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lonely youth

CHAPTER 1

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• uni au, • psycho au, •mafia au

summary: both youths, troublesome yet lonely. One is a unstoppable killer and the other one is a sweetheart with many surprises that unveil gradually, what could happen if a psycho killer learns about the surprises of Y/N?

“Jungkook baby remember mama loves you okay baby, no matter what..” (gunshot) “mama noo!!!”- onto that Jungkook woke up, once again drenched in sweat. 6:00am Another morning, another nightmare. Getting out of bed making his way to the window to stare at the souless city rise before his eyes. Jungkook is no ordinary 21 year old. He’s a made killer. A psycho. And he’ll gradually wipe out the entire Jeon Family for their sins but also for what they did to him. Sighing, he heads for shower and prepares himself for his third day at uni, of course not to study, but to follow a target he has his eyes on. The son of the Mafias member. What’s greater pain than seeing your loved one getting hurt. Nothing compares to it. Dressing in simple white T-shirt and black cargo pants, bucket hat with some 97s. Comfortable yet enough to settle in. Making his way to his second bedroom , a room full of weapons, gym equipment, mirrors, boxing corner and a checklist of his murders. he packs his backpack with a combat knife, seals. That’s all he needs to finish his job. And of course books for chemistry. When becoming a undergraduate jungkook made sure to sign up for chemistry, Jungkook thought it might aswel help him level up his killings. Don’t be fooled, killers are the most intelligent and smartert monsters out there and Jungkook is very smart when it comes to things he has passion for, especially when he applies the methods to his work. Maths, chemistry, physics, politics, all that he excels in.

Uni life is either something you enjoy or something you despise, regardless eventually you’ll get tired of it. And that’s why you decided to take photography and literature. Something about the arts and poetry just goes so well together for you.

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Lunch time is here, meaning game on for Jungkook, with enough following around and enough information, he knows where his target should be by now. Who is nothing but a smug, rich and stuck up bastard. While waiting for the right opportunity, he finds himself leaning against a fence having a perfect view of every detail infront of him. Looking around he finds himself being surrounded by ordinary students, something he could’ve been if he had a normal life. Something Jungkook doesn’t know of. He envies those people, not because he lacks their qualities but for being stupid and blind. For not seeing the reality that’s around them. Jerks. Looking further ahead of him, he catches a glimpse of a student, a girl, with a camera on the balcony opposite him. Staring as she’s taking shots of her surroundings he thinks to himself how he too loves taking pictures, pictures of his victims covered in blood like an art, which he sends to the Jeon Mafia, forever staying anonymous. Lunch time is nearly over, leaving Jungkook only 20 minutes to finish his job, he finally notices target. He slowly packs up and begins to follow him through the outside corridors to the shed, as he is a supposed rugby player. Hah Jungkook laughs to himself as he knows this person will no longer see the next sunrise. As he slowly creeps behind him he allows the guy to enter first and after Jungkook slips in, locking the door. He takes a deep breath, “who the fuck are you dud-“ Jungkook front kicks the guy as he lands on the equipment. “Game on”

Hellooooo guys so finally I’m back after such a long hiatus, I just had too much going on and now I’m back and can finally focus on the fanfics and tumblr. It would mean the world to me if you could comment or message me and let me know what you think about this first chapter, if you enjoyed reading or naah, anyways love you boos.

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I’m back after a long ass hiatus sorryy

Expect a Jungkook fic tonight boos.

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TAXI pt 7 ~ IM JAEBUM | angst+smut+mafia au

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Truthfully, you really missed Jaebum, but you were too scared and unsure if going back and giving him a chance was going to be the right decision, because you really didn’t want to get hurt once again. “I don’t know Jaebum, I really don’t know.. what if we can’t go back to how it used to be, or we won’t work out..” he moved even closer and was now staring, piercing into your eyes. “I promise, to be better than before, this time I won’t let anything happen to us.” With that being said, he leaned in for a kiss. This time it was more softer, passionate, so careful, as if you were a fragile piece of diamond. Both of your lips moved in perfect sinc. Gosh how you missed his lips, this man, his touch, his voice, and the feeling he gave you, a feeling of knowing you belong with him. Being his. Jaebum’s.

