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“What if Ted answered the door and Billy put on the same act, but Ted just thinks he’s a really nice man instead? And Karen is just there like 🤨.” (insp)

for @ihni & @memes-saved-me ♥

part 2 | part 1

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I don’t know why but the idea of a soulmate AU between Billy, Steve and Eddie captivates me, especially with the idea that Billy unknowingly gets Steve and Eddie to find out that they’re soulmates. Either in a modern AU where Billy’s a big fan of Corroded Coffin and Steve just managed to get a free ticket or something or in a canon AU where Billy and Steve are friends who want to smoke a little something so they buy from Eddie or Steve picks up the kids from Hellfire and one of them notices the marks match, I don’t really care how but I just want to explore the hurt and comfort of that.

Can you imagine Billy pining away, forever in love with the idea of his soulmate being the one who’ll save him from his situation given that’s what happened to his mom and he finds out that his crush is his soulmate but doesn’t want to tell him yet until he’s made something out of himself, until he’s deserving of love and all of a sudden, he finds out that his soulmate found his soulmate and it wasn’t Billy?

Imagine Steve happily dragging Eddie with him who already looks besotted with Steve and they show Billy the mark that he’s memorized from seeing it in the mirror thousands of times and as soon as he sees the smiles on their faces and the look of wonder in their eyes, he knows for a fact he can’t ruin their happiness. He isn’t selfish enough to do it even others would say he was and all he could do was pretend to be happy and smile at the happy couple.

Imagine Billy pulling away, either out of fear he’d inadvertently ruin their relationship or because he couldn’t stand being surrounded by what he couldn’t have and the kids weirdly enough noticing and trying to figure out what’s wrong. It doesn’t help that Neil’s always been bitter about soulmates and he loved rubbing it in Billy’s face how worthless everything regarding soulmates and soulmarks was. Billy used to be able to ignore it in the hopes of finding his soulmate but now, he knew the truth.

The kids come to a different conclusion, not realizing it was something regarding soulmates but instead, about Neil’s treatment of Billy. If canon, it would be El spying on Billy and seeing him being beaten into a pulp by his dad but in a modern AU, it would the aftermath wherein Max would ask Steve to come visit Billy and he drags Eddie along with him.

Either way, Steve and Eddie find out about the abuse that Billy’s been suffering through and the guilt that Steve felt was immeasurable for not seeing what his best friend was going through, too busy with being in love with his soulmate. With Hopper’s help, they get Neil behind bars but Billy’s a wreck and he needs people to take care of him.

Steve refused to leave Billy alone in the trailer while Max went to school and Susan went to work so he offered to have Billy move in with him and Eddie so they could take care of him. Since Steve only worked part-time and Eddie was in the same year as Billy and could drive them to and from school, it made a lot more sense than leaving him to his own devices.

Billy thinks he’s in a new level of hell as time goes by because getting to know Eddie and seeing everything he can’t have was absolutely painful and heartbreaking on another level. Being surrounded by their care and affection when he’s barely known it his entire life hurts on another level he can’t exactly describe but it’s a pain that hurts so good that he can’t exactly say no to it. His only saving grace is that his mark was casted over due to Neil’s last temper tantrum and there was no way that the boys would get to see it.

Months pass of Billy falling more and more in love with his soulmates who are already in love with each other and it hurts so good. Steve and Eddie never make him feel like an outsider the entire time he’s there but sometimes, his touch starvation reminds him of just how much he’d love to be squeezed in between them in any way possible.

Graduation comes and goes and Billy refused to let his father take his achievements away so he graduated valedictorian, dragging Eddie kicking and screaming past the finish line to graduate. Billy gets to make his speech, loudly supported by everyone and he makes sure to thank his newfound family for all of the support they’ve given him.

Of course, graduation wouldn’t be complete without a graduation party so they all get drunk and party in Steve’s house to celebrate six graduations especially Billy and Nancy who graduated valedictorian and salutatorian respectively. Both Jonathan and Nancy planned to go to the same college in Chicago while Robin and her girlfriend, Heather were heading to California soon. Billy had also gotten into the same college but he wasn’t sure about going because he’d be leaving so much behind, including his soulmates.

By now, Billy was in love with both of his soulmates and unbeknownst to him, they were both plently enamored with him and they’d been trying to build up the courage to ask him out. The party had been slightly delayed because Billy was getting his casts off about a week after graduation and they wanted to do shots, something that really wasn’t advisable with a cast.

