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R.I.P "love"

Rest in peace "love" The truth is something deadly,  he raised the roof just a little to high,  fight for the right and bullets fly,  a whole nation will cry tonight for a man who wanted to fight for what's right,  never the same and The blame is not alright, bright before a time could handle,  crime rises and now surprises all around to know we've became all he despises, now left with only a lonley shame we cannot seem to tame, the death this game brings, all these things we see and do then we take our last breath, all these strings we pull and shake until they break,  all this pain and dread we make leaves us dead inside, we need to decide to make a change and rearrange before our streets become a gun range,  they see us as strange but never dare to engage us, we forever upstage them because we stare right back into their galre, a life being lived so unfair,  a strife great like a nightmare,  left with a blare of red and bullets we die for nothing,  left to tear up the sky with smoke and glocks, theft of life on all these blocks, reset the clocks and pray we can go back in time and undo all the crime,  fade into black and live a life nothing but sublime, stuck up in a room with a thought and a rhyme all alone wishing I could hear you over my phone,  I've become harder than stone with no more fear,  not a single tear to shed ever again, so I say amen and hope god can help me cope, cut the rope that hangs me and set me free because my heart breaks to live in a world full of so much hate, the world takes and takes but never thinks to make a clean slate so I crave the touch of an angel to save us all from this fate,  this horrible state of mind, this deplorable kind of rate that we all are stuck to live in, Storable suffering just to survive, struck down to the ground to drown in every fuck the world doesn't give, live just to work and hope demons don't lurk ahead,  elope with the perc in your hand so you forget what's in you're head,  instead I tell a story of worry, I've been left for dead before and I know to the core I'll hit the floor many times before I'm sure there's things worth fighting for a place on this earth for, I pace in the dark all alone waiting for a chance for shelter sore and beaten but instead I'm shown another reason,  another season gone wasted away, another day I play this game, can you feel The same?  Does the brother appeal to you or are you just all blue and shaded?  Raided of all love bellow, hello my names Devin i got seven cents could I bother you for some faith?  Eleven thousand people die of our wraith and I can't bare to know you throw the bodies to the wind just like they where sinned beyond repair, this life we live isn't fair where skinned alive just to survive,  just to strive,  drive me off the ledge and break my soul to pieces,  push my mind off the edge until where all blind,  remind me that humanity is more than profanity, evil mentality,  it must be more than just pointless brutality,  so what's the real reality I should believe now?  Pow pow gun shots off in the distance the screaming loud as society falls apart, no hearts allowed here,  you can't steer away, only fear remains for us now so I pray we learn to live again before all is lost, tell me was all this agony and money worth the cost? Was it worth being cold as frost? Unfold you're mind and remind yourself, assure yourself that wealth is all you want you're memmorie to be, buried in the cemetery lays above carved into rock "love"  Lock and load and die alone. - Devin Sixx

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Seven shots from heaven (dedicated to dread)

Seven shots from heaven Another real one gone and the pain leaves a stain can you feel me?  Steal another life and leave a mark, seven shots in the dark and you're on you're way to heaven, glock thirty five and I'll survive this day, I'll strive on this block, they think its a game and there's fame but the cold truth seeps through because its all shame untold,  this world will unfold and leave you black and blue and there isn't a thing you can do,  for the homies gone they flew up high, look up at the sky and try not to cry,  you thought you'd never see another one die, you fought hard to remain strong but the waits so long, you can't escape the pain,  tape can't fix this mistake, we make it and the world takes it, my people fake it to avoid what's already dead,  the dread always stays, too many strays on these streets, no more feats to accomplish, we ride along in fleets locked and loaded, we cried shocked and coded as soldiers, we look over our shoulders and pray we see the next day,  so now may I show you,  may I slay another, may I play this same old tired song,  I hear more shots fired off in the distance, I fear for the homies off in the resistance against the hustle,  another tear shed for another homies blood bled dear god where has this led us now?  Boom click pow another one down left to drown in bullets,  another homie knocked off his crown, another homie locked out this town, with every last word and noun I write my tears from all these years,  we still fight but nothing will ever be right, these streets won't ever be alright,  this life is forever far from the light. - Devin Sixx :dedicated to dread r.I.p:

