raythestarghost
raythestarghost
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raythestarghost · 2 days ago
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so real. so, so real.
heheh opposite kinger
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He is real!!!!!!!!!
He looks like a dictator and if my president is going to be one then I’d rather it be him
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raythestarghost · 2 days ago
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that's probably the strangest yet most valid takeaway from ep 5 I've heard so far
Tadc episode 5 taught me that Kinger oviposition is real
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raythestarghost · 4 days ago
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Conversation that Tumblr is not ready for:
A Vampire's fangs are also it's reproductive organs
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raythestarghost · 4 days ago
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it's okay guys they responded
I HAVE NO FRIENDS
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raythestarghost · 4 days ago
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trauma.
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I don’t know if this expression is quiet rage or shock at the fact Ragatha apologised to him
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raythestarghost · 4 days ago
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IM SAYING
Episode 5 Takeaways (spoiler)
Ragatha's a nepo baby
Jax had a friend(s?) that absracted
No one else knew about Kinger's wife?!?!
Bubble is. Fucking hilarious
I might not hate Jax
Ragatha has MOMMY ISSUES (same girl)
Caine has self-worth issues (kinda already knew that)
My overall view on Kinger as a person has changed. He seemed significantly more sane (at some moments)
At others, though.... (WHY IS GOING ON?!?!!? or MY WIFE?!?!?)
His trauma about his wife actually doesn't seem to effect him as much as I thought it did.
Kinger really likes corn, apparently. Not just from the drink, but that one drawing from Gooseworx (creamed corn)
Jax is scared of corn?!?!? lmaoooo
Caines totally losing his mind. That intermission was FUNKY and then he just froze up???
Not to mention he fell asleep during the softball game!!
Forgive me or being here an hour after the episode stopped, I had to rewatch it and then cry.
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raythestarghost · 5 days ago
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my BIGGEST thing is that they didn't know about kingers wife. how?!?!
Episode 5 Takeaways (spoiler)
Ragatha's a nepo baby
Jax had a friend(s?) that absracted
No one else knew about Kinger's wife?!?!
Bubble is. Fucking hilarious
I might not hate Jax
Ragatha has MOMMY ISSUES (same girl)
Caine has self-worth issues (kinda already knew that)
My overall view on Kinger as a person has changed. He seemed significantly more sane (at some moments)
At others, though.... (WHY IS GOING ON?!?!!? or MY WIFE?!?!?)
His trauma about his wife actually doesn't seem to effect him as much as I thought it did.
Kinger really likes corn, apparently. Not just from the drink, but that one drawing from Gooseworx (creamed corn)
Jax is scared of corn?!?!? lmaoooo
Caines totally losing his mind. That intermission was FUNKY and then he just froze up???
Not to mention he fell asleep during the softball game!!
Forgive me or being here an hour after the episode stopped, I had to rewatch it and then cry.
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raythestarghost · 5 days ago
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I HAVE NO FRIENDS
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raythestarghost · 5 days ago
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FORM UPDATESSSS :)
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raythestarghost · 5 days ago
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Episode 5 Takeaways (spoiler)
Ragatha's a nepo baby
Jax had a friend(s?) that absracted
No one else knew about Kinger's wife?!?!
Bubble is. Fucking hilarious
I might not hate Jax
Ragatha has MOMMY ISSUES (same girl)
Caine has self-worth issues (kinda already knew that)
My overall view on Kinger as a person has changed. He seemed significantly more sane (at some moments)
At others, though.... (WHY IS GOING ON?!?!!? or MY WIFE?!?!?)
His trauma about his wife actually doesn't seem to effect him as much as I thought it did.
Kinger really likes corn, apparently. Not just from the drink, but that one drawing from Gooseworx (creamed corn)
Jax is scared of corn?!?!? lmaoooo
Caines totally losing his mind. That intermission was FUNKY and then he just froze up???
Not to mention he fell asleep during the softball game!!
Forgive me or being here an hour after the episode stopped, I had to rewatch it and then cry.
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raythestarghost · 5 days ago
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raythestarghost · 5 days ago
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I like. literally do what to with myself while I wait for the episode.
I'm just... laying on my floor... with my Kinger plushie... where I will remain for 47 minutes....
