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help me manifest blue pennsylvania

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help me manifest blue pennsylvania

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help me manifest blue pennsylvania

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help me manifest blue pennsylvania

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help me manifest blue pennsylvania

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I draw cassettes so small...

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favorite pokemon

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+ Some misc doodles of them

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i made a bluesky if anyone gaf

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Finally some good fraggin food

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Pisses me off that Jimmy tried to frame putting Curly in the pod as "taking responsibility". He didn't. He never could. Putting a bullet in his skull is a kindness to himself and an insult to all his victims, starting with Anya. Putting Curly in the pod is not selfless, it is selfishly motivated by his own twisted narrative that he tried to do good from the start and the guilt that comes from failing purposefully and being overall the human equivalent of a pile of garbage was too much to handle. "Take responsibility" and he puts all the blame on the captain that put him in this place and job as a trusted friend when he shouldn't have and using this at his advantage to take all his grievance on.

He rapes Anya because he feels entitled to her body and her space, not caring about who she is as a person. He puts her under submission of his whims and want for power that feeds his self-importance and can't stop from reminding her that he does not want it. He does not even care that she died because of him, it's a footnote, a stain.

He grooms and manipulates Daisuke to sneak inside the medbay not because he is afraid of what Anya might do to Curly, but because he feels a sense of ownership over her. He does not respect her, thinks her incompetent and irrational, while he clicks all the boxes himself and gets Daisuke killed because the poor kid is eager to please and altruistic

He kills Swansea, who is tied up and drunk, in cold blood, execution style, because he is a threat to who he really is, which he cannot accept.

Actually good, excellent, even, representation of an abuser trying to deflect his wrongs by putting it in a neat little bow of integrity which he does not have.

I feel for Curly's predicament over his own lack of agency and the debilitating ordeal of your life being in other people's control bc your body does not belong to you anymore, but let's face the music; when you enable enough an abuser, he will find himself thinking he's in the right. Until he stabs you too.

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Ultratober something

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