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Long distance is not easy. It is not easy to watch someone through a screen instead of your eyes tracing the curves of their face while they’re standing in front of you. It’s not easy to have a bad day and not be able to see one of the only people that can make it better. For something exciting to happen and not be able to celebrate about it that night. To not be able to have brunch on Sunday morning, or make dinner plans for when you get off work, or snuggle up together on the couch for one of the nights a tv show comes on that you both love. Sometimes you miss them so much and it’s like you can’t get relief from it. Sure, you plan times to see each other but some nights are bad and you need them right now and you need to touch them or you’ll die and your heart has never felt so lonely. Long distance is not easy but one day it will be worth it. One day you’ll live in a cute apartment together where you can wake up next to each other and fuck each other to sleep and a see you later means see you tonight when we get off and it’s time for dinner. Long distance is a choice. It’s a commitment to say, “I love you more than all of the distance between us.”

you will always be worth it (via nightqlow)

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Long Distance Relationship

Long distance relationship aren’t always ideal. In fact, they’re really tough. You spend countless of hours just talking through a phone or through a screen. You can’t see the person when you want to or when you most need them. You can’t hug, you can’t hold hands, you can’t kiss. You lose the intimacy in physical sense. But then, your relationship becomes based on each other and nothing else. You learn to communicate, because a long distance relationship without communication is nothing. you learn to trust, because you can’t always see or know everything the person is doing. You learn to sacrifice, because someone’s always going to lose a bit of sleep from the time difference. And lastly, you learn to appreciate.

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The Evil Within : The Assignment (DLC #1) Opinions and Reviews!

  (taaa daaa)

First off, you SO should have been released many months ago.

But from this point on, it’ll be full of spoilers so beware! Interwebs is scary!

Minus the painfully long time PSN took to download.. 1gb, it was a trip. 2:30:02 later, 20 deaths. A general distaste for Kidman and thank God Ruvik was there because I was beginning to fear for my sanity with Light Woman aka venus flytrap in stilettos.

Had a Amnesia, Alan Wake, Resident Evil feel to me. But definitely Albert Wesker (Jojo) and Slenderman LOL.

It was all in all.. pretty fun. Minus the lack of weapons and the lack of overall doing-aspect of the game, for me it was genuinely scary. Very much creepy factor was in there too. It showed plenty of what actually happened which made me even more mad at this organization. Ch1: 

It tried to weave itself into the original story line but then strayed away.. then whipped back to where it was. Very weird.

So, the haunted can now talk. That’s pretty weird. Connolly saw us before Sebastian did? We left before Sebastian did or after? Because if it was after Connolly would be dead and we’d never have encountered him. Regardless Leslie and his “fall fall fall!” was from the ambulance, so more confusion. But that Leslie standing in the pond... wasn’t very Leslie like. >:l  That head-honcho is very creepy, I don't like him, BUT THE SAVE POINT ABSOLUTELY MADE ME LOSE MY SHIT. ITS SO POLAR OPPOSITE OF ALL THAT IS THE EVIL WITHIN. (Why couldn’t Ruvik meet the cat...) :( PS: Oh god if he killed the cat my screams would be heard from continents away. The whole ventilation systems and phones.. are certainly weird. But god the Light Woman is the most unsettling creature. The fact Jimenez and Mobius were together.. just made me even more mad. :l Bridges/cadavers though.. I do not like. They were a little blocky and a little glitchy but god they were so mutant and disturbing looking LOL

The system room (Power restoration room) I died about 4 times there because I kept trying to “hide” instead of crouch. But I’ve never had such extreme adrenaline in one room before in my life. LOL. The fact you can hide in lockers and they come in there and LOOK at you, absolutely terrifies me. They're like “Oh sup I see you in there. oh okay ttyl” YEAAAAAAAH NO.   Finally succeed in that room and im like FUUUUUUUCK THIS IM OUUUUUUT. Was so happy we finally get glimpses of Ruvik. I saw his silhouette and was like “RU! PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU” Then he’s all like “sup” #exhalesdeepbreath Light woman anxiety = very high. Ruvik = comfortable. (except in chapter 9 akumu, then its RAAAAAAAGE) The ONE time we actually magically acquire a gun, is during a explosion of a shooting range of bridges and people and haunted and I saw light woman and I was like NO BITCH DIE. NO NO NO NO NO. LOL. The electrical circuits I was like “Oh boy here we go again” Then trauma comes out and I was like ANNNNND NO. CMERE BOY. CMERE. He didn’t listen very well. (Lots of screaming to myself at the wall) Fast forward to haunted JoJo. Haunted fucking Jojo is Albert Fucking Wesker of Evil WIthin during the 7 Minutes phase. oh my god.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amhk8KMd8lI Jojo’s maniacal laughter and cussing and wtf. I was like nooo.. this isn’t jojo. Holy hell he has a gun RUUUUUUUN. Having to axe him.. several times, considering Kidman already shot him twice in plot. =__= Poor Jojo.    Kidman’s neighborhood was the trade center.. Right up ahead was Sentinel, I was like NO NO NO NO NO SENTINEL I CANNOT STEALTH FROM THAT. Also, goddamnit Bethesda, THOSE LITTLE SNAILS LOL. I was like “ooh shiny” *moaning noises* “wut.” *shines light* *moaning noises* “Well this is gonna be awkward” *shines light entirely* Snail evolved into a Ta... (yay jojo model) LOLOLOLOLOL WHUT Instead of Sentinel, we get Neun. ugh.  Play with some haunted make them fall into holes and ring some bells, yadder yadder.

