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feeling a bit shy ☆ 박종성

staring. boyfriend!park jongseong & girlfriend!female oc

wc. 1.3k | genre. fluff, established relationship, romance, soft, etc. | warnings. start of monthly, cramps, bf buying pads, lots of cute moments, kissing, make-out scene if you squint closely, etc.

iovestuck's notes. thank you for reading my one-shot! It's my second one-shot for this account. It took a while since I was not in the mood to write anything for the past month and such. It's something cute and sweet since it's also my monthly. I hope you enjoy it!

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Ara was sitting in her living room while her boyfriend was making dinner. She was on her phone, minding her own business when suddenly she felt a gush of something. Quickly, she stood up from the couch and speed walked to the bathroom.

Closing the door behind before locking it, she quickly pulled down her pants as she sat down in the toilet and saw a puddle of red on her undergarment. She quickly went to her basket and took out a new undergarment. Then she searched for a pad but couldn't find any. Realizing she forgot to buy some yesterday after cleaning the apartment.

Ara groaned in frustration, “Why did I forget?” Sitting in the toilet for a while before she sighed. She dared to call her boyfriend. “Ara, are you okay?” He answered right away. She took a deep breath before answering, “Jay, could you do a favor?” He hummed in response. “Sorry, if this is embarrassing, but could you go to the store and buy some…pads?”

“Of course, love, thin or thick?” He asked. “The thick ones and buy two bags of them, please.” She heard him walking to the front door. “Alright, anything else?” He asked as he put on his shoes and grabbed his car keys. “No, that will be it.” They said their goodbyes before ending the call.

Ara flushed the toilet before pondering over the thoughts and the embarrassment. She couldn't move or do anything since she didn't have any more pads. She wrote in her reminder to buy thin pads as soon as she noticed they were running out, too. Then she heard a knock on the bathroom door. “Love, I have the pads!” Jongseong shouted from the outside.

“Thank you, Jay. The door is open,” she said as she quickly moved her pants up so she wouldn't be too exposed. He opened the door and handed her the plastic bag. She shyly took it. He smiled before closing the door behind him. Ara then changed into a new undergarment and a pad. Wash her hands before organizing the pads into the basket.

Then, she walked out of the bathroom. Taking a deep breath before walking into the kitchen. In the kitchen, she spotted Jongseong making something. She took a seat on the island stool and rested her head on the counter. Her boyfriend turned around, and a soft smile appeared across his face. He settled the cup next to her before ruffling her hair. “You okay?” She hummed in response. “Cramps are coming.”

“Drink the hot chocolate I made for you.” She hummed in response before sitting back up and taking the cup into her hands. She sipped the hot chocolate as she watched her boyfriend go to heat the heating pad. “I don't deserve you,” she muttered while sipping in the cup. He looked at her. “No, I don't deserve you.”

She shook her before putting down the cup and the rest of her head on her arms. Jongseong smiled as he ruffled her hair. “I am almost done with cooking. After we eat, then we can cuddle or do whatever you want.” Ara hummed in response. He went to finish cooking dinner.

Once they finished eating, Ara helped a bit before her cramps got worse. Now, she was curled up in the warm blanket on the couch. She was watching the second episode of Love Next Door. Jongseong walked to the couch after finishing cleaning up. “Do you want me to warm up the heat pad again?” He asked as he put down some snacks and hot chocolate on the coffee table.

“If you want,” she answered as she took the heat pad from her lower stomach and handed it to him. He went to warm up the heat pad again. Once he came back, he gave her the heat pad, and she quickly put it back in place without any thoughts. Jongseong took a cup of hot chocolate before sitting down next to her.

“Here.” He handed it to her. She was about to take the cup, but her cramps hurt so badly that she messaged the lower part of her stomach again. Jongseong stood up again and went to the kitchen. Then he came back with a straw. He blew in the hot chocolate so it wouldn't be hot when drinking from the straw. He sat back down, holding the straw and the cup as he put the straw near her lips.

Ara took some sips as a smile grew on her face. “It's delicious.” He put down the cup back on the coffee table before pulling her into his arms. “That's good, I made it extra sweet for you.” He gave a kiss on the lips. The kiss was passionate and gentle.

As he pulled away, he licked his lips. “Oh, it's very delicious.” Ara blushed and quickly hid herself inside the blanket. Jongseong laughed before pulling her even closer. “You're so cute.” She shook her head inside the blanket. “No, I'm not.”

“Come out of the blanket. You are going to suffocate yourself.” She shook her head again. “I'm good here.” He shook his head and pushed the blanket down to see her face. “Hey—before she could say anything. He kissed her again and put something in her mouth. She swallowed the thing in her mouth before asking, “What was that?”

“Something sweet,” he replied. She pouted, “I want to have a taste of it, but I swallowed it before I could.”

“Do you want more?” She quickly nodded. He leaned towards the coffee table and took a jolly rancher before opening it. He then leaned back. “Open your mouth.” She opened her mouth without any hesitation and he put it in her mouth. “How do you know I love Jolly Ranchers?”

“Your mom told me a while back. She said that you whined about wanting it, but it is always out of stock and such.” Ara nodded. “Oh, this is cherry flavored, want some?” He shook his head. “Well, that's too bad, but I wouldn't let you—” He kissed her again before pulling back moments later. “Oh, it is cherry.” She quickly turned away, blushing even more. “You are getting bold these days,” she muttered. He laughed before pulling her into his chest.

“I guess I am comfortable with you nowadays,” He whispered to her ear while resting his chin on her shoulders. She blushed even harder. “Y…You need to stop being this bold.” She could feel her heart skipping beats. “What if I don't want to,” he whispered to her ear. She quickly moved away and looked at the television. “Oh my goodness, I missed the whole episode!” She whined. Jongseong laughed. “We can watch it again.” He grabbed the remote and went back to the beginning of the episode.

Ara moved away from Jongseong. He looked at her with his eyebrows slightly raised and paused the episode. “Why are you moving away from me?” She glared at him. “You are being too bold right now.” He grinned before slowly moving closer to her. She moved farther and farther until she hit a dead end. She cursed when she looked behind her. “You are now stuck,” he smirked as he trapped her.

She was blushing like crazy. “I—” He raised his eyebrows. “Lost with words, hm, love?” Before kissing her lips again this time more passionately, longer, but still gentle. Slowly breaking the kiss, he put his forehead on hers. “You are so cute.” She was still in shock from what just happened. “Love, are you still shocked?” He pecked her lips over and over to somehow bring her back to the present. Soon, she quickly breaks from her thoughts. “You are crazy.”

Jongseong laughed a bit before pecking his lips. “I am crazy, but only crazy in love.” They stayed like this for another couple of hours before one of them broke it. “Let's watch your kdrama?” She just gave him a couple of nods. He stood up and rearranged the couch to make it longer. Then he carried Ara to the longer part of the couch. They curled up together as they watched the kdrama.

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twenty ☆ 양정원

staring. idol!yang jungwon & female!oc

wc. 1.9k | genres. hurt/comfort, romance, soft, established relationship, etc. | warnings. attempt sxicxde, attempt self-harm, overwhelmed oc, moving out, being 20/an adult, etc.

iovestuck's notes: Welcome to my account! This is my first one-shot in this account! I hope you enjoy it, as I enjoy writing this one shot! I apologize if it's a bit rushed. I wrote this one-shot for a couple of hours a day. Feel free to listen to 20 by BOYNEXTDOOR, as that song fits with the one-shot a bit. I wrote this story while listening to it.

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Being 20 years old has changed many lives. People go out partying, drinking all day, having a blast, and such. Soon, you will turn 21, then 22, and so on. People think it is a good thing. It means they are going to be adults and leaving their parents' house. Having their own responsibilities, a place to call home, and their own job.

