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Thank you for the tag!

I’m tagging @greenwhitebobo @john-lennons-sideburns @unapologeticallyiridescent @ylove-bandaesthetics @missingyouonly

Thanks so much @leviathanlazarus for this moodboard tag! ❤️❤️

Tagging - @orreur @suicidekings @eggrollforyou @fancycolours @greeneyezblackheart @weloveachother @pisces-core @jd-mp3 @peppermint-candy @born-to-lose @daveslutstaine @clockworkfairy @makaylasthings @burn-on-the-flame & anyone else who wants to do this! ❤️

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I feel like a jester locked in a glass case, with the only form of communication being that I entertain and make people laugh. When they aren’t looking, they’re busy falling in love while I watch, reading about it to cope with the starvation and longing to be adored by someone. I want kids someday and I’m almost thirty, yet I can’t even figure out what I’m doing wrong that I can’t attract a man worth making children with. I feel like the furthest thing from flirty, attractive, and endearing. I feel ridiculous wishing I was. I feel like an inanimate object. Like people just look and think “what a nice personality.” Not only is it hard to meet men and introduce myself, but that goes for friends too. I don’t know how people do it, make a friend group or friends in general. I have friends but they are all busy being married and having plans.

I don’t know if anyone’s out there that feels this way, I’d post where someone knows me but this feeling is so humiliating and humbling and debilitating to who I present myself to be. They’d never know how I feel cause I don’t want people to watch in pity and observe how pathetic I truly feel.

I don’t normally post these things because I don’t want to sound like a whiny bitch. Hell even though I’m anonymous to everyone on here, I feel ridiculous even writing this let alone posting it. Normally I mask it and put up with it on my own, but it’s not working anymore. I’m afraid if I don’t feel some semblance of normalcy in how I’m feeling, I’ll go fucking crazy.

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spot the differen-YEAH THATS RIGHT CUZ YOU CANT DUH

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So real tf

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Precious puppy boy

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I hope I’m doing this right, I don’t have the best experience with tumblr believe it or not lmfao

1. Nights In White Satin // The Moody Blues

2. I’d Love To Change The World // Ten Years After

3. C’mon Let’s Go // Girlschool

4. For The Love of God // Steve Vai

5. Comfortably Numb // Pink Floyd

@kirkwahmmett @hetfield89 @ihavenolife346 @moved-to-klirk-hammurton @cannibalistic-sludge @metallicames @k111lemall @andjusticeforjames @jameshettywetty @m3t4llica-4-l1fe

Thank you for tagging me, I love knowing I have this little community of friends 🥰

Chain Ask! Share 5 of your favorite songs, publish this ask, then share it with 10 of your favorite followers.

thank u for the ask <3 uhm. songs making me crazy right now:

i. it's only heaven // hurricane

ii. people // freak of nature

iii. lithium // nirvana

iv. good mourning/black friday // megadeth

v. tied to the bells // tuff

uhm. people i see in my activity a lot/blogs that i adore: @videomessiah @nenynra @awesomerockwarrior @road-2nowhere @born-to-lose @loadedmutha @ride-the-hammett @anaalnathrakhs + err my mind's blanking rn i can't think of more but obvs anybody who wants to, consider urself tagged :)

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SHUT UP SHUT UP IM SO INTO THIS AND I WASNT UNTIL I SAW THIS SHUT THE FUCK UPDJJDIANXKW SJA

Werewolf James doodles

From my Halloween/ Monster Au! Version

Puppy smile

Lyanthropy phase

Normal phase

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Such a slut

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I’m gonna tickle him istg

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There is just no way he’s 6’2”… liar.

Can we talk about how BIG James is

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James PUH-LEEEAAASE

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LAWD HAVE MERCY!!

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His he’s his legs he’s so legs long hands big veins he’s his arms big he’s so he’s so so so ughhhhhh 😩

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My heart explodes from how adorably out of context these photos are

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Fuck off right now

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They always get themselves on these crazy shows because why are we spinning

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Give em the ole razzle dazzle