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Writing a chapter of “What Ford Left Behind” and I can’t see Fiddlestan as anything but a hypothetical train wreck.

Pair two mentally unstable individuals together:

Stan hasn’t really known love or long-term affection. He’s so eager for any kindness that he’ll put up with anything just to feel loved. This need comes from not getting enough care or attention from his family, not from his father, mother, and twin brother. Stan doesn’t love Fiddleford—no, not in the traditional sense. He needs the feeling of fleeting warmth that he’s giving him. Stan has gotten so used to licking love off knives, he’s enamored that he’s being offered affection with a fork.

On the other hand, Fiddleford is grieving losing a close friend he had feelings for. When Stan/Ford show him even a little bit of kindness, Fiddleford holds on tight, desperate for affection. But really, he’s trying to fill a void in himself with Ford’s attention, placing his value in how Ford perceives him. He sees Ford’s approval as his worth as a person. Stan is easy to use and an easy way to create that fantasy.

Both of them are using each other. Both are codependent on each other. Both are destroying each other.

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reminds me of my fic

ok posting this here too

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More portal fiddleford

This is set after they’re a bit more used to dimension hopping, and their relationship is healing in progress :]✨

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I’m sorry, let me get this straight:

You mean to tell me that “Pacifica” being called “Paz” is CANON, Bill tried to make A DEAL WITH HER TO START WEIRDMAGEDDON and she said NO, she thinks constantly of Mabel offering her a car taco, she kept Dipper’s (the mystery shack’s) number close after he gave it to her, and she fell asleep better than she ever had before knowing that SHE IS CAPABLE OF CHANGE!!!

AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE OKAY?????? IMNOTOK!!!!! IM NOTOK!!!!

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“Pain is hilarious!”

C’mon guys he had to learn that his eye regenerates somehow!

So fun fact! You know that thing people, perhaps parents tell you? That if you smile it tricks your brain into being happy? Well don’t do that in traumatic moments! Because if you do, your brain mixes wires on how to process shit and when you’re under mental turmoil you might start laughing maniacally! I may or may not know from experience!!! 😃

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Reverse portal au because yes

Ford’s “museum” is just the mystery shack with decent prices and less jokes

He has a stack of different ties and suits because we all know he likes to play dress up just like Mabel

Stan has a long list of nicknames and even longer list of strangers who want him dead (some things just never change)

The twins were forced hired the day they arrived by Grunkle Ford and they have gained a new hatred for formal wear

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This triangle thing appeared in my dorm a couple days ago. My roommate can’t see it but I know I’m not hallucinating. It’s just been staring at me for the past ten minutes. I think it’s trying to freak me out?

(Inspired by @squidflavoredsoup)

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This is what love is supposed to feel like… right?

- Side note: Will Cipher and Stanford Pines should go to therapy together as a little treat

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“Sometimes I wonder if I deserved it. I’d allowed it to happen for so long, I can’t say that I didn’t play the part of the ‘willing victim’ well.

He was everything to me—my guiding star, the one thing that shone so brightly in my sea of darkness and I was his ‘muse’. I remember thinking, ‘He’s all I’ve ever wanted, all I’ll ever need.’ But was he really? His light was blinding. God, it was so blinding that I couldn’t see anything else. I couldn't see what was happening to me, couldn’t see what he was doing.

By the time I started to see clearly, it was too late. I was already trapped. When did it happen? When did I go from being free to being in chains? I keep asking myself, ‘Why didn’t I fight back? Why did I let him control me like that?’

‘Why was I so fucking stupid?’

The truth, the hard truth, is that he wasn’t what I thought he was. Not even close. All this time, I thought he was my light, my savior.

But in reality, he was no human at all. My starlight was a monster.”

— The Book of Will

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here's the work in progress i showed on stream. again, might take a little while but im very happy with it so far

(don't tag as ship)

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Fiddleford likes DILFs now ig

Phil is a certified rat man

Bonus:

How to flirt with your human properly.

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is this anything

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This AU came to me at 3 am: Cipher Grunkle AU

After the “failed” experiment to see the 3rd dimension (Phil could see. He didn’t want to start it again in fear he’d destroy the world or something), he crashed at his sister’s (Bill’s parent’s) house after quitting his job. Bill’s mom was pregnant at this time.

It was like Phil was irradiated in a sense after the experiment. Caused a “birth defect” in little Billy.

He wasn’t the greatest grunkle. He made Billy feel weird about his mutation. Partially, Phil blames himself for how Bill turned out.

…Timeskip after the Euclidean Massacre:

He survived due to his mutation. He spent years trying to find Bill. Trying to get the atom he took back. He spent years crafting theories on how to get the dimension back, how to at least make the dimension livable again. It didn’t matter everyone was dead, he just wanted to fix the dimension.

He made teams of intelligent people, all which disappointed him. He couldn’t do anything without the atom.

Then he heard of Gravity Falls. Found Fiddleford after the portal incident, learned about Ford and his deal with Bill.

He hates Stanford Pines. Partially it’s because Fiddleford likes him so much, partially it’s because Stanford Pines reminds him of when he was younger and more ruthlessly ambitious.

Then it happened.

They still work together trying to track down Bill. Phil is a little protective of Fiddleford, in his own way.

(Also it’s been years apologies if I got any lore wrong)