But to a female who just turned 20 years old. It is overwhelming. She felt sick and tired just thinking about it. She hates how she has more responsibilities than she already has. It does feel good, but she was overwhelmed by it. She felt so empty and lonely. She couldn't relax. She already felt tired of being 20.

Her mind was over the place the last couple of days before her 20th birthday. She was moving out of her parent's house and moving to an apartment all by herself. She soon started her third year of university as a graphic design major. Her projects already overwhelmed her even though classes haven't started yet.

Her boyfriend was busy with his own job. His own career. A career he always dreamed of. He doesn't have a lot of time to visit her, but always makes time to video call her. She really wanted her boyfriend to be next to her. She needs him. But she knew it was selfish of her to want and need him. She knew he couldn't come even if he wished to.

It feels so lonely and empty in her own tiny world. A couple of days after her birthday, she thought about doing two things for the first time. She never thought about them. It wasn't like her at all. Usually, she would brush the thoughts aside, but for the first time during the night before her birthday. She took a pocket knife from her packed box and looked in the mirror. Her hands were slightly shaking while holding the knife. It was pretty close to her arm.

Before she could do it, she threw the knife into the shower and closed the shower door. She clasped onto the cold floor with tears in her eyes. Sobbing quietly before getting up and walking out of her bathroom. Shutting the door behind her and locking the door before she had second thoughts.

She thought it was best to take a walk to calm down and get out of the lonely apartment. She quickly grabbed her phone and a jacket before walking out. She put on her shoes and then walked out of the apartment complex. Walking along the streets, she took deep breaths. The breeze hit against her face. It wasn't too cold or too hot. It was just right, but more on the cold side. It was a nice summer night. Everyone was getting ready for bed since it was around 10 pm.

Walking down the streets, letting her legs take her to places. Letting her mind relax for once. She didn't realize she was at the Han River. She didn't realize she was at the bridge. Her heart skipped a beat just thinking about doing it. Her hands automatically reached for the railing. Tears falling down. All of her emotions got the best of her. The next minute, she was getting over the railing, but she stopped before she reached the other side.

Quickly backing away before running away. There wasn't anyone around her since they were down at Han River or somewhere. She quickly grabbed her phone and looked at the schedule of her boyfriend's career. He gave her the schedule for their weekly video calls.

She noticed he was in South Korea for a couple of days. Taking the chance, she took a taxi to her boyfriend's dorm since he would be there according to his schedule. The taxi pulled to the sidewalk not close to her boyfriend's apartment, but not too far. She quickly paid for the taxi before running to the dorm. Tears were falling as she reached the apartment. She looked up at the apartment building. Having second thoughts. It was selfish of her to come here when she shouldn't.

Without her knowing, her legs took her inside the building. She hesitantly put in the code to enter the building before walking inside. Walking to the elevator and to the apartment number where her boyfriend lived. She hesitantly rang the doorbell. “Myung? What are you doing here?” Jaeyun asked once he opened the door. She felt tears falling, but she held it in. “Er…sorry for coming without any notice,” she slightly stuttered.

Jaeyun shook his head. “It's not a problem. You are more than welcome to come here,” he reassured her. She smiled slightly. He noticed she was sweating a bit. He quickly stepped aside. “Come inside.” She nodded before entering the apartment. Looking around the apartment with her eyes as she stepped inside.

She remembered Jungwon told her in one of their weekly video calls about him moving to a new dorm. She remembered how excited he was and how he joked about not having to share rooms with Sunoo, Riki, and Sunghoon.

“Jungwon! Your girl is here!” Jaeyun announced. Within two seconds, her boyfriend came running from the living room. He saw his girlfriend. “Myung?” Myung looked at her boyfriend. Tears were slowly falling down as she stumbled to him. Giving him a hug and crying. Jungwon was shocked before quickly hugging her back.

“I'm going to leave both of you be. Do you want anything,” Jaeyun whispered to his ear. “Water would be nice.” His friend nodded before walking away. Myung was crying so hard. Jungwon gently patted her back. “Let's go to my room?” He asked gently to her ear. She could only nod before breaking the hug.

Jungwon gently took her hand. She looked down at the floor, letting him take the lead. Once they entered, he closed the door behind to give them some privacy and led her to the bed. Making her comfortable sitting on his bed before he turned on the lamp and sat down next to her. He gently pulled her closer to him and hugged her again. She cried again. He gently patted her back, not saying anything. “I feel overwhelmed,” She said.

“Do you want to talk about it?” He asked her as he gently smooths her back. “I—being 20 is overwhelming. Everything is just overwhelming. I have many projects to do before school. I moved into my apartment and had to unpack. I have to get a job to help pay my rent. I feel overwhelmed with everything, Jungwon.” Jungwon hummed in response as he listened to her. He felt his heartache.

“J—Jungwon, I—I almost committed suicide and almost cut myself for the first time,” she hesitantly told him. He slightly squeezed her. Feeling his heart ache even more. Hugging her even closer to him as he heard her crying in his arms. He wished he noticed sooner before any of this got worse. He wished he had enough time to spend time with her. Not by video call, but by going in person.

“Myung, I'm sorry you have to feel overwhelmed and alone. I'm sorry for not being there in person and helping you.” She shook her head on his chest. “It's okay, I understand. You are an idol and have the busiest schedule. Plus, the scandals, hate, discrimination, etc, you have to deal with on top of that. I understand.” Jungwon kissed the top of her head. “But I am here now and will never leave you.”

Her heart fluttered when he said those words. “I am sorry for being selfish to come here. You should be resting, not dealing with this, too.” Her voice cracked when she said the last sentence. Jungwon shook his head. “You aren't selfish or a burden. I would never think of you like that. Plus I am so happy you came here when you are feeling so vulnerable.”

Tears started to fall again. Jungwon hugged her tightly and kissed the top of her head. “I love you so much. I felt like the luckiest girlfriend.” He smiled. “You are the luckiest girlfriend and I am the luckiest boyfriend, too.” He thought for a second before asking, “Do you want to maybe live here with us? I am sure Sunoo-hyung and Jake-hyung wouldn't mind. I can talk to the managers and the company about it.”

Myung thought for a minute before shaking her head. “I don't think the company and your manager would mind. I don't want to be a burden.” Jungwon smiled. “My managers love you as a daughter and the company, it wouldn't be hard to convince them.” She took a breath. “Alright, if they said yes then I will think about it.” He nodded. Suddenly a knock on the door was heard. “Come in,” he said.

The door slowly opened. “Sorry to disturb both of you, but here is the water.” Myung slowly broke the hug and looked at Jaeyun. She wiped her tears before giving a smile. “Thank you, Jake.”

Jaeyun smiled, “It's something at least I could do.” Jungwon stood up before walking to his friend. He politely took the item from his friend. He gave the cup to Myung. “Drink some water so you don't get dehydrated.” She nodded before drinking water. “Also, the others seem to be worried about Myung.”

“The others?” Jungwon asked. Jaeyun nodded. “All of them.” He nodded to his friend. “Alright.” His friend then closed the door giving them privacy again. Her boyfriend turned back to her. “Do you want to stay here?” She shook her. “I don't want to ruin your time with the others.” He shook his head before taking her hand into his. “You aren't a burden at all… at least eat some strawberry ice cream. You don't have to talk to anyone.”

“But—” before she could finish her sentence, Jungwon kissed her lips. “No buts. Let's go, hm?” She slowly nodded, letting him take her hand and lead her out of the room. She looked down at the floor before looking up. Noticing the others was looking at her. She felt embarrassed that she hid behind her boyfriend's back.

He felt his girlfriend close to his back and smiled. “Cute,” he muttered as he walked towards the others. Then making her sit on the couch where he was sitting before she came. Jaeyun, who was close to her, moved to make room for Jungwon. Myung slowly looked up from looking at her hands. “Hi,” she quietly said.

