ramoslance

[ramoslance]

Experiences i encounter as a commoner

Did you ever experienced having a mutual understanding with someone?Mutual Undestanding has no specific label.It's like having a relationship without any string attached.A lot of us experienced having a hidden feelings to someone.Am i right?So if this person shows affection to us we doubtlessly thinks that this person likes us.In the reality they like us although not as partner or a lover ,but as a friend.

When pandemic starts we easily get bored because we're not used to stay at home all day.While i was scrolling through my social media i saw this one app where you can create a room and communicate with others online,and because of boredom i downloaded this app.I met a lot of friends in this app but there's this one girl who caught my attention.She has this low tone voice which is unsual for a girl and she also has a grumpy look that's why i'm hesitating to talk to her at first.When i started talking to her i found out that she is not bad as what i imagined.As the day passed and i was continued talking to her i felt something different.Unlike to my other friends the happiness and excitement everytime i'm talking to her is different.She has a bubbly personality like me.We continued talking for months until one day i suddenly had a problem with my family, i was super stressed out ,because i thought my parents will seperate .Because of too much distractions i forgot to update the girl i was talking to.I just realized that i didn't chat her since the day when my family problem started.I tried to reach out to her again and i'm glad that she responded to my messages.I aplogize and explain why i didnt communicate with her.She accepted me again.Even though she accepted my apology i know that it's not the same as before,i know that she has hesitations to trust me again.As the days goes by i noticed that she changed, i thought that she's not interested to me anymore that's why i ended up our conversation without informing and clearing things up.I know i was wrong and my reasons are lame.I regret my decision,i ruined her trust once again.She thinks that i ghosted her.How did i know?Well i tried to reach out to her again for the third time.I sent a message to her and i am not expecting that she will respond again.I'm glad that she accept me still despite of being coward and stupid,i will do everything to get her trust again.I hope my experience would be a lesson and not a guide for you to do wrong doings.It's not too late to change,but make sure that you will change for the better not for worst.I hope you all enjoyed.Thankyou!