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[rizzshimura]

it's true though that the partition refugee trauma is slightly insane making. it is displacement with no possibility of return, not simply because it is impossible to go back to 1947 or because we lost the argument but because even any imagination of return is a betrayal to india as it is. to want to return to a world where you can simply take a train to lahore is a refusal for the punjabi to accept the gifts of having been saved by the "secular" side. and the worst part is with hindutva even that is denied, so the only thing partition trauma can even have the space for now is fuelling islamophobic atrocity porn.

[rizzshimura]

i'm aromantic but to me the most romantic words in the universe are "you won't hurt me". i trust you to try not to cause me pain, and you can trust me to have the self-preservation instincts and knowledge and respect for your boundaries not to let you.

[rizzshimura]

tumblr wasnt letting me edit the og post so i had to delete that and so this is new :D

ping~ you've just received an email from www.paradoxxinvader.com. would you like to open?

dear visitor-

hello! welcome to my blog!

im lu, 17 years old, and hi! its lovely to meet you~

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[rizzshimura]

Heyy sorry to ask but in the end did u ever find that time travel Beomgyu fic??

hi anon !!!

this was sent in november sorry im just seeing this but no i havent :(( ive looked EVERYWHERE but i cant find it :((

if anyone finds it pls send it my way and ill love u forever

[rizzshimura]

guys screw med school tell me why i need 45 OUT OF 45 IN THE IB TO BE CONSIDERED FOR MD AND BS FOR UNIVERISTY OF SYDNEY HELLO ????

i take chem hl. and bio hl. do u think i have it in me to get 45 out of 45

[rizzshimura]

guys screw med school tell me why i need 45 OUT OF 45 IN THE IB TO BE CONSIDERED FOR MD AND BS FOR UNIVERISTY OF SYDNEY HELLO ????

i take chem hl. and bio hl. do u think i have it in me to get 45 out of 45

[rizzshimura]

why did Tumblr reblog a post i have never seen in my life

[rizzshimura]

ok so tag game lets go (lets also pretend that i saw this when ren tagged me)

🤙🏽🫡😚💍🥄

tbh im not one to use emojis that often, i just recycle the same three whenever im online haha

i dont really have anyone to tag so anyone can do it !!!

❗️NEW TAG GAME❗️

pick 3-5 emojis from your recently used that you think describe your personality

i’ll go first ^^

🤨🪿⁉️💜⚡️

gently tagging (and anyone else can join)

@enderdragon-1030 @soda-shark @marsisrealscared @ballad-of-a-homeschooled-girll @niallermybabe @sad-trash-pigeon @randomescapingwords @legendofthe3divas @underappreciatedtomato @avie-pigeon-cheese @a-portal-to-nowhere @a-trench-coat-of-confused-worms @waitingforthesunrise

[rizzshimura]

hi bbgs !!!

im gonna try to be more active on here !!! currently planning out a few things but lets see how that goes el oh el

[rizzshimura]

screaming crying throwing up this is the biggest thing that has happened to me all week (im serious)

have a lovely day/night as well !!!!!!

omg hi !!!!!

i cant believe u initiated the mutual-ship bcs i have been lurking on ur account for like. forever so this is a big deal for me !!!!

im bel, and even tho im not really active on here i hope we can be friends !!!!! <33333

pls tell me why i giggled while reading this 😭😭 such a sweet compliment! it's wonderful to meet you bel, i hope we can be friends too <33 have a lovely day/night!

[rizzshimura]

guys, why is tumblr so boring these days lmao

[rizzshimura]

surprise, fellow kids. I bet you thought you’d seen the last of rizzshimura

[rizzshimura]

gonna kms i was talking to my parents about a uni i was looking at and how its on my list of unis and how it was in australia 

but before i even started my sentence which was literally “mama, baba, i was looking at this university-”

“why are you not looking at universities in america?”

like bro :| can i pls start my sentence 

[rizzshimura]

jeogiyo noona hoksi namjachingu isseoyo

Breakfast Bash

Genre: dad!Chan, crack, fluff

Warnings: none

Request: no

Characters: Stray Kids, Y/N, Noah, Sky

Word Count: 1.6k

Yawning aggressively, Sky tipped her box of cereal over her bowl. She covered her mouth with a hand as she yawned again, her eyelids drooping closed.