“Myung, how are you feeling?” Sunoo asked first. “I'm alright now. Better than hours ago at least,” she smiled. “We were going to order some fried chicken, but we heard you love Vietnamese food, so we are going to order Vietnamese food,” Jongseong said.

“Oh, you guys don't have to, I don't want to be in the way,” Myung said. Jongseong shook his head. “It's okay, Myung.” She nodded before hesitantly asking, “How do you guys know I love Vietnamese food? We haven't talked that much.”

“Jungwon has talked about you every day since you two dated. We have to listen to him simping over you, and we got to know about you from him,” Heeseung told her. “He is pretty annoying about it sometimes,” Riki chimed in, earning a playful slap on the shoulders from Sunoo. “He really does love you,” Sunoo smiled.

Myung smiled as she looked at her boyfriend who was focusing on making the perfect scopes of ice cream. “He really does.” Sunghoon turned around looking at Jungwon before smirking. “Hey lover boy, stop making the scopes so perfectly. I am sure, Myung wouldn't mind the scopes not being perfect!”

Jungwon glared at him, “Shut up, and let me focus.” Laugher was heard in the apartment as they waited for the delivery to arrive. Myung smiled. She is the luckiest person alive to have people like them in her life.

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Do you have any secrets you want to keep from everyone that includes your own friends? Or are there any secrets you can not reveal? Do you enjoy thrillers, mysteries, romances, enhypen, and Sim Jaeyun, aka Jake? Perhaps this is the book you're looking for.

Inceptio or Inception is a story about Heejin, the main female character whose life is ruined by her mother, and she regrets not intervening to help her best friend's first love. Meanwhile, Jaeyun, the main male character, seeks revenge for his high school first love, Sooah, who died mysteriously. Unable to accept the evidence, Jaeyun becomes a lawyer to uncover the truth and exact his revenge.

Heejin's life was at risk without their knowledge. She had gone through comparable situations to Sooah, although there were significant differences between them. Jaeyun came close to losing her, just like he lost his first love.

This fanfiction discusses serious issues like mental health, violence, and more. Although the topics are not particularly severe, anyone under the age of 16 should avoid or read this fanfiction with caution. This fanfiction is also still ongoing, so please be patient with updates.

Thank you for reading this far. If this piqued your interest, please read and suggest to others if you enjoy this fanfiction.

Have a wonderful day!

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I have decided to move accounts since I want to start over and didn't feel like deleting everything here to start brand new. If you want to still read my oneshots and such then please follow @iovestuck for now on! I wil still be posting txt and enhypen content with a little more to it! Take care!

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It has been a while. How is everyone doing? I hope you are doing alright. I am still on hiatus, but I am slowly working on a oneshot. I am mostly on wattpad nowadays. If you want to chat or read full-length stories, then feel free to check my account!

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Mhm, same here. But I am glad I talked to her about it before it won't get resolved. 😊

Nice to meet you! I am Misti, as you already know. I go by Rain now, but you can call me either Misti or Rain. I am cool with any since you are Ai's friend. I go by they/she. More comfortable with they/them. I am soon to be 20, this Saturday, and ISFP is my mbti. My zodiac sign is Gemini. I am from Midwest America. Oh, and I am Asian American. ✌️

hi, i hope you are feeling well misti. it is me luna, and fufu (ai) told me about how it was actually (yk what i am talking about right). first of i wanna apologize, like i am honestlyyy realllyyyy realllyyy sorry for that bc i was suddenly not in your server anymore after i followed you, and you didn't fb which is okay cos it takes sometimes and i don't do it often either. but i took that as a sign that you don't wanna be friends and unfollowed bc i felt really awkward.

i am so sorry if it made you overthink or anything, bc ik how it feels. i am really sorry if that action of mine caused you any stress, ik an apology is nothing but still i want you to know i didn't do it out of ill will and i sincerely feel so bad for it, once again i am sorry if it made you overthink or anxious. i hope we can start fresh (if you want, and i need confirmation bc anxiety 😭). tysm for reading this and i am sorry for wasting your time, i hope there is no hard feelings and we can be friends !! 💗

Hello, luna! I'm doing good. It's okay! Ai told me your side, and it's all good. I understand your side. I also want to apologize for not reaching out to explain my side to you and figuring out the misunderstanding by myself. There are no hard feelings at all 🩷. I am glad it's all just a misunderstanding. 😊

I would love to be friends again. 🩷

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your blog is amazing frfr, and you navi??? ✨perfection✨

Thank you! 😊

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hi, i hope you are feeling well misti. it is me luna, and fufu (ai) told me about how it was actually (yk what i am talking about right). first of i wanna apologize, like i am honestlyyy realllyyyy realllyyy sorry for that bc i was suddenly not in your server anymore after i followed you, and you didn't fb which is okay cos it takes sometimes and i don't do it often either. but i took that as a sign that you don't wanna be friends and unfollowed bc i felt really awkward.

i am so sorry if it made you overthink or anything, bc ik how it feels. i am really sorry if that action of mine caused you any stress, ik an apology is nothing but still i want you to know i didn't do it out of ill will and i sincerely feel so bad for it, once again i am sorry if it made you overthink or anxious. i hope we can start fresh (if you want, and i need confirmation bc anxiety 😭). tysm for reading this and i am sorry for wasting your time, i hope there is no hard feelings and we can be friends !! 💗

Hello, luna! I'm doing good. It's okay! Ai told me your side, and it's all good. I understand your side. I also want to apologize for not reaching out to explain my side to you and figuring out the misunderstanding by myself. There are no hard feelings at all 🩷. I am glad it's all just a misunderstanding. 😊

I would love to be friends again. 🩷

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Honestly, I love being unlabeled. Your simple English language is just not powerful enough to describe my complex feelings towards sex, romance, gender, attraction, and intimacy. So instead, I will choose not to.

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i’m so tired of unlabeled folk not being taken seriously. i like boys and girls. no, i’m not bisexual. no, i’m not pan. no, i’m not omni. i shouldn’t have to call myself something for people to respect my sexuality. i’m not a lesbian, i’m not straight, i’m not bisexual. it’s not that i haven’t found my label yet, it’s that i have no desire to be labeled

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This is so cute. I am sobbing. I wish... no, I dreamed of having a confession under cherry blossoms, but sadly, I can't since there are no cherry blossoms where I live. (Cherry blossoms are my favorite flower). This is what I want, but can't have.

UNDER THE CHERRY BLOSSOM TREE ˒˒ 최범규

it’s confession day and you want nothing more than to receive a crush from your longtime friend, beomgyu.

pairing ‎⸝⸝⸝ choi beomgyu x fem!reader 𓄷 iηcℓudᥱs 𓈓 yeonjun, soobin, and yeji from itzy

genre﹙📄﹚⸝⸝⸝ toothrotting fluff, friends to lovers, mutual pining but you both are oblivious, highschool au ???

kipo’s note ‎⸝⸝⸝ literally watched beomgyu’s cover and music video and was struck by sudden inspiration and motivation and i just had to write something based off it! ❀ so here is a super cute little drabble in honor of beomgyu’s cover, i hope you enjoy!! all feedback and reblogs are welcome! ♡

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today was a day you both loved and absolutely hated—confession day. the day where you confess your feelings to the one who you like most.

the hallways were giddy with excitement and you couldn’t help being lured to the feeling. everyone was alight with what the day could possibly behold. as you made your way to your locker to put your bag away, you heard various snippets of conversations:

“i’m scared to open my locker! what if there isn’t any note inside?” “—and he wrote for me to meet him on the football field after school!” “who do you think yeonjun will confess to? i heard from hana that he was eying her, but mina said the same thing!” “well i heard hana say that jake was going to confess to her today on the rooftop!” “—to meet near the school gates!”

a soft smile made its way onto your lips. confession day—at least the start of it—was always one that made you happy inside. you loved seeing other people finally confess their feelings to to each other. it was also fun for you and your friends to make bets on who would confess to who.

just as you reached for the lock of your locker, you friend yeji ran up to you with a thrilled expression, her black hair flying into her face as she came to a sudden stop. “it’s confession day!” she squealed repeatedly, brushing her hair out of her face and linking her arm with yours once you got your books out. “who do you think will confess to who later today?”

“apparently hana has many suitors,” you shrugged and the two of you giggled slightly as you walked the halls slowly to your homeroom. suddenly yeji turned to you, a playful grin lighting up her face with a scrunched nose. oh god, you thought, what is she about to say?

she tickled your side, making you squirm away with a laugh. “do you think beomgyu is going to confess to you today?” she asked. you swatted her hand away, heat creeping up your neck as you looked forward to try and hide how flustered the question made you. you shrugged again, hopeful smile curling your lips.

beomgyu sat at his desk surrounded by his two friends, yeonjun and soobin. he shifted a sealed envelope from hand to hand, “to y/n” written on it. the red striped tie and dark blue blazer of his uniform suddenly seemed so constricting. “—and tell me exactly what you wrote in the letter,” he heard the tail end of yeonjun’s sentence.

beomgyu had already told soobin just minutes prior and he sighed softly as he dragged his eyes up from the letter. nerves flowed through him as he recounted the letter again for yeonjun.

dear, y/n

would you meet me under the cherry blossom tree by the train tracks after school?

beomgyu

it was a very simple letter, really. beomgyu had wanted to give his confession in person to you rather than through a letter or any other means. yeonjun’s face contorted in thought. “maybe spice it up a little?” he suggested.

“i like it. it’s simple and right to the point. besides, he said he wants to confess in person,” soobin cut in before beomgyu could. yeonjun hummed before nodding slowly. “i guess it could work!”

just as yeonjun finished talking, the homeroom door opened. you and your friend—yeji, who he’s come to know of—stepped through; arms linked as you leaned into each other to whisper something he couldn’t hear. a low laugh emitted from you and beomgyu swore it was the prettiest, most melodic thing he has ever heard.

the sunlight from the open blinds of the classroom cascaded down onto your frame, illuminating you like you were on a stage. beomgyu just couldn’t believe how pretty you were. your eyes connected with his, that bright smile of yours still on your face, and you waved your hand slightly to wave at him. your bright smile turned sheepish as you quickly looked away and you and yeji made it to your seats.

from just one look, beomgyu could practically see your future together. he wanted to be yours and you to be his so desperately. he wanted to do simple day to day activities with you, like helping you with homework and putting your books into your locker. he wanted to take you to the movies and talk about what you decided to see and walk you home after, fingers just barely brushing past each other. you were just so cute.

“look at him, there’s literally hearts in his eyes,” beomgyu distantly heard yeonjun say. his eyes were still on you until fingers snapped in his face, startling him back to reality. soobin pulled back his arm with a laugh and beomgyu rolled his eyes. he glanced back to you briefly, small smile forming on his face before returning his attention back to his friends.

beomgyu looked down again at the letter in his hands. he had meant to put it in your locker this morning before you arrived, but chickened out at the last second. that’s why he was here, enlisting the help of his two idiot bestfriends to ensure everything goes off without a hitch.

soobin laid a hand on beomgyu’s shoulder and patted it comfortingly, “you got this, man! it’s so obvious that the two of you like each other!” yeonjun nodded in agreement. beomgyu sighed and tucked the letter under his books. he hesitantly let their words fill him with confidence and hope. i really hope she does, he thought.

you turned slightly and looked over your shoulder, just barely catching a glimpse of beomgyu. you turned back towards yeji with a lovesick smile. “it’ll happen, don’t worry! it’s so obvious that the two of you like each other!” yeji comforted you. you just sighed and directed the conversation to a different topic. i really hope he does, you thought.

when you were grabbing your bag from your locker, mid conversation with yeji, a small white envelope fluttered to the ground at your feet. yeji gasped as you bent to pick it up with wide eyes. yeji drew closer to you, hiding the letter from the view of the other students making their way towards the entrance of the school. “open it, open it!” she exclaimed.

with a deep breath you carefully opened the envelope that had “to y/n” written on it in familiar handwriting. carefully you opened up the delicate letter and read the contents, yeji beside you taking in every word as well. you froze in shock for a split second before a wide smile broke out onto your face and it took everything in you to keep from jumping up and down.

“he wants me to meet him under the cherry blossom tree by the train tracks…” you breathed lowly, shock still reeling you. you repeated yourself, each word getting louder as you turned and grasped yeji’s hands with excitement and almost crinkling the letter, “he wants me to meet him under the cherry blossom tree by the train tracks!”

you had gathered the attention of the students walking by and heat suddenly spread across your face and immediately calmed you down. unfortunately, just as you shrunk into your locker, your eyes briefly connected with beomgyu’s bestfriend and resident golden boy of your school—choi yeonjun.

he looked in your direction and you just barely managed to catch the smile he gave to beomgyu’s other bestfriend—choi soobin—and the words forming from his lips.

your grip on yeji’s hands tightened as you quickly pulled her towards the girls restroom. “oh my god!” she exclaimed and began jumping the two of you up and down. excited giggles left both of your lips and echoed off the walls of the restroom.

“oh my god,” yeji repeated, suddenly serious. “he means meet him now. you have to go, like, right now!” worry suddenly broke through all your emotions at the possibility of beomgyu thinking that you wouldn’t show. yeji started pushing you towards the door of the restroom.

“oh my god!” you worriedly repeated yeji’s words. in response, all she repeated was, “go, go, go!”

you booked it out of the restroom and out of the school, running all the way until you saw the familiar cherry blossom tree down the hill in front of where the school sat. distantly, you saw beomgyu’s figure waiting for you and you inhaled deeply as you made slow strides towards him. you held the letter close to your heart and tried to control your nerves the closer and closer you got to the tree.

at your incoming footsteps, beomgyu turned to you and you gasped softly and how beautiful he was. a flustered—and somewhat sheepish—smile spread across your face and you stepped just mere inches from where he stood. “i got your letter,” you said as you looked up into his eyes.

the falling cherry blossoms around beomgyu’s head and soft afternoon light framed him perfectly and it made you wonder just how lucky you were that you were the one he chose to confess to.

beomgyu opened his mouth, only to close it and have a matching sheepish smile overtake it. just as he went to open it again, a cherry blossom fell onto his head, caught in the dark strands of his hair. he looked up, just as you did as well, and you both chuckled. “can we start seeing each other?” beomgyu ask you quietly, plucking the flower from his hair and holding it out to you.

if it were even possible, your smile widened and you accepted the outstretched flower. from the corner of your eye saw yeji, yeonjun, and soobin huddle together behind a bush directly across from the two of you. yeji nudged them out of the way to get a good look but accidentally ruffled some of the leaves of the bush. you saw the three of them drop down quick as lightning behind the bush before you or beomgyu could see them.

you nodded and softly spoke, “i would really like that.” a toothy grin spread on beomgyu’s lips. finally, the one he adored the most was his.

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This is so cute 🥹. Beomgyu being drunk is so cute. I want to hug him and cuddle with him. He is so adorable, I can't 😭

Drunk On Gyu

POV:drunk bf gyu trying to get your attention while you’re trying to complete your homework

wc:~1.1k

Assignments were pilling up on your table and there was not a single spot left that was empty. That’s when you realized that you were spending too much time with your bf and neglecting your studies. 

I mean look at him, how could you ignore that cutie patootie face? But you decided that the next day you would finally start on your assignments, if not you wouldn’t be able to complete them by the deadline. 