Billy had planned to initially conceal his mark using makeup but a large part of him knew that it didn’t matter since Steve and Eddie were happy anyway so he didn’t bother. After all, both Steve and Eddie loved to show off their marks at every opportunity and no one gave a shit about Billy. Somehow, Billy had managed to keep his mark a secret from everyone but he knew Heather had some suspicions.

After some time, the drinking games start and somehow, Billy’s mark is revealed either in a dared striptease or by accident during a dare and it quickly sobers him up. He doesn’t notice at first but then Robin drunkenly pointed out that they had matching marks and the sober gaze of Eddie was too sharp for Billy to meet, instead choosing to run away, stumble to his car and hit the gas to the quarry.

It’s only there that he allows himself to breakdown and to mourn the end of what was a good friendship he had going on with his soulmates because he was sure they would want nothing to do with him now. He’s only just begun to run out of tears when he hears the telltale sound of Eddie’s van, meant to drive Nancy, Jonathan, Heather and Robin home later but was most likely currenly holding the last people Billy wanted to see.

For a moment, he considers running again but his Mama didn’t raise no coward, so he wipes his tears and stands his ground. Steve was a lot drunker than Billy was when Billy had left but it seemed he’d sobered up during the ride because he was clear-eyed when he was grabbing Billy and making sure that the blond wouldn’t run away.

Steve and Eddie trapped Billy in between them, in what seemed like a mockery of his fantasies only to have them play out right in front of him. Never in his wildest dreams did he think that his soulmates would tell him that they wanted him, that they loved him and wanted to take care of him and love him. Sure, it was after an argument about why Billy felt the need to hide but he had expected rejection or at the very least a mutual ignorance of his mark. He’d never considered it a possibility but the two were convinced to try and convince him to give them a chance.

After more than a few tears and attempts to get them to realize they were better off without Billy and his baggage, Steve and Eddie stubbornly managed to convince Billy to try with them. A few kisses convinced Billy to leave his car behind so that they could get it in the morning but for now, Steve and Eddie wanted him in Eddie’s van so they were sure he wouldn’t run.

The entire ride, Billy’s mind was trying to convince him that Steve and Eddie were better off without him, that he didn’t deserve this and that he was a fraud ruining a perfectly happy couple but Steve instinctively knew something was up and he’d had Billy laid across his lap with his hair being stroked to keep the bad thoughts away while Steve affirmed Billy of all of their feelings towards him.

Halfway through the ride home, Billy was asleep and Steve had no problem carrying the younger boy into their bed so that they could finally hold him the way they wanted to. Billy had long since told them of how lonely he felt in his room but as much as they had wanted to invite Billy to literally sleep with them, they hadn’t wanted to cross any boundaries.

Tonight though, all Steve and Eddie wanted to do was to fall asleep holding their newly found soulmate. Billy awoke to Steve’s warmth cocooning him and Eddie coming in to wake him with breakfast in bed. After a hearty meal, Steve and Eddie asked if they could court Billy to show him how serious they were about their feelings for him and Billy found that much like before, he couldn’t say no to his soulmates.

Months passed with Steve and Eddie constantly trying to prove their love of Billy who eventually concedes and moves in with them in the master bedroom. It isn’t long until having Billy in between Steve and Eddie is a norm and no longer a fantasy for Billy and he realizes just how much he didn’t let himself have when he hated himself. With Steve and Eddie’s love, they helped Billy realize he was always worthy of love, care and devotion and that they were ready to spend the rest of their lives together reminding him of that fact.

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GIF REQUEST MEME: stranger things (eddie & billy) + 10. free square

requested by @hotdadlicense

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Everyone is with me.

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You all sound like a bunch of Christians.

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eddie would say "this guy's bothering you babe?" every time you accidentally bump into something.

you're just walking around the trailer, taking back your plate to the kitchen when you hit your leg against the table, "ow you son of a bitch!" you'd yell out and eddie comes running from his room. his guitar tossed on the bed and music sheet has flown off his lap and got scattered all across the floor.

"what happened? you okay?" he'd ask then he'd see that the table has moved a bit since he last saw it about thirty minutes ago. "this guy's bothering you, sweetheart?" he'd walk towards the table and stare it down, "do i need to teach you a lesson here? hm? teach you not to hit on girls? and my girl nonetheless." his hands in fists, he'd buff out his chest, acting all tough and scary but it only makes him look adorable like a mad puppy.

