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can we please kiss in the rain?

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honey, angel, pure love

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my affection is far too much (for me to bear), but never enough (for you to love me)

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pillow thoughts, courtney peppernell

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please hold me and squeeze me and love me

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Bro come look at the stars with me I am not feeling like myself

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strange time for a love poem but i can’t stop my wondering all the things i could do with my body - chopping wood, drawing a curtain, jumping into the river again. i want to be underwater with you. it’s like how the song goes. the one without any words. i am quiet breathing my air against you when it’s safe again. warm weather insects landing on my arms. last week i noticed all my veins humming so softly. i could barely hear it until i got outside. i find myself erupting every night, and in the morning breathe like two people. 

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the most recent time we fell into bed, i found that i loved when your hair spread out on your pillow beneath you like a soft halo. i felt inclined to call you angel at that moment— but perhaps your light made me feel too

shy.

i was a tentative crackle and a too-short flicker like the flame in your lighter that always refuses to start in my

clumsy fingers.

thinking about it, i never thanked you for teaching me how to smoke, how to

breathe and pull,

softly exhale into the air,

rinse and repeat,

pass.

there’s so much that i wanted to say, but i swallowed my words and pressed my lips against yours, halting the conversation, passing the smoke from my lungs to your lips. it was

desperate

in every way; a desperate attempt to smother the burn from inhaling too much.

(it was enough, having you beneath me like that.)

the sounds that came out of your mouth made my heart stutter. my breath came out quicker, stilted, soft and desperate. the slot of my body against yours made me hyperaware of my pounding heart, my softly

glowing soul.

your hips tilted upwards and a gasp slipped from your lips and my brain went foggy like the windows when we hotboxed your car just moments before, talking about everything and

nothing, idle beneath the warm spring sun.

— memories from march 29th

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Cottage lovecore aesthetic {moodboard requests open~!}

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Sometimes I fall asleep thinking about you and dream you're here with me

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i love how you talk, i dont mean your voice even, just the way your mouth moves, how you accent the words and the words you choose. i just like to hear you talk