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Chimera - a bigoted predator who shouldn't be working around children

Everything in this post can be found in the full Kittycorn Information Document, but with new important information coming to light, the outreach of this post is important.

@/creating-chimera (who will be referred to as Chimera for the rest of this post) is an employee at Chuck E Cheese as a mascot performer in direct contact with children. It is believed he goes by the name Charlie there. As he has posted his face linked to his accounts before what he looks like is not exactly new information.

This is a concern as he has admitted to being naked underneath the Chuck E Cheese suit and being on baraag (a mastodon instance that hosts fictional underage pornography) while at work in a server he shared with Kittycorn and several of her associates (not the Freakycare server).

This has been corroborated by both a former ZCP member, and one of Kittycorn's partners, who Chaos confronted after finding out the information on Chimera from a different former ZCP member.

Chimera has referred to himself as a pedophile and not wanting his employers at Chuck E Cheese to know about this as he works directly with children.

While P-OCD does not inherently make someone a danger around children, Chimera has had a history of inappropriate conduct towards minors throughout his life online (through both grooming, and stalking them to harass), making this a valid concern for the safety of those in his vicinity.

He further identifies with various pedophilic labels and attempts to lump it in with being LGBT - pedophilia will NEVER be a part of the LGBT community. These labels include ones such as kodocon (which means attraction to fictional children), fictomap (which means attraction towards fictional youth (MAP means Minor Attracted Person, another word for pedophile)), and transage (identifying as a child despite being an adult).

This conflation of pedophilia and being LGBT by Chimera is further established through his pride art containing the MAP flag.

As an aside, Kittycorn has seen the art where Doom has the MAP flag and given it her approval.

Unsurprisingly Chimera also draws sexualized pornographic art of cartoon characters who are children. While this would usually largely be dismissed by some as it is fictional, one of these characters (Kid Cosmic) was voiced by a real child actor (Jack Fisher) who was only 13 at the time in real life.

His partner, Loki, is also a pedophile. He was caught being on the CSEM and child trafficking website, Oddballs/Offkey.cat - a website that allowed 'pro-contact' pedophiles to engage with minors on the website, with minors linking their 'session' messaging app users to exchange CSEM with pedophiles. Loki has also publicly fantasized about wanting to harm children sexually.

In artwork Loki has also conflated being LGBT with pedophilia as well (the G in TOGETHER in this artwork is the MAP flag). Additionally his deviantart stash shows the flags he identifies with which includes being a groomer.

More information about Oddballs can be found here. Chimera and Loki have defended Ezra on multiple occasions, as well as another pedophile named Redd.

Chimera and Loki only cut off Redd and Ezra when it was an inconvenience to them. They were already fully aware they had hurt people.

Ezra himself has pointed out that Loki (and by extensions Chimera) were fine with Ezra through everything including Oddballs allowing pro contact stances.

While doc team had sent an email to Chuck E Cheese about Chimera prior to the document's release, it is encouraged now that other people report Chimera to his employers considering all the new information that has come to light with things being much more severe than initially thought with concrete evidence. He should not be employed in the vicinity of children.

Chimera is also racist, being white and identifying as transmexican amongst a slew of other identities while him and his pals have mocked the idea of other people rightfully finding it racist. He is also a transmisogynist misgendering Imani, and fetishizing trans women for his 'boner fetish'.

Chimera's active socials on tumblr are as follows (warning: 18+ NSFW). He should not have a presence online and should be blocked/reported where possible:

Tumblr: @/creating-chimera, @/slite-li-eve-ill, @/clovercareau, @/kaiocosmic, @/ask-teenko

As a reminder, Kittycorn creator of Sparklecare considers Chimera to be her best friend. She was fully present for Chimera admitting to all of this in regards to his employment at Chuck E Cheese. She continues to share a space with him in the Freakycare server as well.

Jay aka @/tinycatfriend, another person close to Kittycorn, is also considered by Chimera to be a true friend having defended him.

Due to the triggering subject matters of this post, it is highly likely that tumblr will attempt to take it down so it is encouraged this information is spread as much as possible and archived where necessary as these people are a legitimate danger to others. The actions of these people go far beyond the realm of 'just fiction' and any attempts to dismiss things as a 'proship vs anti' fandom discourse matter should be heavily scrutinized.

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raywardreal · 2 days ago

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Closing remarks

A lot of working on this doc has taken its toll on both the victims who have corroborated reliving their experiences, and the writers who've had to constantly be exposed to most heinous things while putting it together. Collectively, for now, as far as we are concerned our contributions are over, and our job to get the information out there is complete. Going forward the situation is to be monitored, and any addendums or notices are to be made where they are needed. It is highly likely this won't be the end and as more information comes about this account will post updates. The following post is a collection of final thoughts (for now), and requests from both the document team and victims.

