redrosecarnage

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I’ve seen the way you blog. Something ain’t right. Let’s be friends

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can you tell from my posts that I wasn’t loved as a child

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the way usamericans talk about their military fucks me up. thank you for what service like which service are they providing you with. they're protecting your country from what. they're fighting for the freedom of whomst. why do they need to do that for and why are they doing in it in the middle east

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i love it when you read multiple works from a writer and you start being able to pick out the things that stick with them. like the themes they keep thinking about, that can’t be satisfied with just one poem or novel or story. or the motifs they like to reuse and recycle throughout their works like an extradiagetic thread. it’s like drawing a map through a writer’s collection of all the things that keep them up at night

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im really normal actually nothing bad happened in my life to make me any sort of way and i live a normal life with typical interests

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for some reason the memory of him reciting quotes from the divine comedy in class while looking straight at me came back to haunt me

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Why isn't "too scary" a good enough reason to never drive a car

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now im almost sure 9/11 part 2 is happening

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Being an adult in this recession and being like wow I am totally "splurging" on 3 new sets of cotton underwear and 3 pairs of socks like whoaaaaa hold your horses duke of the land where's all this money gonna come from

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i guess “social atrophy” also causes you to stop enjoying socialising anyway. so it is really an issue that solves itself

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it's not paranoia if i'm right

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i dont want to be sincere bc im afraid of being misinterpreted or misunderstood and vulnerability leaves me open to others scrutinity yet i still long for connection. fuck my stupid retarded life ig

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daily affirmations

I know why i am like this and i will never do anything about it

Psychologists could never help meee

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Avenida Paulista, São Paulo.

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i liked problematic tropes

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just learned that heat intolerance and overall difficulty regulating body temperature is a common symptom of pcos everything makes sense now...............

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