"Oh are you having cereal? Put some in for me too."

Sky's eyes snapped open. The fifteen year old wondered if she had briefly slipped into the realm of dreams; but no, when she looked to her right side, she saw the face behind the familiar deep voice.

"Uncle Chicken?" She rubbed her eyes, confused. "Where the hell did you come from?"

Felix chuckled mischievously. He pointed to the French doors that were wide open. "Through the side door."

"What the f - " Sky groaned, dumping a spoon into her bowl. She reached into the cupboard below her and pulled out another bowl.

"Cereal first," Felix suddenly said as Sky reached for the milk bottle. He started to laugh when she scowled at him, her hands sliding the box towards her instead.

"Didn't you eat brekkie?" Sky asked her uncle.

Felix shook his head as he grabbed a spoon. "I felt lonely. I missed my favourite niece."

At that, the corners of Sky's lips curled up, her eyes crinkling into happy moons. "Good thing I missed you too."

Making a bashful 'aw' sound, Felix slid his arms around her shoulders. He hugged her loosely as she poured milk into his cereal, heat radiating off of him like the sunshine that was spilling through the windows and onto the floor.

"Mum and dad are still asleep by the way," Sky said, handing Felix his bowl. "In case you were wondering."

"Yeah … they're definitely not sleeping."

Felix and Sky turned to another voice; Minho sauntered in through the French doors, a smirk on his face. He suddenly frowned as he peered down at himself - cat fur covered his black t-shirt, and he vaguely picked it off the fabric.

"They're probably … doing something else," Mingo continued as he headed straight to the fridge. His eyes landed on a carton of orange juice and he immediately screwed the top off of it before tipping his head back and gulping down the contents.

"Uncle Lee Know? You're here too?" Sky was astounded; even though she was mostly used to her uncles popping out of nowhere, their sudden appearances still caught her off guard from time to time. "At least get a glass … oh my God … "

She pushed a glass towards him just as the juice trickled down his chin. Minho giggled just as Felix guffawed, his eyes widening as he clapped a hand over his mouth to muffle the noise.

"It's fine, they probably really aren't sleeping," Sky groaned to Felix.

Minho wiggled his eyebrows. Felix pressed his lips together as a huge smirk grew on his face.

"Oh stop it," Sky sighed, slumping down onto a stool. "I do not want to picture my parents doing anything but sleeping."

"Too late," another voice caused the three of them to turn their heads.

Seungmin was nonchalant as he slipped his shoes off before entering the house. He looked completely at home when he jumped over the sofa and sank amongst the cushions, his arm going to rest over his forehead.

"What the hell is happening?" Sky threw her hands up in confusion. "Why are you all disturbing my peace?"

Felix pouted just as Minho and Seungmin burst into laughter. Sky sighed and gently patted Felix's head, his hair bouncing comically like animated chicken feathers.

"It's fine. It's fine. Just let me eat first … I'm so hungry," Sky grumbled and shoved her cereal into her mouth. "You might as well call everyone else over too."

As if on cue, Jisung and Hyunjin's high pitched cackling could be heard in the near distance. Sky sagged into her stool, her uncles bursting into laughter all over again as the newcomers entered their house.

"Amazing," Sky said as she chewed her cereal mechanically. "Just amazing."

It wasn't long before the rest of Sky's uncles had clustered themselves around the breakfast bar; Jeongin's eyes were closing as he stared into the abyss, and Sky couldn't help but snort at the differences between her uncles. Half of them were screaming, the other half slumped on their stools in shapes she didn't even know were humanely possible.

Sky shook her head as she muttered into her cereal; for some reason she had no intention in delving further into, Jisung and Hyunjin had already managed to fall out with each other. They sat glaring at each other, Jisung’s glasses askew on his nose as Hyunjin grimaced at him, his legs elegantly crossed at the knee.

In her mind, Sky gave them approximately three minutes before they started cackling together again.

"Who finished the cereal?" Changbin called from the other end of the kitchen. He seemed rather dejected as he shook an empty box over an empty bowl.

