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bored si ate sa plane knina.. ndi pang-forever ung katabi eeh.. charing!! 😂😂😂

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I've got a legit writer for a friend!! (insert kilig) hahaha.. can't wait to read it. i'm sure this one's good judging from your fics that i've read!! i also hope 'that person' reads it!! haha i love the dedication by the way i won't elaborate more... 😄 😘

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my LSS these days... 😘😘

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I thought the last post would be my last lengthy rant about the issues this fandom goes through. But what happened in the wee hours of the morning was something I couldn’t let pass without giving what I thought about it.

I do understand what you are fighting for. I am aware of the shortcomings this government has. You felt you had no choice coz no one hears your plea but the fact remains that what you did was wrong. You may have an advocacy you want to disseminate but you chose the wrong way to do it. Given that you never meant to hurt anyone, but the mere fact of invading this girl’s personal space in the cyberworld, you have already compromised her privacy. The only way in which this innocent girl expresses herself has been jeopardized and that in itself you should be held accountable for. One more thing, we clearly said all we wanted in this fandom is to feel good. As much as possible we never want anything political to be connected with their names. But it doesn’t mean we live in ignorance of the things around us!! Some of us also have advocacies! We also have issues that we are passionate about! But we choose not to bring it here in this fandom so as not to taint it! In the first place, this fandom is not just about making you feel good! We also advocate the revival of Filipino Values in here. Yes it may mostly be about courtship but it is essential that the younger generation knows about it! With how fast-paced the world is right now, there are indeed certain things, not only in love, that needs to be taken slowly. To end this rant, clichè as it may sound but doing one mistake to correct another has never been successful. Hacking an innocent citizen’s account, albeit a really popular one, was never the answer to let the people know about your advocacy and this government’s mistakes. You may have informed us of your goals but you just lost potential supporters by trying to use our beloved idol. So much for trying to disseminate the information.

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I didn't expect my first lengthy post regarding this fandom will be like this. But when push comes to shove, katangahan ang hindi mgretaliate in any way. Not violently but only if just to give your two cents' worth I don't do lengthy post kasi quota na ko jan sa mga papers na ginagawa ko for work but after reading all those things after today's episode this will be an exception. As much as we want Alden/Richard and Maine to just get together in real life, or for the guy to go ahead and 'make ligaw' and what not. Let us all remember that these two just saw each other in person and legitimately allowed to be together last Saturday. Yes it's been 3 months or so that we have been watching them but in reality they are still in that 'getting to know each other' phase, which if I remember correctly is what both of them really want. To get to know each other off cam. All the bashing and pressure we are giving these two kids might do more harm than good. If they cave in and do as we want, yes the fandom will be rejoicing to the high heavens. But what if something goes wrong? God forbid (sorry for using His name) na mangyari un. It will not only be us but these two pure souls that will be totally devastated about that. So all these negativity about today's episode is such a pain in the side. Let's give them time, for whatever they might need that time for. Medyo nakakalimot kasi ata tayo sa purpose ng Kalye Serye, ang maghatid ng saya at kilig sa atin. It just so happens that something seems to be happening to the protagonists of this show which is fortunate for us viewers. I'll end this post by saying that let's just all sit back, enjoy the show and stop overanalyzing. 😄

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ung mag-tita n nagbaabaon ng pang-snack sa pisngi!! 😁 #auntnephewtime

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this guy knows no bounds!! even portraying as a dork.. he is adorable!! what is it with me and guys with a dorky smile and dorky glasses. yeah i know they’re the next jocks coz of mark zuckerberg, steve jobs and the like.. but this guy just puts dorkiness in a whole new level!! aaarrggghhh!!!