THAT RUVIK LESLIE SCENE THOUGH OH MY GOOOOOOOD. I forgot how much I loved Ruvik and Leslie and Ruvik as one being (foreshadowing!) was just too much to take. I sat there going “:D” the entire time. “Leslie” can gladly kick kidmans ass.  It didn’t answer too many questions but I didn’t expect it to. Consequence is gonna be great. Because she did fail her mission, Ruvik is out. He’s gonna unleash hell on Mobius. I hope. God I have such high hopes for a sequel I really hope it wont become a giant cockblock Q___Q Overall, the lack of weapons and the increase of steal was fun. It could have had more weapons but they made it more different from the main story where you just run in guns blazing. So I was okay with that. :p Trauma and Light Woman were a nice twist. But that Ruvik end scene. But the mobius headhoncho who tuned into Slenderman? YEAH THAT WAS WEIRD GUYS.

Yep.

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A beautiful day outside... I relate to this 610%

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I clinically might have a problem admittin that. And this.

"Every time I see Ruvik staring me down or walking menacingly towards me, my ovaries just explode."

Submit your confession!

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Uhhhhm. What? You're just someone who's trigger happy with insults. Its sad to see (probably) someone who is giving TEW community such nice screenshots and what not leave on such an asinine note, yes. But running your accusations by accusing me of such disgusting antics is just pathetic. (And pretty stupid considering your accusations. Given you certainly didn't look into anything BEFORE trying to accuse.) But you don't care, you're just out to prove an invalidated point.

Unfortunately I'm not like that, contrary to your lopsided belief. If its art I appreciate it, share it, let others marvel in it as did I. But screenshots? Photo manips? No. I don't take things that aren't mine. I don't pretend they aren't either. But hey! Thanks stranger for lumping me with half the unsightly population of the internet that you take part in, with absolutely no evidence. I love seeing people like you showing their true colors on the internet. Aren't you such a tool.

Bwahahaha, stay classy and get mad at all the wrong people.

I love how people in the tag are stealing the screenshots of my boyfriend ruben-victoriano again who worked so hard taking them with using the console and an ass full of commands. I will most definitely tell him to not share the screenshots he makes...

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Noooooooo ! I just got rid or one! Damnit! I'm like ew wtf is this and fused it. IF I KNEW IT EVOLVED INTO THAT IT WOULD HAVE STAYED. (Why does he gain armor.. Obviously the shirt should have stayed off.)

>:[

i thought this thing was shit because it was weak as hell and dumb looking

but then i evolved it and i’m like okay now you’re less useless and you look more like a cool vampire

wOAH okay this is approaching bishie level i don’t think you could get any-

holy

sHIT THIS IS LIKE MAGIKARP EVOLUTION WHAT THE FUCK

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Well honestly its bound to happen. No matter where you post it. If you (they?) don't someone else will. He has limited appearances and there is still some TEW hype. Nothing that a little Photoshop and godmode can't do. Given, its not your creation. If it was your OC and you drew and created him, that'd be one thing. But manipulated images... And screenshots? 'Kay.

Thanks for trying and chickening out? /shrug

I love how people in the tag are stealing the screenshots of my boyfriend ruben-victoriano again who worked so hard taking them with using the console and an ass full of commands. I will most definitely tell him to not share the screenshots he makes once the DLCs are out...

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Evil Within Review and Explanation (and rant.. and fangirlisms)

Holy duck I’m alive!

I’ve been selling my soul to two jobs for the past 4 months. finally got rid of one, only to realize I’ve destroyed my body.