This will also be the final post that I, the head writer of the document, will be making on this account. From here on out, any correspondence will not be from me. For my own health I must bow out at this time as unfortunately it has began to decline. I will be detaching completely from any and all access to things related to the accounts or the document.

Regarding the Definitive Kittycorn Information document addendums and additions

The document can still be found below here:

As well as the archive for it here:

Should the original document link or archive go down for any reason, a replacement of the same information will be made available elsewhere.

If people would wish to cover the documents or the topics of either the controversy around Kittycorn, or the Sparklecare webcomic itself either in a journalistic sense, or in a video essay retrospective of some kind, they are completely free to do so. It has also been encouraged by victims for word to spread by any means possible. It is requested though, that names censored in the document remain censored if covered elsewhere in another format, even if uncensored within citation sources.

Going forward this account may not be checked regularly, so for any updates that are required we offer no guarantee we will get to you in a timely manner, or at all in the foreseeable future, though you are free to send an ask or DM with an inquiry. If you feel it is important or urgent, it is requested you use the 'request edit access' feature on the google document to send a message. Access will be of course denied, but the information will reach the email linked to the document's account. If you require the people behind the document to be reached for any other purposes such as clarification or interview, this method can also to be used for communication.

Regarding Kittycorn

At this time it is unlikely that Kittycorn will take accountability, address anything at all, or apologize in any capacity. It is also unlikely that she will remain off of social media for a prolonged period of time considering her track record where she has attempted to come back to be a public presence again. In the case that she does attempt to come back, people should be made aware of her past actions. The past should not be forgotten even if a new leaf is turned. This also applies to any of her predatory associates. No one wants Kittycorn harmed, harassed or dead - they want her to own up to her wrongdoings and to no longer be a public presence in online spaces at this time so she can get/do better as a person. Ultimately, it is up to the people she has hurt.

The same applies to her predatory associates.

Regarding Sparklecare and other Kittycorn projects

Many victims (both of Kittycorn herself, and those victimized by her associates) have expressed the sentiment that Sprklecare (both the preboot and reboot) and any other of Kittycorn's works should not have a fandom in the typical sense. While her works can be talked about retrospectively, victims have collectively requested that conversation around it is handled with sensitivity and tact considering the comic's very production has been intertwined with people's real trauma (such as those abused while in the ZCP, and those who were abused by ZCP members). Essentially: No fanart, no fanfiction, no headcanons, To people who are considering making revivals, rewrites, or continuations of Sparklecare, it is requested that the name 'Sparklecare' itself is not used even if everything else is the exact same. This is so attention/support is not drawn back to Kittycorn, nor her work. Sparklecare and its fanbase are dead, and they should remain dead.

The people in the remains of this fandom admittedly do care about their own comfort and experiences to a point where it has overshadowed moments of compassion for any of the people directly affected by Kittycorn. Eagerness has been shown by some to tear down victims should they speak out of turn on this matter. We acknowledge that of course many people who enjoyed Sparklecare have it as a core part of their identity either through hyperfixation or through system fictives so it may be difficult to detach. No one is a bad person for resonating with Sparklecare, it was designed to reach a certain demographic after all, but it is encouraged that people who do enjoy it as a story or piece of art do so privately or in closed community servers. It would be better for everyone, and the peace of mind for victims. if this were the case. Please do not intentionally misinterpret this.

Regarding usage of characters from Sparklecare

Certain victims who were part of the ZCP have also requested their characters are not used by people who want to create Sparklecare or Sparklecare adjacent works (such as the aforementioned revivals, rewrites, and continuations). These characters are:

Dr Harts (Brake No Harts)

Rem Elle Dies

Jean Errie

Jeanne Errie - Jean's mother

Kathy Leet

Jesse T Doll

Nurse Care - Hospital actor in volume 3

Maddie Jest Dies

Susey Peggle

Chloe Philly

Tony Boxx

Geoffrey Oh Duh

Walter 'Wolly' Coller

Grimmy Sum Blud

Jake Peggle

Please respect the wishes of the creators on this matter.

Regarding the archival of Kittycorn's work

Everything that was in the KCSAE (Kittycorn Stories Archive Effort) still remains. Originally one of the admins had planned to release everything on a neocities website but all progress was lost when the SD card carrying all the data could no longer be accessed. While it does not contain everything @modpollyblog has compiled a masterlist of an archive of Kittycorn's work with what is online at the moment.