But of course, nothing goes according to plan… 

Once class finished, you were trying to scurry off without your bf, but he was already waiting for you, outside your class to go back together to your place. 

To be fair, that was the daily routine for you guys. That you both would hang out at your place until the day ends. 

Gyu would usually stay over unless his parents wanted to have dinner with him. But that was not the case for today.

You didn’t even let him know that you were planning to focus on your assignments without any distractions so you couldn’t fault him at all. 

Yes, you weren’t happy to admit it, but this man distracted you very much without even trying that hard.

Once y'all got together he has never left your side unless he needed to(which was when he had to go home for dinner).

And you didn’t realize it until it happened. You’ve always thought that he came to your life to bring more light and happiness (which he had.)

All the times you’ve spent with him have been nothing but bliss and laughter which you appreciated.

And that when the time came, you would be able to revert to yourself being okay alone. 

But the more time you guys spent together, the more he stayed by your side, whenever it came to the time he had to leave you to go back home, the feeling of emptiness started to grow more and more and you realized that you did not want him to leave you alone in the house. 

But what could you do? It isn’t like you guys were planning to get married anytime soon. 

But for now, he is not going anywhere and he was happy about it. It was a Friday and that meant he could have you to himself for the next two days. Oh boy was he already planning to stay over. 

I think he was a little too over the moon because his parents weren’t around for the weekend and that meant that he wouldn’t need to leave your side. 

He had already come up with a game plan of spending the next few days together with you. 

Lunch 

Play video games 

Dinner 

And repeat for the next two days

But what he didn’t know was that after lunch you were not gonna indulge in his game plan, but put all your focus in completing your assignments. 

After you guys had finished lunch, you went to take a shower.

Gyu on the other hand, while you were showering, had already set up the gaming console and set it up in two-player mode, thinking that you would join him after your bath. 

However, when you were done, you didn’t join him on the floor in front of the gaming setup, but sat at your desk, trying to figure out where you should start. 

Gyu then stood up from where he was sitting and walked towards you. When he was beside you, you looked up from your assignment and saw that he was pouting and pointing to the gaming console.

“I would love to join you Gyu, but I’m behind on my assignments. I promise I’ll join you after I get at least 1/3 of it alright?” 

With that, he didn’t say anything but kissed you on the cheek for motivation and went to play the game by himself. 

2hrs passed and you were still not beside him playing the game. You were so focused on your assignment that you didn’t even realize Gyu had gone to the kitchen to get some beers because he was feeling restless waiting for you to be 1/3 done with your assignments. 

After a while, you came back to reality and heard no noise coming from Gyu. Usually, when he plays video games, it involves a lot of screaming. However, it was dead silent. 

You quickly turned around and saw Gyu, just lying on your bed looking lovingly at you. And then you saw the can of beers on the floor and you realized why he was silent. 

Gyu was such a cute drunk. Usually, when he is sober, he would be such a loud dork. But when he was drunk, it was like he was a whole other person. 

He would just stare at you silently. Looking at your beautiful features over and over again. Thinking to himself what did he do to deserve such a wonderful person like yourself? 

And that was what was happening. Even though he was drunk after a few cans of beer, he still held onto your promise that you would join him after you were done with 1/3 of your assignments. He didn’t walk up to you and pester you to hurry up but gave you the space and time you needed. And you loved that about him.

Even though you weren’t looking at him, he just continued to gaze in your direction, hoping that you would turn around soon. 

Which you did eventually because you were worried about the silence that should not be happening. And so when you locked eyes with Gyu, you folded so quickly. 

You dropped your pen and went to him. Giving Gyu a big hug and showering him with kisses because he waited for you so well. 

“I’m sorry. I didn’t think that it would take me that long to finish 1/3 of my assignments. It’s getting late we should order some dinner or we could eat some ramyeon.” you said to the cute drunk in your bed. 

He simply just nodded because he was too drunk to even form any sentences, hence you decided to order pizza for dinner instead because you thought that drunk Gyu would probably burn himself while eating ramyeon. 

Bonus~

Once you guys were done with dinner, you sat back in your chair wanting to get back to your assignments when suddenly Gyu walked up beside you. And it was the cutest thing ever. 

He had stuck a squishy toy that you had lying on your bedside table on his forehead. With that, you decided to stop with the assignments for today and gave your full attention to your drunk bf for the rest of the night. 

You guys ended up cuddling until you both fell asleep. 

Ahh I really loved writing this. Wrote this after i saw the drunk gyu live and he was too adorable. This really gave me butterflies while i was writing because i feel that gyu would actually do this.

Hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did!!(lmk your thoughts abt this one in the comments, would really love more interaction with you guys🫶🏻see yall in the next one🤍)

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This is so cute, oh my goodness 🥹. But also sad, especially the ending. I really love this story. Also, your writing is so good!

let you break my heart again

pairing: kang taehyun x fem!reader

genre: angst, fluff (if u squint really closely), bsf to more than friends to strangers, school au, right person, wrong time (sort of?), miscommunication (-ish?)

summary: in which you and taehyun are childhood friends, but as you grow older, some things make you think that you're more than friends. yet, the universe and fate love to play cruel games on you.

word count: 2.8k

a/n: this is my first time writing on tumblr and i did this instead of studying for my legal test (°ー°〃) this whole piece imo is a hot mess, but it was inspired by real life so this is in a way, a sort of speical thing to write. to the person that made me feel this way, thank u for giving me inspo for this. and also thank u to my faithful quality checker @yeonjunsfox, dude you had to read through this thing like sm times (｡ŏ_ŏ)

i. prologue

she could remember it clearly. it was a sticky summer day. it would have been perfect, blue sky for miles and fluffy clouds nowhere to be seen, if not for the fact that the sun was baking down onto the earth and causing sweat to come pouring down her back, yet this was not enough to deter her from hosting a teddy bear picnic in her front yard, plastic cups clinking against the pink and white plastic plates that came with it. but, as a five-year-old child, her attention span was short, playing with the teddies for an hour was already a feat in itself, yn wanted more. she wanted adventure.

just as she thought that, she caught sight of a white moving van rolling up to the newly-purchased house beside her house. in her childish excitement, she quickly stood up, almost tripping over herself in excitement, before she politely dusted her hands on her little yellow sundress, peeking on her tiptoes to see over the fence. to her surprise, she came eye to eye with a smiling little boy, round boba eyes bright with wonder and anticipation.

“hi! i’m taehyun! i’m…” the little boy paused, before he pulled out his hands and started counting. “i’m five!” taehyun held up five fingers in delight. ecstatic that she had someone else to play with, yn and taehyun became fast friends.

ii. when we were kids

throughout their younger school years, they had always been in the same class and their friendship grew stronger, until they were each other’s best friends. now, they had just begun their first year of middle school. with the process of growing up, their dynamic also changed. maybe it came with the arrival of adolescence, but their relationship, something, was different and yn couldn’t put her finger on it. 

sure, as children they would hold hands, especially when yn was nervous. often, taehyun would tease her about how she was a ‘scaredy-cat’, but would secretly love the way that she would shy away, into his back. he often boasted about how he was her knight in shining armour and she was his princess. as children, when they were leaving a play date, one or the other would often give a cute little kiss on the other’s squishy cheek to bid them fair well. yn could remember so clearly, the cooing noises their mothers would make, seeing that interaction. in fact, they loved it so much that both mothers had matching framed photos on their living room mantelpiece of a secret photo they snuck.

but now, it was different. there were more fleeting touches, possessive holds, namely from a devilishly handsome teenage taehyun. sometimes, he would sneak up from behind her, while she was grabbing things from her locker, and his arms would circle her waist, before he lifted her into the air, with her legs kicking. other times, he would be more sensible, wrapping his arms around her from behind before leaving his quote-on-quote “stupid, heavy head” on her shoulder. what taehyun didn’t know was how hard yn would try to suppress her smile when his hair tickled her neck.

