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this!!!!!!

probably needed a hug, read art heist baby! instead

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the urge to write fanfics of the same ships that continue to haunt me but I’m deadly scared to um 😭😭

maybe I’ll start with one shots idk but like I’m randomly get these little ideas for stuff and I want to yk take the time to write it but ill also probably hate it soooooo

the struggles of writing istg, it’s so hard to just be happy with your work

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do I ever cross your mind by sombr but it’s James Potter after he finds his soulmate in Regulus Black and he still loses him regardless of any plans they made for their future, and even despite it all he still finds himself dreaming of the house with a picket fence and the boy who used to whisper secrets to him on the nights they spent star gazing.

would’ve been you by sombr but it’s Regulus Black still being in love with James Potter after he’s broken up with him because he’d been forced to take the mark, knowing that he lost whatever chance he’d had of the future James used to tell him they’d get to have and wishing he could’ve had the strength to choose the boy made of sun.

no I don’t necessarily enjoy happiness because I think about this daily.

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I adore toxic, crazed, moments from killing each other rosekiller but I also adore knowing that they found the peace they hadn’t even known could exist in their lifetimes in one another.

I adore imagining the nights they spent tangled up in one another, realizing they’d never truly been able to just let themselves be in such a vulnerable way, to bear their souls openly to one another and know they each held the others heart in the palm of their hand.

I love the hc that Barty needs to be around Evan, touching him, holding him, like 24/7 because it’s the only way he feels safe, and Evan is so touch starved so ofc he just melts every single time. They’re perfect for each other omfg I could yap about them forever

don’t get me wrong, i LOVE crazy, intense, slightly psychotic rosekiller, but there’s something so precious to me about rosekiller where they are the only ones they can be soft and gentle around

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wdym this isn’t the ending to ahb?? they lived happily ever after and grew old together.

old domestic reg and james. just both of them retired, sitting in the kitchen they dreamed of together when they were in their 20s, looking through their french doors into a backyard with an uneven landscape because their children and then their grandchildren played so much in it. a dog and a cat as old as them sitting next to them, some quiet music playing and just them happy so so happy with art all over their home, some pieces that regulus painted and didn’t want to hang but james insisted on doing so. the hardwood floors have scratches now and james smiles because he can remember how every single one was made

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I will forever be haunted by AHB 😭

so much so I had to have it become my new phone theme 💔

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the way I write to write so many fics and a pride and prejudice x marauders one has been on my mind recently, this is so lovely it might actually kill me

"So what do you recommend to encourage affection?"

"Dancing, even if one's partner is barely tolerable"

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oh so lawyer up because I'm suing for emotional distress 😭😭😭

Regulus obliviating Jame's memories of them together so that James can have a happy life without him.

Regulus erasing the memories of everyone close to him before his death so that no one would ever know that he'd tried so hard to be good enough.

Regulus wiping his existence from the minds of everyone who knew him. Everyone but Sirius. Because Sirius had never looked back long enough to see how much Reg had cared.

Until after Reg is gone and Sirius slowly starts to realize that the people around him are not the same. That something is different.

Sirius slowly putting the pieces together. Slowly realizing that Regulus was on his side the whole time, but he was just too arrogant to see that until it was far too late.

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wdym 'am I okay?' I'm sobbing about Remus Lupin while listening to I bet on losing dogs by Mitski. I'm having the time of my life.

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"i cant wait to update my fic", i says with joy i was then shot 57 times

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"you're so funny!" thanks, I always read the tags on fics now bcz I missed a watersports AND an incest tag one time and was traumatized x

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so being someone who's insane about fictional characters, I was thinking about headcannons yk

and it's a weird thing I do but I like making headcannons for random people out in public all the time too

and then I just imagined a scenario where I was a fictional character and people would find comfort in things that I don't like about myself

what if they specifically headcannon something that I hate about myself like 😭😭 idk if I'm crazy but that lowkey broke my heart

anyway LOVE YOURSELF

thanks for reading my goofy ahh rant that probably made ZERO SENSE

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the maurauders my beloved 🫶

The mauraders everyone

Regulus black most of the time

Peter agreeing to any one of James and Sirius plans

Real footage of James in the wild 

The blacks on vacation

This is jegulus for ya

Sirius if he ever became a hippie

Any photo of Sirius that Remus takes

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You know, sometime i wonder why this fandom just likes to hurt themselves. Then i look at who most of us kin and i’m like, oh never mind 💀

I know I will be dead long before you read this, but I want you to know that I died loving you. I have stolen your heart with no regard for treating it as well as you did mine and now intend to harm it no more. I face death in the hope that your life is less of a great, big tragedy without me in it.

R.A.B.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK??