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I think I went through the five stages of grief, but as for a crush…

Denial: No, he doesn't like me. I'm going to avoid it. I think he is cute, but it's not that big of a deal.

Anger: Does he likes me or not? Why is he sending me mixed signals? No, he is like that with everyone. Maybe he likes me, but he's not serious. I'm not going to have anything with him if he's not serious. Why can't he be serious? Either way, I don't care, I don't like him that much.

Negotiation: Okay, maybe I like him a little, but do you think he really likes me? (Ask my friends). He may be but he is a womanizer, he is going to bring me nothing but problems… or maybe not? Maybe we could start as friends, I don't trust him, maybe later we can be something else. Maybe he could be different with me.

Depression: He's not going to be different, I'm not going to risk it. He's just playing with me. He may like me, but not enough. I'm not enough for him. Why am I never enough? I was okay with not liking anyone. I just want to not feel anything for him. I'm just going to ignore him from now on… but what if he ignores me too? What if he just forgets? i really was nothing special for him, right? I should forget about him too.

ANGRY (again): Why can't he just leave me alone? Why when I try to ignore him, he won't let me? He doesn't really care, he's just bored. Even if he likes me, he is not willing to try something serious, so he really doesn't like me, he is bothering me, I don't like this feeling anymore. Screw him, screw his mind games, leave me alone, I can go on without him, I don't really need him, he's more trouble than he's worth.

Acceptance: Why was I worried that I wouldn't be enough for him? He's not really what i expected, why was i suffering? Why did I bother? Maybe I wanted something with him, but we're not on the same page, I know, he knows, it's not going to happen… it's better this way. Oh, isn't it okay that i doesn't pay attention to you anymore? It's a shame, I may not be completely over it, but I'm getting there. It's getting easier every time.

Currently listening to Taylor Swift and Olivia Rodrigo.

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Joker: Folie à Deux

What if we're totally reading this wrong? Think about it:

That last scene in the trailer, with the lipstick on the glass? What if that's the first scene in the movie?

That's why she says... "I want to see the real you..." she's already trying to make him trust her. And you can see the moment Arthur turns into Joker (He goes from vulnerable to mischievous)

Besides you can see the sleeve of her shirt, it looks like a black suit, and her hair seems brushed and clean in the reflection of the glass

Imagine Arthur meeting Dr. Harleen Quinzel early on and becoming obsessed with her. He starts daydreaming about her, imagining her as crazy as him. (That's why she looks so elegant and angelic in here, he's seeing her as his doctor while he's full on Joker)

Harley is there to analyze him, to determine if he is insane or not, her testimony is what will change the veredict of the trial

Then, as the story progresses, we see Harley trying to understand him, investigating about him. Discovering some hard truths about his past and going from being her psychiatrist to feeling sorry for him and finally falling in love with him.

Maybe she will also start fantasizing about him, about the Joker.

Maybe she's struggling with her feelings and it's starting to drive her crazy, the need to understand him, to know that he's wrong, to know that she could condemn him or save him, to feel an obsessive need to be able to cure him, but failing so at the end the only way is to join him.

Then we hit the trial scene, and there's Harley, decked out as Harley freakin' Quinn, blowing up the courthouse. And everyone is surprised by that (Isn't that the doctor? Harleen Quinzel? Not anymore)

Maybe this would be one of the joint fantasies, when he is testifying.

Maybe we'll have several court scenes. Turned into musical sequences

They escape from the courthouse in the explosion. and if you look at the clothes they are the same as those we see in some leaked images

So maybe something went wrong and Harley turned him in to the police, maybe she tried to frame him for the courthouse explosion. Arthur flees.

Arthur is caught, thrown back to Arkham, and has his heart stomped on. He is in worst shape now.

(This is also a hint from the comics, the Joker escaped so many times and got caught again and so on…)

Then we are shown the first scenes of the trailer.

They put him in isolation and when he finally comes out, he is surprised to see Harley back, but this time as a patient. (That's the meaning behind the long stare share between them, not a love at first sight moment)

The headshot scene is a gesture that shows that Harley remembers all the conversations in therapy with Arthur, and a way of communicating that she is on his side, that she has not betray him but has joined his madness.

And I think the end of the movie could be them escaping Arkham, blowing up the place like it's the courthouse.

And the final scene is of them, finally dancing in the real world, unaware of the chaos around them.

I apologize if this seems crazy, obviously it can't be that way but I would love to see a version where Dr. Harley slowly descends into madness.

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i think its very interesting how dragons and riders are connected through the years, for example:

Prince Baelon (Viserys and Daemon's father) was Vhagar's rider.

Prince Aemon (Rhaenys' father, and brother of Baelon) was Caraxes' rider.

And Alyssa (Daemon and Viserys' mother and sister of Aemon and Baelon) was Meleys rider.

Vhagar was Laena's dragon (Daemon's wife) and now is Aemond (his nephew)

Vhagar and Caraxes went from mounts of brothers, and then mounts of spouses, to mounts of rivals at the end.

They really went from friends to lovers to enemies.

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I can't wait to see Aegon the Conqueror wearing his crown in the new HOTD series, so everyone can see how majestic it looks on the head of a true Targaryen king.

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The only thing I'm sure of after watching the new HOTD trailers is that Dreamfyre is one hundred percent the mother of Daenerys' dragons.

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To the people saying that Aegon, Visenya and Rhaenys should be black because they were children of Valaena Velaryon and in HOTD the Velaryons are black...

The writers can't do that because then what explanation do you give to the fact that Daemon and Viserys and Rhaenyra and even Rhaenys are all white?

I think a better explanation would be that one Lord Velaryon around Jahaerys time married someone black and then their children were born black... and therefore Corlys, Laenor and Laena are black.