Then I sold my soul (waiting for Sundays) to play Evil Within.

Gonna waste time and review it whilst I wait for the new year. IT WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS. YOU ARE WARNED. IF YOU CLICK PAST THIS POINT, BE PREPARED. K? K. ALSO. I own none of these gifs. They’re all from The Evil Within created by Shinji Mikami annnnd the gifs were created by direhard fans who appreciate the game as much as I do

Well, 20 hours.. avoiding tumblr, Google, and YouTube like the plague because the art book already spoiled what the boss looked like and the “recommended” videos to me was like “Hey! RUVIK FINAL BOSS” I was like, goddamnit..  and 108 deaths later (thanks to Ruvik and keeper and Laura.. a lot. :l) ON CASUAL. WOO. (I suck.) Gameplay: 8/10

Story: 9/10

Plot: 7/10

I’ll consider heightening this once a sequel has been confirmed. There was so many unanswered questions it was almost painful >:C But overall it was a great game, contrary to what the Internet accused it as glorified deadspace/residentevil/outlast/silenthill garbage. Uhm no. I’ll have to top this over Resident Evil in my own opinion. This has one go, the first is normally a rough start for most games or is the best and the rest is downhill, they need to feel out their audiences. Considering Resident Evil has.. 6 and then some.. Silent Hill has too many to count and a Norman Reedus coming in 2015.. Dead space .. can’t judge. never played it. Didn’t feel the urge to.

Overall: 9/10

I’ll have to start as this, the game overall. The concept and everything is incredible. I love the idea of it in its entirety.(Considering, I love inception and Limitless and butterfly-effect-esque/ripple effect movies) At first it looked like a glorified bloody game. And yes, it is /very/ bloody, but after a while that just seemed complementary with The Evil Within. It had such a dark allure to it, that’s really the best way I can put it. (Or maybe Ruvik did does. /cough) The adventure with learning about everything. Piecing the puzzles together (most were very easy, a little pathetic). Overall getting so outrageously pent up with adrenaline and fear and extremely bad decision-making because panic-induced running, it was overall very well put together. The beginning of the game had me scared. It just plummeted you into the action immediately. Here’s your quick tutorial, learn as these creature(s) are hell-bent on killing you.. in one hit.

Considering I got the game on PC.. for free, then I went and bought it full price on the PS3, then the art book, and I’ll be snagging the DLC for it later, because why not. I’d say it was a 60.00 well spent. Some games definitely aren’t worth the 60.  I would say, because I love the mind-boggling aspects of TEW it was well worth it. Though half the internet is too busy hating it because it left questions, or too busy comparing it. Sorry, if it had a non-anticlimactic ending, I’d want to commit murder. If it ended with us just getting shot. Or everyone dead. That’s not how you end a game, that’s how you virtually kill the player’s mentality. But this one.. it could have been better but at the same it was amazing. More on that later.                 The first half of the game was incredible, we had Sadist and the Keeper and Laura (god help me her chasing me with her nearly invincible health was not my cup of tea) Ruvik’s horrible game of tag, couple of those mini bosses who I can’t even recall their names but went down quickly. It was nice, but at the same time by the 2nd half of the game, after the player has began to expect the scenarios, It would have been nice for them to switch it up. Just recycling the bosses made sense, because it was all what haunted Ruvik, but at the same time it was like “cmooooon.” Keeper v2, or Sadist v2, Something new.  It almost seemed to lack action because everything was expected.. to an extent. The adventure picked up in the second half. Alas, chasing after Leslie or Joseph or Kidman was inevitable. Frankly I wish Ruvik woulda just killed off Kidman in the bus, buuuuut, Ohwell. Getting close and closer to the end everything got pretty twisted. But the “brain goo” aka green gel vending machines were just mean >:C I was like “amagawd! Christmas! yay! more goo! OH SHIT A BOMB RUU— *explode*” I’ve walked into my fair share of traps.. and trip wires.. and bombs.. and keeper traps.. and snipers.  :l Not cool. Not cool at all.

We found it pretty strange that Ruvik wasn’t around when Leslie was.. like ever. So we began to assume Leslie was Ruvik. Alas that kinda wasn’t the case but still, grunt.

All in all, I began having extreme wounded puppy syndrome for Ruvik, the more the story continued the poor horror that kid/boy/man went through is absurd. It shows the nightmares that goes on in someone’s head. Quite literally. At first when he murdered his parents I was like yeah he’s just psychotic. Typical baddie. Then you learned how he was imprisoned in the basement by his dad.. virtually burned alive while his sister sacrificed herself to save him, the last thing you heard from your sister is a blood curdling scream, the villagers who just burned down the barn with no shame. The doctor who stole Ruvik’s invention in its entirety and him / his humanity and his life(?)… so when the doctor died… I might have cheered. might. Did. Clearly his pathetic coaxing didn’t help Leslie in the long run. LOL. Hearing Ruvik’s recordings were just bone chilling. For what everything’s worth, I believe that everything he did (whether it was to Sebastian and co for a reason) was relatively justified. But that’s just me! Wounded puppy syndrome 101. I’d go up and hug him, then get blasted like a water balloon. Somehow Shinji made a 30-something year old man burned alive become one of the most alluring and fascinating people in a very bloody game (whilst most fangirls possiblyincludingmyself find him sexy).. is magical. (Whilst tumblr took him and Sebastian a turn for the worst, One of the many I so didn’t need to see, in PG and R images.) unf.

By nearing the end, Kidman obviously knew something Sebastian and ALL the players didn’t. Because she was on a hell-bent mission to kill Leslie for some undisclosed reason that meant “He can’t have Leslie” Well okay, they’re compatible and all but how do we get out if he doesn’t get Leslie. The world will fall apart if he’s not in it soooo… Hell, how did we get in — in the first place? I figured Ruvik’s hold on the area around him was only so strong. He was able to kill all the people inside because he was located inside, the detectives were stupid enough to come inside (Assuming Kidman too) So that’s how Seb and co got captured. Thrown in the tub with Leslie, yadder yadder, doctor too I’m sure. Connolly probably came in to investigate where the hell everyone was. Sebastian’s whole “escape” wasn’t an escape.. That was Ruvik’s world already (cause obviously the world wouldn’t be exploding seconds later). Everything after the beginning was in his world… including the world falling apart. They didn’t actually leave the hospital. Only places they got to “go” were places Ruvik was accustomed to. Hospital. Church. Mansion. Barn. Underground basementesque. Then into his head. The whole save point room, I’m not sure what correlation that had, maybe just a point to the real world, you got to see everyone going missing in the tub/ in Ruvik’s life. Sebastian, Leslie, Doctor, Joseph, Kidman, Connolly, etc. Never really learned the purpose of the nurse. Art book said she was supposed to be a weapons dealer, that would have been neat but horrible. But after a while she disappeared and Ruvik lurked, or made his appearance in what Sebastian assumed he was safe in? LOL. The big bad brain reared its.. head (lol) quite often in the beginning but nobody understood its importance until we realized that was ultimately what was left of Ruvik after the doctor was done with him. Leslie’s desperation to go home the entire game was sad, but really freakin’ annoying at the same time. It didn’t really seem justified just further increased he was demented. Kidman was already on some secret mission inside a mission so whatever the hell was that, ticked me off a bit. The game was about 20-40 hours depending on your adventuring, ability to play, and difficulty. I really wish we would be able to get more on Ruvik, because god everyone knows that’s the favorite character, let’s be done with it and spoil it. Because sorry, if Ruvik gets to have the appearance of Leslie in TEW2 I’m gonna be severely upset. The creepy cracked teeth, and dumb expression so isn’t Ruvik. But ultimately his “brain” is in Leslie. If he was able to create all of that in a fantasy/psychological world and now he’s in the real world? God help us all. lmfao. That excites me. Let’s hope he’ll mutilate himself so he doesn’t look like Leslie. >__>

The DLC is apparently about Kidman’s back-story and the Keeper. The Keeper.. no idea how that’ll help us, escape Ruvik’s loathing that his safe was stolen. Kidman lets hope that has some answers. secretive bitch. >:C I haven’t boughten it or played it but there needed to be more Ruvik story, or story on the correlation of Sebastian’s wife / daughter. Or Ruvik’s family. Something, I get it was survival horror but the story was minimal. It was just run for your life by these repeated offender bosses annnnnd.. chase after everyone, occasionally run into Ruvik who patronizes you.

Kidman shoots Joseph but his body isn’t noted in the tub at the ending or in the final count by Kidman. you dont /see/ or /hear/ about Joseph. Seb is convinced he’d dead (he was a pro at getting shot. Often..) , Ruvik’s creature kills the doctor via stomping, memories show the doctor and his little FBI patrol taking Ruvik. They couldn’t complete it without him, well, his brain was him. Poor Ruvik became a brain with no “husk” as he so nicely put it. In the memories of Sebastian after seeing Ruvik get taken away he is facing a body that is hardly awake / can’t see and he shoots it. Not sure who the correlation of that is behind. The body begins to panic. Unanswered Question. Never knew who our little guide was in the cell telling us we’re totally fucked cause Ruvik is a psychological basket case badass. Unanswered question.

