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        “okay, but. hear me out- what if. death is like, an illusion.” he’s actually staring down at his own hands, eyes wide like he’s noticing them for the first time. “woah.” 

        “ if death is an illusion,  wouldn’t that mean you’re an illusion?   i think we’ve been over the whole you’re real thing, ”    stiles says,  shaking his head.    “ just eat your pizza and let me go back to zoning out.   this is too fourth-level for me. ”

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@deathsdesiign look what i found

wautwait no whAT did you unplug the thing why would you unplug it that’s a crime yourea crime crmininal cimrinal cmrinal

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💔 (you better hurt me)

*  MEME  /  ACCEPTING.

he’s  the  first  person  to  say  they  love  you  in  almost  ten  years.  he’s  the  first  person  you’ve  put  your  heart  and  soul  into  ,  the  first  person  you’ve  ever  truly  been  in  love  with  ,  and  here  you  are.  shoulders  tense  up  ,  lifting  in  a  sort  of  discomfort  as  your  lips  part  in  confusion.      (    i  hate  you  !    )      you’ve  done  everything  for  him  ,  stayed  up  late  nights  ,  held  him  when  he  needed  you  ,  worked  extra  shifts  ,  cleaned  up  his  blood  ,  helped  him  when  he’s  had  too  much  to  drink  ;  you’ve  done  absolutely  everything.

                                  and  this  is  how  you’re  repaid  ?

❝    okay.    ❞      your  voice  is  quiet  ,  eyes  drifting  down  to  your  feet  instead  as  you  try  to  take  a  deep  breath      (    it  catches  in  your  throat  and  makes  your  eyes  burn  ,  the  tears  aren’t  long  after    ).      ❝    when  ?    ❞      the  second  word  is  spoken  more  forcefully  ,  gaze  clouded  by  the  thin  layer  of  tears.

❝    when  i’m  up  with  you  every  time  you  have  a  nightmare  ?  when  i  help  you  when  you  come  home  shit  faced  ?  when  i’m  there  for  you  whenever  things  get  hard  ?    ❞      with  each  statement  comes  more  frustration  ,  you  just  don’t  believe  him   …      ❝    or  how  about  when  you  say  you  love  me  ?  when  you  hold  me  when  i  cry  ?  when  you  sleep  next  to  me  ?   WHEN   did  you  hate  me  ,  stiles  ?    ❞

before  you’re  aware  of  it  ,  your  fingers  wrap  around  the  keys  to  his  jeep.      (    where  are  you  going  ?    )      ❝    i’m  giving  you  time  to  figure  this  out.  do  whatever  the  hell  you  want  ,  i  don’t  care.    ❞      your  other  hand  comes  up  to  brush  the  hair  from  your  face  ,  as  you  move  to  the  door.  

for  a  second  you  freeze  ,  fingers  tightly  wrapped  around  the  handle.  you  look  over  your  shoulder  one  last  time  at  him  ,  the  man  that  you  know  you  love  ,  and  the  next  words  are  purely  instinctual.      ❝    you  can’t  hate  me  because  i  don’t  think  you’re  a  bad  man  ,  it’s  not  fair.     ❞

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                       ╰ * ⋆ ☾            it can be pretty extraordinary, what the force of your own will can accomplish.

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╰ * ⋆ ☾ vi.  BIRTHDAY STARTER ╱ @ammorsos​

        IT’S  HER  BIRTHDAY  ,    he’s  pretty  sure  .        (  all  the  days  blur  together  ;    he  can’t  quite  tell  anymore.  )        stiles  rolls  over  in  their  bed  to  face  her  ,    nose  pressing  into  her  hair  and  an  arm  draping  ever  so  gently  over  her  body  .        “  morning  ,  ”        he  greets    ------    just  morning  ,    not  good  morning  .      it’s  a  habit  he’s  fallen  into  ,    considering  that  so  few  mornings  are  truly  good  anymore  .        (  they’re  made  better  by  her  presence  beside  him  ,    though  ,    and  though  it  may  not  always  show  ,    he’s  thankful  for  it.  )        he  sits  up  slowly  ,    stretching  his  sore  shoulder  before  glancing  back  to  her  once  again  .        “  happy birthday...  ”

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009. Hero

“I know that you are quite the loner, Batman, but next time, don’t run off on your own.”

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@ammorsos​ sent a ♡ for an instagram aesthetic post using [ x ] !

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Jennifer Niven, All the Bright Places

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yo so sometimes the tw fandom can be real slick but sometimes it can be a real toxic shithole so i’m takin a well-deserved fuckin break. find me on deadparabatai; promo will be reblogged momentarily.

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“Until I met you.”

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also i’m having trouble with all 9 of my canon characters rn (literally when did i get so many) so i’m going to flee to @hnikarr, @greyfiel, and maybe even @redesigned if i can get my ass on xerxei. might even ... try the icon thing ... again ......

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HERE IS MY OFFICIAL OPINION ON PR/OBLE/MATIC F/CS. i will not be responding to any replies or asks about this post. IMs only, mutuals only, and only mature, respectful discussions.

everyone is problematic in some way. some people are more problematic than others, and we label them as such. we put them on lists, we ban them from rps. IT’S OKAY TO BE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH AN FC. it’s your choice, your opinion, and no one is stopping you from voicing it.

my opinion is that what a person says and does has nothing to do with what they LOOK like. if you picture your oc looking like jennifer lawrence, an actress who is reportedly problematic, i don’t see any harm in using her. someone else may be made uncomfortable by her, and it is their choice to not roleplay with you, not your responsibility to change your fc. character =/= faceclaim.

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could a mutual do me a favour and come to my IMs to tell me what happened

someone did it ty

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hi im hv ving an anerysm kean u reev e s is 52 ????

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