His hand now slowly trailed to your arms, to your fingers and lastly landed on your waist. Meanwhile your hands wrapped around his neck, this way the kiss deepened. His tongue now exploring your mouth, savoring the sweet and innocent taste of you. Making you melt as he’s taking away your pain, easing your worries. But the kiss wasn’t enough, and you needed him more, he began kissing on your jawline, leaving sweet pecks on your jaw and neck. You see, you know that Jaebum would usually rip your clothes off of you and have you begging for him, but today he was lucky to be even kissing you, to be touching you, he didn’t want to rush you into anything that would make you leave. Tonight he wanted to be gentle and savior your sweet love, he wanted to cherish and make you feel safe in his arms once again.

Suddenly, he lifted you up, carrying you bridal style to his bedroom. How could it be that Jaebum had everything from power to wealth yet he never felt so proud as to now, having you in his arms. It’s mad how a person leaves their mark onto someone else, and leaves them in despair, and after they’re the only one who can heal that person. He carefully laid you onto his bed. Sheets of silk, his lamp in the background, yet while his room was thrashed. Thrashed from anger, loneliness, sadness, and drunk nights. Dollar notes on the floor like confetti, his gifts from you, laying there in the cold, empty whiskey glasses. This was the state in which you left him. Yet, you were his, once again and he was going to prove it to you. He’s hovering above you, his broad shoulders, his messy hair, his lips, he wanted you badly, and so did you. You don’t even know how or when but suddenly your lips attached themselves to him. Holding on to him as there was no tomorrow. You began trailing kisses onto his neck his collar bones his chest, you left Jaebum in awe. He was in total shock, he couldn’t comprehend how few minutes ago you were shouting your voice out at him, telling him how much you don’t want to be with him. Yet now you’re here leaving wet kisses onto his bare body. Marking him. It was turning him on, on a whole new level. All he wanted to do was just to rip your clothes off of you and touch every inch of your body. And so he did. He couldn’t even last a moment where you would take the lead. As much as he wanted to keep this romantic, unfortunately Jaebum isn’t made for it. Atleast not tonight. Without your permission he ripped your shirt off leaving you in your bra, tossing your shirt and jeans somewhere on the floor in pile of money. His fingers followed a trace from your colarbones to your breasts. “Jaebumm..” You whined underneath him. He loved teasing you, he loved how you were calling out for him, needing him. It gave him a different authority of power. Dominance. You gave him the power to handle you like the woman you are to him. With a trace of his name leaving your lips, made him lost his plot. He once again kissed your lips. But this time it was different. He kissed you hungrily, fighting for dominance leaving him in victory, his tongue coming to meet yours. His hand sneaking around your body, to your hips, to your waist, until he gets to your thighs. Circling small circles on your inner thighs, leaving you in moans, beads of sweat slowly forming on your chest. This heat, this closeness, his touch. Were you even on earth anymore? This feeling was ecstatic, that only he could make you feel. He knew every inch of your weak spots, he knew what to do well. He didn’t even need to touch you properly and you were already soaking. Just the thought of him filling you up, left you in awe. He touched your core, clearly impressed. “Hmm, already so wet, baby I haven’t even touched you properly.” Smirking to himself, while nibbling at your ear. He teasingly slid his finger through your folds, unexpectedly. The cold feeling of his touch left you in shivers, pleasure. Hot moans leaving your lips as you’re writhing underneath his touch. You pulled him closer to your lips, uttering in his ear a whisper of “I need you... daddy��. If you seriously wanted JB to wreck you tonight, then you got what you wanted, because once you call him by that name, there’s no going back. This man will have you begging for him to let you cum, will fuck you sensless into his mattress, testing your limits. See he’s the type to be rough with you while still being gentle at the same time.

From that moment on he didn’t need to be told again, he knew what you wanted, and so he was gonna give it to you, but slowly and teasingly. With one swift movement, your panties were gone, leaving you in your bra. He quickly got off the bed to remove his pants, suddenly missing his warmth. Before you knew it he was on top of you once again, with his hard member against your core. He began teasing your folds, bringing your orgasm back but quickly removing it and leaving your core bare. He repeated the same action few times until you were a hot mess underneath him and felt your climax nearing. Jaebum knew you were close, however he wanted you to cum with him and didn’t allow you to until he said so. “Y/N don’t you dare cum yet, you hear me.” All you could do was nod at his command as you were too busy trying not to do the opposite. Jaebum on the other hand, was doing everything in his power not to pound into you right there and now. He wanted to make this somewhat unforgettable, just like the nights before.