Felix blinked at him. He looked away.

Sighing, Sky pushed her stool back and swung herself off of it before making her way into the pantry. She grabbed a new box of cereal as well as a few other snacks before dumping them in the middle of the kitchen counter.

"Thanks Ky," Changbin grinned happily as he reached the cereal. "You're the best."

"I know," Sky rolled her eyes, making her uncles laugh. She then slumped back into her stool; her cereal was now soggy and she glared at it before continuing to finish it.

As annoyed as she was at the horrid texture of her breakfast, Sky realised that she wouldn't change the bizarre dynamics of her family for the world. She loved every single person that made up her chaotic family, and that was something she knew she was incredibly lucky for - even if they did barge into her house unannounced early in the morning. It was something that she cherished more than they'd ever know.

She smiled to herself as she drank the milk from her bowl.

"What the fuck is happening here?" Noah mumbled as he trudged into the kitchen. He rubbed his eyes, squinting to see if he was hallucinating. He wasn't. "Uncle Ji, why are you eating that cushion?"

Jisung looked down; he was indeed biting the corner of a yellow cushion, and he tossed it away in bewilderment.

"I thought it was toast," Jisung whined.

Noah shook his head. "Your toast is on the floor."

The bread in question had fallen a while ago - it most likely flew out of Jisung’s hand amidst his row with Hyunjin.

Sighing, Noah pressed the button of the espresso machine. It whirred to life and grabbed a mug. "I'll make you some more. Does anyone else want toast?"

"I'll have some coffee," Seungmin said. "Iced."

"Iced Americano?" Noah asked; his uncle nodded - it was the only thing he ever drank.

"I want some!" Felix exclaimed.

Sky stared at him. Noah's eyes widened.

"How about a … uhm … milk … shake?" Noah suggested instead.

Felix scrunched his nose up in thought. "Okay!"

Just then there were footsteps on the stairs; Chan appeared, his face mildly contorting in affectionate annoyance at the sight of the full kitchen.

"Good morning?" Chan chuckled. "Why are you all here?"

"I missed Sky," Felix explained.

"I'm hungry," Changbin said through a mouthful of cereal.

"I'm thirsty," Minho tapped the edge of an empty juice container against the counter.

"I'm just here," Seungmin said.

Chan shook his head as he circled around the kitchen. He picked up the empty cereal box and the toast from the floor, along with other pieces of rubbish that had seemed to already accumulate. He tutted as he threw things into the rubbish bin before placing the toast outside; the birds in their garden immediately began to attack it and he smiled in satisfaction.

"You can't eat in your own houses?" Chan grumbled. "Do you still think you're kids?"

"Yes," said eight voices in unison, making Sky jump.

Chan shook his head. He couldn't help the smile that was spreading across his face as he made his way to Sky.

"Good morning, my real child," Chan said as he planted a fat kiss to her cheek. His friends laughed at his statement as he did the same to Noah. "Good morning, my other real child."

"That's rude," Jisung declared. "We're all your real children."

Chan threw a cushion at him. "Shut up."

Jisung was about to throw a fit when Y/N entered; she stared at them all and started to laugh.

"It's like a zoo in here," Y/N said. "I thought I heard a racket going on."

"That was uncle Ji and uncle Jinnie," Sky said, letting her mother cuddle her to death. "They were fighting."

"And eating the furniture," Noah snorted. "Here's your coffee, Uncle Minnie."

Seungmin smiled happily as he took his coffee. As soon as he took the first sip, he looked as though he was zapped with a currently; he immediately looked brighter and Sky couldn't help but giggle at him.

"What are you laughing at?" Seungmin tutted. "Are you making fun of me?"

"You have an addiction," Sky said. "You're a drug addict."

Chan frowned at that. Sky stared at him innocently and the man burst into quiet laughter as he slid his arm around his wife.

"Have you all eaten?" Y/N asked. She grinned "You probably have no room for pancakes … "

The entire room piped up at that; suddenly everyone was incredibly hungry, and Changbin pushed his empty cereal bowl away as Jisung hid the toast behind his back.

