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not the whole sections😭 thank you my dear💗💗💗💗

Can you recommend some angst, cheating fics similar to You were supposed to be my forever... I was hooked to it...

Hello lovely, of course I'll rec some amazing fics. Angst and especially cheating fics are my jam

Please don't take him even though you can by @nsfwsebbie

For better or for worse by my bestie @ambrosiase

Eye for eye by @christowhore

@rogerslovesstark 's bucky section

Just one night by @multi-stann

Bitter dinner by @alliumwrites

Rendezvous by @darlingsteve

This is all I remember for now and I'll add more when I remember

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Happy new year, i hope this year brings you nothing but happiness <3

happy new year! i hope this year brings you health and happiness!!! ily🤍🤍

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I just wanted to say that the links for”No more love” series are not working.

Wow, long time no see everyone! I just checked my email and it was flooded with kind words and so much love. Thank you all so much! Thank you to @mxrvelinhrt and @christowhore for recommending my fics! I don't really write anymore because I've been busy and don't really watch marvel anymore.... But you two are true angels and I appreciate you so much! Much love to everyone <3 I also fixed the links so they should be working now! Lmk if it doesn't work!!

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If you find yourself exhausted from defending Sebastian Stan constantly, take a moment to consider how often POC find themselves exhausted from speaking up against racism.

If you find yourself disappointed in Sebastian Stan creating another problem that prevents you from enjoying fandom, take a moment to consider how often POC find themselves disappointed in fandom not being a safe space for them.

If you find yourself explaining away Sebastian Stan’s ever growing list of inexcusable behaviour, take a moment to consider how POC withdraw when their voices are spoken over.

If you continuously coddle a privileged white man who proves himself to be wilfully ignorant, you are part of the problem, too. You can continue to love a character, but do not justify Sebastian Stan’s personal behaviours in any way and do not think Bucky Barnes is a shield to hide behind that absolves you of defending the actor that plays him.

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This was so hot… amazing writing as always!!!❤️

      𝐟𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐬𝐦𝐬 𝐢𝐢

      PART ONE • MASTERLIST

summary || bucky eats you out in a dressing room before your phone chimes with a text from your ex. 

pairing || roommate!bucky x reader 

word count || 1,924 words

warnings || casual nakedness, character mention: natasha romanoff, soft!bucky, teasing, oral [bucky eats reader out in a dressing room], praise kink, panty kink [bucky shoves them in reader’s mouth], light body worship, mirror kink [reader sees herself in the mirror as bucky eats her out], reader goes commando at the end, slight jealousy, texts from ex-boyfriend [steve rogers], drama to follow — 18+ ONLY//MINORS DNI

notes || haha how convenient for something to go wrong when everything is going right 

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love u lots❤️❤️

who are some of your favorite mcu fic authors on tumblr?

where do i begin!! these are in no apparent order ofc

@buckycuddlebuddy @quietmyfearswith @worksby-d @emilykjh @elijahs-wife @rogerslovesstark @ritesofreverie @the-iceni-bitch @ugh-supersoldiers @iraot @peachyteague @please-buckme @peterssweetpea @andybarberslxt @americasass91 @afriendlyblackhottie @angrythingstarlight @sunmoonandbucky @samwilsons-pillowpecs @speechlessxx @sapphirescrolls @drabblewithfrannybarnes @stargazingfangirl18 @starlightcrystalline @farfromtommy @fallinforevans @fangirlovestuff @fairytaleseb @gyllenhaalstories @geniedetails @glazedhoneywriting @gogolucky13 @jennmurawski13 @justsamwilson @labella420 @cruelfvkingsummer @cherienymphe @cjsinkythoughts @chrissquares @vocalharry @babyyhoneyydarling @nano--raptor @msmarvelwrites

all amazing and all offer mcu content! 🥰

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Hi everyone! I know that I haven't been as active as usual, school is very stressful and I find it very hard to balance writing, school, work and my personal life.

However, 

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR 400 FOLLOWERS!!! 

I appreciate all of you and I’m thankful to have everyone who has supported me!