When Leslie guides you through the falling hospital.. his voice is changed, it’s no longer high pitched and whiny — it’s more monotone and relatively irritated. After doomsday falling (we die from monsters and gunshots but not from falling hundreds of thousands of feet or being impaled, or a chainsaw to the leg, horror game logic) we find Leslie staring at the rain. Putting all my money on by that point in the game Ruvik and Leslie are already one.

Somehow Leslie managed not to die via Kidman (I’m sure with Ruvik’s help somehow) and is feeling the rain on ‘his’ skin. Ruvik doesn’t have a body, he’s a brain, which sure comes all inclusive with sensory and emotions but not with actual skin. Plus his is a little burned. Not too sure how much he can actually feel at this point. He doesn’t say anything to Sebastian and just walks inside, which is very unlike Leslie. He doesn’t run into the building or do anything.. just does a VERY Ruvik like turn. Body turn lead last. Even his posture regular Leslie even at the last bit has a stooped posture and is always clasping his hands, but the “Leslie” that left the hospital and walked into the building had hands at their side and walked with no slouch, sure I could just be over critiquing it because I’m hell-bent on that option but hey. Humor it.  

After we chase Leslie into the building, the ripples come through the building like it does with Ruvik, but nobody is to be seen (Leslie is a ninja suddenly?) Then Ruvik comes out with his original cut scene, slaying police that aren’t even there. (there also was never any dead bodies on the floor to begin with.. so where were they?) Ruvik obviously has a wicked cleaning crew.

Ruvik chokes Sebastian, Seb had a perfectly working hand. I don’t see why he didn’t kick or punch him, but no he had to light the poor guy on fire.. again. Nobody tried to reason with him? C’mon. What’s the worst that can happen, you’re already in a tub and in his head. Only sometimes his touch makes you explode like a water balloon, other times he’s just fucking with you. Sooooo.. lol. Hearing Ruvik scream three times this game was just sad :c

Right after the hellish abyss of boss fight oramas and eyeballs.. everywhere, we walk through the eyeballs of Ruvik.. pretty much convinced Ruvik has left the building by now, we saw the final of it by looking into his eyes. A glimpse into his brain and his demons.

Pause,

Right about after this part. How many of you knew the end was near and started panicing like crazy because you had like 4 bullets and some agony bullets. I SURE AS HELL WAS. I scoured the ground like a beast looking for ANYTHING. Walking into the end boss with two pistol bullets and 1 harpoon. LEEEROOOOY.

Continue.

Seb looks at all (12?) tubs. Most being empty, but only six or seven occupied. Joseph, Kidman, Leslie, Connolly, Doctor, Seb of the 12. Kidman is a backwards bitch and I really wish Ruvik would have gruesomely killed her, but alas, he didn’t. Leslie is back to his old self (maybe he’ll be bipolar / identities disordered. bwahha. fitting) How the hell is Kidman unaffected by the ringing, she’s in the tub, she is no different.. I think, but he never turned / got close to / apparently entirely unaffected by Ruvik. Unanswered question.

Ruvik turning Leslie into liquid… Starting with that, first off. Leslie has been a giant pansy the ENTIRE game, but he stares at Ruvik dead on and is perfectly CALM? Calling bullshit right there, even if their brains are synchronized or compatible or whatever! That might have been symbolic of Ruvik leaving the building or machine. Plus the brain-machine/giant-Ruvik-brain screamed. Ruvik just stood there as the brain freaked out. But Kidman disappears. Seb skydives out of a building (and actually screams?) Very narrowly dodge barbed wire.. and then plop onto a brain. Not sure how purposeful this is. Brains everywhere. In barbed wire. Brain explodes.. creepy giant creature with bodies and Ruvik along with it. That had a stylish brain inside of it too. along with chains and braces and a weird pregnant belly thing. First Ruvik was the brain with creepy laura claws around him then he was in its mouth.. thing. possibly symbolic that Ruvik is a prisoner in his own mind.