"I think they want pancakes, baby," Chan laughed, rubbing Y/N's shoulders. "Look at them … they look like children."

Giggling, Y/N turned around and grabbed a bowl. She made her way to the fridge and pulled out all the fruit she could find, grateful she had been shopping the previous day.

"Pancakes it is, then," She grinned. "Who's helping?"

---

Tag list ~ @koos-euphoria @raethethey @hugs4chan @hotmesshapa @manonblackbeak-trash @hendsernoodle @stanskzseungmin @ateez-babygirl @dalamjisung @dinosdawn @cookiemonstermusic258 @strwbrryfroyo @gazelle-des-pres @qtieskz @stigmvta @necromancersupreme @super-btstrash-posts @changlix-mp4 @exonations @changboobies @jeyelleohe @rae-blogging @planetdemon @dani41 @jumbocircus @octalalica @velvetand-roses @foivetimesacharm @anaaam @waverzzzzzzzz @peachy-flxwr @elizabeth11moreno @lenfilms @xhazmania @starshine-moon @justoutfromdead @snow-pegasus @lixiesbabyhands @bbychannie97 @laylasbunbunny @americanokisses @bluechans @bellamuerte1987 @meowmeowisdaname @chanssmiles @minunivers @septicrebel @bangchans-angel @spacegirlstuff (let me know if you wanna be added or removed)

[rizzshimura]

https://soundcloud.com/3racha/3racha-prod-spearb-wow :)

Breakfast Bash

Genre: dad!Chan, crack, fluff

Warnings: none

Request: no

Characters: Stray Kids, Y/N, Noah, Sky

Word Count: 1.6k

Yawning aggressively, Sky tipped her box of cereal over her bowl. She covered her mouth with a hand as she yawned again, her eyelids drooping closed.

"Oh are you having cereal? Put some in for me too."

Sky's eyes snapped open. The fifteen year old wondered if she had briefly slipped into the realm of dreams; but no, when she looked to her right side, she saw the face behind the familiar deep voice.

"Uncle Chicken?" She rubbed her eyes, confused. "Where the hell did you come from?"

Felix chuckled mischievously. He pointed to the French doors that were wide open. "Through the side door."

"What the f - " Sky groaned, dumping a spoon into her bowl. She reached into the cupboard below her and pulled out another bowl.

"Cereal first," Felix suddenly said as Sky reached for the milk bottle. He started to laugh when she scowled at him, her hands sliding the box towards her instead.

"Didn't you eat brekkie?" Sky asked her uncle.

Felix shook his head as he grabbed a spoon. "I felt lonely. I missed my favourite niece."

At that, the corners of Sky's lips curled up, her eyes crinkling into happy moons. "Good thing I missed you too."

Making a bashful 'aw' sound, Felix slid his arms around her shoulders. He hugged her loosely as she poured milk into his cereal, heat radiating off of him like the sunshine that was spilling through the windows and onto the floor.

"Mum and dad are still asleep by the way," Sky said, handing Felix his bowl. "In case you were wondering."

"Yeah … they're definitely not sleeping."

Felix and Sky turned to another voice; Minho sauntered in through the French doors, a smirk on his face. He suddenly frowned as he peered down at himself - cat fur covered his black t-shirt, and he vaguely picked it off the fabric.

"They're probably … doing something else," Mingo continued as he headed straight to the fridge. His eyes landed on a carton of orange juice and he immediately screwed the top off of it before tipping his head back and gulping down the contents.

"Uncle Lee Know? You're here too?" Sky was astounded; even though she was mostly used to her uncles popping out of nowhere, their sudden appearances still caught her off guard from time to time. "At least get a glass … oh my God … "

She pushed a glass towards him just as the juice trickled down his chin. Minho giggled just as Felix guffawed, his eyes widening as he clapped a hand over his mouth to muffle the noise.

"It's fine, they probably really aren't sleeping," Sky groaned to Felix.

Minho wiggled his eyebrows. Felix pressed his lips together as a huge smirk grew on his face.

"Oh stop it," Sky sighed, slumping down onto a stool. "I do not want to picture my parents doing anything but sleeping."

"Too late," another voice caused the three of them to turn their heads.