"actually eds, technically i hit it." you'd tell him and he'd turn to you.

"babe you don't have to do this. don't defend this asshole just so i wouldn't hurt him." glaring at the table again, "come on bitch! not so brave now huh?"

then he'd act as if he's throwing hands with the table only for him to hit his foot against its leg, hard, and end up on the floor in the fatal position holding his foot in both hands and go "the soldier has fallen. i've been defeated by the evil forces of wooden home furniture. pass my kind regards and sorrow to the queen. long live rock and roll." then in true eddie fashion, he'd pretend to be dead with his tongue out and his middle finger pointed to his new immortal enemy, the table.

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Dating Connor Kenway:

he cares so deeply for his partner

you're his everything

he lets you lead

you pursued each other in the beginning but Connor let you judge when things happened

but as soon as you gave the green light to moving forward in the relationship Connor eagerly moved in

his kisses as gentle but determined

Connor is a passionate man, make no mistake

he can be rough but he can also be tender

super protective

he knows you can hold your own but he can't help being watchful over you

he has a high sex drive and is willing to go anytime you want

very concerned with consent and boy is is sexy

he's not a big pda person

however, when you two are alone, Connor can't keep his hands off you

would do anything for you

picnics and long walks

stargazing and late night deep talks

Connor tells you anything and everything, he wants you to know him best

he can be so romantic sometimes, but always a little awkward and it's super adorable

he's so soft for you

loves playing with your hair and braiding it

he's so proud that you're with him

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Never forget they had the collab of the century

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shout out to ace and aro kids who are constantly bombarded with the opinion that sex and romantic love are directly connected to living a happy life.

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It’s Thursday. Go sign up for a library card.

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fountain in italy

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What about the plans we made?

Avenger! Loki x female reader

18+ | Implied sexy stuff, angst?

“Darling, you look beautiful.”

You glanced up, looking into the mirror at Lokis reflection as he walked into the room. A smile spread across your face as your eyes met, his clearly burning with desire. Despite you and Lokis frequent hookups, you were yet to go on a date, something he insisted on changing once you both realised. He decided that you wouldn’t sleep together again until you went on a real date, something that seemed impossible with your busy schedules. It had been well over a week since you had shared a bed together so you were itching for this date, more so what would no doubt follow. You bit your lip, noticing how his eyes ran over your figure, lingering on certain areas before he met your gaze again. You wanted to pounce there and then. Completely abandon the date. You allowed your eyes the same privilege of giving him the once over, your smile falling when you realised that he was wearing his mission gear as opposed to a tuxedo that would have been a better match for your dress.

“You’re coming dressed like that?” You snorted, trying to hide the indifference in your tone. Was he really going on a mission right now?

“Y/n, I’m sorry” he began, walking closer towards you until he was standing behind you “it’s an emergency” he added, his hand finding your hip “I’ll be back before you know it” he continued, his hand moving up and down your body “we can’t let this gorgeous dress go to waste.” He smiled.

“Are you sure?” You answered, disguising your moan as a sigh; his hand on your body felt electric.

“I promise.” He assured, kissing your neck. You melted against him, your back flush against his chest as he continued kissing the exposed flesh before you spun in his grip, kissing his lips. “And when I get back, we can go on the date, then, I want this dress pooling around your ankles okay.” He nodded, breaking the kiss, prompting you to do the same. “Good girl.” He winked, his finger underneath your chin before he kissed you again.

You busied yourself with grabbing candles and other essentials for the rampant sex you’d end up having with Loki tonight. You spoke to Natasha occasionally, asking how the mission was going but she had no updates. You tried to find Bucky but he was gone too and so was Steve which led you to believe that perhaps this mission was more serious than you had previously thought. Eventually you sat in the comms room waiting for something, anything but no one radioed in.

“Maybe it’s a good thing, if the mission had gone wrong, someone would have said.” Natasha tried to console, sitting next to you.

“I don’t know Nat, something doesn’t feel right.” You replied, knitting your brows before the sound of the quinjet landing came into focus. You smiled, realising Loki was back before your eyes rounded hearing Steve shouting orders as he pushed through the rooftop door. “Somethings wrong, you quickly spoke, jumping to your feet and sprinting out of the room.

