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i lowk wanna die but i also lowk wanna live

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fucking hate emotions. ugh.

at least i think he's back.

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want them to pay fucking attention to me. me

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he's not here. i hate how much i needed him. how much i do need him.

[roses-and-holly]

i meant it when i said i wanted you to find me. in every corner of the room, in every place you go, when you navigate through your mind, in every lifetime. my hand will be extended towards you, ready to be intertwined with you once more like it’s meant to be.

[roses-and-holly]

okay im having thoughts today lol

i do not care about your thoughts. i don't care why you do things. i care what you do.

if you only do good things for attention, good for you. if you only do good things because not doing them makes you feel bad, i get it. at least your doing good.

but if your a peice of shit, i am going to dislike you. even if its a mental disorder, because fuck if i don't get that mental disorders can make it hard to be a decent person. but i don't care. if you're an asshole, you're an asshole, and if you don't try to change, why would i care about you. mental disorder or not. you are not obligated to change, and i am not obligated to like you.

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ASPD traits is why do I have to be so bored all the fucking time? It's painful and nothing seems to make it go away and if it does, it still manages to be there

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[roses-and-holly]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

I'll write your name with my blood... ♡(*´ω｀*)/♡

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

[roses-and-holly]

My idea of romance is mutual violent obsession

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on the one hand: I logically care about people's wellbeing and think that things like the death penalty and dehumanisation of shitty people more often than not harms marginalized communities disproportionally.

on the other: emotionally I think some people in the us government deserve every bad thing in existence, and if i could I would shoot them point blank with a rifle.

this is an example of a dialectic. therapy has done wonders for me.

goose

[roses-and-holly]

Gentle reminder, it’s completely okay and normal to have violent and homicidal thoughts toward your abusers.

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I need to stab someone.

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I need to stab someone.

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All victims have a right to kill their abusers.

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