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BELLE: you can, but ur not allowed to say bye after :))

BELLE: i wouldn't have made you my girlfriend if you weren't, so take it however you want

ADRIANA: that was cute ok, i won't say bye then :))))))

ADRIANA: whew. that means i'm still that bitch. ok i can live with this for the rest of my life LMAO

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noah: but if people were just honest they'd be able to find other people who are looking for the same type of relationship

noah: i'm happy on my own. if someone comes along and adds to that, then cool. if not then i'm happy either way

noah: almost everyone i know has been cheated on at least once. it's fr becoming a norm

noah: change is the only constant thing in the universe. situations are temporary, people are temporary, this planet is temporary. everything passes.

adriana: yup. but.. sadly you can only hope people will be honest, except.. that's not the result u will always get :/

adriana: thats understandable. i feel that.

adriana: same. literally almost everyone i know too and even once myself. but it's like.. i just wish it wasn't something that was so OK to do

adriana: whewwwwww.

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heartfelt-zahir‌:

“so, my dad’s side of the family is saying that i should get married in a mosque and my mum’s side of the family is saying that i should get married in a church. i’m starting to think that i should get married in a courthouse or on a post-it.” he chuckled, softly. “they used to call me mcdreamy when i lived in chicago and i feel like i’m really living up to that nickname.”

“on a post-it ?” she asked with a giggle before shaking her head. “i’ll go with dads side of the family but that’s only because i want to get married in anything OTHER than a church.” shrugging, she added a light smile before shaking her head. “now i wish i had a cute nickname.. mine were all super basic.”

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noah: it's just confusing because no one ever really comes forward to say what their true intentions are

noah: i can see that. it's unfortunate, but it makes sense

noah: i don't really understand cheaters because if you don't want to be in a monogamous relationship then you don't have to be? you can literally find someone who wants to be open just like you

noah: i'm sure they'll be fine, everything is temporary

adriana: yeah because everyone wants temporary shit so being up front would mean you have to actually be real with someone.

adriana: its a sad world we live in and im prepared to be single for a very long time

adriana: cheating is a whole thing that just PISSES me off. u have to be the worst kind of person to cheat i am fed up.

adriana: not everything :/

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BELLE: there's enough to go around

BELLE: idk, all i know is that its not mine. gotta be queen status to give women my body

ADRIANA: can i throw out the fact that i miss u ? k bye

ADRIANA: hmm.. idk if that was meant to be an ego booster but it was because that means im queen status

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JULIANA: how would you know ? you haven't listened to anyone other than yourself for /years/. that's sad.

ADRIANA: really ? how would you know ? u never cared enough to check in.

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i get the feeling it’s not very extreme at all. i’m sure you can find other fendi boots that are similar, if you don’t already have like ten pairs that are virtually the same. doesn’t refusing to be the princess simply ‘because you don’t want to be’ make you the bigger princess ? but seriously, what are we even doing then ? if you don’t want to dwell on the what-ifs or experience the nostalgia. i didn’t see it as me ‘not inviting’ you anymore, i saw it as me buckling down to get things out of the way so i could spend more time with you in the long run. relationships are literally about communication, adriana. how was i supposed to know you felt some type of way if you didn’t tell me ? if you weren’t around to tell me ? i don’t know how you can even say you were never further than a phone call away because you literally were. my calls went unanswered all the time. and to top it off, you were hanging out with all the people you knew i didn’t like. and you expected me to just think you weren’t being spiteful and purposefully ignoring me ? because that’s the way it came across to me. you can say you were in fucked up situations before and talk about your past, but we were together long enough that you should have known i would never treat you like that. you should have known me, and known that’s just not who i am. i always made it abundantly clear that you could talk to me about anything because i wanted you to feel comfortable with me. you were my girlfriend, for christ’s sake. you expressing your feelings could NEVER have been a bother to me. i would have switched my schedule up in a heartbeat if you told me that you felt pushed to the side, or at least done something to make you feel special and wanted. i just never had the chance. to me, it just seemed like you got bored of me and went out to find a new life. i don’t know. i’m sorry too. but it’s a much harder pill to swallow now in hindsight, knowing that we could have just fixed things with a simple conversation. i think that’s a lot worse than believing you just straight up weren’t happy and didn’t want to be with someone like me anymore. maybe you’re right. talking about it does just break your heart all over again. 