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thank you for the tag❤️

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tagging: @heyiamthatbitch @the-soulofdevil @thesecretwriter @honeysucklesteve

Tagged by the lovely @danniburgh​ 🥰

No pressure tags: @mitchi-c​ @jettia​ @elylandon​ @moonlight-prose​ @queenbbarnes​ @something-tofightfor​ @itssmashedavo​ @buttercup–bee @steeeeeeeviebb​ @dameronology​ @mandah-lorian​ @maharani-radha​ @captn-andor​ @revolution-starter​ @oloreaa​ @agirllovespancakes​ @dinthisisthe-wayson​ @aerynwrites​ @knivesareout​ @javier-pena​ @dindjarindiaries​ @softpedropascal​ and whoever wants to do this! Don’t forget to tag me :>

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Hi there! A huge fan 💜💙 I was wondering if your requests are open?

If yes, could you please write an angsty fic where in reader is dating Bucky and for some reason he belittles her and breaks off their relationship. After which eventually everyone on the team stops talking to her. She's forced to leave off on her own and struggles a lot. Later Bucky realises his mistake and tries to contact her but the old her is gone. Like she finds her own happiness. Sorry if it's too detailed☹️

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 1.7k

WARNING: Angst

Your recruitment to the team was quick and very low-key. Almost no one knew that you had joined the Avengers because you requested Tony not to hold a press conference. You loved being an Avenger, the idea of helping people in need was so fulfilling.

However, the spotlight of being an Avenger was not pleasant. You did not know how Tony and Steve were able to handle it, the constant feeling of eyes on you, paparazzi almost always being on top of everything you do.

The few events you did go to, you stood with Bucky most of the time. He always kept you safe and comfortable while the party was booming. The two of you would walk around the venues Tony would rent out, looking at the architecture of the building, admiring the art that was around.

The conversation was kept minimal because there was already so much noise from the party. Both silently agreed that there was no need for extra noise.

It was the New Years Party two years ago where Bucky asked you if you wanted to slow dance. The Venue had multiple balconies and he chose the smallest one for the two of you to dance.

The two of you swayed to the soft music that could be heard from the party. Once the clock hit 12:00, Bucky leaned over and kissed you. You two began dating shortly after.

Every Sunday was a day for a date unless either of you had a mission. Every other week you planned a date for you and Bucky, walks in the park, restaurants, bars, everything you could think of.

You developed a dependency on Bucky. Always seeking his reassurance, seeking his comfort and touch. You felt as though you were not complete unless you were with Bucky. 

Your childhood was to blame, primarily your father. Physically, your dad was there but not emotionally. You never received emotional love from your father, the ‘I’m so proud of you’ or ‘you’re doing amazing’ Just a stiff nod.  

Being raised by your psychotic father was the reason you developed into the cold-hearted killer you were. From 16-19, you worked as a mercenary and killed for money.

You craved emotional validation from someone because you were so deprived of it when you were a child. You struggled to form relationships with others because of it too. That was one of the main reasons why you were not as close to the team.

Bucky would always smile at you, or kiss you when you were excited about something you would accomplish. On missions, he would always stay near you unless instructed otherwise by Steve. 

Bucky has been extremely off recently, always working with Steve, or working out with Sam, helping Wanda train her new abilities because it’s hard to kill a super-soldier than a normal human. 

He had missed five Sunday dates. Five of them. In those five weeks, you barely saw him and it was driving you crazy. You constantly would search for the time where the two of you could just be alone. You were so deprived of physical touch and emotional love, you began to fall into a depressive state. 

You walked towards the conference room, you asked Friday where Bucky was. She said he was in the conference room alone which is weird that she specified.

You opened the door and found Bucky just sitting on his phone. It was almost 10:30pm and he was just chilling in the conference room on his phone.

“Baby, I’ve been looking for you,” You said, walking over to him and running your hands along his broad and muscular shoulders. He was always so tense when he was sitting hunched over.

He shrugged you off his shoulders and turned to look at you. Not a soft, loving kind of look that a lover would typically give his lover; he gave a harsh glare as if you had done something to him. 

“God, you are so fucking annoying, you know that,” Bucky said. He grabbed that hand that was touching you and stood up from his chair. He let go of your hand rather quickly as soon as he stood from the chair. 

“I can’t fucking stand being around you Y/n, I don’t know why I ever asked you to be my fucking girlfriend,” He said, lowering his face closer to your face so the two of you were at eye level. 

Tears pooled in your eyes, every word he said was like a thin blade stabbing you in the stomach over and over again. You did not know what you did wrong, you had not even seen him in almost a week despite living with him.