But honestly no idea. It took a while for me to mill over this in an entirety. Definitely in Sebastian’s fantasy world by the end. Managed to survive ALL those falls and hits, and hey look a car with a machine-gun strapped to the back. Lucky us! Fire like a madman, only to get impaled by a barbed wire. How cliché. LOL. (first I was like, is this supposed to happen? did I not fire accurately enough..?) Then hey look! Rocket launcher! Easypeasy rocket launcher bit. How fortunate it’s nice and loaded.

anticlimactic one shot kills the “Ruvik” yeah whatever. 1st wakeup, we wake up under the glass panels that we saw ourselves in.. tear whatever the fuck is in the back of our head.. out. Clobber out of the machine, painfully hard. I like how the mutant machine.. thing.. has just regular plugs plugged into it.

Made me giggle after rewatching it. Ruvik constantly telling everyone (or just seb) “I created this world, you cannot keep me here” after he is out of the tub, I think is more of a statement than a threat now. Assuming Ruvik is gone by now. There’s nothing to keep here, which is why he was able to escape his “world” unharmed. and “destroy” Ruvik and his brain.

Kidman is alive and perfectly well as she stands by us as we start to awake. People like the CDC are patrolling around us and vital signs are hooked up to us. Kidman tells us to hush. She tells (gasp) Save point lady(!) to leave that one, and those two.

Which two? Assuming Connolly and doctor Jimenez are dead, and she claimed that Seb was dead too … to cover for him? I’m not sure where this went. She told them we were dead “They’re not going anywhere.” “No one can.” Last part made me confused further.

When we wake up a third time, the tub this time is filled with water. Even though when we briefly saw Seb in an empty tub plus the place was lit up like the forth of july.. and now it’s dark, nothings attached no signs of life in the hospital. We see Connolly, he’s very much dead. Jimenez's face is frozen in a state of immense pain (good for you, asshole >:C ) But the glass we broke.. in the previous wakeup sequence.. is fully intact, everything still attached. But the brain is gone.

Ruvik let Sebastian think he “destroyed him” but infact he told him you cannot keep him here, he created the world that everyone was captured in, and they’re gone now. Dead or only him waking up. The Leslie-Ruvik hybrid, is gone already. Ruvik stole Leslie’s “husk” and is out frolicking in the real world. I’d like to see and hope that Ruvik got to take his brain and we actually killed Leslie (like when the machine slurped him up.) And some twisted bullshit like Kidman has Ruvik’s brain isn’t true. x_x I can hope Ruvik is out in the world… with his brain. Leslie’s tub is indeed empty, random mental hospital patients are in the other tubs. He walks through the hallway that Ruvik originally killed the cops, ( as a detective, you do a horrible job seb) Giant splatter of blood in that hallway too, from when Ruvik was burned (?)

Hands down, when those doors opened I thought the ending was gonna be outlast.

Was like “I swear to god if we get shot..” now THAT would have been an ending to get enraged over.

But why when the doors opened the Ruvik screeching returned? I personally believe it was because Ruvik was in the proximity, like normally happens. Though it could be cause he was leaving the building? Or because we never actually woke up? Did we just believe we woke up?

We see ‘Leslie’ walking very calmly.. right past the hoard of police cars. More screeching then Leslie is gone. Hearing the ending music, commence the “nononononononono” cause that ending was the cockblock of the century lmao. So the questions is how did he walk right past that HOARD of cops? Is this still Sebastians fantasy world? He believes he got rescue and salvation. Also his posture is no longer slouched Leslie posture. Hoping for Ruvik’s badass return. cmooon. I’m personally convinced that is NOT leslie, Because his posture and running alone, no.

that is the leslie trot. Hands clasped, feet shuffle.

But that? That’s a walk of confidence and badassery. Let’s compare.

All in all, as long as there’s a sequel, which judging how good of  a bestseller it was, I’m sure it’ll happen. I’ll just have to wait a loooooooooong couple of years. Hopes for the next game:

Longer cinematics.

More back-story. A game can have horror and have story too.

More baddies. Sure I loved the recycled baddies, but new ones would have been cool too, like in the art book!

Extra DLC, the game is still young, but they could have released so much more for this game lol

More options, the controls weren’t too bad, but glitches alas make thing a bit harder. The baddies are so giant, one wrong texture error and I’m stuck in the floor for all eternity ._.; 

A ultimatum choice “To kill so-and-so or to not… or choices that can impact what ending you get.. or just something with alternate endings  

Unanswered questions!:

Did Ruvik leave?

Did we actually wakeup? When Ruvik “left” it became Sebastians fantasy world. Hencewhy everything worked out to his/our favor.

Who was Kidman with and why did she join the detectives?

How exactly did Connolly die?

What was the purpose of diving into Seb’s past about his wife and daughter if it was only going to be brief..  with no answers.

Who was the nurse.. really.

