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guess I’m just gonna sit here and miss one direction for the rest of my life

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10 years🙃

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how do i explain to my boss that i’m finding it hard to concentrate today because two ex boyband members chose to be publicly seen together for the first time in a decade

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🚬 chicken in chile forever 🚬 bus1 high forever 🚬

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will i ever be able to listen to walking in the wind without crying again? jury’s out

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one of the great mysteries of life is how i should’ve kissed you didn’t make the standard edition of up all night

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i think what breaks my heart the most about liam is he always seemed genuinely surprised that people loved him. and he was always so fucking thankful for the kindness he had received from fans. like he was shocked that people enjoyed him, that people looked up to him, that people loved him. you could see it in all those videos and all those livestreams that he was always in awe that people wanted to see him.

it breaks my heart to see people saw one bad thing about him and take the opportunity to shit on him and say “i knew he was bad news” “i knew there was something off about him” blah blah blah. and i’m not talking the allegations. i’m talking about literally anything that was negative towards him. they forget that he and the boys were in a horrible situation, they forget what he went through, and they just shat on him because he was a little weird.

liam deserved kindness. he still does. liam deserved the world and the world spat back in his face the minute he wasn’t picture perfect.

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iamsampounds: November 1st🙏🏽

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I'm going to miss him forever. I'm not exaggerating when i say there probably hasn't been a day when i didn't think about the boys in some capacity for years and now whenever i do there's just going to be this empty space. and i know that with time it'll get better, the pain will lessen and it will be filled with memories and love, so it's not hopeless. but fuck, that space shouldn't be there. none of this should be happening. I'm going to miss him forever

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:(

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I left flowers and I piece of my heart💔

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zayn baby :( ❤️

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went to the bar to distract myself and they played get low 😭

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heart is in complete shambles after looking at geoff payne looking at the memorial and thanking fans and paul higgins being there like no parent should ever have to bury their child this is truly heartbreaking. and paul being there is just so. god they really were all so close and formed genuine relationships with everyone during 1d and that clip in this is us where paul says he's like the boys' dad on tour and now he's about to go bring liam back to the uk. i just. this is truly the most heartbreaking thing ever

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like father like son ♥️

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god my heart hurts . it hurts so much