“I’m sorry Bucky, I’ll be better, what can I do to be better, please,” You whispered, if your voice were any higher, you would being sobbing. 

Bucky just watched as you pathetically tried to hold your sobs in. You really were a weak woman and Bucky knew that. He knew that he held you in the palm of his hand and if he wanted to, he could break you.

He watched as your world crumbled around you because Bucky had decided to hurt you. Your hands were shaking and curled into fists. Your nose was turning red from holding back your tears.

“You are nothing without me, and I don’t want you anymore, so get the fuck out of my face and leave. No one on the team likes you, they would rather see you dead than ever have to see your horrific face ever again.” Bucky snarled, ready to see you burst into tears.

He knew that was the last straw.

You quickly turned around and left before you burst into tears. Bucky grabbed your arm and tried to turn you around, wanting to see you cry. You were forced to turn around, tears in your eyes pulling your hand back and smacking Bucky on his cheek. 

You left him dazed in the conference room. You ran to your shared room, collecting all your belongings. You had a small apartment in the heart of Montreal that no one knew about. You deliberately left off your information given to FRIDAY.

“FRIDAY, get rid of all information regarding Y/N L/N” You requested.

“Request denied, reasoning: unauthorized access to function,”

“Override denial, code Tony Stark has a fat ass” You rolled your eyes at the code Tony had told you to be used as a last resort code.

“Permission granted, removing all information regrading Y/N L/N,”

You grabbed a piece of paper on your desk, writing a short goodbye to Tony knowing he would wonder where you went. You quietly walk over to Tony’s office and placed it on the monitor he mainly used.

You left the compound shortly after, walking seven miles to the small car you planted in the forest. You prepared this as a last resort option. You never wanted to use this car but times were desperate and you had to get away from Bucky.

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You were struggling, barely able to figure out how to live on your own. The money you had saved from working for the Avengers was running low and the waitress job you did have has barely enough to pay the bills you had. 

Montreal was really expensive you ended up realizing, with such a horrible job, you sold your apartment and moved in with some college students in a small house. You shared a bedroom with one of the women in the house. 

Ashley, your roommate, actually found the job for you, she helped you changed your appearance and spotted your money whenever you were desperate for it.

You had no skill set for an actual job, the only skills you had were killing. And your skills had developed rapidly as an Avenger. You knew what you had to do to survive.

The first kill that you had was a child trafficker in Toronto. Ashley covered for you, saying you two would go to a spa for a girl's weekend. She stayed at the spa while you finished the job. You gave her 20% of the income made. 

You two had gotten close over the two years that you spent in the shared house. She was one of the only people that you trusted at this point. She suggested that you started therapy, which you decided to actually go to.

Your therapist wanted you to start realizing that you were more than who you surrounded yourself in. You deserved the love that you craved and you could only get it when you truly loved yourself.

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Bucky was laying in the bed the two of you shared. Two years had passed since he had driven you out of his life. He didn’t know why he did it, he was so upset because he saw you flirting with Tony. But Tony got engaged to Pepper only a few days later. 

After nine months of you being away, he started to crave your presence in his life. He asked FRIDAY where you were but she had no information on you. When FRIDAY said she had no information on you, he had one of the biggest meltdowns he ever experienced. 

You were officially gone from his life. Even with all the winter soldier experience of tracking people down, he couldn’t find you. Bucky knew that you were smart, you could hide in plain sight if you wanted to. 

It was in Toronto that he saw you again. Bucky’s whole world stopped after he saw you. You were so different now. Your hair was completely different from what he was used to, and you dressed differently too. 

It took him two months to finally get you to speak to him.

“What do you want Bucky?” The way you used to speak to him was so soft, now you were so cold towards him. Bucky’s stomach churned, almost nervous to respond to you.

“Y/n, please come back, I’m sorry for everything I have done to you, everything I said was a lie. I still love you” Bucky pleaded to you. 

“Bucky I’m not the same woman I used to be, you broke me, I was so broken and I was the only one who fixed me. You don’t get to come back after I learned how to not live with you.” You shouted at him.

Tears pooled in Bucky’s eye, he had lost the one person who had shown him, true love. The one person he wanted to protect for the rest of his life. He lost you, forever.