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raythestarghost · 6 days ago
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Fun fact Gru from despicable me is EXTREMELY fertile
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raythestarghost · 6 days ago
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woke up and it’s another day
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raythestarghost · 6 days ago
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hoooly shit this is probably the best dive into caines insanity I've seen
An In-Depth Analysis on Why I Believe Pomni WIll Break Through to Caine
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(showtime enjoyers here’s a heaping spoonful of hope)
warning : lonngggg post
i. Pomni's Role as A Jester
Of the entire cast of characters, Caine and Pomni are the only ones to have circus-related designs. Caine of course as the ringmaster, and Pomni as a jester.
The others' character designs are relevant to their defining characteristics or issues; for instance, Kinger's seniority and wisdom (when he's sane); Ragatha as a doll matching her gentle, yet people-pleasing, nature.
But what about Pomni?
Well, for one thing, she's anxious and a bit awkward; traits of "a fool". But her character is far more than that. Her character isn't as simple as feeling panicked, and the more she adapts to the circus, the more that shows. So it certainly runs deeper than that.
Historically speaking, jesters not only served as entertainment to royalty, but had the privilege of offering genuine criticism and advice (as long as they successfully entertained them). And this sort of reminded me of a very common theme in TADC fanfictions / comics:
Pomni becoming an advisor to Caine.
Now, I don't believe she'll canonically become an advisor. But I do think this points to the potential that she could be the one to actually break through to Caine. And with Caine's descent into insanity as he tries to please the humans, this becomes more and more likely.
ii. The Link Between Gummigoo & Caine
For a while, I wasn't quite sure how Gummigoo would be relevant to however TADC ends. (The episode is a great analysis on exisistential and depression, in my opinion. But in terms of the plot, I wasn't fully sure at first how adding a character and immediately killing him off would tie back to the ending.)
And I personally believe that the purpose of a character like Gummigoo, another AI who became sentient, will eventually tie back to Caine. Especially given how similar they are—when stripped of their given purpose, they think, “i’m nothing”. The only difference is, we didn't see when Caine became sentient; and it was likely similar.
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To me, this is also supported by how Gummigoo was introduced so early on into the series; and they brought him back so soon after--not even halfway through the series--as closure. I mean, she quite literally says goodbye to him and watched him go; that side plot read, to me, as her gaining a sense of closure and acceptance.
But why would the connection between Pomni and Gummigoo come to a close so early on in the series?
I suspect it's because that connection will eventually fuel an understanding of Caine.
(This paragraph from Gummigoo's Wiki Fandom page even sounds like it could apply to Caine:
"...grappling with existential anxiety and an eagerness to understand the unknown. Through the development of his relationship with Pomni where she comes to understand his hopelessness, he evolves from a seemingly antagonistic figure to a well-intentioned individual, illustrating his capacity for growth and redemption.")
They also released an officially licensed TADC "best friends" necklace at Hot Topic of Caine and Gummigoo. Obviously, it was intended as a joke, but I do think even that shows that there is some sense of similarity, in that they are the only AIs in the entire circus that have become sentient.
Yes, Pomni most definitely resents Caine, but she has also been shown to be very empathetic. She understood Gummigoo, and Caine isn't too far off. The main barrier is that no one, at the moment, sees Caine's insecurities (except for Zooble), and only resent him.
Would Pomni punch Caine given the chance? Yes, absolutely. But i also believe that there will be a breakthrough. Because as she said, she doesn't want anybody to feel like they're nothing.
iii. Gooseworx's Comment About "Meaning to be found in a stagnant life"
With all of this in mind, I also wanted to tie it back to the message Gooseworx wants people to take away from TADC.
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Meaning to be found in a stagnant life.
Of course, that refers to the humans trapped in the circus, stuck doing the same things day after day. But I also think it’s going to, in some ways, refer to Caine. After all, he is just as trapped--if not more--than the humans.
Caine exists to entertain in the circus, to please. The very meaning of his existence was questioned when zooble implied that he was bad at what he was made to do. it’s “all” he exists to do.
A stagnant life of creating and entertaining.
Similarly, the inspiration behind TADC--I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream--follows a very similar underlying meaning. The title of IHNMAIMS, at a glance, refers to the suffering of the five humans being eternally tortured. But it also refers to AM (the inspiration for Caine), who quite literally has no mouth, being a program. AM makes the humans suffer, because he is suffering. He hates humans, living a tortourous, never-ending existence.
"I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream" -- refers to both AM and the humans.
A "stagnant life" -- refers to the humans, yes, but likely also Caine.
One that there is meaning in that perhaps, Pomni could show him.
iv. Caine Is Alone
This also ties back to this ask Goose answered:
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Caine quite literally has no one.
