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Being a self proclaimed alpha male yet begging for pussy is wild 🤣😅 yikes

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The more attracted I am to someone, the nastier I get. Fuck I’m hittin whole new levels of depravity I never thought I’d sink to 😅 when I think about the people I love watching over me I hope they are shielded from this part of my life cuz Jesus Christ I know my grandparents are all disappointed and probably a little confused 🤣🤣🤣😅😅😭😳🫣

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Ugh 😭😩

i get butterflies when i see your name on my phone but that’s literally none of your business

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I was already hurting at 12. Bad things happened to me so young. I can’t help but wonder who I would be without all the shit I went through. Lifelong ptsd is cool too though I guess 😅

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"did i tell u this already?" we are in a timeloop and i am in love with u tell me again

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*play the pink fiddle

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The way your eyes smile too 🥹 the way you smell 😩 the way you look at me like you’re hungry for me 🤭

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Sketch and final! I need to draw more sfw of them hahaha

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Rises from the dead with one of my favorite Leela outfits yippee

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Rapture

You sat on my face and nothing has ever been the same again

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forehead kisses.

that's it, that's the post

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And then make out 💋

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It’s only appropriate to add some #thankyous too. (Also in no particular order)

- DJC

I don’t think I could ever express just how grateful I am for you. You are the sweetest, smartest, silliest little guy ever (not so little though😅😭) and I just love being your mama. You make me smile every single day with how sweet you are and you crack me up with how silly you are. Motherhood is not fuckin easy but you make it so beautifully worth every hard part. I thank God every day for the gift of not only being a mother, but being YOUR mother. You are beautiful inside and out. I am so proud of who you are. And I promise I will keep trying to do this shit right and I also promise that when I don’t get it right I will try to make it right. I love you and I thank you for being the light my life needed.

- Phia

I love being your auntie!! You are my baby girl always, no matter how old you get! I was only 16 when you were born and we have both watched each other grow. You were my first cheerleader (I’ll never forget hearing your sweet voice during my graduation) and you still always have so much confidence and trust in me and I never want to let you down. You have been one of the biggest, best parts of my life ever since you came into it. I love all the girly stuff we get to do together (another nail/shopping girl date is in order soon) and I love all the deep conversations we have. I am thankful we stayed so close even after I had a kid of my own. I remember being pregnant and being scared we wouldn’t stay close because I’d have my hands full and you were a crazy 3 year old at the time. Instead you became an amazing big cousin and one of his absolute favorite people too.

- Emu

You are a beautiful soul inside and out. You made my time spent at bhs worth every minute. You are my sister, my confidant, my wife for life. You can read my face better than anyone without a word spoken. You gave me another beautiful niece who I have also fallen in love with. I am so proud of the mother, sister, friend, daughter, and woman you are. You are the Emu to my Jackass. The Bernie to my George. Our tattoos perfectly sum up our relationship and I can’t wait to add another set on our asses. I never knew I could be so in love platonically until you came into my life and made it a million times better. You are my family and I thank you for sticking around through all my crazy. I love you always.

- Bananas

You are the only sibling that 1000% understands it all. It’s wild how much we used to fight when we were little and how we grew to be so close. I am so thankful for you and the ways you look out for me even though I am your older sister. I will always look out for you too. You will always have a friend in me. I could not picture my life without our hours long phone calls, random girls nights, blunt sessions, vent sessions, and ass kicking sessions. I’d rip a bitch off you and punch some pussies in your defense any day of the week. We have the craziest stories (literally nobody would even believe the shit we have seen/done) and one day we are going to write a book together just to make sure these stories don’t ever die.

- Alicia

You have always been my favorite big sister. You took me places and bought me school clothes and tried to do things better than our family did. You were the first person to take me to get my nails done. You bought me my 8th grade semi formal dress. (Which I still have somewhere😭) You looked out for me and always encouraged me. You gave me a beautiful goddaughter/niece and you have been such a good mama to her. You never back down and you always stood up for me even punching the bitch who tried to pick on me when I was 4. You are a wonderful woman and you kick ass at any and everything you set your mind to. I am so proud of you.

- Justin

You are my goofy goober. You drive me absolutely bonkers sometimes but you are so cute and so sweet and so funny that it’s all worth the chaos. You have undoubtedly been one of the biggest influences in making me who I am as a person. I will fight for you always. I am thankful you are my brother and one of my favorite guys in the world.

- L & J

You guys have been like parents to me and I am so thankful for the things y’all do for Bean and even for me. I was so wary to let my guard down with you guys after everything that happened but I don’t regret giving you guys the chance at all. We have developed our own family relationship and I truly do love you guys. Shannon tells me about the lovely things you say of me when I am not around and I just hope you guys know I think the world of you too.

