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Music Class Misunderstanding

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On how much Aziraphale has learned since season one:

This is about character development. Inside of a story, everything that happens, happens for a reason. It's meant to tell you something, to teach you or the character of your story, something.

So if the story continues and your character repeats the same mistakes again you know that they are bound to be doomed this time, and even worse the audience is going to certainly lose respect for them, cause they have made the same mistake twice, they haven't learned anything, they're gonna do it again another time, they don't deserve a happy ending. (yes I'm talking about good omens here) So you don't do that to a character that matters to you and you respect even the tiniest bit.

A Lot of us here are thinking that this is what has happened to Aziraphale's character at the end of season two, that he has done it again, repeated the same mistake again and has left Crowley to join heaven and it's been because of reasons like wanting to change Crowley (see this post), still believing in heaven's goodness, not being on the same page with Crowley (I'm gonna talk about this one especially in this post). The point is we all certainly believe that he's made the mistake again so what we're doing here is trying to find reasons to justify the mistake and somehow make the reason behind the wrong actions something relatable to ourselves so we can forgive him when the time comes.

In fact I don't believe that he's made a mistake. for Aziraphale's character to be redeemable, what he has done, must be the only option that he's had for saving them both. I don't care what kind of situation could have resulted in him making this decision, but the only reason, the one and only reason, must be his love for Crowley. Otherwise it'll prove that he hasn't learnt his lessons or doesn't love Crowley enough to make a compromise, and in both cases, he's not worthy of love. He won't earn his happy ending by being tortured and feeling sorry and doing the apology dance for Crowley if he's hurt Crowley out of selfishness and stupidity again

But I'm sure he'll earn his happy ending and I'm sure he's learnt his lessons and it's too late for him to have unlearned them all in a matter of a few seconds. (He is an idiot but he's not stupid) and it's mostly because of this, that I believe the reason why he made that decision, must be very different from what it appears to be on the surface.

Anyway, this post is about what Aziraphale has learned and how he's changed.

I have made a post about their moments of conflict from both season one and two, it's here and you can look it up. This is where you begin to understand how Aziraphale has changed since season one because these are his dialogues after he's had a fight with Crowley in the bandstand, season one:

"even if I did know where the antichrist was I wouldn't tell you we're on opposite sides"

"friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon. We have nothing whatsoever in common. I don't even like you"

"there is no our side Crowley. Not anymore. It's over"

And then there's season two, when they disagree on what to do with Gabriel, Aziraphale is the one to point out that they both rely on the life they've built together

He's asking him to help him take care of Gabriel together and in response Crowley leaves

In the final scene he asks Crowley to come back to heaven

"work with me" "We can be together as Angels, Doing good" "I need you."

He says anything he can think of literally to convince him to stay with him and it doesn't work

We start from "we're not friends" and arrive at "work with me. we can be together"

Even if we don't know the reason why he's insisting on taking Crowley back to heaven with him, this is an Angel that has picked up the pace. That wants them to be an us. No matter what.

But these are only a few dialogues. I think there's more than that. I think the show in five and a half episodes (out of six) has tried its hardest to make the point quite clear about how Aziraphale feels about Crowley (or how strongly he feels those emotions). all through the way he looks at him and through his gestures and soft touches from time to time

I'm gonna make another post of those moments separately and I'm gonna link it to this when I do.

update: (here's the post. not just average moments of Aziraphale looking cute, it's something about the way he looks at him)

And I'd like to even compare those wishful glances to some of those from season one, but I can't, cause they are nonexistent in there.

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Crowley: What I need is for him to be nowhere near me and the precious, peaceful, fragile existence that I have carved out for myself here.

Aziraphale: I thought we carved it out for ourselves.

Crowley: SO DID I!

(from new sneak peek :))

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are you kidding me

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Acknowledging G’raha Tia by his name - vs. - Not

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also i never posted this that's right i'm a cringelord that ships vtubers

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Whats FF without the moogle eh https://www.instagram.com/p/BudZRgphvBw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qtjpwpay05i0

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🅽 🆄 🅻 🅻 📸 : Ying One of my fave shots! https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs5sKDkntpQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14c39cqjya1t

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It is how it is. #inktober #inktober2018 #doodle #drawing #lines #illustrations #inktobersg #girl https://www.instagram.com/p/BoddYHoHevQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uj49s7g5tvkw

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Yall i put a poll in my igstory yesterday night to help me choose between either Shota or Yuri and its still a 50-50 between them 🤣🤣 ANYWAY, figured i'll put a shot up from the TeenUA #EraserMic shoot in KL from last year! 😋 (I put shoot photos on my fb, ig is usually the selfies, fun/crack videos) (The wig will be fixed to look better if i wear him again soon 💦 it didnt curl and sit properly after i stuffed it in my luggage HAHAHHA) Photo : Hikari #cosplay #cosplayer #僕のヒーローアカデミア#bnha #mha #相澤消太  #イレイザーヘッド #maizawa #マイ相 #anime #manga

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I forgot i wanted to make compilations so i didnt take proper videos halfway HAHAHAHAHA (I complete forgot to take for kiri and baku coses) Making do with what i have tho, imma try to rmb to take more for proper ones next time ✌ #cosplay #mha #myheroacademia #bokunoheroacademia #aizawa #aizawashouta #eraserhead #僕のヒーローアカデミア #相澤消太 #cosplayer #makeup #throwback #video

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This year's one has been surprisingly pleasing 💕💕💕 Love it 💕 Also im pimping more of my Yuki selfies because cosplaying him is a trainwreck and i had zero faith i could look ok as him, he is LITERALLY everything i cannot be HAHAHAHAH. but it happened and i look good(in selfies). Shockingly. VERY shockingly 💦💦💦 So im gonna share it whILE I STILL LIKE MY FACE AIGHT 😍 #cosplay #makeup #IDOLiSH7 #アイドリッ���ュセブン #ユキ #百 #revale #リヴァーレ #idol #cosplayer

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Look like shit, feel shittier? Just caught myself up to the latest on the #BNHA manga and anime and im just HNNNNNGHHHS LOUDLY. #cosplay #mha #myheroacademia #bokunoheroacademia #aizawa #aizawashouta #eraserhead #僕のヒーローアカデミア #相澤消太 #cosplayer #makeup #throwback

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HOORAYYYY we're ready! Gonna walk arouuund. #cosplay #makeup #IDOLiSH7 #アイドリッシュセブン #ユキ #revale #リヴァーレ #idol #cosplayer #doujima #doujima2018

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Done with doujimaaaaa!! Cosplayed #BNHA with @oohllama 🌼 this problem child deku lolol. And thanks my bud hikari for going around with me. And himi and aby for hanging out with us too~ It was so crowded so i didnt get to see the booths much, got a red riot shirt tho fufu 💕 Hope i get to see more tmr. Oh! One of the cutest booth-owners recognized and came up to get a photo and she gave me an aizawa postcard its soOOOOO CUTE AAAAA. It was great meeting the ppl who had time for a chat too!! Aight gotta finish prep for tmr cos and rest up! #cosplay #mha #myheroacademia #bokunoheroacademia #aizawa #aizawashouta #eraserhead #僕のヒーローアカデミア #相澤消太 #cosplayer

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Like a big blue....towel... #onepiece #cosplay #makeup #sanji #vinsmokesanji #ワンピース #cosplaygirl #cosplayer #forgotthenecklace