He wanted to test your limits, he wanted to tease you until you no longer can think other than from his name. Jaebum too was going crazy, from your hot touches, to how his name rolled from your tongue, to your sweat glistening in the midnight. It was all too much to send him into an overdrive. Unexpectedly, Jaebum entered you without any warning. “Oh fuck..” He slowly hit each spot repeatedly. Small breaks between each time. “Jaebum... ahh.. please..” listening to your pleading he picked up his pace in an abnormal speed. Pounding into you, with each thrust hitting your spot, that left your utters incoherent. Leaning in he whispers in an low and raspy voice “cum for daddy.. baby” as he smirks. At last you managed to reach your climax, and so did Jaebum, at the same time. His hot seeds paintings your walls as you come undone around him. Leaving you both breathless, and sweaty. With his member still inside of you, he began kissing you passionately, which then turned into rough and hot. With your hands tangled in his messy hair, he pounded into you once to see your reaction. But when your walls clenched around him, he began thrusting into you once again. His lips on yours, muffling your moans and cries. His hand snaking around your neck holding you in place, then down to your breasts and down to your thighs where he then raised your leg, going in deeper. When he felt you were nearing once again he picked up the pace and pounded into you even after you came, overstimulating you. he still continued to pound into you roughly until he grunted your name “Fuck!” “Y/N” he collapsed on top of you still holding his self up on his hands , so he doesn’t let his weight crush your little frame. He kissed your lips and forehead and uttered in your ear “good girl, you did great..baby”.

To his expectations you already dozed off, by the time he cleaned you up, and held you in his arms you were already sound asleep. Jaebum was still awake, his head resting on the headboard, with you leaning onto his chest asleep, this was really all that he could ask for. With you being in his arms peaceful as ever, him stroking your hair, keeping you covered. He wanted to hold onto you like this forever, never leave his bed, and just you being in his arms. But there are people who need him, business he needs to take care of. I mean at the end of the day this is his job, being his own boss and giving out orders. He couldn’t leave this behind even if he wanted there’s no one that he can trust to do it instead of him. In order to keep you safe he has to kill the ones that would even dare cross his path. This is Jaebum him ruling the underground world with you in his lap sitting on top of him, in his throne. However when it comes to you, him being your man, caring, protecting you, and supporting you he’s a total mind struck man when it comes to you. He would buy you anything you laid your eyes on. He was going to make sure to be the man he wanted to be for you. And only you.

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•FF COMING SOON•

“WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF A MURDEROUS PSYCHO, FELL FOR YOU?”

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TAXI pt 6 ~ IM JAEBUM | angst+smut+mafia au

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You were now trapped between his heavy chest and the cold firing wall behind you. The limited space had you grasping for air and you couldn’t think properly. His aura intoxicating, taking over your will. However, you couldn’t show that he still had the same affect on you like he did nearly a year ago exactly.

“You’re only mine, always were.” You followed with a scoff, a pathetic smirk. “ No I’m not! Now get over it! And let go of me!” You exclaimed back, trying to get out of his hold. After realizing he still was holding your arm, he softly let go and spoke, closing his eyes trying to speak to you in a calm tone. “Y/N listen to me I-“ you cut him off mid sentence. “NO! You listen to me, you played around the bush, you played, what just so you could see me getting riled up and annoyed! wasting my time! Actually what am I even doing here still! I’m leav-“ just as you were to finish your words and move away, he pushed you by your shoulders, again, making you hit the wall, once again with an impact. Jaebum still holding onto your shoulders. “YAH! Quit being so stubborn and childish! And listen for once! waa you really are something!” You huffed and bit your lip, crossing your arms indicating you’re listening. He let out a breath he didn’t even know he was holding in. “Let me start again-Y/N, I, I need you here by my side, I can’t do this anymore, it’s driving me crazy in the daily! Not a day passed by where I don’t think about you... me handling things, being a goddamn leader and running dirty businesses!.. it’s all nothing comparing to what I have to fight inside my head, my thoughts..”