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I’m peggy🥺🥺🥺

I FREAKING LOVE U OMG❤️❤️❤️

🌷 marvel characters! if u've already done it do it with more!

I have but I’ll do more :)

pietro - @buckysbeloved

bucky - @buckysbunny

thor - @blueberrythor

steve - @saiyanprincessswanie

natasha - @beskar-tano

groot - @world-of-aus

peggy - @rogerslovesstark

🌸 𝐣𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝟐𝐤 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫! 🌸

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i’m honestly so glad you’re back! your writing is the reason i started writing😭 much love❤️

TITLE: THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY / STEVE ROGERS X READER

Summary: Sometimes, the love of your life isn’t for life.

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Female!Reader.

Warnings: Angst. 

Word Count: 1,302

Author’s Note: This fic is a personal favorite. I love this fic so much. I highly suggest to listen to this song while reading it. Reblogs, likes, comments are highly appreciated. 

 𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

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You Should Be Sad

Steve x Reader

Summary: When your laptop breaks down, you ask Steve if you could borrow his. And you find out the ugly truth about the beloved supersoldier. 

Warnings: angst, so much angst, swearing, cheating, mentions of smut (just to be sure, be 18+ please!), feels, remorseful Steve, heartbreak

Word Count: 3141

A/N: This one story have been on my mind for months really, and when I had a dream about it a few days ago, I knew I needed to finally write it down. I was in need of some serious cheating-angst, and so… I wrote it! Hope you have your tissues ready, because this is gonna hurt. xx

Steve Rogers Masterlist __ Masterlist 

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              𝟑 𝐚𝐦 || 𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐬

                ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

                              main masterlist

summary || he won’t ever say i love you, but he’ll always fuck you until you can’t stand.

pairing || fuckboy!bucky x reader

word count || 1,584 words

warnings || spit kink, praise kink, hair pulling, blowjob (deepthroating), fingering, oral, overstimulation, choking kink, unprotected sex, breeding kink, mocking, degradation, name-calling, angsty ending —18+ ONLY//MINORS DNI

note || this is all i want bye

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I love you so much omg 😭❤️

Hi! Since you’re the angst queen, do you have any angsty fic recs? I wanna hurt my feelings

Hmm, I’m really bad at remembering titles but off the top of my head, these are my favorites;

Yearn by @moonstruckbucky

Only for tonight by @dirtychocolatechai

@rogerslovesstark has lots of angst too!! Check out my fic recs blog, I’m sure there’s tons of it there! :D 

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Eleanor, thank you for including me love🥺❤️

From my most recent fic, Love of the Past

“He just has to live with the fact that he lost the love of his life, on his own accord.”

tagging: @heyiamthatbitch @mrslilyrogers @cap-n-stuff @marvelsangels

𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄

rules: post the last line you wrote (from any wip) and tag the same number of people as there are words.

i wanna thank @fallinforevans | @brattycherub | @geniedetails | @nony-bear | @nakedrogers | @steebsbabygirl | @bubbleteaimagines | @honeyloverogers | @sultrygoblin for the tags! you guys always produce such incredible content and put smiles on my face!

this is from my most recent achilles!steve oneshot!

“he wonders if she’d be sweeter than the orange juice coating his tongue.”

a lot of people have been tagged, apologies if you’ve already done it! but; @mcubabydotcom @babiiface95 @buckysbunny @burninmatches @chrissquares @captainsdolly @afriendlyblackhottie @speechlessxx @sweater-daddiesdumbdork @sunstalgia @dadplease @drabblewithfrannybarnes @farfromtommy @fangirlovestuff @lilbabycee @labella420 @gyllenhaalstories @rogerslovesstark

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⭐ put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. it’s time to spread positivity! ⭐

i love you alex🥺❤️

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thank you so much for including me on this list🥺❤️

Marvel fanfic writer rec

Disclaimer: Most of the fic writer’s I am recommending write for an 18+ audience, I’m sure they don't want kids reading their fics, so if you’re not over 18, just stop right here.

Side note: I was going to do a fic recommendation, but literally all fics by these writers are amazing and I couldn’t settle for a favorite, so just check out all their accounts. Although I will probably make a fic rec once I settle upon fics that I find myself reading over and over again. 

My main blog is @thesecretwriter and I myself also write some fics, so if you have time, then please check out my work too. Okay bye!

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