red-steam
red-steam
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He/him. This blog is just for venting and organizing my thoughts. Whether or not you interact with it is up to you.
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red-steam · 1 month ago
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I feel like I am a couple days away from a full-blown episode and I really don’t want to do that right now.
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red-steam · 2 months ago
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I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself
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red-steam · 3 months ago
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oh i am ABSOLUTELY messed up but it did make me funny
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red-steam · 3 months ago
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The bloody tissue from my arm is so pretty.
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red-steam · 3 months ago
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i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts
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red-steam · 4 months ago
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i like to laugh and joke but always remember that i am damned
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red-steam · 4 months ago
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Sylvia Plath
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red-steam · 4 months ago
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red-steam · 4 months ago
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The shame that comes from caving in to your hunger before the allotted time slot you allow yourself to eat.
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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My BMI is now ~16.
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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What fucking deity do I have to make a deal with to get my lower intestine working again
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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I’m scared
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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My fucking stomach
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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In the emergency room
In so much pain
All over
I feel sick
I’m alone
Nothing is working
I feel like this is going to happen again
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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shout out to everyone who participated in the january-february mass depressive episode
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red-steam · 5 months ago
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My cold is getting worse, my digestion hasn’t worked in six days, I’m in pain everywhere, and I’m alone.
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