Suddenly everything became silent, he was too afraid to even continue. You looked back at him, clearly stating bullshit once again. That was him. “How easy was it for you to say this, do you feel better?” Mocking him. “Cause I don’t fucking believe you! Hell no!” “Y/N” He trailed off, as once again you letting your harsh words and temper take over you. “You know! You didn’t even try to come back, or try to change my mind or do anything! after I seen you, that was the end, clearly you were unbothered and doing good!” That was it. Jaebum lost his patients and temper, and suddenly began screaming over you before you could even finish speaking. “ I I know I didn’t! And I beat myself for it. But I also kind of gave up because I know how stubborn you were going to be and that you wouldn’t even try listening to what actually happened on that night!” - “but also because I needed to keep you safe, safe from those fake bastards!” He exclaimed. Your tears were now forming, but you quickly looked up to stop them from rolling. You have to be stronger than ever, to prove that you got hurt and you will not allowed to be messed with twice. All you could do was scoff at his meaningless words. “ oh really?! To protect me! Don’t be stupid! Jaebum!” “Y/N there are people you don’t even wanna know that exist. Because they will do anything to try and get to me.. and believe me when I say they will go after you if they were to find out about you and that I protect you.” “Well good news for you, cause there is no one that would harm me since guess what?! We’re not together, and you’re not here to to protect me so no need to worry! Gosh!” “You cannot be sure about that!” “Whatever! There’s nothing you can do to get me back, there’s no way I’m gonna forgive you for all the pain and sadness you caused me!! I’d rathe-“ and just like that suddenly you got cut off by Jaebum’s lips that crushed yours.

You tried fighting him off of you, but his hands held both of your wrists mid air, while his lips were still attached strong to yours. You tried breaking off the kiss, but it was impossible with his strength, and your weakness was slowly rising again. Suddenly, Jaebum managed to hold you by the back of your neck with his right hand, and put slight pressure into your lips, muffling your rejections, pleading for entrance. He needed you like his worst addition, and your lips certainly awoke the dead feeling inside of him. Although he wanted to never let go of your lips, he didn’t want to force it any longer, so he broke the kiss apart. “WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING?!”-“You psycho!” However, Jaebum just ignored your words and continued. “Y/N, listen please, baby-“ “don’t!, don’t call me that!” You said rainising your voice. “Fine! Look I know I did wrong, it is my fault, and I hate myself for that, trust me! But I thought that if I keep my distance from you, that this way I will keep you safe, and you’ll be out of any danger, you don’t understand how big of a deal it is and what my job actually is.. but my memories and guilt were stronger and it only showed me what I caused and let go of. WHAT I LOST AND WHAT A COWARD I WAS!!” With that he hit the wall to you, anger spilling. Leaving you alert, his chest now rising. Once again, Jaebum regained his composure and continued without your consent. “I turned into a monster, worse than I was before. I harmed the one precious thing that mattered to me the most, all because of some bitch that definitely deserved to die. Fuck! Don’t you understand that I need to have you by my side, and you need me too. Most importantly I need to see you, that way I can protect you, hold you close. God! Just how I should have, from the start. Y/N I’m asking you, come to me, give me another chance to show you how I should have protected you, to prove to you who I really am..” -“but most importantly to show you how crazy this maniac standing infront of you is about you, how much I love you..” “FUCK! You made a mafia leader worship the ground you walk on. Y/N you deserve to be the queen beside and on top of me, nowhere else.” He spoken while trailing off as if he no longer had any hope. You. You stood there holding onto the wall, although there is no where to hold onto. Tears toleld down your face in a slow and quiet pace. They were nearly invisible but still managed to leave warm stains on your cheeks. Meanwhile, Jaebum’s now cupping your warm face, slowly but painfully leaning in, resting his forehead against yours. Just like this, his manly hands were now cupping your cheeks wiping off the tears, leaving your body in shivers. Once again, here you were trapped by Jaebum’s broad frame, longing for his deadly-like but somehow sweet scent, his enticing eyes that were full of lust and desire. His desire that was you.

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TAXI pt 5 ~ IM JAEBUM | angst+smut+mafia au

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After what felt like forever, you stopped by a place that was too familiar, of course Jaebum’s penthouse. Of course he’s going to bring you here where else, stupid.

He pulled up right infront of the entrance, however you thought he was going to drive around to the back and park in his underground garage, but he didn’t. Instead he parked on the side lane. He stepped out of his seat, hands in his pocket and just looked at you through the window. When he seen that you are ignoring him and not even looking his way, he just shrugged and waved at you and left off walking.(is he seriously gonna leave me here now? Wow) you thought. While you were trying to to recollect yourself together, before trying to murder him, Jaebum already walked to the lift, and up to his penthouse. When you decided to follow him, you just scoffed at his attitude and how he manages to change his emotions in matter of seconds.