It would make more sense... but beyond the consistency problems that the writers and producers should have noticed before making changes to the story.

The only thing that I would like to see that they kept from the book are the famous violet eyes of the Targaryens… but i hardly see that happening now either.

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House of the Dragon/ Game of Thrones post...

I know a lot of people want Henry Cavill and Katheryn Winnick to play Aegon I and Visenya Targaryen in the possible prequel “The Conquest”… and I would love that too… but in the later seasons (hopefully there will be many since the Conquest is a very long chapter if you add the first years of Aegon’s reign, then Aenys’s and Maegor’s)

Because I know I read somewhere that Aegon was born in 27 B.C. (before the conquest) and Visenya in 29 BC… and Rhaenys in 25 BC…

I tried to imagine a younger version of them… and after watching some performances from the actors, I came up with this fancast (obviously imagine them with platinum blonde, almost silver hair) and purple eyes (still dreaming of it happening)

VISENYA - Charlotte Hope 

The seriousness, the smirk. The frown

AEGON -  Josha Stradowski

The jawline and the height. 

RHAENYS - Kathryn Newton

She has sharp but also softer features than her siblings (like i imagine Rhaenys would)

And just in case… i’ve been thinking of Orys as well…

ORYS BARATHEON - Leo Suter

Baratheon traits…

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just a petition now that its official

Officially obsessed with Jessica Alexander as Rhaenys Targaryen (or maybe even Visenya)

Also, her full lips and big eyes match those of the actors I posted earlier as Aegon The Conqueror and Visenya fancast.

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Visenya casting

Thinking of Amber Heard for the role of Visenya is even worse than thinking of Henry Cavill as Aegon, because...

One: They are way too old to play the conquerors... (specially Henry, tho, i do see him as an older version of Aegon, maybe later when he's King)

Two: Amber Heard may look similar to some fanarts of Visenya, and have the tought and pretty look, but let's be honest, her acting is terrible. And would hardly make Visenya's justice.

Three: we do not support abusers... (just talking about her)

I do like Katheryn Winnick for Visenya, but is the same as with Henry, maybe an older version of her, not during the Conquest, when they are both supposed to be 29 and 27...

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The Last Hours - Fancast

James Herondale - Timothee Chalamet

Cordelia Castairs -Zendaya (I know it's not really accurate but i can't unseen her as Cordelia)

Matthew Fairchild - Nick Robinson (blond)

Lucie Herondale - Natalia Dyer

Thomas Lightwood -Nicholas Galitzine

Christopher Lightwood - Ashby Gentry

Anna Lightwood - Sarah Margaret Qualley

Jesse Blackthorn - Louis Partridge

Alastair Castairs - Taylor Zakhar Perez (Again not accurate)

Grace Blackthorn - Freya Allan

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It wasn’t just Aegon’s Conquest so…

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AEGON'S CONQUEST

People who are complaining about the new prequel of asoiaf focusing on Aegon's Conquest, hear me out.

You don't want to see how House Targaryen was built, how they unified the realms, and yes i know a lot of that was wars and fire.

But i think about the before, how did the Targaryen's lived in Westeros before they were royalty...? Did they lived as exiles? Outcast? Feared?

Before Aegon, many Targaryen men were Lords of Dragonstone... why did they settle for it. How was the politics between Dragonstone and the other realms.

The conflicts between the Targaryens and the Faith of the Seven?

How much of them conquering Westeros had to do with Aegon's dream, and how much was it because of greed, thirst for power?

Did they dream of making of Westeros the next Valyria?

How was their relationship? Aegon, Rhaenys and Visenya's? Their marriage, their personalities.

ORYS BARATHEON?

Harrenhal?

Casterly Rock?

Dorne?

Why Torrhen Stark bend the knee? In the trident where later Rhaegar would die at the hands of Robert BARATHEON. Sealing the doom of the Targaryen dynasty.

Aegon's official crowning in Oldtown.

Visenya's conquering the Vale? Earning the title of "The Dragon Queen"

Rhaenys' many lovers? Her death?

The rumors of Aegon loving Rhaenys' more than Visenya, the rumors about their sons, Maegor and Aenys, being bastards...

The forging of the Iron Throne? The building of King's Landing?

Balerion in flesh. Vhagar and Meraxes.

Hopefully, we'll get to see Maegor and Aenys, the first battle inside House Targaryen for the Throne.

And even if House Targaryen is not your favorite, imagine seeing all the Kings of Westeros, they conflicts between the realms.

The book tells almost nothing about them. but that doesn't mean that there weren't things happening beyond the whole fighting and burning people.

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Yeah but he would be great as a young version of Maegor.

Some people really want Aegon the conqueror to be played by jacob elordi💀

Be fr please that would be absolutely awful

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I bet it's Reginald 'Won't Fucking Die' Hargreeves

What are they looking at?

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I think the Morgensterns are the best villains. The Seelie Queen is an ongoing pain in the ass (but i enjoy this bitch)

Even if The Infernal Devices has a better writing the villains are mediocre compare to the main saga ( I’m talking about Axel and Nate. We already had an evil brother as a main villain and there is no comparison)

Malcolm and Annabel are way too tragic for me to hate them or really enjoy them

Lilith was okay in CoFA. Still haven’t finish the Last Hours

Belial and Asmodeus are not that great (for two Princes of Hell)

And Tatiana and Zara think they are villains but they are just annoying and pathetic as fuck

And I forgot to mention Shinyun and Sammael because whatever

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I'm just saying Clarissa Herondale and Isabelle Lovelace sound way better...

It also makes me nostalgic... thinking of Tessa and Jessamine's could-have-been friendship (not to mention they are sisters-in-law and by all means; so are Izzy and Clary)