The KCSAE was created by @advisoradvisory and any inquiries regarding it and access to the information in it should be sent her way.

All of Kittycorn's art within the Freakycare server was also saved by a defector of the server. At this time it is unknown when or if they plan to release it. It is also likely that if they were to do so, it would be through another party and not themselves directly for their own safety. However, I have been given permission by the defector to share one thing that Kittycorn has shared to the Freakycare server. Mood as she would have appeared in Freakycare, as well as her two children with Doom - Fade and Bean. Trigger warning for the implication of incest.

The rest is up to the defector who I have given joint ownership of the google account for them to post as they please should they choose to. They told me me nothing pornographic will ever be put in it, but suggestive art may be. Goes without saying this google drive archive from stuff in the Freakycare server would be 18+ with a content warning for incest. While it is incomplete currently, check back periodically for updates.

Due to the fickle nature of google docs as an archiving host, once the archive is complete, it is encouraged for people to archive the archive and upload its elsewhere such as archive.org.

Regarding Kittycorn's familial abuser denying Kittycorn's trauma

As I who have been running this account will not be around to be able to vet the replies for the foreseeable future, the replies may be turned off in the future. Unfortunately this is as I will not be around to remove incidents where Kittycorn's familial abusers or his associates attempt to deny her real trauma facing abuse. Once again we would like to clarify many writers of this document have faced real life abuse similar to what Kittycorn has described, and we refuse to doubt any victims in this regard.

If Kittycorn's familial abuser returns or persist it is requested they are deplatformed. This means should accounts crop up making victim blaming or denying claims they are:

Not to be drawn any attention to

Not to be directly contacted

Not to be pointed towards in any capacity

Not to be named at all (whether it is the usernames or their real life names)

Not to be replied to

Not to be reblogged from

Not to be answered any asks sent

If people are aware of the accounts and warn other people, send DMs or asks to the person being warned and request the asks are to be answered privately or not at all.

Regarding Mekkyz

The document on him can still be found below here:

As well as the archive for it here:

While he has claimed he will be offline for the foreseeable future, he was caught not only lying, but also continuing to pursuit people to fetish mine even after he was initially confronted. Anyone wishing to provide testimony of their experiences with Mekkyz, and accompanying screenshots are encouraged to do so. As far as we are concerned he is still an online predator at large.

Thank You

We would like to thank the victims who have come forward, the writers who gave their time to make the victims' voices heard, all those who contributed testimony and evidence, the defectors who assisted in providing information, the support of the remains of the Sparklecare community and friends, those on the outside looking in who have helped to spread awareness, and those who have read the document. I personally would also like to thank people who have corresponded me through this account, showing me a lot of kindness and respect. I am glad that I could help victims' voices be heard and have their experiences relayed. Ultimately it's why I decided to help work on the revamped definitive document on Kittycorn and her associates in the first place, because it was the right thing to do when so many people had been hurt. Additionally, when reached out about Mekkyz I think it was also important to hold people within our own community accountable. You shouldn't protect predatory individuals just because they're on the same 'side' - that's what a lot of the Freakycare people have done and continue to do. Since the then a lot more people have come forward. I've had several people thank me for my work and it is appreciated but ultimately, the greatest thanks I can get is knowing that people are kept safe online through the spread of information.

I hope the next person who runs this account can carry that torch.

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raywardreal · 13 days ago

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in the midst of goatcatto streaming the doc, id like it if people just dont get a genuine interest in this situation as if it was media. it would be more beneficial for my recovering and healing. i want this fandom to die for a reason and i want everyone to drop this comic from their interests.

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raywardreal · 13 days ago

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IMPORTANT: DON'T LET KITTYCORN'S BROTHER GET AWAY WITH IT

To the community: If you get any suspicious ask, messages, replies, or emails from an account claiming Kittycorn lied about the abuse by her brother, DO NOT REPLY. Send them to me, then delete them, and then block the account. If the account makes posts about it, report them.

No one should be falling for this evil man's tricks.

And to you, the brother: Listen man, don't try and pull the 'she lied to social services' stunt as a gotcha because no fucking shit a scared child, especially when pressured by her family, will lie to protect the peace. You stupid dickhead, did you think we wouldn't catch you contradicting yourself? You've told different stories as to the reason to different people in the community you have messaged. Did you think people wouldn't keep track of that? They have.

Also nice going sending me an email on your personal gmail, idiot, it has your full name in it. I will not be responding to you, just know that everything you say is on record.

