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Maybe this is extremely incorrect or narrow of me to think in some way, but

When you learn about Hitler's takeover in school, I feel like you always imagine it being so much bigger, even bigger than it already was, like more... I don't know how to explain it. Like it stopped every single other aspect of life for everyone ever. Because like. Y'know, gigantic historical event. Like unfathomable degrees of impact on a global scale, even if that was only the case after years of damage.

And yet here we (Americans) are, living through something that has terrifying amounts of parallels to the start of all that, and like... Nope. Life doesn't freeze, not everyone feels an instant tangible change for the worst. People are still living out their daily lives, doing whatever their version of mundane life is, whether it's working for less than minimum wage at a shitty retail job, doomscrolling on the toilet at home, seeking out somewhere to stay warm and safe, etc.

Like no matter what life is like for them, everyone is acutely aware one way or another that this is happening and ongoing, but chances are it probably isn't completely derailing their average day (I'm having a hard time wording this in a way that emphasizes there's an element of privilege involved in this and keeps the people who will be impacted ASAP by things like ICE raids and such in mind but the sentiment is there, sorry).

Like. This is the next 4 years of our lives. I'm a poor, queer, neurodivergent woman. And I'm still more privileged than some people despite being quadruple disadvantaged (for a lack of better term). But I feel like I'm living a death sentence despite that privilege. And you'd think that, given I feel that way, what's happening today and will be happening for the next 4 years would feel more real than it does right now? Like I wouldn't be sitting in my home completely objectively fine, casually posting here on Tumblr feeling existential and spending an embarrassing amount of time trying to word what I'm thinking in a way that isn't/doesn't feel ignorant in some way.

But no. We're on the precipice of god knows what and it's not consuming very single American's life including mine in every single conceivable way like how you (or at least I, I guess) imagine it was for every single person back before/during WWII.

I dunno, I guess I'm just really feeling like this meme right now.

And it's all only made worse by the fact that like. The election was rigged (said by Trump himself btw) and there are a million other blatantly obvious reasons this shouldn't be happening. And yet it is. Like not only do we have to endure unimaginable amounts of dread for years to come, but we have the knowledge that this should not be happening to begin with but everything is so fucked up and the people that could do something to stop it are so fucking stupid and only out for themselves that it's happening anyway.

Edit: Can't believe I have to add this, but zionists and neo-nazis get the fuck out of here. Please choke to death, actually.

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I have a deep and complex sadness within me. the complexity comes from the fact I have no idea what causes it

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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I married myself recently because I'm worth it.

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It's been too long and I am sorry this is still hilarious

i found a christian retelling of the first harry potter book and it claims that birthdays are unholy and are made up

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I had to unexpectedly take my cat eli to the vet yesterday and the vet bill was $755 which I did not budget for this month + I likely am not getting any more hours at my job. donations of any amount would be very appreciated. here is my ko-fi link

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Hello Tumblrones I am back to be a menace

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Yep I have it bad.... fuck...

today i will give you a sketch of Alucard

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After much discussion, it has been determined and approved by several ethics committees that those who primarily use Tumblr for social media, we shall be called Tumblrones. We will not debate this.

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May the 10 of Pentacles bless your account with more money than you can spend. 💵✨

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Welp, people seem cool with me posting more Grievous, so here’s some scribbles from last week

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The Lackadaisy Animated Short Film Kickstarter has hit all but the last stretch goal so far (thank you so much!) which means we have some planning to do. Among other things, we’re trying to land on a shot glass design that backers will like.  So…yes/no on the design?  Do any of the glass styles appeal to you? If you have any interest, feedback is welcome and appreciated! I’ll have some more development art and words about the project to share soon.

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Seen amidst the 2020 pandemic.