Seungmin was nonchalant as he slipped his shoes off before entering the house. He looked completely at home when he jumped over the sofa and sank amongst the cushions, his arm going to rest over his forehead.

"What the hell is happening?" Sky threw her hands up in confusion. "Why are you all disturbing my peace?"

Felix pouted just as Minho and Seungmin burst into laughter. Sky sighed and gently patted Felix's head, his hair bouncing comically like animated chicken feathers.

"It's fine. It's fine. Just let me eat first … I'm so hungry," Sky grumbled and shoved her cereal into her mouth. "You might as well call everyone else over too."

As if on cue, Jisung and Hyunjin's high pitched cackling could be heard in the near distance. Sky sagged into her stool, her uncles bursting into laughter all over again as the newcomers entered their house.

"Amazing," Sky said as she chewed her cereal mechanically. "Just amazing."

It wasn't long before the rest of Sky's uncles had clustered themselves around the breakfast bar; Jeongin's eyes were closing as he stared into the abyss, and Sky couldn't help but snort at the differences between her uncles. Half of them were screaming, the other half slumped on their stools in shapes she didn't even know were humanely possible.

Sky shook her head as she muttered into her cereal; for some reason she had no intention in delving further into, Jisung and Hyunjin had already managed to fall out with each other. They sat glaring at each other, Jisung’s glasses askew on his nose as Hyunjin grimaced at him, his legs elegantly crossed at the knee.

In her mind, Sky gave them approximately three minutes before they started cackling together again.

"Who finished the cereal?" Changbin called from the other end of the kitchen. He seemed rather dejected as he shook an empty box over an empty bowl.

Felix blinked at him. He looked away.

Sighing, Sky pushed her stool back and swung herself off of it before making her way into the pantry. She grabbed a new box of cereal as well as a few other snacks before dumping them in the middle of the kitchen counter.

"Thanks Ky," Changbin grinned happily as he reached the cereal. "You're the best."

"I know," Sky rolled her eyes, making her uncles laugh. She then slumped back into her stool; her cereal was now soggy and she glared at it before continuing to finish it.

As annoyed as she was at the horrid texture of her breakfast, Sky realised that she wouldn't change the bizarre dynamics of her family for the world. She loved every single person that made up her chaotic family, and that was something she knew she was incredibly lucky for - even if they did barge into her house unannounced early in the morning. It was something that she cherished more than they'd ever know.

She smiled to herself as she drank the milk from her bowl.

"What the fuck is happening here?" Noah mumbled as he trudged into the kitchen. He rubbed his eyes, squinting to see if he was hallucinating. He wasn't. "Uncle Ji, why are you eating that cushion?"

Jisung looked down; he was indeed biting the corner of a yellow cushion, and he tossed it away in bewilderment.

"I thought it was toast," Jisung whined.

Noah shook his head. "Your toast is on the floor."

The bread in question had fallen a while ago - it most likely flew out of Jisung’s hand amidst his row with Hyunjin.

Sighing, Noah pressed the button of the espresso machine. It whirred to life and grabbed a mug. "I'll make you some more. Does anyone else want toast?"

"I'll have some coffee," Seungmin said. "Iced."

"Iced Americano?" Noah asked; his uncle nodded - it was the only thing he ever drank.

"I want some!" Felix exclaimed.

Sky stared at him. Noah's eyes widened.

"How about a … uhm … milk … shake?" Noah suggested instead.

Felix scrunched his nose up in thought. "Okay!"

Just then there were footsteps on the stairs; Chan appeared, his face mildly contorting in affectionate annoyance at the sight of the full kitchen.

"Good morning?" Chan chuckled. "Why are you all here?"

"I missed Sky," Felix explained.

"I'm hungry," Changbin said through a mouthful of cereal.

"I'm thirsty," Minho tapped the edge of an empty juice container against the counter.

"I'm just here," Seungmin said.

Chan shook his head as he circled around the kitchen. He picked up the empty cereal box and the toast from the floor, along with other pieces of rubbish that had seemed to already accumulate. He tutted as he threw things into the rubbish bin before placing the toast outside; the birds in their garden immediately began to attack it and he smiled in satisfaction.