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konti na lang!! ang TAMANG PANAHON ay nalalapit na. in fact may date na!! October 24 would be so epic for your fans and most especially for the both of you. thank you, for everything but most especially for saving my sanity these last few weeks i know some say this fandom is insane but i'd rather go crazy over you two than where i was before. i was losing myself and believe it or not you two helped me avoid that from happening.. reality should never be shunned, it's what keeps us on our toes, grounded. but driftng along the mundaneness of things, the reality around you tends to overwhelm you. to the point you no longer remember what your purpose is. you my dears showed me what's like to dream again. to feel things you have almost forgotten (no i am not that old) to wish things for yourself when you thought dreams are for the weak of heart. it's because i have always believed that if i want something, i work hard for it. yes that's true. but i have also forgotten how it feels to just sit back and feel things. thank you for bringing back me, the human me. the me that used to dream. whatever happens for the both of you, we as your fans would always, ALWAYS, be here for you.

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i miss writing... especially in this weather.. sans the winds of course. i don't do prompts. although i do write what takes up most of my free time. i mostly do fics.. fanfics.. but life has evidently taken up most of my time, yes even the free time i have. i could temporarily go back.. for the 3 weeks i'm free. let's see.

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the reason for my craziness these past few weeks but also my sanity's savior.. shall post more in the future.. once i have time..

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my dears, after weeks of silence you’ve broken it with aplomb! bravo! i will hate you both (not really though.. hehehe) for the feels you have yet again given me. after all these time, how could you still make me feel that way?? all tingly and thrilled with just those simple glances and interaction of yours. i shall not go into detail. i just love you both for making this supposedly dreary day seem brighter… i shall wait again for more of your antics in the weeks to come. yours truly. #jjongah #otp

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While watching Jjongah DL- ed episodes on TV: Me: (Lol at JH during the show at the bali trip) Brother: *hobbles over due to sprain and sits beside me* What r u watching?? Me: Jjongah on WGM.. *eyes still on the screen* Brother: The girl's pretty. Me: Girl's Day Yura (JH's BRI suddenly comes on) Brother: Handsome Me: I know right! (watches some more, upto the segment of couple doing the jungle obstacles) Brother: Girl reminds me of you, you're so clumsy like her.. hahahaha Me: WTH??! Brother: You need exactly someone like him,to take care of you. *leaves the couch while still hobbling* Me: *smiles* #jjongah #sibsconvo

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it's been what, 2 weeks?? and i still can't move on with this couple.. too much feels, too much dreams for them, too much emotions invested and all for a show that has somehow did something right in pairing them up.. i can go on and rant but not make sense.. all i know is i pray hard to whoever will listen that these two do end up together..

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Currently listening to Akdong Musician.. feel good sounds.. doesn't matter if i can't understand most of it.. there's just something with their songs that makes you feel light hearted. 

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ate @babecharm look what i found in my stuff.. you are indeed carwynn's mom!! haha.. #cousins #flashbackfriday

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I miss you.

I miss our little chats.

I miss how playful you are to me.

I miss how your eyes searches mine across the room and scrunches your face to greet me.

I miss how you always wait on me eventhough it’s perfectly okay for you to go ahead.

I miss how you seem to be so comfortable around me and tell me things you don’t normally tell others.

I miss how I feel girly when I’m with you despite of being one of the boys when I’m with others.

I miss how you seem to seek my attention when it seems that I don’t give you one.

I miss how you tell me to listen to a certain song and play it in your car when we’re together.

I miss our late-night drives going home.

I miss sitting in a coffee shop with you and just let time pass by while we talk.

I miss going around with you while you do your errands.

I miss how you don’t seem to mind my presence eventhough I know you’re swamped with work.

I miss how you’re still able to smile and laugh eventhough I know you’re dead tired.

I miss how you make me laugh at silly things.

I miss how you make me think about things I’ve never considered before.

But most of all I miss you.

All of you.

Plain and simple.

I may not be able to put everything into words; I just miss you.

I’m starting to doubt whether telling you was a good idea.

Nothing will change.

You’ll still be there.

But why do I feel like you’re drifting away?

Do I have to reach out once more?

I told myself no more.

But why do I feel empty, as if there’s a hole?

It might just be a phase.

Of letting go and moving on.

But for now let me be honest with myself.

I miss you.

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last stop: blue lagoon #coron #selfie