it is, though. maybe... depends on what exactly we decide to bring up. i found one pair that nicki minaj wore that i’m sure will make me feel like that bitch but um... i want to wear them during the summer & i don’t know if it’s really something i can pull off. i guess i can be the bigger princess, i’m okay with that for once but... only if i get a little crown, even if it’s a paper one. although, i can just use my tiara from my pageants. the what if’s and the nostalgia is a scary place to go... it means that i have to remember the happiest days of my life and realize i’m not there anymore. you know.. when i was with you my life had a lot of meaning. i was in school and ready to go into a career of media and i wanted to spend the rest of my life with someone who made me SO damn happy. and it’s not like i’m an alcoholic or anything but my life these past few years has been partying then wishing i didn’t the next morning only to go out again anyways. i’m not saying any of this is your fault, we both go through different paths and i’m just struggling to find mine right now. so... looking back is HARD. i know, i guess talking was hard for me.... i used to talk to my sister all the time and when she left, i just shut down. and i know i had enough time to grow from that but when things go left i do have a tendency to shut down. i know.. and i feel like an idiot, but i hope everything happens for a reason because nothing broke me more than the day i lost you. honestly ? i’m tired of losing the women in my life. 

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noah: am i the only one who's confused by how dating works these days?

noah: people will swear up and down that they just want somebody to treat them right but then when they actually get into a relationship they don't bother to put that same effort in.

noah: everybody just expects that cheating is the new standard and you have to live with that. what ever happened to people being open about what they want? or just straight up telling someone you want an open relationship?

noah: i'm not even looking to date anyone right now but just hearing about everyone else's problems makes me happy that i don't have to deal with that

adriana: ummm no u aren't, i kinda get where ur coming from.

adriana: i think people think they know what they want but once they get it they don't know how to handle it.. or they don't recognize that this is what they asked for and completely disregard it.

adriana: no, fuck cheating. idk why people think thats the new best thing... i can't stand it.

adriana: well.. i hope everyone whose problems ur hearing gets in better situations :/

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BELLE: i'll let u borrow some of mine

BELLE: o. weeeeeell, do things you like to do earlier in the day then? we all know the only thing open during late night hours is mcdonalds and legs. and like.. clubs and stuff. but mostly legs.

ADRIANA: oooo i like the sound of that

ADRIANA: LMAOOOOOOOOO ok ur completely right but stilllllll. idk whose legs are open tho bc i really can't relate yikes

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BELLE: neither do i. i'm perfect at everything i do

BELLE: or just a better sleeping schedule lol

ADRIANA: whew i wish i had that confidence i need that. let me get that

ADRIANA: listen..... im up tho, i just... i don't do anything lmao

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BELLE: maybe bur ur still gonna lose :)

BELLE: okie dokie. a lot of my classes are in the morning this time around so.. anything in the afternoon would be better

ADRIANA: i don't lose :)

ADRIANA: afternoon works for me, my day usually starts at 8pm, so... wow i need a better life

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TANNER: perhaps... stuck

TANNER: a few minutes ??? wtf r u doing

TANNER: whatever a deed is a deed, you can't compare

ADRIANA: lmaoo i need to get dressed, ya know. get out of bed maybe. that's all i'm doing tbh

ADRIANA: whew you're right

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IHEM: ... How much did you spend?

ADRIANA: honestly ? i'd give it a good 100 dollars

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IHEM: ... exactly what did you buy though?

ADRIANA: ummmmm necklaces, rings, phone cases, key chains, and a shit load of hair accessories

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JULIANA: that's me :))))))))))) unfortunately :))))))

JULIANA: i'd be way better if you just blocked me tbh

ADRIANA: or u can stop being a baby and avoiding talking to me. but it seems like avoiding things is your.. vice.