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men who give head first are gentleman

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depression is so real and it takes a lot to pull yourself out of it

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i’m at a stage in my life where i just want to be very quiet

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hi this is not my genre here but i just wanna clear the mess that my ex-boyfriend started because my friends keep mocking their relationship and throw shits or whatsoever but please be mindful pero sa GC lang namin lahat ng conversation and i feel bad for both of them.

i would like to clarify the things that my ex said earlier sabi niya kasi sa kaibigan ko na "pinatawad niya na raw ako, and also tigilan ko na raw sila kasi matagal na silang nanahimik" which is mas lalong nagpa triggered sa mga kaibigan ko kasi they know how my ex mistreated me when we're together pa kaya my friends are wondering kung ano ang ginawa ko para magka ganun ex-boyfriend ko, well guys from the very beginning walang narinig ex ko sa'kin after we parted ways kasi i respect their relationship talaga but the nerve after niya akong siraan sa x and sa dump facebook niya, i keep everything low-key kasi nga ni re- respect ko sila as in pero just today they crossed the line already.

i met my ex-boyfriend's girlfriend here at BGC kaninang morning kasi naglakad-lakad ako and mind you guys it's by accident, she smiled at me and i smiled back and then i received a message from her nag aya siya ng clubhouse, what for??? insensitive right? so, ngayon just fucking right now ang kapal ng mukha ng ex ko para sabihin na tigilan ko na raw sila para mapatawad niya na ako, WTF??? well, i guess calling out my ex-boyfriend's behavior is a fucking right thing na gagawin ko today.

when we are still together nakipag sex siya sa iba habang iniintindi ko siya, inubos ko sarili ko para sa kanya and my friends know about it, EVERYTHING! umuwi siya ng PH para makipag kita sa'kin to fix our relationship pero yung closure na hinahanap is nauwi talaga sa official break up kasi ayaw ko na makipag-ayos sa lalaking niloko ako, imagine the pain that i have after finding out everything that he has a thing with another woman sa mga panahong iyon inintindi ko siya, inubos ko lahat-lahat sa kanya and pati studies ko napabayaan na kasi siya inuuna ko also i booked a flight from PH to KOREA para e comfort siya pero wala talaga. I HAVE EVERYTHING LAHAT NG CONVERSATION NA PANGGAGO NIYA SA'KIN HANGGANG NGAYON HAWAK-HAWAK KO PA and then his girlfriend keeps stalking me meron din akong screenshot ng lahat, i blocked them already lahat ng account nila sa lahat ng socmed platform pero his girlfriend is so fucking paranoid.

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controlling yourself from texting someone you badly want to talk to, is different kind of pain

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random confession but isa sa mga pet peeve ko talaga is yung tao na gaya-gaya like ginagaya way of speaking mo, way of talking, typing, acting, even yung mannersims mo both online and in person, etc. and there’s something that feels so off about it, parang minomock ka in a way and you’d clearly see the sudden shift in their personality like hahahahahahahahhahaha wala ka bang own personality or something 🤨

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i am not for people who don’t know how to respect someone’s solitude and isolation, disregard the facts that they have other priorities, and got disappointed for not replying right away to their chats. aside from that, i am also not for people who tolerate shameful words just because someone’s emotion was valid at that moment—they’re not always mad, therefore teach them how to control their anger without insulting someone.

my presence is only for people that considerate, respectful, and patience enough. while tolerator, bystander, backstabber, and disrespectful are not in the list.

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i just realized, whenever we say we want to die, we don’t actually mean we want to be dead. it’s the fact that the life this world offers is too draining that makes us want to disappear. we long for a break, a moment to breathe without the weight of expectations and disappointments. like, alam mo ’yun, sometimes it feels like we're just trapped in a cycle that leaves no room for fulfillment in the things we do. nakakapagod ’yung feeling na everything you do is just for survival and not the thought of actually living.

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maturity is when you stop begging for someone to stay, to love you, or to appreciate you.. you already know your worth. It's better to lose someone than to lose yourself.

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August 16, 1927 The Letters of Vita Sackville-West to Virginia Woolf (1924-1941)

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growth is saying “ok” when you know you got a paragraph in you

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i want sex, can somebody fuck me? ugh

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