Why was everyone in the mental hospital brutally murdered and why were there about 10 police cars out front when the game started.. but nobody was actually in the building except 3, that Ruvik killed.

The ending in its entirety? What’s real and what’s fake. :v

How the hell is Kidman unaffected by the ringing, she’s in the tub, she is no different.. I think, but he never turned / got close to / apparently entirely unaffected by Ruvik. Unanswered question.

Never knew who our little guide was in the cell telling us we’re totally fucked cause Ruvik is a psychological basket case badass. Unanswered question.

In the memories of Sebastian after seeing Ruvik get taken away he is facing a body that is hardly awake / can’t see and he shoots it. Not sure who the correlation of that is behind. The body begins to panic. Unanswered Question.

Why the brain machine? I get Ruvik wanted to find a sync to get out, and Leslie was “the one” but the doctor found that.. not really Ruvik.

If Ruvik has this excessive fear of fire, why was he standing on the chandelier in the church (also makes sense why burning the bodies stops them from existing / living)

To every other evil within Fangirl/fanboy out there, Thank you for ignoring the simpleminded haters out there. And thank you from me, for getting all the way down here! I’m a stickler for a good game, but Ruvik stole a portion of my brain, Time to replay ALL THE MODES. :3 

<3 Plus, cmon, the last name like Victoriano? Mmmm.

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Steins:Gate and Mirai Nikki:Another World miniblurb.

Hi! I'm not dead!

Hookay, huge hiatius. Work and stuff and thangs. #badtwdreference, butyeah. Going through my watch folder which includes

Mr. Brain ( 2 episodes down, hour and a half long episodes. erugh)

Mirai Nikki anime (0 episodes down, CAN I HANDLE THE FEELS)

Steins:Gate Movie (must find)

Mirai Nikki OVA

Love Rain (2 episodes down, eugh.)

In the meantime keeping up with my upkeep of shows, which is painstaking. But onwards! Going to plop a readmore tag after my ratings to avoid accidental spoilers.

Steins:Gate: 6/10

"Nobody knows what the future holds. That's why it's potential is infinite, just as this meeting demonstrates."

SG was such a fascinating anime, with the time traveling and plot entirely. The odd perverted humor that COATED the anime heavily was really awkward. Like at some points it was good for a nice mood lightener, but otherwise it was just excessive. But it was fitting for the culture of the show. Honestly, I was pretty close to deleting the anime because it was recommended to me by maduksu but sweet lord, it was painstaking. @__@; Could not get into it. Disturbing banana goop, circles circles and confusion, but those last uhm I dunno, 10 episodes got extremely good and extremely annoying at the same time. I really don't want to see little Mayushii's death 243982394392843924 times.They made their point after the first few, She was such a cute and embodiment of innocence character, First it was the whole one episode per lab member, then it was redoing all the dmails per lab member, each were one episode per. Between that and the repeating death sequence, that was a pain portion of the anime. yuck! The last episode was crammed into such a short amount of time and aaaaaagh. Between that and Okabe finally adusting everything to work with standards.. and nobody really remembers much is mindboggling, but made sense. Still fascinating regardless :3 Du duu duuu!

Mirai Nikki (Another World) aka live action. Hmmm.. it was different. LOL

After I learned about the whole fake-world-thing and comatose patients all I thought about was Gantz and .hack//series. It was so cute but so annoying that people were a little dull but the concept was still incredible. Technology to give comatose patients a life and such, I was getting baffled on where these people were "dying" to if they were actually dying. By the end when everyone was dropping I was pretty glued. LOL. The dad scene, good lord. FLOODING OF TEARS. Then Yuno goes back in and out and in and pretty much killing her mentally just for Akkun. FEEEEEEEEEEEELS. The friendships he makes within Olympia is so touching and sweet. Even when he knows everyone is fake, he doesn't change who or what he is to everyone.

lol the basement dweller. I was expecting some creepy ring shit after the whole closet scenario. Not gonna lie. Was like Noooope, byebye,gtfo,noty,donotwant.  Then their whole episode of their lovestory, oh my god. It was so cute I needed to brush my teeth.

the awkward parental meeting (which like, NEVER happens that awesomely LOL) The monumental ball scene. AWW ;_____; then.. entering Olympia, the look she gives him. my heart shriveled.