“We need medical and—” Steve began before you interrupted him.

“Where’s Loki?”

“Y/n, he’s—” he started before Bucky walked in behind him, supporting Loki who seemed to have lost a lot of blood judging by his taught pale face and the fact that he was practically clinging to Bucky.

“Loki!” You called, dashing towards him, holding him up too.

“Y—y/n.” He choked, falling to the ground as he saw you.

“Go get medical, now!” Steve ordered Bucky who was bending down to help Loki up.

“Loki, what happened?” You murmured, resting his head on your lap as your lip trembled. You looked up at Steve with a worried expression and that’s when you realised that he didn’t look much better. He had a cut on his forehead, his nose was bleeding and his eye was darkening.

“We were attacked, some kind of alien technology, Loki took the brunt of it.” He quickly explained before your attention was stolen by Loki coughing.

“Y—/n, y-you look be-beautiful.” Loki smiled, reaching up to touch your cheek, his hand falling.

“For our date.” You nodded, grabbing his hand and holding it against your cheek. “We have a date Loki, I’m wearing a dress for our date.” You sniffled as his eyes struggled to stay open. Where was the med team? “Loki” You called, tapping his cheek “eyes on me okay.”

“I’m s-sorry I’ve ruined” he mumbled, coughing blood “o-our date.”

“Loki!” You yelled this time, slapping his cheek as his eyes closed “what about the plans we made, Loki! Loki. Please, Loki.”

You felt him go limp, hand falling from your cheek as the med team finally arrived, quickly assessing Loki as they carried him into a bed. You stayed on the floor, dress covered in blood, his blood, as they tried their hardest to bring him back but you knew he was gone. Loki was gone. You didn’t know whether you were crying, screaming, shaking or dreaming but you felt yourself doubling over as a nauseating feeling overtook you. You felt sick, empty, hopeless as they carried him away. There was no point, he was gone. Loki was gone.

You didn’t know how you made it to the waiting room outside the medical bay but that’s where you were now, sitting in a cold chair and staring into space as you slowly rocked forward and backwards. You could feel Natasha’s hand on your back, maybe she helped you here. You imagined the date, what you’d be doing right now. Would you be eating? Talking? Playing footsie under the table like you did during morning meetings? This thought made you smile a little before a doctor approached you.

“I’m sorry—”

You tuned him out as he spoke, your world crashing down again as he confirmed what you already knew. Natasha pulled you into a tight hug as if her arms shielded you from this reality. You couldn’t hug her back, you couldn’t breathe. Suddenly the feeling of your blood soaked dress sticking to your body made you gag. You felt covered in him, drenched. You cried until you were silent.

“Where is he?!” Thor demanded as he stormed into the room. “Where is Loki?”

“Thor I—” Steve began as Thors gaze settled on you sitting in your now crimson dress.

“Y/n, where is Loki?” He asked calmly, too calmly as if it was a warning. You were silent in reply. “WHERE IS HE?”

“Dead!” You shrieked, bolting upright and pushing past him as you ran out.

“I’ll go.” Natasha assured, following after you.

You don’t know when or how you reached your room, only that you were now sitting on your bed in silence as Natasha opened your door.

“Come on, let’s get you out of this dress.” She gestured to the en suite bathroom.

“I can’t.” You whispered.

“Y/n.”

“I can’t” You began to cry “I want Loki.”

“Y/n” she sniffled, sitting next to you before pulling you into her arms “I know.”

***

“B-but she was a mere avenger when our paths crossed” Loki stressed “I barley even remember her name.” He scoffed.

“Y/n, soon to be Laufeyson but you died.” Mobius answered, more like a simple statement with his voice lacking empathy as he observed Loki looking at the pixilated screen. “She loved you, loves you Loki and if you help me I’ll help you get her back, all of it back.”

“S-she mourns me.” Loki stuttered, standing to his feet before stepping towards the screen and studying your face on the pixilated screen. He could see the hurt, the utter anguish in your familiar expression on your foreign face. He had to help, he needed you, he didn’t know why but he did. “Fine, I’ll help.” He decided.

A/N: That’s so embarrassing for loki that he was bare saying good girl.Then next scene he’s all mash up and broken 😭🤣

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Many wonderful women are congratulating me for my fantastic ability to open the microwave door right before it beeps. They are cheering my name and everybody is so happy and my burrito is still cold in the middle so I get to perform my trick for them again