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Ammunition

What is my life to you my dear friend? Do I have anything to defend me from the fear of losing what's left of my mind? Can you remind me just one last time before you leave me to die that its going to be okay even though its a lie? Can you wipe these tears one more time when I cry for a savior? Tell me do you savor every moment I fall apart?  Where you really there for me from the start or was I blind?  Why can't I find you?  Why can't you show me what its like to be more than my mind?  Where are you?  because I'm alone and I'm dying inside,  I can no longer decide if I ever had a sense of pride because I've cried every last bit of blood I had,  I've died and there's nothing left to do but tremble and fall in the mud with open wounds,  I can never again assemble my heart back, all my visions have faded to black because my train has derailed off the track,  I've failed so I couldn't blame you if you nailed me dead to the ground,  I wouldn't shame you if you halied me with thoughts of nothing to be found, can you hear the sound in the distance?  I'm screaming in agony left with little resistance to the pain,  for I've never had a thing to gain because my main purpose was all in vain,  I cannot take the strain on my brain and body anymore so I better end it before I hurt again,  with every day there's a new way to never become better,  I'll leave you with a letter stained with my blood with a note so dark that reads "I'm sorry no one needs me",  my last breath will be so slow but so beautiful because death is the thing I was destined to show,  so I throw this empty legacy behind,  a kind man who nevertheless mattered, forevermore had nothing in store but shattered pieces of his soul to offer, a man whose name was splattered and distorted for joy, a man who was sorted by god to be alone, he's shown what he had left and they rejected him as he stood,  forever his memmorie has gone unreflected and misunderstood left to rot like he never was alive,  maybe just five more minutes and he could still be here, maybe he would still strive but you beat his heart until it crumbled right before your eyes,  your lies where tough to bear, ignoring his cries for far to long where just enough to meet his demise at his own hands, so now only strands of his memory remain, you're words,  you're actions  where all too rough for him to keep so he's permanently asleep never to awake, everything you've done was just like a bullet and you're bullet was just enough to take the only thing he had with his own knife,  For the only thing he had was his life and you put him in this position, You're abuse was his ammunition. - ɗɛѵiɳ ىɩxx

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Reflect

Im Letting go of the impacts you hold over my essence for I fear the facts shall ever remain upon my veiw if I cannot move on from the old you so maybe the new me could come back to life once more, I shall explore everything to come that's unseen for I've been too keen of the past and I cannot say how long to last, I cannot say how fast the notion will pass but I do know I will not throw this all away, I will never again stray from what I have learned for I've been concerned of losing who I should be and not who I could be, so I see it has been time for the longest to stop being the wrongest and instead be the strongest amongst the weak although my destiny seems bleak, I cannot help to streak these matches and light these wounds for blood to leak is my peak,  so when I cannot speak anymore I tweak my mind to see what it is like to be free of all this pain for a brief moment, I watch each leaf fall to the ground wondering if I could have enough will to reach for the dreams long gone and the feeling of doubt is strong with my heart, with every part of me fading lost inside the shading of my shame, I could never blame you for hating me for I've kept the self proclaimed fame hidded far to long again, I've been bidden by my demons, I have slidden into the guilt for god only could know I was not built to be such a product of hate, he knows this was never my fate,  at times I feel I'm to late to save myself, some say I'm brave but truth filters through lies because I've wore this disguise down to nothing but my eyes so I'm still blind to the sunny skies up above, And so many tries but failing to find the love inside so I've cried, I cannot decide the pride over stride, I've been living in my suicide, with the tide over my soul to hide...I ride along the current waiting for a chance to slide away from everyday and everynight, I cannot say I have been alright, I will not fight with you anymore for the war has left me black and blue without a clue with what I shall ever do, for the few moments I am not caught in this depression this shall forever be my first session, this is my last intention, this is my discipline, this is my confession of sin. - purly yours - ɗɛѵiɳ รixx