Deus.. lacked the badassery. Sorry, nope. LOL. Looked like something from a Japanese woman in black talking into one of those voice changer doohickies. The final episode, the exit. NOOOOPE. LOL. But am I the only one who considered, hey: I have a phone that makes any wish true, SPAM THE FUCK OUTTA THAT FIRST, theeeeeen pop the final one. Even though he pretty much did what he needed to do, but still. Push that suckers limit! NOW. The actual ending after everyone wakes up.. I don't get. Rui didn't actually exist and Akkun is in limbo? Or something? Kosaka remembers akkun but Yuno doesn't.. and everyone else.. doesn't? But oooohhh. That ending. When Rui is all "wake up arata." and his hand twitches and it pans to his face, I don't know if they're trying to say "Oh hey he's asleep/comatose still this is what's going on in his head.." because he has the same white nonexistent-dressshirt on that Rui does. Plus he's awake and stuff, but he yells to Yuno after she dropped her ball "Hey". Hey what! Yuno? lovely? SOMETHING. Nothing. Hookay. Then she goes "We finally meet again" and end series.

yep. I'll be watching the anime. and the OVA and the manga. ANSWERS. I NEED ANSWERS.

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Ooh I got the collectors edition.. but that cover is so much prettier. But god, the graphics. Have you seen them side by side? I might die a little bit inside. Might. :l

MARATHON RUN LATA PPL

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Way to keep making deceivingly cute female toons. tsk tsk. P: beingmaleforalittlebitdoesntcount. x

O.O I thought your a girl .... !!!

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Vampire Academy premiere!

Okay, keeping this short before my brain liquifies in my head. Please excuse the mindless rambling / bitching because I have a migrane the size of texas and I'm ready to throw this laptop. k? k.

I'll curb, when I first saw that it was made by the people who made Mean Girls, I was outraged, Mean Girls was so prissy and pathetic and the second one was mindnumbing, but it actually wasn't too shabby. They did try to add some unnecessary humor and random things here and there that were.. well, unnecessary, but overall it kept very close to the books. Which is /awesome/. I had a hard time visualizing Danila Kozlovsky as Dimitri, just cause.. I couldn't put a face on him. He was Dimitri. That was it, and I shipped #romitri like nobody's business so the books. lol. If this becomes a full series movie set, someone's going to have to cart me to the threatres. It's gonna be baaaad. and saaaad. and fangirl. and yep. stopping.

  WHY IS THAT ALLOWED?! CUUUUUUUTE. HELP.

All in all, I enjoyed it. I loved the aspects that they kept, and honestly I can't remember absolute details from the book vs movie but it was overall well played out. I definitely left the threatre in 4 degrees with like -20 degree windchill, grinning like a fool. Especially since I didn't pay for the ticket (free ticket ftw) and free popcorn too. Best dollar ever spent. Gonna go to bed shipping Romitri like a hellspawn now.

PS: The vision effect that they gave Rose in the movie is loooveeely. It's so detailed and flashy, I'm glad they didn't use some cheap contact or something (kinda like twilight, cough) Shipping in this series is..

Now I'm just adding piles of cute to just to add. yep? k.

To all the book fans out there, it's gonna be wicked hard to ship them. Dear god someone help. #alreadysixfeetundershipping

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Aion ping problems. They're the greatest. Definitely won the server.  Balaur wanted dat fort. I love getting zerg'd when my ping is in the 8mils. neato In other news, K-project done. More on that later. Finally got to run my first Sauro. C: That tree.. so pretty. Almost got my Ancient Coin staff for my cleric. ( /wrist) >> I have no idea how people can manage 4k coins, let alone 8k and then 3k for the "set" how about NOPE. annnd yeah. !

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K-Project, morale of the ?marks and wtfs.

maduksu, you suck. K-Project.. well. It got good at like, the last two episodes. THATS BE BEING GENEROUS. Jerkface. more on that later in a very colorful rant.

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Remodeling Tickets should be illegal. Especially for me. If they ever come out with a new like account-wide plastic surgery ticket, I'm so screwed. so very very screwed. Also, I want to play in HQ 24-7. IF I TURN AWAY FROM THE SUN I HAVE ELYOS SKIN. /fangirl. :C Why can't asmodians have the elyos skin option, elyos can have our skin colors but we can't have theirs. bullshit. Yaaaaay, 2014 new Aurri. Now I go back to patrolling the streets of Altgard. Still need to find that pve staff. Someone carry me through DR so I can be labeled as experienced. Or Sauro. Because I want a shiny mace. /shot Also, WHATS WITH ALL THE BOTS. They're coming.. in like mass quantities, everywhere. I see just this stampede of them coming through panda on auto-follow. Really NC, you can't see that? Especially when their names are sadoiudoaisudiusd or tim-asiduyduisadia.  wtb aion 2.0