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All I want is you to stay But even myself has to go one day I stare at your face And see how it changes And you can't make it stop
"Abysm" – Unprocessed
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Why are you gay? 🎤
There's something wrong with me
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Hit the Number, Call Me Up
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i've been enjoying perpetua greatly. here's elena <3
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hi, veilguard peeps, can we take a moment to talk about rook mercar? because rook mercar is possibly one of the most batshit rooks in the game and they deserve to be recognized as such.
but not only that, mercar's backstory shades the shadow dragons and venatori conflicts in very interesting ways so let's talk about them.
so first, the nessus job.
i don't blame you for forgetting (or not knowing, i know the shadow dragons aren't everyone's cup of tea) so here's your quick refresher from the shadow dragon background blurb found in the character creator:
Breaker of Bonds
“Rook risked everything to liberate the enslaved people of Tevinter, even knowing it would anger the ruling elite. The foundling Rook was adopted into a military family and joined the Shadow Dragons to fight from the shadows for change in Minrathous. While guarding a visiting dignitary who was investigating a slavery ring in the nearby city of Nessus, Rook concluded that the mission would fail without throwing caution to the wind. Alone, s/he(/they) sneaked the dignitary deep into Venatori-controlled zones and brought him back, along with the rescued slaves. These actions brought Rook to the Venatori's attention, and the Shadow Dragons decided to keep Rook out of sight.”
that is the nessus job.
except this doesn't quite square with what the game has to say about it.
the background:
first, here's the viper's letter about the job:
so right away, note how weird it is that the viper's writing mercar's letter. i say this is weird because, with the other factions, the person writing rook's letter is someone they're familiar with, usually in a position of leadership. antoine and evka are the notable leadership exceptions here, having actually been involved in thorne's backstory actions.
here's the rub: mercar doesn't know the viper. they've heard of him, certainly, but when that little popup telling you that you've worked with these faction agents before appears, mercar doesn't have the option to act like they know the viper.
the lines mercar gets are:
it's an honor to stand beside a legend
i know he likes to make an entrance
i know he gets things done
now, i will grant you that some of the responses to mercar's comment indicate tarquin is familiar with both rook and ashur (his response to the honor line is 'well, that'll go straight to his head' while the entrance line earns the viper's comment 'no one watches the rooftops' and tarquin's exasperated 'sure, that's what he says') but the point is, for a character mercar is "supposed" to be very familiar with, neve still tells them about the name ashur. like, seriously, it's the same dialogue tag every rook gets.
which is weird because veilguard is actually pretty good at keeping track of rook's faction and seamlessly changing up the conversation while still getting across the relevant information.
but it doesn't stop there, oh no.
during mercar's unpacking scene, we get these default shadow dragon lines:
now, these right here ping for the following reasons:
varric isn't the "visiting dignitary" that rook was guarding, given that rook had to get to nessus before meeting varric
the fact that rook's backstory happens dao style, where all events are true but only one has duncan varric available to pluck rook out of the immediate consequences
minrathous slaves, specifically, are mentioned as being freed here, even though we're supposed to be in nessus. now i'm not saying that minrathous citizens can't be enslaved and sent elsewhere, i'm just pointing out the phrasing here
the magisters who were financially benefiting from the nessus ring (aka venatori and their backers) knew enough about rook to put a name and a face on them. the structure of the sentence here is that everyone knows who is "too much trouble" to keep around and that is fucking wild kids. no, seriously, that is wild. there is so much wild here, put a pin in it.
no, seriously, this matters and matches the backstory blurb that the job "brought Rook to the Venatori's attention." put a fucking pin in it.
whatever rook's feelings, they always take pride in freeing those slaves- impulsive rook just dislikes that it comes at the cost of putting the shadow dragons in danger (put a pin in it), righteous rook thinks that the shadows should have used the crackdown to start a full out war with the venatori and their magister backers mind you while finally stoic rook just hopes that the shadow dragons weathered the storm safely.
okay, so ready for more batshit mercar?
the next solas conversation is the one where rook tells solas why they're going to stop the gods and here's what mercar has to say about that operation:
i just want y'all to marinate in that little gem of a line for a sec.
done screaming yet? it's cool, take another minute. no one's doing it like mercar.
okay, so finally a fuller picture of mercar's backstory comes into focus, if you ignore the weird bits. like the fact that the shadows made a plan with varric to rescue a friend, which does not appear to be the original nessus job, mind you.