"You can't eat in your own houses?" Chan grumbled. "Do you still think you're kids?"

"Yes," said eight voices in unison, making Sky jump.

Chan shook his head. He couldn't help the smile that was spreading across his face as he made his way to Sky.

"Good morning, my real child," Chan said as he planted a fat kiss to her cheek. His friends laughed at his statement as he did the same to Noah. "Good morning, my other real child."

"That's rude," Jisung declared. "We're all your real children."

Chan threw a cushion at him. "Shut up."

Jisung was about to throw a fit when Y/N entered; she stared at them all and started to laugh.

"It's like a zoo in here," Y/N said. "I thought I heard a racket going on."

"That was uncle Ji and uncle Jinnie," Sky said, letting her mother cuddle her to death. "They were fighting."

"And eating the furniture," Noah snorted. "Here's your coffee, Uncle Minnie."

Seungmin smiled happily as he took his coffee. As soon as he took the first sip, he looked as though he was zapped with a currently; he immediately looked brighter and Sky couldn't help but giggle at him.

"What are you laughing at?" Seungmin tutted. "Are you making fun of me?"

"You have an addiction," Sky said. "You're a drug addict."

Chan frowned at that. Sky stared at him innocently and the man burst into quiet laughter as he slid his arm around his wife.

"Have you all eaten?" Y/N asked. She grinned "You probably have no room for pancakes … "

The entire room piped up at that; suddenly everyone was incredibly hungry, and Changbin pushed his empty cereal bowl away as Jisung hid the toast behind his back.

"I think they want pancakes, baby," Chan laughed, rubbing Y/N's shoulders. "Look at them … they look like children."

Giggling, Y/N turned around and grabbed a bowl. She made her way to the fridge and pulled out all the fruit she could find, grateful she had been shopping the previous day.

"Pancakes it is, then," She grinned. "Who's helping?"

---

Tag list ~ @koos-euphoria @raethethey @hugs4chan @hotmesshapa @manonblackbeak-trash @hendsernoodle @stanskzseungmin @ateez-babygirl @dalamjisung @dinosdawn @cookiemonstermusic258 @strwbrryfroyo @gazelle-des-pres @qtieskz @stigmvta @necromancersupreme @super-btstrash-posts @changlix-mp4 @exonations @changboobies @jeyelleohe @rae-blogging @planetdemon @dani41 @jumbocircus @octalalica @velvetand-roses @foivetimesacharm @anaaam @waverzzzzzzzz @peachy-flxwr @elizabeth11moreno @lenfilms @xhazmania @starshine-moon @justoutfromdead @snow-pegasus @lixiesbabyhands @bbychannie97 @laylasbunbunny @americanokisses @bluechans @bellamuerte1987 @meowmeowisdaname @chanssmiles @minunivers @septicrebel @bangchans-angel @spacegirlstuff (let me know if you wanna be added or removed)

[rizzshimura]

we used to dye our tongues on purpose using kool-aid and i stood in the sprinklers with the grass already so muddy it was starting to do that thing where your lawn is now quicksand

i think i want to kiss you because you remind me of smoothing out the chalk drawing with gentle fingers. of anthills and feeding birds our leftover lettuce. of getting covered in briars while we picked blueberries from the backyard bush. i think i want to kiss you because it's a bad idea, and i think i want to kiss you because of how water grips the side of a pitcher of iced tea.

you said your life was a toddler's art piece, with paint splatted on your floor, in your mouth, in your hair. i was delighted by that.

i loved the idea of leaving color everywhere.

[rizzshimura]

being the youngest daughter in a desi family is like. gotta put the chai on the stove to heat up. why does baba hate my anger issues so much even though i get it from him? my older brothers and sisters got to choose what they wanted to study why am i doing medicine. why are you pitting me against my siblings. when will i get five minutes to myself- oh hello niece who barged into my room and my life with no knocking. how can i help you? oh you need to go to the bathroom ok. why am i always messiing up everything? oops i added too much salt to the salaan. is my relationship with my parents toxic or am i just delusion. oh no the chai bubbled over the rim gonna clean that up before mama yells at me.