You took the lift and pressed🔝button, clearly knowing his house like it was your own. The elevator notified your arrival with a ‘PING’ and the doors opened.[btw the lift is the entrance to the house, so you enter his hallway immediately.] when the doors opened, he was standing in the hallway readjusting his painting. “Took you a while.” You took small steps and stopped just before him. Showing no emotions. “So, what do you want first, do you want a hot drink?” “Jaebum, enough!” You shut your eyes and exhaled. “Tell me what you wanted, so I can go already.” He cocked his head your direction, raising his eyebrow and glaring at you. “why in such a hurry?” “Are you joking? I told you I want to go home” you spoke annoyingly. Before you knew it, he was now facing you, when he put his keys down on the stand, not taking his eyes off of you. Then, he began removing his leather jacket off, when suddenly he caught you off guard. “Why, you seeing anyone?” While a smirk was plastering on his face, Although he tried to keep a straight face. “What?!” You exclaimed. You stood there in disbelief wondering if he’s in his right mind, but once it’s Jaebum and after today nothing can surprise anymore. Your thoughts vanished, when you realized that Jaebum was standing right infront of you, just few cm’s away from your face, with his hands still in his pocket. “Do you have anyone?” He clearly knew the answer, because there was no chance he would allow any man to get close to you. However, he always found it amusing, how his closeness made you go weak, and he knew it still does. He stared into you eyes, waiting for your answer, knowing that you probably zoned out, because of his presence. You however, your brain went blank and suddenly you felt over powered by his presence. As if you no longer had any strength. So all you could do was let out a whisper of “no” And gulped.

He was totally amused by your reaction, but didn’t show it. So he just nodded his head showing he understood your answer and walked off. Leaving you phased. When you quickly came to reality, you followed Jaebum to the kitchen and had a go at him. “Erm excuse me, but this is not the time for jokes and your silly interrogations, I’ve had enough of your little act.” You we’re having none of this. Meanwhile, he just stood behind the counter, leaned in and passed you your hot chocolate. Ironically, how you always like it, sweet with cream. Why does he do this, triggering flashbacks of memories while the scent of the drink fills your nostrils, trying not to fall for the trap. You pushed the drink to the side and carried on. “No thanks, and even if I did have someone, it’s none of your business, you hear me!” Raising your eyebrow, following with a fake smile. Jaebum was having none of it either. “Infact, yes it is!” He exclaimed. And approached you so fast that when you turned to your left to look at him, he already caught you by your arm and backed you up against the wall. Trapping you.

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TAXI pt 4 ~ IM JAEBUM | angst+smut+mafia au

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PRESENT:

There wasn’t a day where he hasn’t thought of you. But he was too scared to hurt you even more and approach you. He didn’t want to cause more trouble than it already was.

The aura in the car is suffocating the both of you. So many questions, confessions and answers. But both of you are too stubborn and hurt to make a move. You were nearly chocking in air and had to put your window down, it was still raining, looking like it won’t stop any time soon. You both glanced at each other through his mirror, but quickly looked away. Maybe you should have waited for another taxi. You knew he was a taxi driver, you found out about his from your closest friend. She knew JB because you guys bumped into your friend when you were out on your date. You tried to avoid him and found it really weird that Jaebum would drive a taxi. ‘What is this his next level of trying to spy on you?’ You thought to yourself.

The silence broke when Jaebum spoke interrupting your thoughts. “How have you been lately?” You could legit tell he had been thinking for a while now to ask you this. “ I’m okay” “has anyone been bothering you?” “No” and you rolled your eyes, annoyed by his sudden questioning. He looked at you. And gulped. “ I’m serious, Y/N...” he spoke in a firm by low tone. He hit the brakes slightly trying to get your attention, indicating he was being serious. “What do you wanna hear? Hmm. Let me assure you that there’s no need to be worried, because I’m perfectly fine!” And raised your voice trying to emphasize your point and to show you didn’t want to speak. You knew his temper wouldn’t last long, so you knew you were going to leave soon. That’s when Jaebum screamed “Yaah!” And he hit his steering wheel obviously annoyed by the fact you didn’t cooperate. “Why can’t you just answer me properly without being sarcastic and rude!?” You couldn’t take this anymore, that was it. “BECAUSE MAYBE INSTEAD OF YOU TRYING TO PRETEND TO WORRY BOUT ME, YOU SHOULD WORRY ABOUT THAT HOE YOU WERE TOUCHING UP IN THE ALLEYWAY!!- you ruined everything! You made me become who I am now, so don’t act surprised suddenly!!” “And you know what? You haven’t even tried to make up for the shit you done, instead you tried to play the stuck up bigman you are now!” “So don’t go off telling how I’m being sarcastic, cause the only joke here is you!” And with that you shut Jaebum up. He was speechless, never in his life he got sworn and shouted at from a women ever. Because he wouldn’t have allowed it, but you, you had every right to be mad at him. Every right to shout and curse. He know he deserved it, because some of it was true. Yes , he should have fought for you and tried to make up for it. But he thought otherwise, he thought it’s only going to make him look worse.. You on the other hand, felt little bad that you had such an outburst and threw everything at him in one go, but a part of you was relieved that you managed to stay strong and speak out. After some minutes, it was all quiet and both of you had calmed down. This time JB spoke in a more calm and whisper like tone. “you don’t know how it’s killing me on the inside to see you alone..and that I cannot get close to you, you don’t see my sleepless nights, I’m the one that has to deal with this chaos inside my head!” He raised his voice at the end, as he spoke realizing that he fucked up. “Oh really?, you think you were the only one with sleepless nights filled with tears and disappointment? Then think again!” “And you know what, it looks like it stopped raining, so stop here, cause if rather be walking.” You tried to keep your tone firm but stern. Just as you wished.

