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raiiny-bay · 24 days ago

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hi

#sometimes… i miss it here #hope ur all ok #rainyrambles

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raiiny-bay · 4 months ago

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rbing this here to say hi!!!!

imagine i finished this…….

#it has been. a minute lol #i’m a lil more active on my personal these days so.#yea. apologies to everyone who follows me over there & had to witness in real time #me having a breakdown over the situation w my film prof lmao #n e way!!! how are you all!!!!#the last month has certainly been. something. for me.#just about finals though & then i’ll have a couple weeks off!#i have been suuuuuuuper into theory lately. particularly. transgressive & queer theory.#my romanticism prof gave me some recs & man #so fascinating #i am currently reading homos by leo bersani #it is incredibly good. dense. but good #um. n e way. that’s it. just wanted to check in. say hi.#i am still around. kind of.#:-)#artwip #rainyrambles

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raiiny-bay · 4 months ago

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mutuals w/ nonsims blogs…… pls give them to me

#i miss simblr but i do not have the energy for simblr you understand #i would like to follow people from my other blog so i may have some semblance of human connection #my personal blog is a shared side blog btwn this one & my ac blog so #follows will come from my ac blog #i will…. make a post there so you know it’s me #the reason being. i am more likely to be on that one than this one simply bc #i just am. idk. this blog requires brainpower i do not currently possess.#i would also. maybe. be willing to share discords if anyone. wants 2 be friends for real.#discord scares me though. idk.#ok. i have to do homework.#rainyrambles #dl #maybe.

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raiiny-bay · 4 months ago

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meet my couple - dhes & kel vs. red & teeth

ty for the tags @hell-dusk, @salemssimblr, & @lynzishell <3

i felt compelled to do both.

tagging: @vicciouxs, @teddybearsims, @mattodore, @gashface, & @lilamausmaus (no pressure ofc)

#tag game #kelly #dhestyn #red #teeth #i miss simblr.#sigh.#in defense of dhes: his first impression of kel is not all that wrong.#kel was. in fact. a whiny emo bitch when they met #but also. most of dhes’ impression came from his internalized homophobia #he saw kel & didn’t know how to feel so he defaulted to hatred & rage #as baby dhes always did lol #um.#as far as the mbz go…. it’s complicated #idk if i would consider them like…. together? but they are certainly involved. in love even.#but whether or not they know that. well.#& teeth is highly dependent on red btw #like i don’t think i’ve ever fully gone into detail abt the extent of teeth’s injuries but #roadkill beat the SHIT out of dusty #when he showed up at red’s cabin he was basically in tatters #red fixed him up best he could but i mean. there was only so much he could do #so teeth doesn’t walk quite right (he basically only has one fully functioning leg) & he can’t talk at all.#he just like. makes noises? sometimes?#idk. n e way.#i have to do homework so.#bye.#rainyrambles

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raiiny-bay · 5 months ago

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watched “the living end” in my film class & nobody liked it????

#they were all like ‘the MC is a bad guy :-////‘#uhhhhh?#that is literally the point??????#i was baffled #i love transgressive fiction though so i am biased #i realize it is not a genre for everybody #at the risk of sounding like an absolute fucking nerd #i have actually been planning to put together a personal anthology of a bunch of transgressive works #book. movies. maybe poems. etc #need to find more though. i do not have a lot of time for personal projects these days.#school is a lot of work. but it’s fun.#speaking of school i needed to leave approximately 5 mins ago so.#yea #i gotta go #but um. hi. miss it here. hope u all are well.#i will try to respond to like…. tags & some comments & stuff after i finish school work today #pls pretend like it has not been weeks to months thank u #rainyrambles #btw open invitation to anyone who ever wants to discuss books or movies or anything…. i do love to talk about these things…..

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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whenever i talk about collecting physical media & someone replies by saying “yea but…. the clutter” i feel my soul physically exit my body

#it’s not clutter if it is something you love & thoroughly enjoy!!!!!!!#today i walked into my therapist’s office & soapboxed #(can i use soapbox as a verb. idk. i am anyway)#about the evils of streaming services & subscription models #& she was just like. but the CoNvEnIeNcE #which like. yea. i get it but also. no.#i <3 owning things forever #& i hate being advertised to & i hate having to pay in order to not be advertised to #& i hate the reliance on wifi & internet connection &…..#n e way. i found some good movies at the thrift store this week :-)#find of the week was probably spirited away.#i get so excited whenever i find a studio ghibli #still looking for ponyo though…#i’m hoping to draw more this weekend!!!#it’s been a very busy week so i have made no progress on drawing OCs but #i have a few days off so… yea. fingers crossed.#ok bye #rainyrambles

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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first one DONE !!

pls give me your OCs to draw ……..

#my thinking is that if i post every time i complete a drawing #it will motivate me to do the next one #i’m waiting until they’re all done before i post them though bc i don’t want to just like…. do one #& then abandon the project & not draw anyone else’s OCs….#i was up until 3am…… i was drawing though #i figured if i’m gonna be awake i may as well do something??#idk i don’t usually do stuff after like… 10 bc my brain is like… we have to work during NoRmAl PeOpLe HoUrs blehhhhhh #but i said fuck it this time & it turned out p good actually!!#i took a peak at the syllabus for one of my courses next term & i’m actually…. kind of excited about it #it’s one of the few cinema studies courses i get to take as an english major (usually those courses are reserved for cinema majors)#& it’s literally just watching a bunch of movies!!!! we’ll even be watching one of the movies that’s been #on my watchlist for a while so i’m pretty stoked about that actually #i would love to study cinema but it seems like such a useless major in terms of like. getting a job.#& i’m saying that as an english major. which is largely regarded as a useless major #i personally would argue that but well. i’m biased.#n e way.#rainyrambles

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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having substantial OC thoughts for the first time in what feels like months…..

