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Happy Birthday to Shizuo Heiwajima (平和島 静雄) :: 01.28

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[ WELLgot a start on fixing the blog–i’ll continue later maybe, for now time to get ready for NY ]

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      quiet days were NICE, if unusual. spending them with her close friends seemed a good enough idea, especially when she knew occupying a particular bodyguard as long as the male in question seemed to be free might save some unfortunate soul QUITE the experience. as the such, she approached the blond with a soda bottle, offered it to him and held up a second one as if to ask for a toast.

Truly such days were always welcome. No thugs dumb enough to pick a fight with him, the morning rounds with Tom having gone quite smoothly, and of course the cherry on top--no flea. When the woman approached him a smile easily slipped onto his face, gladly accepting the drink with a soft thanks. Opening the drink, he followed by removing the cigarette from his lips and holding up his own bottle towards her in a similar gesture before drinking.

“ been really peaceful lately, don’t ya think? “ least to him it has been. Quite a few days now really. Not that he was complaining, just pointing out the fact.

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SELF - KNOWLEDGE

below the surface, everyone is pretty complicated. based on your answers, you will find out that three traits are important strands in your personality. follow this link for the quiz.

INDEPENDENCE

You don’t set out to be different for its own sake; you are more easily guided by what interests and moves you. You are more concerned about what is right for you than about the pressure to fit in. In sex you are more aware than others of impulses which are not entirely conventional. You know the value of selective irresponsibility, of forgetting occasionally about being ‘good’.

SHYNESS

Part of you is gripped by the fear that you’ll launch into something and completely mess it up. The upside of this is wise caution: people are indeed often too rash, whereas you know, by instinct, that holding back can save you. Probably, you feel shame and self-disgust a bit too much. But when you do feel in your element, you act with a wisdom and sensitivity never found in people with thicker skins.

AGGRESSION 

One part of your character is anger in all its forms: frustration, outrage – and when anger is suppressed – bitterness, grumpiness, and bodily aches. Fundamentally, frustration comes from hope: you get upset because you expect your life will be more than a valley of tears. One way to deny aggression is to direct it inwards, as self-criticism. But you’re at your best when you acknowledge anger, and act it out clearly and in a focused way, with honor.

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平和島 静雄

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I have one strange cute headcanon with Shizuo&Celty relationships..! When Shizuo was a teen and had just made friends with Celty, he often met with her after school or at weekends. But one day he lost his nerves and unlocked his heart to her. You know, the difficult age, the teenage maximalism, etc. Then he took his abnormal strength more heavily than at adulthood and…one day he cried on Celty’s shoulder because of tiredness and misunderstanding. Celty has been the only person who has known the same feeling, has been monster, too. That’s why they aren’t just friends, they’re VERY VERY CLOSE FRIENDS!!!1 Aaand…because Celty is much more older, she is someone like not only a close friend for Shizuo, but rather like an…eeelder sister (???) damn what’s a stupidity….

oohhh, i’m too sorry for my bad eng

english-huinglish Есть у меня один маленький-миленький хедканон на отношения Шизуо и Селти. Когда, будучи подростком, он только подружился с Селти, они часто встречались после школы или на выходных. Знаете, трудный возраст, подростковый максимализм и все такое. Тогда Шизуо воспринимал свою силу гораздо больнее, чем потом, во взрослой жизни. Однажды, устав от непонимания окружающих, он просто выплакался в жилетку Стурлусон, потому что она - единственная, кто понимает, что значит быть монстром. Вот почему они не просто друзья, а очень-очень близкие друзья. И поскольку Селти намного старше его, она не просто друг для Шизуо, она скорее…скорее кто-то вроде…сссстаршей сестры? ё-мое, ну и бред. прастити.

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Specific headcanons--Go!

Put one (or more) of these in my ask box, and I’ll answer them!

☾ : Sleep headcanon

☠ : Drinking/drunk headcanon

☼ : Childhood headcanon

☯ : Genderbent headcanon

⋆ : Sex headcanon

☮ : Bedroom/house/living quarters headcanon

☄ : Any AU headcanon (modern, school, medieval, and so on)

♤ :  Cooking headcanon

☻ : Mood headcanon

♒ : Any other question of your choosing

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I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.

Franz Kafka (via quotemadness)

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Send me ☆ + a question and my muse will have to answer it truthfully with absolute honesty

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…and that is their tragedy. (insp.)

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source

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Shizuo cracking a cold one over Izaya’s head

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well gee!

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graphic request meme » durarara!! + favorite episode                                             ↳ asked by @ranpohedogawa  

“I HATE VIOLENCE. It’s true. I wasn’t always like this. The first time, I got in a fight with my little brother, Kasuka. I hadn’t thought about picking it up. Just I couldn’t help myself. When I get mad, my body just moves on its own. I don’t know the details. Just that I can’t control my anger. And that I destroy everything around me, even my own body. That was all I learned from that. And so, I stopped holding back. If I couldn’t do it anyway, why bother trying? What do I care what happens to my body?! I’ve wrecked my body many times. And each time, I’ve become stronger. Shinra says… Ah, who gives a crap? Anyway, I just kept getting stronger!”

