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I just came across this meme on facebook. It's so fucking true.... If only people would understand. The demons in your head are so hard to get away from.... I'm surprised I made it through 2020 and the whole lockdown... Truly am. It wasn't easy.... I know it wasn't for anyone. .... 😢

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Dogs barking outside. It's dark, in a rural area. Was just watching Netflix. Paused for a bathroom break. Also, scrolling on social media sites. Just checking stuff. The newest part of facebook is you can make a story. I have a short video of a storm approaching. Funny how people look. A couple reacted to it. Though don't interact with many of my posts. As my political views are different than a lot of others that are "friends" on my Facebook. Don't get a lot of likes, or anything. Oh well. I really don't care. I don't mind a debate. Or reading others opinions. It's just when someone argues with me. Trying to prove they're right is what I have a problem with. Just because I don't agree doesn't mean I'm wrong or your right. People have different beliefs, opinions and views. We all weren't made to be the same, obviously. Just crazy how people get so hateful, and ugly about it. ...more random thoughts to share...

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I've always felt like an outsider. Didn't matter if anyone else had the same interests as me. Always felt off, and different. Always felt that I am just a convenience to others.

Always felt and still do everything wrong. What I wear, what I say, think or feel. Anytime someone asks me to do something it always ends up not being right or how they expected me to do it.

I am starting this blog to get thoughts out of my head. I plan on being anonymous. Just feel better that way. Might be long posts or short....everyday or once a month. Who knows.

Does anyone remember Xanga? Miss that website. Made a couple good friends from there.