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[roespoems]

I am full of love, at first it felt like a curse from below, but I have since learned it's a gift from up above.

[roespoems]

worldbuilding will be fun, they said. you get to make a whole new space to play in, they said.

well now im fucking researching k-stars and luminosity and astronomical units because i am building an entire solar system from scratch.

what the fuck

[roespoems]

Still

im still going to make my dreams come true. i’m still going to buy that old van, and sleep in the back of it every night. then drive all day with no direction, just a dream of seeing the world and all it has to offer. i’m still going to write, even when i lost all hope of it ever going anywhere, you told me to keep writing. and when the adventure is finally over for me, and i grow tired, i’m still going to buy that cottage in Montana in the middle of nowhere. i’m still going to sit outside every morning with the dogs, and watch the sun rise above the mountains. and every night when the sun goes down, i’m still going to watch the stars from under the trees. i’m still going to have chickens and goats, and maybe i’ll get a cat, you always wanted one. i’m still going to do what we planned, and i’ll do it all without you. im not going to give up on the dream we created, just because you decided you didnt want it anymore.

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you don’t like sleeping when you’re cold

you tap your fingers back and forth when you’re stressed

your favorite color is green, not like a bright green, like a dark forest green

you hate your smile because your eyes get smaller, but i love it

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I do not know how to breathe air that he does not exhale.

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We were both just kids trying out love for the first time.

And as for my first, well, you will always be mine.

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"If you love someone, you're going to lose them."

"Yes, quite possibly, but we love, anyway."

-Unknown

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Could you keep me in your pocket? Like you kept all my poems? Now they’re under your bed, all alone. I know this wont be easy. I never claimed to be, someone who can let go, so easily. I know that this is hard, all those cards, all the falling. Oh, I promise you my darling, those words that I wrote were true. Now im singing them all for you. I mean those words I swear I do, I'll always love you.

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You don't understand why I'm angry. I'm angry because I cannot possibly be in love with you anymore, how can you be in love with someone who never existed?

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Sometimes I forget your voice

I wonder if it's changed

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I thought I was over you, until I saw you with her.

The girl who is the complete opposite of me.

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I'm always the writer, never the muse. Always the fighter, I never diffuse. I'm always a whisper, never a scream. Always an infatuation, never a dream.

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I thought I could escape you in my dreams

But it turns out, your favorite thing, is haunting me

So through your eyes I see only a ghost

That threw away the love I gave the most.