most of the time though, yn could curse his stupid height. now that he was taller than her, he would often rub it in by petting her head, before using those stupidly long legs to run away from her. goddamn it, why did god give him such spidery long legs! doesn’t he know how tiring it is to run after him every day just to get her revenge?

being the school heartthrob’s best friend was hard, many times a day would yn be stopped in the hallways by girls and guys alike, asking her if she could pass this on to taehyun, pass that message on to him, or answer such questions about taehyun’s hobbies. more often than not, she would diligently pass the message on to taehyun, not without a tone of teasing mockery, on their walks home together. those were the best times, when the setting sun was the only witness to their banter, as they zig-zagged across the path leading to their homes, playful shoving accompanied by sarcastic jokes and digs, a secret language created by the two of them.

iii. still you take up all my mind

the second year of middle school was no different. taehyun and yn were still attached to the hip, they were barely anywhere without each other, supporting each other both in public and private. they were each other’s comfort.

yn could remember as clearly as yesterday, when they were both in some stupid lecture, where the lecturer had jokingly said that if they got bored, they could sleep through it. excited at this rare opportunity to sleep through a WHOLE lecture, taehyun immediately turned to yn. he knew that in the past week, she hadn’t been sleeping well. who would, if they had 5 assignments to hand in, back to back in the past 3 days?

he wordlessly offered her his shoulder to lean on and without missing a beat, yn immediately took the offer, resting her head on his shoulder. what surprised her though, was the added weight she felt when taehyun leaned his head and rested it on top of hers. this feeling was foreign, but it made her feel warm and fuzzy on the inside and so, they slept peacefully through the whole lecture, heads resting together, hands almost touching on the shared armrest.

iv. im just trying to understand

she doesn’t remember when it started happening, but slowly, their fleeting touches and linked pinkies during their walks together began to make her feel something more. it ignited a flame and sparks of electricity when their skin made contact. those warm, comforting back hugs made her heart do somersaults and butterflies spawn in her stomach, tickling her insides with their fluttering wings.

she didn’t take notice of it, until a friend of hers mentioned in passing, “hey, have you ever wondered if taehyun liked you? he’s always attached to you, almost acting like a boyfriend.” initially, yn dismissed her friend’s claims with a nonchalant shake of her head and a laugh, thinking that the notion was hilarious and she was so funny for mentioning something like this.

that afternoon, while taehyun and yn were walking home, taehyun subconsciously reached out his hand, linking his pinkie with hers. this sudden contact sent a sparkle of shock up yn’s arm and her heart jumped in her chest. hell, she was so surprised she almost jumped off the sidewalk into oncoming traffic. that was when her friend’s words crept back into her mind again.

‘does taehyun like me? or are we just friends?’

she thought long and hard. did other people’s best friends bring them their favourite snack when they felt down? did their best friend try their hardest at rigged arcade games to win them the plushie they had wanted? did their best friend always leave the sweetest notes in their locker before exam season? did other people also call their best friends until late at night, talking about everything and nothing at the same time? or was that what a boyfriend did?

those ideas wormed their way into her brain, warmth blooming across her cheeks. it spread like a virus, before that was all she could think about the whole walk home.

when she got home, she flopped onto her bed, burying her face into the nearest plushie and, with a silent apology for the abuse her plush was about to suffer, she let out a muffled scream. 

this was too hard. romance was too hard, how did the people in the books she read and in her school manage? did they also face the same predicament she was in? did they also have a more than 10-year friendship on the line like her? 

sighing, yn stood back up, smoothing out her hair, her mind set on getting her homework for the day done, just so she could keep her brain occupied with useless information that she most likely wouldn’t need later in life, rather than the handsome, lovable, sarcastic boy who was her best friend and lived next door to her.

she should’ve known her efforts would’ve been futile. during class, her eyes would wander to stare at the sculpture of art that was taehyun’s face, sitting next to her. her hands drew restless doodles and her thoughts were plagued with the possibility that maybe, just maybe this boy, her best friend, would like her.

these thoughts haunted her day and night, resurfacing at the times she least expected. they sprung up in her mind every time she felt his arms wrap around her waist. the contact that used to bring her so much comfort and warmth now only brought about unwanted thoughts of doubt and confusion, causing her to dread the familiar weight of those arms and attempts were made to worm her way out of the long limbs that entrapped her.

taehyun first noticed how strange his best friend was acting when she almost threw herself onto the road from the mere contact of their pinkies touching. initially, he brushed it off as his overreaction, after all, they had done this often enough that she should’ve been used to it. but as time went on, he began to doubt what he called, his ‘ynnie instincts’. things just weren’t right, somehow everything he did warranted a very strange and out-of-sorts reaction from his most beloved best friend. 

did he do something wrong? was he making her uncomfortable?

these thoughts plagued his mind, day and night, while he was doing homework, eating dinner, anything. his thoughts always drifted to her. her face, her favourite food, her comfort characters, everything they’d done together, he had everything memorised. so what had he done to make her react in such a way towards him? he thought, he pondered, he wondered, but nothing clear came to mind.

v. what i am to you

the warm summer days came and went, so too did the autumn days, and then the winter days before spring finally arrived. along with the changing of the seasons, taehyun and yn’s relationship also changed.

it was like a huge chasm had opened up between them. the pair, who once spoke about everything together, now barely talked to each other. after the break, yn had had the time to think things through and she finally found some answers for herself. yes, she did like her best friend. but did he feel the same way? that question, she left unanswered. as for taehyun, he was still in the dark about what rendered such actions from his closest friend.

in an attempt to restore their friendship, yn would seek out taehyun after classes ended, in hopes that they could rekindle their friendship, yet every time she looked for him in the corridors, he was with his new friends that he had made. frankly, they were intimidating, especially the one kid with dimples, who was super tall.

so, as any intimidated person would do, she avoided their group at all costs, but after school, she would often text taehyun or share some funny videos she saw online. however, as time went on, the replies she got were more distant, and disinterested. sometimes, she dared let herself hope, sending over a cheesy little pickup line, hoping he would take the hint and make the first move, or at least drop a hint. 

one time, she took a plunge into the deep end, sending a maths pickup line. after thinking about it for a while, she followed the video with ‘hahaha jk (unless?)’. in the end, she was once again left disappointed, with his stupid, stupid, logical reply of how ‘u’ and ‘i’ were used in maths, just for something else. for once, the conversation bounced back and forth between the two of them, until taehyun left her on read and never replied.

he was conflicted. did she like him the same way he liked her? those videos that she would send and the follow-up message of how they reminded her of him suggested one possibility, yet her responses when she noticed he was within a 50-meter radius of him suggested otherwise.

god, girls were confusing.

so of course, taehyun did something that, thinking back, was so stupid. he messaged one of the girls who had yn pass on her phone number to him.

they began talking more often, but every time taehyun saw her name flash across his screen, he didn’t feel that familiar spark of anticipation, of excitement. he felt nothing. yet every time his phone vibrated with a new notification from her, his ynnie, he felt fireworks explode in his heart. at the same time, he tried to stamp out these feelings.

“she doesn’t feel the same way” echoed like a mantra in his head. maybe if he told himself that enough times, he would believe it.

maybe talking to another girl wasn’t the best idea, or at least, telling your loud-mouth friends wasn’t the best idea. not even 2 periods had passed since taehyun had told his friend, beomgyu that he was talking to another girl, that at least half the year level knew about this new girl.

yn was only walking past a group of friends huddled together when she caught wind of what they were talking about.