#yay. yaaaaaayyyyyyy.#suzie’s whole family dynamic is changing #so is her name #sue is one of those characters that i have just. never been able to connect with #& while laying in bed awake last night (my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked btw. was awake until 7am)#it was just like….. suddenly i understood everything about her #it was a moment of sudden realization. like. oh THAT’S why you’re like that. ok.#i’ve also decided to make sere jax‘s half sister instead of full sister #this is relevant to sue’s storyline since jax & sue are very much involved #i’ve also been thinking more & more about kel’s relationship with dhes’ family since…#his relationship with his own parents is literally nonexistent. abysmal even.#this is very exciting. having oc thoughts is so awesome.#n e way. i’m gonna start drawing other people’s OCs today !!#idk when i’ll finish w it though bc i kinda want to experiment style wise #i want to find something between the going left squishy style & the more realistic painty style…#something i can use for mbz comics basically….#ok. bye.#rainyrambles

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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pls give me your OCs to draw ……..

#idk if anyone is online rn but if you are #i’m talking to U !!#i’ve been in sdv land for like a week straight & i desperately need to do something else #if you told me i could draw your OCs before pls tell me again #i misplaced my old list of other people’s OCs to draw so :-/#n e way. yea.#rainyrambles

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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summer '93

#OK!! last thing i swear!!!!#absolute favorite edit of all time hands down #genuinely turned out so good #i loved making this. i love this AU. these shots turned out so pretty. etc. etc.#the mbz edit i have in my drafts might have taken over this one as favorite of the year but #i didn’t finish it so this one gets top spot & honestly #it deserves it anyway #10/10 would look at forever #self rb

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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attempt no. 2 at making hair

#this one’s getting rb’d bc kel looks cute here #that’s literally it #learning to make hair was kind of a cool thing i did this year #sort of gave up on it after this but it was still fun #self rb

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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finally finished cricket's group

#i didn’t do shit w the mbzAU this year but i am still very much obsessed w it #i have been thinking… about expanding it #obviously we have the main group/story plus a few side stories but #there’s just sooooo much potential in this universe #my main goal regarding this AU is to finally start the comic #so hopefully that happens #i can’t decide what direction to take it as far as art style goes #that’s been holding me up tbh #but anyway. i was really happy to revisit these guys bc they’re some of my older OCs #they exist only in the very original draft of going left which…. was before it was called going left #but now they’re in mbz too :-)#self rb

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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lil guy

#ok i’m almost done i think. a few more.#this AU actually got scrapped in favor of slaughter house #but some of the scenes got absorbed into other AUs #regardless…. kelly looks very cute here #absolute baby guy #kind of forgot about this tbh. but then i saw it & was like yknow what. yea.#that was a good post.#self rb

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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oc questionnaire - dhes edition

tagged by @vicciouxs (ty!! <3)

NAME: Destiny Rose (he hates his name though. anyone who calls him destiny WILL get decked)

NICKNAME: Dhestyn, Dhes, Dusty, & Tiny (that’s what his grandparents call him)

GENDER: male, he/him

STAR SIGN: leo

HEIGHT: 5'7

ORIENTATION: gay

NATIONALITY/ETHNICITY: american, latino

FAVORITE FRUIT: mangoes

FAVORITE SEASON: summer

FAVORITE FLOWER: sunflower

FAVORITE SCENT: kel's pizza breath uhhh probably his dad's cooking

COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: coffee (he drinks it black)

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 2-4

DOGS OR CATS: he actually likes both, but i personally associate him more with dogs

DREAM TRIP: he doesn't have one, but honestly he'd have fun going anywhere

NUMBER OF BLANKETS: 0-1

RANDOM FACT: he was expelled from school halfway through his 8th grade year lol

tagging: @sikoi, @flovoid, @elderwisp, @birdietrait, & @mexipoopy (no pressure ofc!)

#one of my favorite shots of dusty……#i always love doing a good dusty edit bc he has very fun energy #he’s just an eccentric lil guy #he’s neon in my mind #self rb

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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slaughter house sketches :-)

#not sims at all but #i have to mention slaughter house bc this AU took over my brain for a solid couple of months this year #this AU & mbz & 80s are absolutely top tier AUs for me #just like…. my absolute favorites to work on #i definitely want to do more w this one eventually #i think slaughter house is very much the boys at their worst lol #completely different dynamic from the canonverse #that’s probably what makes it so fun honestly #self rb

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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the boys, 80s-ified

#80s dhes & kel my beloved…..#truly one of the best AUs in the AUverse……#i just thoroughly enjoy putting the boys in situations #putting them through the horrors. etc.#btw i am just like. rbing stuff from memory bc i’m not at my pc #literally just sitting here trying to remember different things i made this year &#being like. yes. that was a good post lol #self rb

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raiiny-bay · 6 months ago

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Love, Dhes

Parker,

It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.

I hope the next 10 years pass slower.

Love, Dhes

#obligatory have to rb this one #i have a confession which is that actually…. this is not one of my favorites #it turned out good & i like a lot of the shots & writing a letter was kind of fun but #i think it took me so long to finish this that i actually just got sick of looking at it lmao #i think…. the shot of dhes w his face busted & the shot of kel getting his makeup done are probably at the top of my list #as far as like. individual renders from the year go #i just think they were fun to make #idk i just think they’re cuties.#self rb

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