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I feel like it's time to give an update here. I don't know who I am. I don't remember much of our past. I've been fronting for almost six months with very few others switching in. I think I'm dissociating a majority of the time. I don't fully recognize most of the people that are apparently part of this system. I don't have access to headspace in any way. I also have a hard time recognizing and connecting with people outside the system. Family. Friends. Partners. I don't feel the same connection to any of them as I know we should have and that the others had before. We lost access to the only place we used to go to for face-to-face social interaction. I honestly don't feel much at all. I don't know what to do about this. I want the others to come back and be able to reconnect with their people. But I don't know how. Starting antidepressants and restarting hormone treatment soon. Maybe that will help. I don't know... If you think you can help in any way, whether we've been in contact before or not, it would be appreciated.

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FEELIN’ BLESSED TODAY BECAUSE LOOK AT THIS NEW SKIN PREVIEW!

(JANUARY 23RD, BLIZZARD WORLD)

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Another repost from my dA eue

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one (1) smug boi from last night’s stream

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Inspiring Angel by Kim Sokol

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Untitled | stanmoniz

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This liquid is boiling and freezing simultaneously because it’s reaching its ‘triple point,’ which is the temperature and pressure at which three phases of a substance (gas, liquid, and solid) co-exist in equilibrium. Source

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© Edward Bateman 

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Magical Art Therapy ● Sigils Against Self-Hatred/For Self-Compassion

(series) (prints)

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Annabel

Sergey Gurskiy

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Dragon sketch by Swang .

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【初音ミク】 ナチュラル4 by artist 月代 彩花 (@saika_tsukisiro)

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god, this is all a proper mess, isn't it...? good night.