mercar met varric, something went screwy, and mercar and varric decided the only way they had a chance was to start an armed rebellion in the city of nessus. the slavery ring is busted, said rebellion is (apparently) put down, the venatori and the magisters know who to blame for it all, and mercar hightails it out of the country with varric. simple and straightforward, right?
wrong, we have so much to work through.
the fallout:
like why the fuck are ashur, mae, and dorian squatting in dock town, exactly? tarquin lives there but those three surely have a high town shadow dragon cell they can go bug, right? and why is ashur the only one of the three making any cell decisions? i mean, points to mae for being a decent house guest, i guess, but what exactly is going on here? why are the venatori breathing down the shop's neck, to the point that they knew its location well enough to deliberately target it in the save treviso route?
remember those pins? it's time to pull them.
i repeat: this is real fucking bad for the shadow dragons. unlike the rest of the origins, the shadows are a covert operation. they don't want anyone knowing who their members are, who their backers are, any of it. the people in power being able to identify shadow dragons is how you lose shadow dragons: to arrests, targeted killings, beatings, destruction of their livelihoods, etc. ya know, like the viper mentions in his letter.
the fact that the first warden can not only link rook's face and name to the shadow dragons but to very specific crimes, crimes for which rook can absolutely be arrested, should set off all the alarm bells. as dorian says, the man is more politician than warden and as charter's letter from marnas pell states, "Assume every noble Tevinter family not with Shadow Dragons has Venatori pulling strings." this is extremely bad.
after nessus, the venatori had rook's identity as mercar and what did they do? they started looking into every single person mercar had known contact with, every path they took, their home, their family, the bar they stopped in for breakfast that one time. that's how resistance cells die, by the way. including, potentially, mercar's. this is why the shadows were more than happy to see mercar out of the way for a while where they couldn't cause any more trouble; so long as they're not around, they can't compromise more of the various cells' activities and members. it's the safest move for literally everyone involved.
because the damage has been done:
mae's related to varric via marriage, by the way, if the full picture hasn't come into focus yet.
mercar and varric were id'ed in that rebellion, the venatori were pissed at the lost revenue streams and suddenly mae's knocked out of the magisterium?
yeah.
my guess is that there is no high town cell anymore because of the nessus job. for all that mae worked to ensure that dorian was out of the line of fire and squeaky clean, the shadows and their backers couldn't stop the venatori crackdown after nessus, as mentioned by ashur's letter. ashur and mae are here specifically because there is no other cell to go to.
this is why tarquin is snippy, by the by. mercar and the highbloods are drawing attention to him and endangering all of his people just by being there.
hang on, it gets worse.
because the venatori are obsessed with the viper and proving that he's the divine (he is the divine, for the record, there are too many ambient dialogues, codices, and missions pointing in that direction). and to that obsession, i say, what the fuck? how did they come to that conclusion, exactly? what trail did the divine leave behind that first got the venatori on his tail?
well, he's related to and has close ties with mae's family. secondly, the divine is known for being quietly supportive of slave liberation. but the real reason, i think, is the original nessus job.
because again, why were the shadows in nessus originally? why was mercar in nessus to meet varric in the first place? who was the "visiting dignitary" that mercar was guarding?
yeah, i think the dignitary was the divine. and i think he was there in his official capacity. it would handily explain the discrepancy that ashur knows mercar but mercar doesn't know ashur. while the divine might not have a lot of actual power, the power of the press and drawing attention to issues and plights should never be discounted. especially when it's a plausible excuse to get several minrathous shadows in place to shut down the nessus slaver ring.
the divine being guarded by a now known shadow dragon (the viper likely made an appearance, ashur is known to pop up when slave rebellions start) combined with his anti-slavery views and ties to anti-slavery politicians turned the venatori's eye on ashur's night job.
remember, the shadow dragons are officially labeled as insurgents; if the venatori can tie the divine and all his people to them? that would be a death knell for any political support for liberation. the checkmate for the anti-slavery cause for the next age.
tldr: mercar exposed their ties to the shadows (and possibly the divine's) by starting an armed rebellion with varric to free slaves and shut down a slaver hub. in response, the venatori sniped several cells using mercar and varric's likely contacts, which led to ashur, mae, and dorian squatting in the dock town shadow dragon cell instead of some high town cell.
lucky the gods show up to cause trouble, huh?
god i love this game.