- Archie

You might not realize how much you’ve impacted my life but just know you’re hot as fuck and I’m happy we have plans to look forward to because you are so much fun to be around. You met me when I was at the height of disaster and you never once rushed or pushed me. You made me feel safe during a time I didn’t think that would have been possible. You are so calming to be around and you always smell so damn delicious. (You also are delicious🤤) thank you for the memes and for not judging my psycho fantasies and even being willing to indulge my crazy ass 😅😅 not sure I ever would have told anybody else about the stuff I told you 😅😅😅

- CK

- thank you for the fun times we shared! I still love the songs you showed me. I will always smile when I hear the two songs that had us cracking up when we were just trying to quickly fuck in your pickup behind that store in the industrial park 🤣🤣🤣 thanks for boosting my confidence cuz I am so comfortable doing some kinky shit because of you. Also thanks for the mirror placement ideas 🫣😘

- BW

I appreciate you more than you know. You are so sweet and always thinking of me. You check on me so much and always help me when I need it. You are literally one of the most generous people in the world. I’ll always do my best to reciprocate cuz you need to know you are special too. I will keep every note you wrote me cuz they give me diabeetus when I need sumn sweet. Thank you for being you.

-Boobear

Lmao oh fuzz nugget, how I loved our stupid ass names for each other. Komodo Dragon, Frodo, sack master and sack wimp, etc. You were my first love. You put me through hell but also brought so much wonderfulness into my life. I am glad we got to talk shit out and we both got to apologize for the part we played in our demise. I don’t regret a minute of our time together. I do sometimes wish I didn’t cover your name but I am glad you still proudly wear mine.

Teachers: Lester!! You were a safe space and didn’t make me feel like a criminal because of my scars. Howard!! You were one of the funniest and coolest teachers ever and you asked me what was wrong when you saw a shift in me. You took the time to care about every child you came across. Townsend!! You were hilarious and put up with some pretty weird shit from me. Including the whole Sheila/Joss debacle with the other teacher I only saw at lunch 🤣🤣🤣😅 that will always be one of my favorite moments from BHS ever because of how fucking ridiculously funny that was. Nessralla!! You were the principal and you were kind of tough on everyone. You read my writing piece and you bought me a book and wrote the sweetest note in it. I still have it and it’s so special to me because of what you wrote. Thank you for seeing so much potential in little me. Balbina, Chris, Sharice! You ladies were counselors and program directors and you guys were my favorite part of coming in in the mornings. You all made everyone feel welcome and like we mattered. You guys supported me in so many ways including paying for my honors class when it was completely outside of the dual enrollment classes you guys could provide. You guys are the reason I graduated at all!

- Raymond

You are literally an Angel walking amongst us. I will never be able to repay you for what you did that day. You stopped and helped us and I don’t know if any of us would be alive if you hadn’t. I appreciate you also taking the time to show up for court which in turn gave me a chance to thank you and ask you for one more favor. The letter you wrote is heartbreaking but so helpful. You remembered details I blocked out due to trauma. This letter is everything we need in court to get everything squared away when I finally go back. You stepped in to protect me and my child and we are complete strangers. And I may barely know you, but I’ll never forget you because of that.

There’s so many more people I could thank but I’ll be back

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#fuckyous in no particular order

- ass backwards bitch

I was 17. I didn’t tell you your husband was hitting on me because I didn’t want to cause problems for your family. When you found out you blamed me as if I was the problem and you stayed with your creepy ass husband. Clearly you, as a grown ass woman at the time, knew I was not the problem especially considering I didn’t entertain him in the slightest. Glad you got to feel better by blaming a child though. Look how it worked out for you 😎😎

- army rapist pinhead

I was 16 and trusted you enough because you were friends with people I knew for years. You got me so fucked up drunk (yes I chose to drink but don’t act like you weren’t feeding it to me with an agenda) I remember only parts of that night. I remember you waking me from your bathroom floor after I passed out in there. I remember teetering in and out of consciousness with you on top of me. I remember your insincere apology and justification when I confronted you a couple days later. All these years later I still pray for your daughter because I wonder if she is safe in your presence. I hope your poor choices catch up to you someday and I hope the army dishonorably discharges you, you vile piece of shit.

- freckle faced fatty

You are the root of my sexual trauma. I was 4. How you could live with yourself after what you did is crazy to me. You may have been only a teenager but I was a teenager once too, and never once did I look at a little kid and want to do to them what you did to me. I hope you never have kids of your own and I hope nobody ever trusts you around theirs. Get some therapy.

- frizzy haired fat faced dusty thunder cunt

Lmao man I can’t believe I almost forgot your fuck you! 😅 basically you suck as a human being and your moral compass is ass backwards. It’s sad because we could have been super close and things could be so different between us but you’ll never acknowledge your actions or apologize for the disrespect so we’ll forever be estranged like we are strangers. I know more about you than you know I do though bitch and I’m sure LC regrets telling me what she told me cuz y’all are on decent enough terms but truthfully y’all would not be where you are if I had told her the stuff you’ve said & done beforehand. You can pretend all you want but these screenshots don’t lie and if I really wanted to be petty I could embarrass the fuck outta you & a few others so I’ma just hope for their sake you keep your head down and ya mouth tightly shut if I do eventually see you because one wrong move, one word I don’t like and it’s on baby and I promise you have a lot more to lose than I do ❤️ now stop being a jealous hateful cunt to me and anyone else who threatens your fragile ego & go worry about finding a man who actually likes you and doesnt mind being seen in public with you, you wrinkly tacky hag 🤭😘

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