“have you heard? taehyun’s talking to another girl!” one girl stage-whispered. there was a collective gasp. “no way! i thought him and yn were a thing?” another girl gossiped. “haven’t you seen the way taehyun and yn would act? i would’ve thought they were practically in love with each other.” a guy countered. “no way taehyun is talking with a different girl right?”

vi. if only you knew

in a final attempt to save their failing friendship, yn sent taehyun a long message after she got back from school that day. she poured her heart and soul into her message, deleting things and editing it over and over again in her notes app, until she was finally happy with her message. she included how she hoped their friendship could continue, she enjoyed all the moments they shared. maybe they could talk more? the message also eluded to something more, courtesy of her friend, who cheered her on over text to say that.

taking a deep breath, she sent it.

like a woman possessed, yn checked her phone every couple of minutes. while she was doing homework. right after she finished dinner. she flipped her phone after every episode of the kdrama she was watching finished. yet to her dismay, he hadn’t even read her message.

late that night, while she was preparing to head to bed, her phone vibrated, from on her bedside table. her ears pricked up at the sound of the familiar vibration, her heart soaring in her chest when she saw the contact name.

‘tyunnie sent one new message!’

clicking open the message, she felt her heart plummet.

two sentences. it only took two sentences to completely shatter her heart.

‘hey, i saw your message, i hope we can continue being friends too, but as you’ve probably heard, im currently talking to another girl. i hope you understand.”

vii. pretend that we're more than friends

no matter how much effort she put into maintaining their friendship, taehyun’s delayed replies for days and weeks exhausted her. she told herself, it was because of this new girl. she wasn’t envious of her. all she wanted was the best for him and maybe, she wasn’t enough.

after staring mindlessly at her black phone screen, waiting, hoping for a reply, she finally gave up. with a sigh, she turned over her phone, before resting her head on her desk. maybe she should stop getting her hopes up again.

maybe that’s all they’ll be, once best friends, now they were…whatever they were now.

despite all that, she hoped and dreamed that one day, someday, she’ll stop falling in love with her best friend. maybe one day, he would find the one for himself, but until then, she would allow herself to have a bit of hope maybe, pretending in her mind that they were still friends or maybe more than friends, the blurred line between friends and something more.

maybe still, he would be the person she sought out when she entered a classroom or was lost in the crowded hallway, even if all she would ever see was the back of his head. that was enough for her. when the time comes that he finds the one for him, she would happily let him break her heart once again.

in the end, taehyun and the girl had split up. the girl realised her true feelings, while taehyun finally came to terms with his love for his best friend. little did she know that every time she turned away, his longing eyes would search for her familiar silhouette in the crowd, hoping she would turn around and catch his eye.

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This is so cute ♡. I love the way you describe Beomgyu's soft, calm, etc. side. It's so comforting, too!

pinkie promise kisses.

투바투 범큐 ༝ gn reader 374 high school au fluff bsf2lover ༯ cw. kissing

it was days like these where you didn't know why everyone had disliked choi beomgyu; notorious reserved quiet boy, always giving cold glares to whoever dared to look at him.

days like these where you sat in his lap, slowly stroking the makeup brush across his eyelids and smudging the pigmented spots. days like these where you sat in comfortable silence, the only noise being the melody of his spotify playlist. days like these where you failed to notice how he gazed up at you longingly when you smiled in approval, giggling as you finished applying tint to his perfect lips. days like these where you both enjoyed the comfort of each other, no need for conversation.

you were beomgyu's best friend. only friend? yes. but the best one either way. it was almost cliché the way you had met. bumping into him at a convenience store and accidentally spilling all of his iced coffee all over him. you were so cute, cheeks flushed in embarrassment as you scrambled to grab tissues before the stain could soak in. it was a shame he was wearing a white tshirt.

every day after that it was like you saw beomgyu everywhere. you hadn't even realized he was in your same class until you were forced to sit next to him, a bright smile creeping onto your face, you're from the convenience store, right? i'm still so sorry about the coffee. he only glared, lips parting as he worked up an answer before you spoke again. i can buy you another one after school if you don't mind, you offered shyly.

you truly grew on him. your bubbly (but fierce) personality, always defending him from rude remarks, closely following behind him wherever he went. hallway glances turned to eating every lunch together, small talk turned to meaningful conversations about your futures, swing sets at the park turned to laying side by side on his bed, an earbud each as you listened to acoustic instrumental.

even now, as you sat in his lap, staring at his lips for a bit too long before nervously looking back up, brushing stray hairs out of his face.

the day, today, where beomgyu had kissed you like he'd wanted to for so long. you were shocked to say the least but didn't think about pulling away for a second. it was like flowers bloomed, the dim lamp on his nightstand creating a glow around you. beomgyu kissed you again, no words enough to make you understand his longing.

arms wrapped around your waist to pull you closer, soft hairs tickling your neck as he nuzzled into you, squeezing you tight.

beomgyu still had that white tshirt, tucked away in the corners of his closet. he cherished you more than you thought, a sunshine brought into his dull life. choi beomgyu loved you, and now he'll never let you forget it.

a/n i was a bit sleep deprived writing this so it might be a bit rushed lol. btw, english isn't my first language so i apologize for any errors. please enjoy!

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SUKIDAKARA ⌕ 최범규

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pairing. crush!beomgyu x fem!oc | genres. soft, fluffy, romance, high school au. etc. | warnings. none. just fluff | word count. 1,2k

notes. listen to sukidakara beomgyu cover while reading this oneshot! I apologize that it is rushed at the end. But I hope you like it!

Sitting in her classroom as her classmates were running around the school. It was break time for the whole school. She laid down on her desk as she heard the person in front of her talking to their friends. She had a huge crush on them but couldn't ask them out. She overheard other girls’ confessions, and her crush politely rejected them. She ran away before he could see her eavesdropping.

“I got no chance,” she thought as she looked through the window. Her crush was laughing and joking with his friends. “Hey, Beomgyu, why do you keep on rejecting the girls who have asked you out?” One of his friends asked. Woong leaned a little closer to hear what he had to say. “Well, I just don't have feelings for them,” Beomgyu shrugged. She glanced up, looking at his friends giving him nods. “But why?” Another of his friends asked.

“I just don't and don't want to hurt them even more.”

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“Understandable.”

The first school bell rang, singling students to head back to class. Woong sat up and got her things out for her next class. She watched her classmates enter. Then, the second bell rang, meaning classes should begin. Two minutes later, her teacher came and taught the class.

At the end of school, everyone was leaving, but she stayed behind. She was finishing writing notes that she missed while she was taking a nap before going home. She was so busy writing the notes that she didn't see Beomgyu walking to his desk in front of her. He glanced at her before walking away with the items he had forgotten. “See you later,” she muttered as she saw him walking out of the classroom.

After a few minutes of silence, she decided to pack up and call it a night. She exited the classroom and walked to the entrance. Changing out of her indoor shoes and into her outdoor shoes before stepping out of the school building. The sun was going down for the day. The sky was beautiful and warm. She walked to the train station.

Once she arrived at her house, she put her passcode in before entering. Walking to her bedroom in the empty house. Her parents were busy with work, so she was alone once again. She sighed as she entered her bedroom. Grabbing some clean clothes before running to the bathroom to take a shower.

She lay on her bed with a towel wrapped around her neck, reading some messages and replying to them. She stared at her phone, wishing she had her crush's line number, but she couldn't have the confidence to ask him. She sighed before drying her hair and went to bed. She laid back on her bed and turned off the lamp. Thinking about her crush. He was cool, talking to his friends and classmates. He was cool, making everyone around him laugh. He was cool, just by being cool.

Beomgyu was lying in his bed after showering and working on his assignments. He watched the time tick by minute by minute. His heart was beating faster as he remembered looking at his crush for a brief moment. She was cute trying to finish up her notes. She was cute when she was sleeping during lessons. She was cute being a tomboy.

