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MY   WORDS   DISAPPEAR   ON   A   DRY   TONGUE ,  I’M   TRYING   TO   LET   YOU   KNOW   BUT   I’M   DROWNING   BY   THE   MOMENT.

DOEKKABI.  independent dragon age ii original character & inquisitor as loved by yurim  ♡

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❛  your body is a miracle,  a kind of wounded desperation,  an act of feral girlhood.

# repentnt,  an independent and selective leena hart,  an original character and companion of dragon age:  inquisition.  as loved by sage,  nineteen.

rules,  dossier,  navigation,  carrd

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i made a carrd!  it’s not entirely done yet but i’m pretty happy with it so far!  also i made this by following the tutorial by the lovely @doekkabi​ !!!

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does it make sense for me to create a companion quest for leena?  and does it make sense for these to be two different outcomes and/or two different ways to do it?

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♡ for a starter ?  multis specify which muse .  also please fill out my interest tracker !

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sorry for being mia!!  i have exams soon and school is a little crazy right now so activity will be a little spotty in the meantime.  i’ll try to do some writing but until exams are over activity will be slower than usual.  also i know i’ve been neglecting leena so i need to do some writing on her blog too.  i think my plan right now is to slowly reply to threads/asks and write starters and queue them all up.

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she    —  is  like  staring  into  the  void  on  a  dusty  night,  flat  on  your  back  (  unsettling  is  what  she  is  ).  like  home,  with  stars  burning  along  the  coast.  palms  flat,  face  blooming,  growing  flowers  under  the  world  [ … ]  there���s  water  in  the  hull.  roots  growing  under  the  floorboards.  does  she  know ?  across  the  course  of   a  hundred  thudding  years  –  brace  for  the  light  –  in  her,  we  never  end.

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.ﾟ☆ﾟ.  ╼  relationship meme.

💘 romantic. 💛 platonic / best friends. 💚 family. 💜 mentor/men-tee. 💔 unrequited love [ * specify muse. ] 🖤 rivals.

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word prompts compilation

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

ADD ++ FOR REVERSE

[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention

[ wake ] for your muse to wake mine

[ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket

[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.

[ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning

[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair

[ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine

[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room

[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer

[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

[ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying

[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food

[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine

[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance

[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine

[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap

[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring

[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually

[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support

[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm

[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand

[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did

[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine

[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap

[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down

[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away

[ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours

[ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare

[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation

[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury

[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine

[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger

[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine

[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye

[ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret

[ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 

[ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 

[ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before

[ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them

[ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it

[ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride

[ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs

[ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house

[ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette

[ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid

[ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten

[ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else

[ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  

[ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened

[ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it

[ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked

[ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together

[ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them

[ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .

[ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower

[ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift

[ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift

[ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )

[ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse

[ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face

[ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .

[ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

[ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date

[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse

[ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

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—    you’re too bright .  like counting birds against the sun .

#keepersfirst ,  independent and selective inquisitor lavellan of dragon age :  inquisition .  as loved by sage .

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[updated 4/13, 11:30am]

ways to support:

ways to help the brooklyn center community right now (updated 4/13)

gofundme for daunte wright’s family

support daunte wright’s girlfriend and baby son (drop offs not updated for 4/13 yet, monetary donations ongoing) 

help documenting mn purchase supplies, food, etc (ongoing) 

support protestors/mutual aid (currently assessing needs for 4/13, cindy is no long accepting venmo donations)  

support medics supply needs (ongoing) 

help purchase gas masks for protestors (ongoing) 

call these numbers and demand police defunding and abolition

brooklyn center mutual aid gofundme 

i’ve seen people posting donation links to minnesota freedom fund, but they already have plenty of money from last summer and i would instead redirect money to the links above and other bipoc individuals/orgs. black visions/reclaim the block are also not currently asking for donations. 

for those in the twin cities metro area:

volunteer to help out brooklyn center 

gas masks available for black folks protesting

some guidelines for protesting/protestor safety

more protesting guidelines

dressing for protests

bail support number

beware that the fbi has a complex a few blocks away from bcpd (physical location)

careful not to show your face while protesting/watch out for right wing grifters

brooklyn center donations for food and supplies (items needed) (description updated 4/13 morning) 

CANMN is also collecting supplies for protestors (venmo/paypal open, accepting physical donations 4/14)

remember to check in and help with local encampments

keep this in mind to avoid the spread of misinformation

dealing with tear gas in homes 

if you’re coming from out of town: please be mindful of the community and spaces you’re entering and protect those who are more vulnerable. stay out of private yards and be aware that many young children live in these residential areas.