Suddenly he stopped the car and luckily you were around 15 mins away from your house, so guessing to escape this hell, you’d rather walk. However, things don’t always turn out how you want them to. Atleast not today. Jaebum exhaled and put his head down, thinking what to do whether to let you go once again, or sort this out for once and for all, and with luck win you back. Or at least explain to you the truth. It pained Jaebum to see you like this, all he wanted was to hold you in his arms and never let go, he regained his control and with that he decided that he will become a bigger mysery if he lets you go, therefore since he had you in his car , he had his opportunity now. He will prove to himself, that if he truly is a leader then he will use his abilities and fight for you, and protec this treasure. His case YOU.

“Actually,No. I’m not letting you leave” he looked up his expression of determination and hope. “Huh?”-“eerm.. yes actually I am, JB, and you cannot stop me” you grabbed your shopping bags and was about to reach for the door when..”nope, you’re not leaving.” He locked the doors and started his engine, while Ignoring your commands and bickering. “Are you fucking serious??! I said I wanna go home, so let me!” And you began punching the door and whine like a child. It was amusing but sad for JB. But he had to do what he meant to do a long time ago. “No Y/N!, We are going to sort this out and you are gonna hear me out, whether you want to or not. End of!” ‘He is unbelievable you thought to yourself,’ “ huuh.. I’m sorry but where are you taking!? And there’s nothing to sort out, and I’m definitely not in the mood to listen to you, dumbass!” You huffed and crossed your arms. Eventually you quiet down and just stared out the window, leaving you to your thoughts once again. Your mind not even being able to come up with anything nor think straight. Neither has JB spoken , or you. The ride was dead silent and you couldn’t wait for this to be all over and disappear off the earths surface.

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TAXI pt 3 ~ IM JAEBUM | angst+smut+mafia au

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(Continuing from part 2) Just kill me maan🤗

When you wanted to take a step back you accidentally stepped into a puddle that was loud enough for them to hear. ‘Shit! you’re screwed.’ You thought to yourself. Unfortunately, at that mere second both of them looked at you. You flinched. You took a last look at Jaebum, hoping to make out something from this situation. Hoping that this was all a misunderstanding. But all you could make out of them and think was he angry that you caught him? Or did they look like he knew he lost you and everything in that millisecond? Well you didn’t care. You backed away, turned around and hurried home. You didn’t bother turning back, you didn’t want to see him. You didnt want to be crushed completely. Later on that night, there was banging on your front door. You knew damn well that, that was Jaebum. After today, all you wanted to do was just to force yourself to sleep, and await for tomorrow and more sorrow.

REWIND: 4 months ago

You and JB haven’t spoken not seen each other. You kept his coast clear, that was until one night you decided to get some takeaway and some fresh air. It was around 10pm, when you were casually walking home and suddenly heard footsteps behind you, you shook it off, and carried on walking without looking back. However, deep down you had a feeling and the urgency to turn around and check for yourself. You decided to turn around only to be met by him. Jaebum.

