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Here I found it again, wear headphones, both of them

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So badly I want to know if punk ♓ blocked me, because like how is it that I can see and am still friends with people who know him and he's just gone off the face of the internet 🤣 but like damn was I that aggressive and weird that it deserved a block? Probably 😅 unmedicated? Probably.

But it's not like I actually want to see him or talk to him I just want to lurk and see him. I haven't reached out to my first ♐ crush once since I left my ♐ but I still love seeing that he watches all my sht on Instagram.

I'm sworn off anymore ♓ or ♐ males, trust me, I get it, lessons learned. But I still want to LOOK 👀. My curiosity wants to knooooooowwwww.

Unfortunately I'm lusting after two earth signs, two signs I have already had in the past too, how cliche. What didn't I learn the first time universe? Honestly though it's like the opposite sides of their spectrums though which is funny. Like there is two personalities in ever sign. Before the ♑s I'd bed where hoes, emotionally available whres, this time the Universe sends me a hopeless romantic faithful ♑. Weird...but ok. He's tearing at my heart strings I can tell you that. I'm convinced I'm the catalyst that turns him into an emotionally unavailable whre. The ♉ I was with was lazy and selfish, now the Universe dangles a ♉ in my flavor of nice nerdy workaholic in my face...new lessons I guess ...new lessons to learn..

Can I please be giften something I haven't tried yet?

♌

♈

Actually not a ♋ unless she's female. I'm so over and done with water sign males that it is an instant disqualifier. I try not to let gender sway my opinion much anymore but water sign males are so emotional that I feel like any of them would feel like dating a ♏ female. Leave your negative and clingy emotions at the front door babe. Leave that insecurity and impulsive lying outside k 😘

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There was another version of this, that switched sides in headphones , and they used a vocal cover of a girl singing in her bathroom. It was on YouTube for a while and then it was removed, replaced by this one. I did end up finding that other version again, if it comes up today on the playlist I'll share it.

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This is how ♉ roasts me with his friends

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Yeah but like I'm sure all the women that said no they don't cook at home, would cook at home if they didn't have to work to support themselves 😅 like as long as I had an emergency way out like money or my own apartment to go to if I needed to run away, fck yeah I'd stay home all day and clean and cook and play house wife if someone made enough money to support more than one person xD

Sociality and it's current state is why most of the US women said no and why most of the US men said no

And let's not sensationalize Russia eh? Where substance abuse and domestic violence rule the home structure?

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He was just on that app because he needed someone to talk to and some attention and distraction from his current romantic life/relationship, you guys were so long distance that it would of never actually worked out.

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Ew the sound of intertwining my finances with another human being again 😷

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I'm not normally a both-headphones-in kinda btch, but tonight as the melatonin nurfs my ability to lucid dream I want to be able to FEEL the music