Kittycorn is not a good person, but we WILL defend her on this. Kittycorn WAS abused by one of her older brothers - she's been very transparent about that. If she wasn't, her parents would not have spent money to hire a therapist specializing in incest trauma. She would not be paranoid and scared to leave her room when the abuser is in the same house as her. Her former and current partners have heard him in the background of calls hurling abuse at her.

You cannot get away with what you did to her anymore.

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raywardreal · 14 days ago

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my advice for getting out of the comic based on my own experiences with it as a hyperfixation is to just, completely stop looking at it cold turkey. don't check the tags, unfollow or block anyone who talks about it, ask your friends not to bring it up to you and delete any images from your devices (putting them in a place you won't see them like in hidden folders could also work). you'll naturally find yourself gravitating back to it but whenever that happens try immersing yourself into a different hyperfixation if you have one, or try getting back into a past hyperfix. i have certain special interests that i can always get back into no matter the time, if you have something like that it's really helpful! you can also try immersing yourself in entirely new media. check out the movie or tv show you've been meaning to, play that new game, find new bands etc.! it's fun finding new stuff sometimes. it also doesn't hurt to try finding similar but distinct media, for example other webcomics (objectified is a very good one that comes to mind if you like osc stuff). and if you really can't stop looking at tags and stuff, try gradually weaning yourself off - put limits on how long each day you look. like if you usually spend two hours a day looking at comic related pages, try cutting it down to an hour and a half, then an hour and so on.

ultimately there's no guaranteed way to make your brain stop fixating but there's different approaches and maybe some of this could help. good luck fellow anons!! wishing you all well in these trying times (sorry for typos mobile sucks ass)

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raywardreal · 15 days ago

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Freakycare TH/AF Blocklist

Alright, so I did some digging regarding the doc, and on the focus of keeping our community safe, I have compiled a list of every freakycare member I could find and their Toyhouse and/or Art Fight accounts. If any of you are scared that they have your main on these sites, I implore you to block them so they'll never find you. This may very likely be an incomplete list as there were some people I was unable to find if they had an account to begin with or accounts that lead to dead links, meaning that they were deleted or changed usernames. If you have more information than me, please add on to this!

TLDR, comma separated AF blocklist: PlasmaMoldspore, wishpup, starrylemon, Faelynn, cammohu, cosmiicfangs, Easycatz, THISCOULDBEANYTHING, sparklew00f, HeartlyArtist

Freakycarers:

Chimera: https://artfight.net/~PlasmaMoldspore

Jimmy: https://artfight.net/~THISCOULDBEANYTHING / https://toyhou.se/TakeruTakaishi / https://toyhou.se/Darling-Dopamine

Easycatz/askcuddlecare: https://artfight.net/~Easycatz / https://toyhou.se/Easycatz

Cammohu: https://artfight.net/~cammohu / https://toyhou.se/cammohu

W4RR3N/sparklew00f/Mod Marco: https://artfight.net/~sparklew00f

Cosmiicfangs/June: https://artfight.net/~cosmiicfangs / https://toyhou.se/cosmiicfangs

Wishpup: https://artfight.net/~wishpup

Jayplat: https://artfight.net/~starrylemon / https://toyhou.se/jayplat

Xilas/Fae: https://artfight.net/~Faelynn / https://toyhou.se/Xilas_Dee

Not Freakycare but could be involved:

https://artfight.net/~HeartlyArtist / https://toyhou.se/heartlyartist

https://toyhou.se/ficklefitz

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raywardreal · 16 days ago

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Now that the updated Kittycorn Information document is out, we can also finally out people in the remains of the Sparklecare community who have been dishonest/concealed their association with Kittycorn and the Freakycare server.

@/w4rrr3nn, a member of the Freakycare server created the fake vent blog @/sparklevents6000 to intercept the ventcord and anticare/sparklecrit circles.

@/sal-sans a member of the Freakycare server is @/wolvesbaneandbuttercups and created the fake vent blog @/bits-sparklecare-vents to intercept the ventcord and anticare/sparklecrit circles. This person was also in cahoots with Ezra and Oddballs the CSEM trafficking site.

@/agere-cream is a fake vent blog made by Freakycare server member Puppy. Through the account they have been fetish mining trying to pass off the age regression as innocent when they have had sexual intent with it.

@/puppiestcorniest, a member of the Freakycare server is @/jeremygndr and the fake sparklecrit account @/faerie-critical to insidiously pretend to care about victims of Kittycorn's predator associated, as well as intercept the Kittycorn Stories Archive Effort server.

