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I have finished reading Define the Relationship for the third time and I come with the booty! Took my time with it this time, instead of devouring in one sitting~

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Okay I already read this twice because I had to, right after I finished the first read-through. Now I'm considering a third time. I have read some other stuff yesterday and today but my brain keeps bouncing back to Karlyle and Ash lol

It's been years since I last changed my phone background. At least 5 lol. But I am obsessed with this blorbo. Also it's been even longer since the last naughty pic. Probably good in honour of my divorce finally happening, time to be horny on main!

Anygays, Define the Relationship is a very juicy alpha/alpha BL omegaverse story and Ash here is an absolut cinnamon roll in the streets, DADDY in the sheets. And his character design is just so GORGEOUS.

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Slowly chipping away at art fight stuff- apologies for not being very active here, haven’t had much of spoons to draw as much as I’d like to due to life stuff so I can’t guarantee I’ll be able to put out much for attacks/defends but I’m going to try ✌️anywho here’s an Orange boy

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It's been years since I last changed my phone background. At least 5 lol. But I am obsessed with this blorbo. Also it's been even longer since the last naughty pic. Probably good in honour of my divorce finally happening, time to be horny on main!

Anygays, Define the Relationship is a very juicy alpha/alpha BL omegaverse story and Ash here is an absolut cinnamon roll in the streets, DADDY in the sheets. And his character design is just so GORGEOUS.

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everyone is trying to take your oxford comma away from you. don't give them that satisfaction, reward, or pleasure.

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i forget who made the post but "if you would transition in a heartbeat in a more accepting society then you are in fact trans" really helps me when i need it

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you guys need to let go of any rigid belief in what being nonbinary is because it can be anything. like someone can look completely average in gender presentation and do literally nothing to set themselves apart from their assigned gender and still be nonbinary.

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Man, life is just so much brighter and more vivacious when you give yourself permission to have batshit insane OCs if it makes you happy. Mary Sue is supposed to be an insult? Mary Sue is my best friend, she's my pal, she's my homegirl, my rotten soldier. My sweet cheese.

I'm gonna write spirits falling in love with mortals and Jedi winning the hearts of imperial princes and demigods kicking the shit out of other gods for their boyfriend and fat girls being the heroes and I'm gonna have so much fun doing it

The world is awful in so many ways. Give yourself permission to make your own joy

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“how would you feel if someone blocked you just because they found you annoying?” then i wouldn’t have to interact with someone who thinks i’m annoying? i don’t see a problem

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reblog if you’re a sick fuck

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Trying to inflict psychic damage to a tumblr user is like trying to irradiate a cockroach, like it can be done, but the lethal dose is not safe for humans either

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OKAY SO I read the mad scientist/zombie manga and now I made a zombie farmer on Stardew Valley, surprise~

I don't know how his story will go yet. I thought of Harvey at first, but I'm not gonna do the Sleeping Dead thing here, especially since Harvey is such a mild-mannered man and I can't imagine, gasp. But also, I don't wanna do a re-enactment of shit I like. I wanna be inspired but I want to find the rest of my way myself.

So yeah, for now I'm just playing Stardew Valley Expanded. It's not gonna be in the Siria and Gabriel valley. I think it's gonna be a new one, another one. I have one other Expanded farmer, Theda. Gabriel is a vampire so I thought Fern would fit right in, but nah. I want to keep the world of Siria and Gabriel as mundane, where shit like vampires are more like a myth.

And Fern, I mean my zombie boy here ofc, should live in a Valley way more filled with magic. I want to do a co-op fic if two farmers again, with Theda. But from the beginning this time.

Unfortunately Theda is already meant for Abby so I have to make my pick of bachelors from the Expanded ones, for the PLOT. I've never finished any social routes on that one yet so I don't know. But I have my eye on Victor for now. I would love to get his damn dress shirts and pant dirty. But yeah, I just gotta romance them all and see what they're about. Who is the one that would date a zombie?

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I actually never learn, do I? I made friends with someone who was really nice to me. I knew she had issues with some people, who were people like me, but I thought "ah no, those were just misunderstandings, it's okay because I can communicate and it will be alright!"

So yeah no. First time I fucked up that was it. My personal failure was an intentional attack towards her. My communications were not heard, they were ignored and rejected.

So yeah, sometimes you really should listen to other people, especially when it comes to ableism. If someone has a past of being ableist, then you're not special. You just haven't failed them yet.

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I stg I could come on here and be like “everyone should try to be nice” and somebody I the notes would be like op you don’t understand I have Terminal Meanie Disorder and this hurt my feelings 🥺

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This is it. This is what I'm looking for in my BL. A perfectly average guy with a perfectly average body. I can see that hairline starting to recede in a couple of more years. I don't need your "I'm a lazy ass person who doesn't exercise at all and games all day but I have a six pack" dudes. Good for you, Aoki sensei!

(anyways, Oni to Tengoku, it's very good imo but mandatory warning for a very unhealthy bdsm relationship that is not based on communication or consent at all lol)