She didn't like him because he was cool.

He didn't like her because she was cute.

He was cool because she liked him.

She was cute because he liked her.

The next morning, Woong woke up earlier than usual, making her look prettier than before. She put on her school uniform and put on a bit of perfume. Then, she grabbed bread from the dining table before running out of the door. Walking to the school after exiting the train station, she spotted Beomgyu with his friends. He was laughing and making his friends laugh.

She slowly walked behind them. Listening to their conversations in secret. She sort of wished he would turn around right then and look at her. Once she entered her classroom, she went to her seat and sat down. Laid on her desk, watching her classmates enter the classroom. She saw her crush enter the classroom and greeted everyone. Closing her eyes before falling asleep.

Opening her eyes, she saw her crush sitting on his seat across from her. His back was facing her. She noticed school was over. Why is he still here? There aren't any after-school activities today. Closing her eyes, hoping it was just a dream. But opening when realizing it wasn't. Woong just lay there in the comfort of the silence. Nobody spoke a word. She slowly fell asleep again.

Opening her eyes again, she let out a sigh before sitting up. Her crush left, and now it was only her. She noticed her notebook on her desk. Picking it up and opening it, she saw new notes. She doesn't remember putting any notes today. Did her crush do it? For her? She blushed at the thought of it. She quickly got up and packed her bags. Carry her notebook with her as she walked out of the school.

Two hours before, Beomgyu was talking to his friends as they were leaving the classroom. Group by group, all of his classmates left. He got up from his desk and turned. A smile quickly formed across his face. “Cute,” he mumbled. He quickly sat back down looking at his crush behind him. Adoring and admiring her sleepy face. He noticed she was wearing perfume. She doesn't usually wear perfume to school. He wondered why she wore it today. He then looked down and saw her notebook. Carefully he took it and flipped some pages. Then decided to write the notes she missed when she was sleeping.

Woong was reading the new notes before going to bed. She smiled at the handwriting on the paper. It was unique and different from any of the boys in her school handwriting. It was pretty just like him. She shook the thought away before closing the notebook and letting her eyes close.

“Woong-ssi?” She quickly looked up. Her eyes widened when she saw Beomgyu looking at her. “What should I do to ask a girl I really like?” Her heart dropped. Does he have someone he likes? “Well, I would just tell your crush that you like them.” He nodded. “What do you want the person who has a crush on you to ask you out?”

“Well, I am not sure. I guess I want them to be honest about their feelings before telling me.” Beomgyu nods again. “I have a question too. So I have a crush－his heart dropped a beat－I am too nervous to ask him out and I saw he rejected a lot of girls. I am scared to ask him out too. What should I do?” He thought for a second before answering.

“I would say just go for it. Maybe he likes you back. You will never know.” She hummed. “Thanks.”

Two hours later, Beomgyu asked her to meet him outside the courtyard during the break. She was now walking to the courtyard. She spotted him sitting down. He quickly stood up once she was in front of him. “Woong, I have something to say.”

“What is it?”

“I like no love you.”

Her eyes widened before she pointed at herself. “Me?” He nodded. “Would you be my girlfriend?” She smiled excitedly before hugging him. He was startled at first but quickly hugged her back. “Of course!”

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EMPTY NIGHT ⌕ 최수빈

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pairing. boyfriend & roommate! beomgyu x mc! soobin (soogyu) | genres. soft, fluffy, romance, established relationship, college au, etc. | warnings. classes, friendships, negative thoughts, etc. | word count. 779

note. Hello, it has been a while since I posted a oneshot. It has been busy the past month. But now I am here! I will post a few one-shots here and there when I have something. This is my first member x member one-shot, so I hope you enjoy it! I do not ship them in real life romantically or sexually! This is just fanfiction! This does not tell the members sexuality or romantic orientation!

Laying alone in his dark bedroom, the only light was the streetlights and the moon. He sighed for the tenth time. Everything was too unbearable for them. He was exhausted. Ruffling his hair in frustration, he wished he wasn't like this.

Sitting up on his bed, he stared at his phone. The phone that was barely touched and on since yesterday evening. Sometimes, he wished there was a message or two from his friends asking how his day was or even a good morning. But nobody texted him. Not a single text.

He didn't mind it at all. In fact, he wanted them to worry and focus on themselves, not him. But a text or two wouldn't hurt, right? Maybe he is too selfish. Yeah, maybe… He fell back onto his bed on his back and covered his eyes with his elbow. Tears started to fall unconsciously.

“Stop being a crybaby.” He told himself as tears were falling down his cheeks. He covered his mouth, not wanting to wake up his neighbors from his cries. Curled up into a ball, he slowly closed his eyes. "Finally.” He thought before falling asleep.

Waking up, Soobin looked at his phone. No messages. Just emptiness. He let out a quiet sigh. He didn't send any messages as he didn't want to seem like a burden. Suddenly he got a text. He quickly picked up his phone. Oh…it was from his manager. Telling him, he didn't need to go to work since the shop was closed. He quickly replied with a quick message before putting his phone on his nightstand.

He got up from his bed and walked to his bathroom. He took a warm shower and got changed into something comfortable. Since he doesn't have any work, he would just go study at a cafe after classes. He walked out of his bedroom and saw his roommate peacefully eating breakfast. His roommate turned and smiled at him. He forced a smile back.

“Good morning, hyung. How was your sleep?” His roommate asked. Soobin walked next to his roommate. “It was….okay.” His roommate hummed in response. “Do you need to go to work today?” He shook his head. His roommate smiled happily. “Let's watch something together after classes!”

Soobin shook his head. “I am sorry, Beomgyu. I need to study. I can't be failing my classes…like last time…” Beomgyu smiled with a nod. “Oh, that's okay. Do you want to study together?” He thought for a second before answering. “I don't want to interfere with your studies.”

“Hyung, you won't, I promise,” Beomgyu reassured him.

“I am sorry, Beomgyu. I can't…”

Beomgyu noticed Soobin was hesitant, so he stood up and took his hand. “Soobin, are you thinking of those thoughts again? You aren't a burden or a narcissist or selfish or any of those stupid words.” He slightly hit his roommate on the head. His roommate rubbed where he hit and frowned. “Take that frown away and smile.”

Soobin nodded but still frowned. Beomgyu sighed before kissing all over his face. He was taken aback. “Beomgyu, stop it tickles,” he cracked a smile. His roommate smiled in satisfaction. “That's the smile I want.” He gave him a peck on the lips. “You know what screw classes and studying. We are cuddling together in bed today.”

“But－” Beomgyu hushed him with a kiss on the lips again. He broke the kiss after a while. “No, buts. Now, let's cuddle.” Soobin nodded, and his boyfriend smiled before pinching his cheeks. “Why are you so cute?” Soobin pouted slightly. “I am not cute.” Beomgyu smiled at his cuteness. “Yes, you are. You are my cutest Soobin.” Before kissing the top of his nose.

They were lying together in Soobin's bed, cuddling together just like what Beomgyu said. “Why are you sad when you come out of your bedroom?” He asked, breaking the silence.

“My friends..” He began. Beomgyu shot his head up, looking him in the eye. “What about them? Did they cause trouble again?” Soobin quickly shook his head. “No, it's just…I feel so lonely and empty. They don't even text a good morning or how are you? They never did…”

His boyfriend's eyes softened. “Oh, Soobin. They don't deserve you at all… What about I introduce you to one of my friends? He is a good person. You will be good friends with him. I am sure.” Soobin smiled and nodded. “That would be nice. Now, can we just cuddle?” Soobin wrapped his arms around his boyfriend tightly as his boyfriend rested on him. Beomgyu smiled at his cuteness and booped his nose. “You are so cute.” He rolled his eyes and muttered, “Whatever.”

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