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I wonder if the kid who wrote the tiger poem knows that they’re like… famous… a renowned poet… just six years old…

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might just start sobbing, im watching the live dan and phil tit livestream with nothing to smoke up with 😭 WHATEVER IM GONNA HAVE A BLAST ANYWAYS

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thinkin abt switching things up a bit and saying "bi" instead of "di" and vice versa

like carbon bioxide and dicycle

now carbon bioxide has "bio" in it and it is essential for life

and dicycle looks like it has "dick" in it so its funny

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dude it took me SO long to find a screenshot of the post but

i was thinking about this post (please if anyone is adept at doing screen transcripts please add one to make this more accesible but i will do my best to summarise)

in short its about how OP used the litany against fear from dune (i must not fear, fear is the mind killer, so on and so forth - i would type the whole thing but as the post agrees, it is kinda wordy) and then about how it is okay and beneficial even to utilise techniques from fandom - even if they make you wanna cringe at yourself mentally - to calm you down or embolden you or what-have-you (the screenshot ends with a reblog saying "but letting Frank Herbert give me mental coping mechanisms is an indignity i resent" - not knowing enough about Frank Herbert i can neither agree nor disagree with the statement but judging solely based off auxillary knowledge i have abt him, fair enough)

i kept coming back to thinking abt it for the past few days, trying to decide if i actually do have something akin to that that i do, but i ultimately reached the conclusion that i don't

that is until just now when i realised i DO have a thing! its from Wheel of Time, and its when the main character in the very first book at the very beginning (specifically,) needs to clear his mind for whatever reason (been a while since i read the book, cant remember right now) so he conjures an image of a flame in his mind, and focuses and sending all of his thoughts, worries, feelings and cares into the flame

i do that all the time, especially when im starting to spiral into overthinking when i should be sleeping - it is really helpful! i would recommend trying it sometime :) <3

anyways i guess all this is to say that A) Great original post, B) I agree, let yourself self-soothe in whatever harmless way you need, even if it seems a little silly sometimes, C) maybe try the flame thing? idk, thats more up to you lol

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emo kid rite of passage: growing up to find out that at least one of your fave artists has done some PRETTY SHITTY THINGS

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nasty sweaty tgirl with unethical fetishes jacking off to images of an amber sunset and a droplet of morning dew upon a humble blade of grass.

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my biggest dream is to drop everyone and everything i know from this life and time travel back to the 2000s as the age i am now so i can go experience the dawning of the internet and the days when life was a bit less chaotic for me (granted i wouldve been like 6 💀) and the aesthetics of the time

i miss being a young emo, i miss those worries and stresses - yes they hurt back then but id trade for them in a heartbeat know

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i feel like if a trans woman was born in the "right" body but it was still somehow wrong

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Hey! this is my blog, where i plan on just letting out some of my thoughts i get after getting high - sometimes funny, sometimes profoundly interesting, sometimes sad

i don't really have anybody in my life who i consistantly want to talk to/tell about these things, so i figured i would start an anonymous tumblr where i can basically just do a stand up set into the void and have nothing in response (because the response is what scares me). so, that being said, if ever you just wanna have a little quick peek into someone else's life via their deepest innermost thoughts (or the strangest!), then i suggest maybe you stay

unless i find that you are someone i would rather not interact with (basic dni list, like homophobia or racism or the such, but also there are some things i will refuse to interact with people over - though, in the grand scheme of it all, they arent necessarily bad things, i just dont like em and am allowed to ignore/avoid it)

anyways long and windy and poorly written intro aside, welcome to my blog! :)