things to keep in mind:

https://twitter.com/yo_nci/status/1381630014341345290

https://twitter.com/SoulRevision/status/1381662893372973058

https://twitter.com/dylanrodriguez/status/1381063367075373056

https://twitter.com/MsKellyMHayes/status/1381697262607294465

https://twitter.com/asmaresists/status/1381468617833730054

https://twitter.com/NifMuhammad/status/1381623374267420675

https://twitter.com/saintfadumo/status/1381667560744177664

https://twitter.com/diligenda/status/1381629245345173504

https://twitter.com/AbeerSyedah/status/1381457756280905730

https://twitter.com/OhDionne/status/1381454408626491392

I’ll keep editing this post with more resources so please check back for the most up to date info; these are all from trustworthy sources to the best of my knowledge. 

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PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains,  THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

send me a  ✿  and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other .

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other .

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other .

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other .

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mabel.

dialogue prompts from season 3 of mabel, a podcast by becca de la rose.

you can save everyone else but you can’t save yourself, can you?

i broke every mirror in the house.

i looked and looked, but never found you.

do you think i am like you?

i have loved nothing and no one but you.

people are not half as complex as they think they are.

i am a lot of things, but i’ve never once been weak.

i don’t have any pity in me.

i never learned to drive. did you know that?

you don’t mind giving me some privacy, right?

i got more than i bargained for, that’s for sure.

have you ever been free in your life?

sometimes i wonder if anything outside of myself exists.

what wouldn’t i do to keep you?

i do not exist for you. i do not exist for anyone.

i want you to always be able to find me.

i should stop projecting, shouldn’t i?

i believe you. i believe in you.

what were your friends like?

you can call me whatever you like. it might even be true.

i am feeling uncharitable towards you.

what am i to you, really?

do you still want me now?

i am a sharpened, vitriolic thing. 

i wish i was good, but i’m not.

you are your own. you belong to yourself. 

i have made a religion of you.

i am never playing the game you think i am.

i am the labyrinth and i am also the minotaur.

i can’t imagine a version of myself that would not love you.

it isn’t your fault. none of this is your fault.

i’ll set myself on fire to give you light.

i’m here, aren’t i? so come on, let me in.

we can’t both be the sacrificial lamb. one of us has to be the knife.

you’re always so right. it must be such a burden.

i’m with you because i want to be.

i’m here because i want to be.

i know how to defend myself. i’m not sure i know how to respond to genuine affection.

i don’t know what you want from me. usually i know, but i don’t with you.

you don’t know what you mean to me.

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𝗨𝗡𝗕𝗢𝗪𝗘𝗗 & 𝗨𝗡𝗕𝗥𝗢𝗞𝗘𝗡.  ┅  indie da multimuse feat. characters (both canon & ocs) from all three games ! 

(  template. )

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five songs  /  pieces i associate with my muse .

1.  take me to church  /  hozier

"we were born sick"  /  you heard them say it  /  my church offers no absolutes  /  she tells me "worship in the bedroom"  /  the only heaven i'll be sent to  /  is when i'm alone with you

2.  nobody  /  mitski

and i don’t want your pity  /  i just want somebody near me  /  guess i’m a coward  /  i just want to feel alright  /  and i know no one will save me  /  i just need someone to kiss  /  give me one good honest kiss  /  and i’ll be alright

3.  bloodstream  /  soccer mommy

now a river runs red  /  from my knuckles into the sink  /  and there’s a pale girl  /  staring through the mirror at me  /  maybe it’s just a dream  /  wish i could go back to sleep

4.  sad day  /  FKA twigs

i can imagine a world when my arms are embraced around you  /  i lie naked and pure with intentions to cleanse you and take you  /  the city howls with a cry to seduce you and claim you  /  so it’s time  /  and it’s a sad day for sure

5.  handmade heaven  /  MARINA

i envy the birds high up in the trees  /  they live out their lives so purposefully  /  i envy the spiders ,  the squirrels and seeds  /  they all find their way automatically

tagged .  @theharellan​ ty for tagging me !

tagging .  @lavellaens ,  @fauxgryf ,  @isgudinne ,  @jenaireves ,  @prophecyveined ,  & anyone else who wants to do it !

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#keepersfirst ,  independent and selective inquisitor lavellan of dragon age :  inquisition .  as loved by sage .

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