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randallfredjohnson · 1 year ago
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randallfredjohnson · 1 year ago
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That time I found a toilet in the middle of the warehouse
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randallfredjohnson · 1 year ago
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A garage Gremlin that I made one time when I was high
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randallfredjohnson · 1 year ago
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randallfredjohnson · 1 year ago
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... Randall's thought for the moment 🤔
... it's not the violence that people should fear of Randall ...
... it's the vast distances he's willing to go ...
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randallfredjohnson · 1 year ago
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... Randall's thought for the moment 🤔
... to be honest, when Randall says he's tired - it isn't just from life being busy and lacking enough time to get it all done ...
... it is also from being hurt , being let down, being fuckin lied to and mistreated by the ones you love the most ...
... Randall is so fuckin exhausted from giving his all and having it mean nothing to someone ...
... and other days, it's not just Randall's body or mind that feels tired sometimes it truly is his whole fuckin soul ...
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randallfredjohnson · 1 year ago
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... Randall's thought for the moment 🤔
... And please don't be upset or mad at me but when Tina left the last time ...
... it fucked me up really bad, bad enough that after the mental breakdown that Randall noticed the changes in himself ...
... Randall hasn't been the same since and never will be ...
... and Randall knows he does not have the mental capacity to handle this feeling of hopelessness any longer ...
...-this isn't like that desperate feeling during all out drug addiction that you can get help with your disease through NA and by working steps ...
... this is different , ever dark and ominous, this is something that is so horrific that it is damn near impossible to find the words to describe it to anyone - even to myself ...
... It has even gone so far it has affected Randall's everlasting soul and it feels. ... cold and Grey ...
... and trust Randall on this , there isn't a pill, a drink , a line, a pipe or any other kinda drug that could chase it away from me , and trust me, Randall knows because he has tried it all trying to end the pain of losing the one good thing that he was blessed with in life ...
... I really pray that whoever reads this never loses their hope in what is keeping you hanging by the thread, the one good thing that is keeping them alive ...
... because whatever this vile , dark and sinister feeling that creeps up and swallows up your hope - it is something that has chilled Randall to the very core of his mortal bones , taking away that feeling of bliss and surreal happiness and leaving a rancid and putrid purgatoryal feeling of death itself ...
... to the point that it just doesn't feel natural to be breathing ...
... and I do love you all and I am more than sorry that nobody understood that my wife was the best part of my soul, that one good thing that just thinking about could take away that fear that looms within the dark , that amazing feeling that makes the sun seem to shine just for you - that feeling of safeness knowing that no matter what even facing death , because of her the soul was peaceful and happy ...
... good night/bye
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randallfredjohnson · 4 years ago
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randallfredjohnson · 4 years ago
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randallfredjohnson · 4 years ago
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When you think you see the police and then realize he's not even gonna try 😂😂😂
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randallfredjohnson · 5 years ago
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