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The Shadow Dragons’ safehouse
is safe by name only. Even the safest of spaces in Minrathous exist under the looming threat of a magister’s whims. Perhaps those with the highest of blood sleep soundly in their manors, certain those threats don’t apply to them. Any with half a mind know better. The citizens of Minrathous know better. Tarquin knows better. He knows that the sweetly crackling fire and the way it bathes the room in soft light is an illusion of peace. Come morning, it will be broken by somber news of some atrocity or by the mere fact of being a rebel who still dons a uniform. Each will crack against this serenity, yet he will soldier on.
“What are you still doing here?” Ashur’s voice is as gruff as it gets. A thready rasp of exhaustion that can’t quite overcome the smooth diction of lofty breeding.
“Someone has to balance the ledger.” Unlike the divine incumbent, Tarquin is half a step from being a farm boy. The hour is late and his mood shows. “Unless you’d like to.”
Beneath the soft crackle of the fire, long since burned to embers, there is the whisper of breath. Sleeping shadows finding respite in the back room, piled onto cushions like stray cats. It’s a light sleep, Tarquin knows because he’s been there. Here. But at least it is rest and they are as safe as it gets. At least someone is awake.
“I appreciate you working the books.” Ashur isn’t in the mood for jibes, it seems, and Tarquin finally bothers to look at him. The circles beneath his eyes are dark and heavy, notable over the veil shrouding his face, and his shoulders slump. It’s slight, still more than he usually lets slip.
“Your eyeliner is smudged,” Tarquin says, because it’s easier than asking what happened. Ashur’s huff isn’t quite a laugh, but maybe it’s close enough. The Shadow Dragons aren’t the work of one man. They all put their lives on the line to make Minrathous better - even if doing paperwork feels like a mundane part of that - but Tarquin knows the role Ashur has played in it. Knows the role he still plays, with them and in Tevinter. The Viper means a lot to the city and the revolution. Beneath the table, Tarquin kicks out the chair across from him. “The tea is fresh.”
“Thank you,” Ashur takes the offer. Steam still curls from the kettle now between them. There is a moment of quiet, still catching the occasional stutter of noise from the backroom. Then the sound is Ashur, a soft sigh, and Tarquin sets his work aside. A soporati pouring tea for a highblood is so common it might as well be a joke. If Ashur had asked, Tarquin would have bristled. Instead, he pushes the mug across the table and watches. It’s familiar enough now it’s almost a game. Ashur’s elegant, precise fingers unthread the loop of his mask and he lets out a breath that pulls tension from his shoulders. He looks just as tired beneath the veil, and no less lovely for it. They are comfortable here. It’s a dangerous feeling to acknowledge more than what The Viper means to Minrathous, but what Ashur might mean to him.
“Alright, what happened?”
Then again, he wouldn’t be a Shadow Dragon if he was afraid of a little danger.
**I couldn't actually write tonight so here's a tiny Tarquin/Ashur thing. I may be an EmmRook blog but I'm not immune.
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took a stab at ashur's gala finery as Divine from bendingwind's Tarquin/Ashur fic: Glittering ✨
they showed me the inspo and my brain went brrrrr shiniiiiiies
#drooling. slobbering. leaking from all orifices#um i mean what#ashur | the viper#dragon age#fade u can just kill me honestly. one day itll happen. death of nosebleed
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ocean life 🧜♀️
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May 1 - Startup
this was supposed to be a more simple and symbolical thing, but i painted a small belgard on one layer and i love her...
go check @15daysoffatt !
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Tarquin in Armour
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A pilgrimage, for the kiss roulette
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Templar Tarquin
I may or may not be working on a western story for Tashur...
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Tashur → taskurästik (pocket viper) :D
hakkasin joonistama nastikuid ja rästikuid (küsige pauvrecamille’lt) kui ma leidsin selle pildi rästiku pilte otsides

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I'm very out of practice so this is gonna stay here untagged on tumblr, but:
This isn't a scene directly from If I Get Too Close by @profmeowmers but the line "No one has ever looked at Tarquin and thought, this one." lives pretty much rent free in my head and I had to sketch a Thing about it.
*gently deposits this here and flees*
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sublime
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my viperquin exchange gift for @boeing-787 who requested vampire ashur 💘
alt with no blood under the cut
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I made fanart for hanaaki fic called maledictus! (go read it pls, I love it)
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