Before he could even recall that you turned around, you already began walking. But his footsteps quickened and shortly caught up to you, grabbing your wrist. “Y/N wait! Please!” He tried making you face him by stopping you. “What?! Leave me alone!” You pushes his hand off and hurried walking. “Please I know what you saw, but it isn’t like that!.. I just need to know if you’re okay” he whined in an plead and anger. That last sentence really got to you,’how dare he ask if you’re okay??’ You stopped in your track and faced him. You gave him the dirtiest look, that could kill. “Fuck you JB!!, after what I saw clearly it doesn’t need an explanation!” You exclaimed. “And how are you gonna ask if I’m okay?! You prick! I’m doing just fine without you!!” You spat those words at him, leaving him in his misery and walked off. This time you took the left turn, which is the long way and you quickened your pace. This time when you glanced behind you. He wasn’t there anymore. You let out a sigh, and tears began forming in your eyes. You didn’t know what to think anymore.

Meanwhile, JB still stood there, not being able to comprehend what just happened. How you grew the confidence to throw such harsh words at him. You never were like this. You were the innocence that was still keeping Jaebum on his feet. Is that what he turned you in? Is Jaebum at fault of your behavior towards him? Of course it is, he ruined you. And it was all his fault. With that he walked back to his car, trashing the streets, anger welling up, he was angry at himself, because he let go of that one person, that made him feel still human. And right now he feels like The Monster.

However, one thing kept him at peace. His job grew more dangerous by time, and this way he was able to keep an eye on you, without any other territories trying to use you to get to him. He wanted to keep you out of danger, to protect you and to keep all the bad habits away from you. So you couldn’t see how worse he got, without you being there. Guess this was the price to pay, to keep you out of any harm. Luckily, it was working. Jaebum would have his closest mens Yugyeom and Jackson, in the streets to watch over you. At time he would be the one on the watch and made sure to be by your side without you actually knowing. He hated to see you in such state and unhappy, if he could he would do anything to keep you in his arms, but recently he didn’t have the time to check up on you like always and that’s why he followed you and got caught by you. Ironic isn’t it.

REWIND: 2 months ago

Things got tough for Jaebum. As he had a lot to deal with, within his territory, sadly one of his closest man has died because of a deal that failed. Things were too much for him lately and he hadn’t had the time to see even a glimpse of you. He lost track of your work times, and your regular night walks. One night he thought how to always keep an eye on you without you actually noticing, he didn’t mean to bother you and be burden to you. However, because of one business man that messed with Jaebum, ran away and Jaebum received a message that he was back, but in the hiding. He owed Jaebum huge amount of money. That’s why JB needed to spy on him, in a way that no one will notice him and even know that he’s spying on the business man. That’s how he came up with the idea of a taxi driver. This way he could be camouflaged and slowly pry to the dead man, but also look out for you.

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TAXI pt 2 ~ IM JAEBUM | angst+smut+mafia au

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(Here’s the second part, I’m sorry that you had to wait this long for part II but my life had been currently down and school was a drag and I didn’t want to post something that was finish or had linguistic errors 😑 anyways hope you enjoy it lol and please comment on how it was or if anything I should improve on) THANK YOUU 🖤

REWIND : 8 months ago

You and Jaebum were special. He fell for you before you even knew he existed, he was a leader, and although he didn’t like showing his face during the broad daylight, he would order a double chocolate frappe atleast 2 times a week, just to meet you at that vintage coffee shop around the corner. He eventually started little convos with you and that lead to longer conversations about your interests. As for Jaebum, he was a quiet and observing person, but once he has made his mind up about wanting something, then trust me he will get it. Eventually, as for you he wasn’t the type you would go for at all. He had that aura that was intimidating and reek dominant and heavily bad handsome. However, with every conversation and every meeting you couldn’t help yourself but fall for him. Truthfully you didn’t know how, but you just felt safe whenever you were with him. He would make you feel like you were his main priority and mainly you were surprised by how cocky but cute he acted,when he was with you on little dates or just having moments where he would even forget that he had most of the city under control. Furthermore, You and Jaebum began dating and he even managed to open up to you about some things. For example, for the fact that he was the leader of the most feared and respected mafia within South Korea. (But hey! That’s not that bad right?)only that nobody ever knew who the leader was or what he looked like in the outside world, which was an advantage. His face was only shown in the underground world, the world of dirty deals, guns, corruption and death. Although it was hard for you to process all this, and were frankly scared for your life. Jaebum gave you a promise to protect you until the end, hoping to put your mind at ease. So in your relationship things have been going smoothly for those 4 months. Until 8 months ago.

