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ED: control control control control control

Me: whatever. control isn't really that much fun after all.

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All the lies you see on thinspo....

I mean okay, maybe success is the best revenge, but Im talking revenge from success like being able to give all my enemies a ride in my Ferrari and inviting them to my awards banquet, not showing them my ass. And how could does an ass qualify as revenge? *confused* 

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ED: its practically spring, and you're still fat.

Me: Recheck the 2nd part, dude.

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Fighting back against my ED's criticism

(iwritewhatifeelisaywhatimean)

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Welcome to recovery

It is hard It is getting up EVERY DAY and CHOOSING to fight It is fighting your mind It is eating whatever the fuck you want But it is WORTH IT.

You WILL struggle You WILL gain weight But it is so much more than that. You’re gaining life, love, understanding. You’re gaining YOURSELF back.

So, welcome to recovery. Welcome to the fight of your life Welcome to winning your life BACK.

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amen!!!!!

Who cares if my thighs touch?

My mum? No. She would rather I had stable blood pressure. My best friend? No, she would rather I could laugh, eat and shop with her. My gran? No. She would rather I had a slice of her delicious homemade cake. My brother? No. He would rather I don’t have panic attacks over calories.

Me? No. I would rather strong legs. Legs to carry me through life. Legs that will run marathons. Legs that will climb stairs. Legs that enable me to hold my head up high. Legs.

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I will eat this even though I cant stand the thought of food right now. just stay strong. 

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refusing to give up hope that this will all be over soon

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Running into an old friend from treatment

(rspbrry, x)

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sometimes i just dont like anything

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NO MATTER WHAT YOUR WEIGHT IS YOU HAVE TO EAT.

True dat.

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Jeez, what do I really want anymore?

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ED: thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin thin

Me: Can you shut up for a sec? I'm trying to daydream about what its like to have a life without you.

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whats important

ED: me me me me me me me me me me

ME: um yeah you're right, its me.

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i dont even know whats real sometimes