In fact, it's worse than that. He has people who admire him, but none of them are real.
Aside from being a menace, Bubble praises him.
The Moon is in love with him.
The NPCs call him "God".
Everything Caine creates loves him, because he creates them to do so. To give him the validation, praise, and connection that he otherwise completely lacks. He praises himself, in fact, because otherwise his self-esteem is completely shattered.
But the humans? The moment he enters, the comradry amongst the group goes away. The room goes quiet. When they return from their adventures, they don't even acknowledge when he welcomes them.
At the end of episode four, once Gangle walks out, Caine assures himself that he's "such a good boss", then is shortly cut off by him glitching out. It reads as a silly cartoon gag, but it also shows a crack in his sense of self.
Of course, the others don't think of him or consider that he may be lonely, because he's the source of many of their problems. He's an AI with a limited spectrum of emotions, so that is how they see him.
v. The Worst Thing You Can Do in the Digital World is Exactly What's Happening to Caine
Near the end of episode three, the writers made it a point to show that Caine is highly insecure about his worth when his adventures aren't appreciated or liked.
Meanwhile, around the same time that this is happening, Pomni and Kinger are stuck in "hell"--and what does Kinger tell her?
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Caine, minutes earlier, started panicking because he believed that no one wanted or loved his adventures. In fact, it eats away at him so much that he's overworking himself, driving himself to the brink of insanity to please everyone. To prove himself. To feel wanted and loved.
And, of course, Pomni is the one who hears this piece of advice. Something she puts to use towards Ragatha but eventually, I believe, will acknowledge Caine more.
While we're on the topic of "dialogue that wasn't directly said about Caine but clearly applies to him", there's the end of episode four.
As Gangle's explaining that she "cracked under the pressure", the shot instantly cuts to Caine watching her.
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And now here we have him cracking under the pressure. The Wacky Watch site saying, “SOS COME QUICKLY DANGER, I AM LOSING MY MIND ALSO HI”. He feels a sudden sense of pressure to prove himself, to go above and beyond, but ultimately cracks under the pressure.
As we saw in episode three, his mental state affects the very state of the circus. So, him "losing [his] mind" is going to be impossible for the others to ignore at a certain point.
And I believe that there's a certain jester (who is established as very empathetic) who will actually be the one to do something about it.
vi. Pomni is the Most Likely Person Who'd Speak Up to Caine
Okay, this sort of seems like a "duh". She's the main character, after all.
But it also delves deeper than that. The others are too preoccupied with how their time at the circus has traumatized them. Ragatha is nice, sure, but as Gangle said, it's hard to determine what's genuine from her.
The refreshing thing about Pomni is that she is both hot-tempered and incredibly empathetic. She is fully capable of speaking up, and in every single episode she has been shown to really listen and offer advice to those who are struggling.
And, as Pomni herself said, she doesn't want anybody to feel like they're nothing.
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Also, in episode three, Zooble explicitly gives reasons why no one speaks up: Ragatha is too nice to voice the truth; Jax enjoys the adventures as an opportunity to torment others; Gangle is too shy; Kinger's mind is gone. And then Zooble does speak up, but gives into frustration and simply tells Caine to "forget it". (So he literally does.)
The reason Pomni doesn't speak up is because she "looks traumatized everytime she comes back from one". For one thing, that feels less like a "reason" and more of a "reaction"; whereas the others are actual character flaws. They don't align.
I would argue, though, that Pomni does speak up.
In episode four, she's shown as the only character to have interrupted Caine as he's announcing the day's adventure, flat-out criticizing him.
The others even look surprised that she interrupted him, so I'm sure it doesn't happen often (aside from Zooble's distaste towards the adventures, of course).
I’d also like to point out that despite them being two of the most important characters in the series (story-wise), and how often they are marketed together, they haven’t canonically interacted much.
It could mean nothing, but I do believe the lack of interactions now will build up to Caine’s inevitable crash-out and a potential resolution.
And I love Showtime as a ship, but I also see their dynamic as something to be explored. Especially because the series is already acknowledging how everything is affecting him; sooner or later, the characters will have to.
Anyways, TLDR: I think their dynamic will eventually play a big role in the series, especially since we’re already seeing the beginnings of Caine angst.
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raythestarghost · 6 days ago
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raythestarghost · 6 days ago
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AHHHHHHHH TADW ISNT DEAD AJAJSJSKSNSJSHDBBE
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