This is where your relationship was at the peak of the edge. Simply put, you and Jaebum would barely see each other, and when you actually did manage to see him, he would visit late nights either tired or covered in someone else’s blood. You let it slide in the beginning but eventually you knew that even he should know by now what’s better. He would send you ‘goodnight’ or ‘i love you’ texts. However you hung onto those texts to keep your relationship going and have a hope that he still loves you like he did in the beginning. You came to the conclusion that maybe you were a burden to him or maybe the feelings he had for you faded.. but because you loved Jaebum and got attached to him, it was hard for you to think otherwise.

One evening after work, you were walking down the street. To people that area seemed dangerous, because of all those little gangs, or drug selling was common there too, or the night life, but to you it was just an area where you lived and nothing ever happened to you. Although you were always cautious, you’re used to it so what’s the worst thing that could happen right? As you continued walking down the street you turned the corner and was about to begin walking through the long alley way that was a shortcut to your house. When suddenly you stopped in your tracks…

Your stomach twitched and you had a really weird feeling. Your palms suddenly got sweaty and your breathing became hitched, to the point where your legs didnt allow you to take a single step. As you starred there quietly on the corner hoping no one would notice, you managed to recognize the tall and broaded figure in the alley way. Both hands on the side of the wall, trapping the woman as close to him as possibly. The woman wore a tight dark dress with heels and didn’t look scared at all. In fact she looked daring. As the man moved, with his back facing you, you immediately uttered in shock. The huge logo with a skull and arrow going through it, the logo that screamed through you. His leather jacket. The leather jacket that you wore when you were cold at nights, the jacket that you held onto when you linked arms. And the jacket that was known to those who feared and respected. And the owners name that this jacket who belonged to was IM JAEBUM.

From there on you didn’t need any explanation to anything…

(Guys shall I continue with pt 3 ?? Do you want me to continue with the story?)🤔😬

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TAXI pt 1 ~ IM JAEBUM | angst+smut+mafia au

‘You loved him. He loved you. You were his treasure, his everything. Yet you didn’t understand why he was pushing you away.’

You stood in the pouring rain as you waited to get a taxi and head home. You came to town to get some new hoodies and autumn clothes. However, nearly every taxi was already taken. Finally you managed to spot a taxi in the queue that was free. You were already soaked so you hurried to the car and without asking the driver you just got into the back and started to organise your bags. “Hi, can you please take me to St Knighthood number 7, thanks. Oh and here” you handed him a £10 note without bothering to look up. Little did you know… “Y/N what are you doing?” suddenly you stopped in your tracks at the familiar voice. You stopped organising your bags and looked infront of you, you sat back and sighed, brushed the wet hair out of your face and you spoke. “oh it’s you…” of course you knew who it was. It was JB, or better noted Jaebum. Your so called ex boyfriend, on top of that the most feared mafia leader in the whole of South Korea. Luckily his face is only known in the underground world as he likes to keep unknown to the rest of the world. You knew he became a taxi driver not so long ago, since you stumbled onto him a couple times before. You guessed this was his way of stalking you. “look, im tired okay, so just take me home, thanks.” you spoke as you didn’t even bother looking at him. And you knew that you might have to wait some more if you left to get another taxi, so you decided to just go with it since it still poured outside and you were not planning on leaving. Little did you know he wasn’t planning on taking you anywhere. He stared infront of him, body still and tense. He closed his eyes and exhaled, his hand still on the steering wheel. “Y/N..leave” you looked his direction, (is he for real now!?) you thought to your self. “what do you mean leave? Seriously, can’t you just drive me home, like any other customer? Without having to start things!?” you asked in disbelief. “Y/N I mean it, get out!” by now he was clenching onto his steering wheel, knuckles white. Hoping he made himself clear and that you would leave. Oh Lord, little did he know you’re not leaving that easily. You sat back in your back seat and got comfortable as you spoke “no Jaebum, sorry to dissapoint but there aren’t any taxi’s available and as you can see its pouring, so for the last time, please drive me home, im soaked, had a long day and I would really want to sleep. Thanks.” by now you were already annoyed by his childish behaviour. You crossed your arms and waited for his reaction. “ YAH! I said lea-” “No! jaebum im not going anywhere! END OF!” YOU shouted over him. “Fine!” he hit his steering wheel in anger, started the engine and drove off. It was going to be a long ride.

(Thank you so much if you actually made it to the end! Please note this is my very first fanfic aahh✌ so I know its probably shit asf lmaoo + please leave me feedback on how it was and if you would like me to continue with PART 2.) THANK YOU