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eriidian:

THEY ARE: outgoing, a brother/sister, overwhelmed, helpful, kind, overweight, tall, caring, a shopaholic, energetic, hopeful, smart, over 18, religious, sexually active, a mother/father, a good singer, ugly, insecure, a natural blonde, a leader, shy, inquisitive, determined, thirsty, frustrated, registered to vote, independent, hungry, self-conscious, a hard worker, skinny, paranoid, in love, a college/uni student, a dreamer, a movie buff, usually happy, easily entertained, quiet, a daddy’s girl, a smoker, employed, happy with their life, anxious, a pothead, healthy, on a desktop.

THEY HAVE: an iphone, a laptop, anxiety, drugs, a tumblr, an addiction, a dog, their own car, a degree, a job, trust issues, a temper, a brother, a big house, blue eyes, a lot of clothes, a twin bed, a big family, netflix, to pee, odd taste in music, a large book collection, fast internet, a big imagination, their license, curly hair, a small butt, short hair, a messy room, acne, a phobia, big boobs, a medical condition, an awkward smile, some kind of collection, taken over 1,000 surveys, a personal blog that nobody sees but them, gotten lost while driving, been to warped tour, big feet, bills to pay, a lot of strong opinions, a pool, an xbox, a cold, a lot of music, more than two piercings.

THEY WANT: a boyfriend, more money, a better body, to adopt, to move out, a new computer, to lose weight, something they cannot have, food, a baby, their hair to grow out, a new life, to be more confident, a tattoo, fast food, alcohol, more friends, to go on vacation, to see a new movie coming out, to go shopping, a new phone, a piercing, concert tickets, someone to hang out with, to start working out, to be famous, to see a certain someone, more clothes, to donate blood, bigger boobs, someone to cuddle with, a (better) job, smaller thighs, to learn how to play an instrument, their favorite band to release a new album, someone to love, a new pet, to go to sleep, to grow up, to change something about their personality, breakfast food, them to make a new pokemon game, a new ipod, a popsicle, to learn a new skill, to be more organized, to go to college, someone to bring them breakfast in bed.

THEY THINK: abortion is wrong, xanga is dying, they’ll die young, they’re a good person, too often, they’re going to hell, pickles are gross, a lot of popular things are overrated, God is real, people underestimate them, their taste in music is perfect, they need a new layout, they’re pretty responsible, gay marriage should be legal, they’re going to dye their hair soon, they’re funny, they’re going to make a huge decision soon, their parents hate them, they’re pretty, they have a mental disorder, they annoy people, something is seriously wrong with them, of better days, a lot of Disney Channel stars grow up to be trash, The Hunger Games is overrated, the best things in life are free, popular music is pretty awful, they could be a vegan, they’ll make a good mother/father, they spend too much money on clothes, they’re too good for guys their age, they worry too much, goths are scary, the survey community is dying, politics are stupid, foreign languages are interesting, hipsters are annoying, bolding surveys are the best, everything is better with cheese, Twilight is overrated, they will be alone forever, they might go to bed soon, they may try something new soon, they’re pretty boring, they may never stop taking surveys, McDonald’s is gross, celebrities are overpaid, people use them a lot, Valentine’s Day is a joke, nobody is truly original.

THEY LOVE: animals, shopping, cooking, going to concerts, jewelry, glitter, reading, bright colors, make up, taking pictures, hot showers, texting, going to the theater, children, anime, being girly, working out, their life, where they live, summer, fruit, candles, photography, eating, learning, rainy days, walking, painting their nails, doing their hair, music, xanga, facebook, feeling needed, getting comments, tumblr, helping others,  volunteering, cuddling, chewing gum, youtube, dresses, touch screens, decorating, writing, finding money in their pockets, Comedy Central, milk.

THEY HATE: cleaning, driving, big crowds, politics, religion, their period, musicals, talking on the phone, crying, fast food, going to the doctor, meat, vegetables, sitcoms, their body, their life, their parents, long fingernails, bad grammar, cocky people, being single, facial hair, having no signal, losing, working, doing the dishes, bugs, children, straight edge kids, racists, going to the dentist, going to school, arguing, hospitals, being pale, having scars, hot weather, wearing socks, listening to the radio, animal cruelty, having stubbly legs, stretched ears, wearing glasses, when nobody texts them back, anime, having nothing to do, when they have stray hairs stuck to their shirt, waiting, bad hair days, dogs. 

Survey #28; Bold what's true; Unique

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VILLAINOUS ATTRIBUTES

AGGRESSIVE | Callous | cannibal | careless | compulsive | cowardly | domineering | envious | greedy | hypocritical | impatient | impolite | kidnapper | lazy | liar | lustful | materialistic | murderer | obsessive | over-critical ( (towards Izaya) | over-emotional | patronizing | sarcastic | self-indulgent | serial killer | torturer | touchy | traitorous | unclean | unpredictable | untidy | vain | VENGEFUL (towards Izaya)

tagged by: @echoingmelancholy

tagging:  whoever reads the first one