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wish i could tell legarde ascending to godhood will not fix the void he was born with
#*makes wild assumption about character based on nothing*#i have thoughts about him (and also i recently realized i now finally have no choice but to read berserk lmao)#anyway im having a terrible time. but with the power of thinking about characters who have it way way worse than me we will get through thi#life#maybe ill post sketches later this week
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professor gunpowder: as it's something i have created, i must take responsibility for it. even if it means hurting other people
me, despondently chewing my soup: oh, he means unlike his father, who shunned him to fit into society better. interesting subtext
professor gunpowder: *dramatic pause* my own existence is much the same
#the NOISE i just made#like holy fuck LEAVE IT TO THE SUBTEXT!!! leave at least something to subtext im BEGGING#i dont know why i keep expecting this anime to be good when its had the opposite trajectory thank god this is the last episode#seasonal anime bleating#edit okay she fixed this guy's trauma and presumably also the international relations by inventing fireworks.#im glad this is the last episode im off this ride forever
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my favorite thing about kusuriya no hitorigoto is how it allows its main characters to be shaped by the social & cultural structures that they exist within :) my least favorite thing about kusuriya no hitorigoto is that i was lured in by the promise of a eunuch main character and got none
#/hj it is gorgeous to look at and i enjoy it for that and everything else it does excellently#however when i learned that jinshi and gaoshun arent eunuchs that was top 10 anime betrayals of my life#(also im kinda ambivalent on how maomao's relationship with lakan is written)#seasonal anime bleating
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#hmm#having watched eva at 14 and remembering barely anything coherent sometimes ill see moments from it and feel so strange#like that last quote for example. yeah#(have a similar thing going on w utena#which i watched at 15? need to rewatch both at some point)#bucchigiri?!#i really hope the last three episodes land well TT
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fear & hunger mod where everything is the same but i can tell the tormented one that his poetry sucks
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learning alll-mer lore as someone who has a (very) surface level understanding of byzantine-era heresies is so funny, imagine if there was an actual heresy historically that claimed that the christ was a rightful god born from the seed of a false one
#actually i might need to research that cos theres some niche ass heresies out there#it also feels like applying a“trope” of polytheistic religion to monotheism (the son(-god?) killing the father-god)#its so funny and i love it#but also its interesting that alll-mer faith was from its beginning a reactionary religion
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more than 10 years after lapsing from culturally-mandated orthodox christianity, i have finally discovered the one thing that can force me to pray to jesus: Fear & Hunger
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it seems "asshole who deceives himself" is my favorite type of character
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love legarde. would love to find him alive someday
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cannot get over how theodore 7th time loop is written actually. 13 year old's suicidal tendencies resolved by having polite conversation with the person he loves most and whom he was doing all that for, and who has never before in his life clearly communicated with him at all, and who due to his own emotional immaturity decided that the best way to protect his desperate younger brother is to never talk to him and act as terrifying as possible around him. one unwell child eliminating another unwell child's problems, that he was contributing to, in a single conversation
like i cant get over how quickly the conflict was introduced and resolved.
#v*ncent n*ghtray is crying in my brain as i write this#not to say that that was his exact situation he just lives in my brain so that subplot reminded me of him#i just wish 7th time loop was more fucked up and better written. like arnold is gonna commit patricide in a few years#youd think thered be some atmospheric tension regarding the complete absence of his father in the plot (when we know hes right there in the#same palace)#im just imagining a version of it thats more fucked up and better written and also with less generic alternate-europe worldbuilding#generally when i fing myself wishing a story was more fucked up i do stop to consider that maybe thats my fault and im expecting it to be#something it isnt. and that fair on its own#however the writing IS bad - disregarding my own preferences#and i suppose its just that when im thinking of how it could be better my preferences affect my ideas#however if i WAS well written - just not to my tastes - my brain would not be complaining about it#also the economics in this show are so nothing. like again no effort put in. i struggle with understanding money related concepts#all the time but even i can see that
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idk anything about termina and i want to keep it that way for now but every single visual from it ive seen goes so hard, cant wait to get to playing it in like. 2025
#or late in this year. not for a while basically#i heard miro is gonna release a version with expanded lore (?)#so i might as well wait for that since im not gonna get to it soon anyway
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Please be aware that the "opt-out" choice is just a way to try to appease people. But Tumblr has not been transparent about when has data been sold and shared with AI companies, and there are sources that confirm that data has already been shared before the toggle was even provided to users.
Also, it seems to include data they should not have been able to give under any circumstance, including that of deactivated blogs, private messages and conversations, stuff from private blogs, and so on.
Do not believe that "AI companies will honor the "opt-out request retroactively". Once they've got their hands on your data (and they have), they won't be "honoring" an opt-out option retroactively. There is no way to confirm or deny what data do they have: The fact they are completely opaque on what do they currently "own" and have, means that they can do whatever they want with it. How can you prove they have your data if they don't give everyone free access to see what they've stolen already?
So, yeah, opt out of data sharing, but be aware that this isn't stopping anyone from taking your data. They already have been taking it, before you were given that option. Go and go to Tumblr's Suppport and leave your Feedback on this (politely, but firmly- not everyone in the company is responsible for this.)
Finally: Opt out is not good under any circumstance. Deactivated people can't opt out. People who have lost their passwords can't opt out. People who can't access internet or computers can't opt out. People who had their content reposted can't opt out. Dead people can't opt out. When DeviantArt released their AI image generator, saying that it wasn't trained on people who didn't consent to it, it was proven it could easily replicate the styles of people who had passed away, as seen here. So, yeah. AI companies cannot be trusted to have any sort of respect for people's data and content, because this entire thing is just a data laundering scheme.
Please do reblog for awareness.
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i think playing fear & hunger while rereading dungeon meshi while [redactelifesituationrelatedtoeventsinmycountry] is happening is giving me brain damage
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