#homicidal ideation

[thehomicidalbaby]

I daydream about killing ppl with you.

[sillynarcissist]

I cannot relate to "violent intrusive thoughts" all my violent and homicidal thoughts are welcome. I WISH I could fucking indulge in them, but I have some self control.

I will sit and kick my feet and daydream endlessly about brutalizing people because it makes me feel better. I will never do anything I fantasize about, buy I do get stuck on those fantasies, and I've decided to be proud of them !!

[mewhenthe-whenthe]

"having intrusive thoughts doesnt make you a bad person!!! theyre not secret urges dont worry you dont actually want to do those things ^_^" is a good statement, dont get me wrong!!

but what if they actually are "secret urges"? what if i do genuinely want to stab people just from intrusive thoughts? what if i do actually have homicidal urges? what if i do actually struggle with controlling them? what if im trying? what then? am i a bad person then? am i being "edgy"? or do i just not exist?

[love-me-love-my-weirdness]

“Hurting those who hurt you will not solve anything”

Maybe not but fantasising about it will solve my urge to punch a wall

[bpdohwhatajoy]

“Are you okay” thinking about killing someone is comforting to me

[theunknownrecipient]

My Darling,

The heinous things I would do for you. To you. With you. I will tear this world to shreds until I find every missing piece of you. And I will rebuild you, heal you. From all the pain caused by those who never deserved you.

[vixen-angel]

purposely putting yourself in danger, or being visibly sad so maybe someone might ask if youre doin alright.. but then nobody bats an eye.

[forevermineforever]

need friends who will listen to me vent about homicidal thoughts without reporting me or thinking I'm actually insane

[saul-goodboy]

hi this is your reminder that having homicidal thoughts does not make you an inherently bad or broken person. your intrusive thoughts don’t define you as a person. and anyone who says otherwise can go vomit blood and die :3c

[traumatizedjaguar]

Gentle reminder, it’s completely okay and normal to have violent and homicidal thoughts toward your abusers.

[coyote-in-the-mirror]

Do you ever walk behind someone and think how easy it would be to attack them and snap their neck?

Do you feel that hot rush of adrenaline that culminates at your fingertips and your jaws ache and your vision blurs and all you want to do is kill kill kill?

Do you ever wish to feel alive? The warm blood drips down your face as people around you scream in horror at what you've done but you can't bring yourself to care because you've finally let it out after hiding it inside you for years and it feels so goddamn good.

Do you ever think that one day you're going to snap and give in to temptation?

[thehomicidalbaby]

“I want a crazy girl” til you’re in my car with no cell service.

[quetiapin4]

Sometimes i think that everything would be better if i had murdered my abuser when I had nothing to lose. Now i'm fucked.

[drifting-bones]

it's so fucking awful when the people that you love the most hurt you and all you can feel is the most intense hatred that you've ever felt in your life. i want to be fair, i still want to love them, but i'd be lying if i said i didn't lie awake at night thinking about how bad i want them dead.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

A rage room isn’t enough I need to kill

[theinfantboiler]

I want to make friends

-Ten minutes of socialization later-

I want to kill my friends