise you that.”

Your tears are falling uncontrollably. You don’t look up at him. “How do I know you won’t hurt me again?” 

“By giving me a chance. I promise you that it will never happen again. I love you.”

You want to believe him, you do believe him. Rafe lifts your chin up to meet his eyes. He kisses you deeply. You pull away, “Rafe...I need time. What you did hurt me. Let me have some time to think it over okay?” 

Even though you had sex, you still feel angry with him.

He sighs. "Okay. I understand."

You get up and throw your clothes and shoes on. You head toward the door and stop. You turn to look at him, he was getting dressed.

"Rafe?"

He looks up. "Hm?"

"I'll call you." You force a smile and walk out the door.

You head through the crowd of people, tears rolling down your face.

What am I doing? I'm not thinking straight.  You thought to yourself as you found your car. You didn’t know what you were doing. All you knew was that he won. He got you back.

I'm not sure if this is good or not, please let me know how you like it!

[rafe-jj-povs]

Hey there beautiful creatures! Welcome to my blog! Please keep things positive and please always be kind. I’m here for the Rafe and JJ girlies!

-If you want to request anything please feel welcome to share some of your ideas, theories and more. Please don’t ever feel nervous to interact with me, I’m always open to getting to know you guys. 

This blog is mainly made for Outer Banks, to be more specific it’s about Rafe and JJ. I’m open to talking about other things as well. 

Main Story Topics:

Hard Love: Cheating!Rafe x Pogue!Reader (Part one, Part Two, Part Three…)

Strangers: Innocent! Reader x Possessive! JJ (Part one, Part Two, Part Three…)

Enemies to lovers: Intimate! Rafe x Pogue!Reader (Part one, Part Two, Part Three…)

The Wrong Love: Over Obsessed! Reader x obsessive! JJ (Part one, Part Two, Part Three…)

Secrets: Dirty! Agressive!Rafe x Pogue! (Part one, Part Two, Part Three…)

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