@/cometcare is also a proshipper who was in correspondance with members of the Freakycare server and was friends with Chimera despite stating otherwise publicly.

Deceiving people to this extent, breaching people's established boundaries (including that of minors) is wrong and incredibly nasty considering the subject matters. We are very grateful to the defector from the Freakycare server who provided the evidence and we wish them a well recovery. More information can be found in the full document.

I would also like to say, if the Freakycare server's very own members are turning against them due to how vile and disgusting the conduct is, maybe they should reconsider what they have going for them.

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raywardreal · 16 days ago

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The definitive Kittycorn Information Document is now out

Admittedly, the document is incredibly long but you must remember, this callout collects and archives over 8 years worth of Kittycorn's misconduct. She has very successfully swept it all under the rug until now.

For those that do not have the time to read the full document, there is a TL;DR summary section that concisely explains everything. Full contextual proof is within the the document itself, and the citation references contain every single source (as well as archive of the sources).

We are also well aware that those still in support of Kittycorn may attempt to get this information out of the hands of the public to further cover for her. For this reason it is encouraged that the doc be spread around as much as possible through whatever outlet possible to ensure the voices of the victims are heard. Archive mirrors of the document can also be found here:

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raywardreal · 28 days ago

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A humble request

Hello again, today I come to you with an update and a request.

First of all, the document is coming along well and is approximately 70% done and ideally should be released either near the end of June, or early July. We are all working very hard and directly with those affected.

Second of all, it is requested that prospective video essay creators and drama channels do not cover the Sparklecare/Kittycorn situation until the updated document is out. This is mainly because a lot of information available right now to the public is incomplete/a bit all over the place - the document will have everything. Additionally we wouldn't want the safety of the victims and/or former ZCP staff to be put in jeopardy because a youtuber acted impulsively on a hot topic.

We have had to reach out and ask quite a few people to kindly please be patient as they will be able to resume once the document is out, and on the whole this has largely been respected. To which, we are thankful for. This victims and their safety/input comes first before anything - it's why we're even making this happen.

I have seen several people in the former sparklecare fandom (such as fanartists, and vent blogs) in the tags offer youtubers and such help, to which I ask instead you come to us and help us with the document by providing testimony and any information you feel may be helpful (as that is where youtubers will more than likely turn to as a hub of information anyway). We might already have it, but it doesn't hurt to try. Especially if you feel that as a former fan you can express how the situation since March 10th has affected you. Or if you happen to have any interactions with Kittycorn personally, or info about kits associates (past and present) you feel is relevant. Please reach out and shoot a DM.

Thank you as always for your continued support and patience.

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raywardreal · 1 month ago

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Im gonna need you to desperately update this doc. So much shit happened bro

Hi there, I see this message was sent in last month.

I apologize for not getting to it sooner, you are absolutely correct - the doc does desperately need an update. Which is what we have been doing for the past two months! Making a new definitive one as the old one is severely outdated and flawed. So if you've checked back to the original doc you've probably seen this disclaimer:

The people behind the original doc, and by extension this account, pretty much stepped down so a new team had to be assembled. I (the lead writer of the new updated doc) have only just now gotten access to this account, and I come to see that regrettably and irresponsibly whoever was running this account before had been sitting on important information that was sent in by various people from as early as March 11th, saying they wouldn't update the doc. What the hell!? This included never seen before screenshots from the zcp, and even a testimony from a former zcp that hadn't been shown anywhere else! Why was nothing done with this?

I'm just as outraged as anyone is. I feel it is an absolute moral obligation to make people aware of all this important information, especially if some of is outdated! I have since tried to reach out to everyone who had sent a DM and was left hanging.

For posterity sake we have been asked to keep the original document in tact, but let it be known when the new updated doc serving as an addendum is out, a written out link to the new doc will be the first thing there is on the old one so it can't be missed.

Due to the sheer size of the new document I will not be able to say when it will be out, though we are trying to aim to get it done this month. The majority of information we need has been obtained, and every day it seems like more information comes out about the people Kittycorn associates with (like Chimera being transracial, and Jimmy potentially being underage). Just know that I have been spending every bit of free time I have to be working on this thing. We're working hard to get it done!

Are you a former Kittycorn and/or Sparklecare fan, zcp member, commissioner, or patreon backer? Do you have testimony you wish to provide which may be useful in regards to your experiences?

If you at home feel there is information that is important to be added to the new doc, please feel free to reach out in an ask or DM, and I will be sure to get back to you! If included in the doc anything you send we can ensure will be anonymous on your request.

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