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I never bothered checking your Tumblr once you added me on Facebook. Now, I wish I did and followed you way back then. You have such a talent at writing and expressing yourself. It's amazing how I can relate to your posts. It feels good reading things I, myself, can't put into words and to simply read things I can relate to. Keep it up, Rosette. :)

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I don't deserve the shit you put me through...

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your writings remind me of the show from MTV , awkward . i love them !

Haha, thank you!

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yes.

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I think too much, and I care too much.

No more thinking and no more caring.

I'm my own person, I won't let anyone define me.

Everyone opinions and feelings are no longer valid to me..

Not being heartless or selfish, just using my heart less and taking myself as first priority now.

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Your blog... it's perfect just what I need when I'm about to go to bed. It's just perfect <3

Aw, thanks love<33333 Appreciate it :)

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I want to completely shut down my feelings on how I feel about you.

I want to block you away from my life, and never look back.

I just want to forget you.

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Ladies, pay attention.

Only women who respect themselves can find men that respect her. Treat yourself right and you’re bound to find someone who will do the same. Give yourself some self ambition and pride. It’s easy to be sleazy, but a girl who can stay classy deserves more than men who want her for sexual intimacy alone.

Your mind is the most important thing.

Remember that.

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I want to destroy everything in my possession and imitation of perfection. I want to throw a glass cup, and hear the shatter sound that it reflects on the ground. I want to tear apart every shed of paper around me, and watch its tiny division float through the clear air above me. I want to scream out, using every ounce of my body until I can't grasp any part of air stringing inside me.

I want someone to walk in. Instead of questioning why I've disillusioning lost my mind— but hold me, in fear of the pain that's been strung inside me.

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Happy birthday to me!

Feeling pretty dispirited as if this day isn't like any other day..

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I’m not trying to be selfish or anything but honestly, all I want to care about is my own happiness for once. Feels like I sacrificed so much for others in the past so now it’s time to place myself as first priority.

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Corrupted souls are sleeping.

It feels like the world is a little calmer when the air holds a tingling chill and the sun hasn’t made it’s way across the horizon. When the sky is a musty colored dark blue with hints of grey and purple, I can hear the stillness of the world and the loud thoughts that start to clear up inside my head. With the chaos that comes along with daytime and people, it’s hard to concentrate on the flow in my mind.

That time between midnight and the breaking of dawn, when everything is sound and still, is when I feel the calmest. Society has killed the serenity in me. Now, I can only turn to the moments of isolation to save that part of me.

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Forcing my eyes to shut.

Maybe if I try, the world will vanish under the black cloak beneath my eyelids. Though, my eyes compete with the lonesomeness of this presentiment that endures my mind as it flusters; for, I no longer have restraint over this grieve that keeps my mind awake as I lay here, depriving on sleep that my mind and body longs for.

Feeling a pang in my chest that desperately wants to get away. The quietness of my own soul and the sound of my own singular, consistent heartbeat; it speaks for more than what my mind can read.

Awaiting on this feeling that's longing to escape and vanish into ashes through the thin air..

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Reminiscing.

I'm good at that shit.

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There's 2 different people living inside of me.

There’s the normal, caring side and then there’s the hateful, darker side. I live day by day as the sweeter side. It haunts me how I can feel the dark monster within me waiting to strike. When I’m vulnerable, the malicious side starts to take over and I turn in to a different person. It tears at my chest and anger seeps through every pore.

I want to push away everyone I love.

No one understands what it feels like. It longs to be the dominant side. I try so hard to suppress it. I want to live as the girl who grows from her mistakes. I want to love selflessly and become a light in the lives of others.

It’s like they’re fighting to become the real me. The malevolent part of me is killing me inside to reign over and prevail as the dominant personality. I feel like I’m slowly losing myself to the bitter disposition. My eyes are turning from brown to cold, black, lifeless holes. The malicious me wants to win, but the real me won’t let go.

When there are 2 people who want the same thing,

Only one can win.