Feeling For You (Leila Ouahabi X Reader)
Itâs been a while everyone but Iâm still here ;)
It had been three months since you first moved to England to be a part of your new club Manchester city. At the age of 24 you had never left home which was back in Seattle but when your contract ended and Mancity reached out with an offer you couldnât say no. Of course you were extremely nervous but starting a new chapter in your life sounded exciting.
Within a month you said your goodbyes to friends and family and moved across the ocean. Things went well seeing your new home shared with a teammate Alanna. She welcomed you immediately with open arms and a warm smile. The first week being in Manchester was quite busy but exciting meeting and seeing new faces. You fitted in very quickly into the social part and the playing style.
Life had seemed to be just fine in England until you started to talk to Leila. You remembered first meeting her in late July. You both introduced yourself and chatted about football and where youâre both from. It was a normal conversation you didnât think twice about after. After all, you never think twice about your conversations with any of your teammates because you never look at them as a possible love interest.
However, one day it all changed when you went to training. It was Monday afternoon in Manchester when you were tying your boots on the pitch when Leila came up to you to tie hers. In the mood to chat you said âHola chica, how are you?â Leila smiled âBien! Y tu?â She asked. âIâm good!â You said. The two of you chatted for a bit in Spanglish as your Spanish wasnât the best but her English was okay. Youâre not sure how the conversation turned from simple talk to checking people out in England but it did. âYeah Iâve been noticing some hot people around here in Manchester.â You mentioned. âAh yes, me too. Las chicas are hot.â She said.
You were a bit caught off guard when she mentioned girls because you never assumed her sexuality but then again you were never curious about others sexuality. It had just caught you off guard but now looking at her you could see it. âGirls?â You asked not judging but curious if you heard that correctly. Leila looked a bit nervous but she said âSiâŠgirls.â Before you could say anything the whistle blew for all of you to get back to training.
After that training day you didnât really get to chat with Leila for a few days since you were getting a bit busy with training for more time on the pitch in games. A week and a half later you started to catch up with her. It was after training and you were both in the changing room talking about old friends. âSo me and her havenât talked since then.â You said. âYeah I had a friend like that too. You know it sucks. The good thing is I attend therapy so it really helps me get through things.â She said. âHow long have you been going to therapy?â You curiously asked. You could see Leila thinking as she looked up. âEhhh almost two years.â She said. You continued to talk for a little bit more till you had to go home.
âY/n are you ready?â Alanna asked. Putting on your shoes and then grabbing the present you said âYeah letâs go.â Walking out of your house with Alanna locking the door. It was a staff member's birthday party and the whole team was attending it at a restaurant. Getting there and seeing everyone was fun. You could definitely tell who was drunk and who wasnât. You were talking to some of the staff members when you felt a hand on your right shoulder. âHey Y/nâ you turned your head to see Leila still touching your shoulder.
âHeyâ you said with a smile. âI love this color on you. You look good.â She said. Making eye contact, you smile and said âthank youâ when your attention switched to someone else asking you a question. By the time you finished answering you turned to your right to see Leila already in a conversation with someone else. At this point you started to think about her. The whole night at the restaurant you did you best to pay attention to those who were talking to you but your eyes were almost always on Leila.
In bed that night you lied there thinking of her and the compliment she gave. You huffed at the way she looked that night. She was looking really good that night. What felt like forever to fall asleep you eventually did and when your alarm went off for training the next day Leila was back on your mind. Putting on your training gear in the changing room Leila walked in and your attention was drawn to her. Realizing it you looked away telling yourself to not make yourself look desperate.
When it was time to train you were practicing your shooting with Ellie when Leila walked behind the net passing by you forgot what you were doing till Ellie shouted âY/n!â grabbing your attention. You hit the ball in the back of the net and heard Leila shout âgoal!â Which made you smile. You seemed to be distracted all of the time at the following training sessions whenever you would see Leila. The good thing is no one was ever noticing it because you were pretty careful on when to look at her.
Your crush for Leila was getting bigger when she would joke around with you and get touchy on you. You didnât mind though and soon you were thinking of making a move on her but not just yet. You need to make sure sheâs into you as well. It was one day you were training and she called you her friend. You smiled but then thought to yourself you didnât have each other phone numbers nor did you have each other on social media. However, you nodded and continued to train.
The next day when you had just gotten to the facility and weâre texting a friend when Leila had gone up to you âhey y/n whatâs your Instagram?â She asked with her phone out already on instagram. You lost your thought for what you were going to text your friend âuhh yeah itâsâ you gave her your account name. âGot it graciasâ she said walking away to go change. That was random you thought as you finished texting your friend. Later after training when you were home you decided to check her Instagram when you suddenly saw her with a girl sheâs posted a few times.
Taken by a surprise you check her Instagram posts with the girl and see sheâs her girlfriend. âNo wayâ you said out loud, shocked. Alanna opened your bedroom door âwhat?â She asked. You sat up and told her âI need to tell you something but this stays between me and you.â You said and she nodded. You went on to tell her everything. âI mean she told me everything about herself but never mentioned she has a girlfriend. I donât understand?â You said still in shock. Alanna rubbed her head âNo yeah itâs weird because why wouldnât she mention her girlfriend but she mentioned everything else about her life?â She said.
âUghâ you werenât sure now what to do. âI think the best solution for you is to just keep it friendly and donât make a move on her because obviously sheâs in a relationship.â Alanna said. You sat there thinking. Alanna gave you a kiss on the forehead and left. That night you decided to listen to your roommates advice and respect Leilaâs relationship even though you know itâs going to be hard to get over her.
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The Downfall Part. 2
(Mapi LeĂłn X Ingrid Engen X Reader)
Thank you @women-are-hot for writing this for me! I appreciate you for helping out!
The Downfall
âSo when are you going to see her again?â You smiled as your best friend asked about your new love interest.
âAfter she comes back from Cancun which I think is next week.â Your friend nodded.
âAnd you donât think they would be hurt, especially Mapi once you tell them about her?â She asked the question you didnât know how you were going to answer.
âAhh yeahâŠâ rubbing your temple. âIâm sorry to say this but sleeping with them was a bad idea.â She mentioned Mapi and Ingrid shaking her head.
âWeâre just fooling around. Itâs not like Iâm back dating them-â
âHow many times have you slept with them?â She interrupted as you tried to justify the situation.
You sigh âfive timesâ your friend shook her head again.
âBut why?â She asked.
âIt felt nice being back with what I was familiar with but obviously itâs not the same anymore.â You stated as your friend understood.
A few weeks laterâŠ
As the coach told the team they were done for today, you quickly got your things from the locker room and were about to go home, when someone grabbed your wrist.
âWho the hell-oh, hi Ingrid. Whatâs up?â you asked as you saw it was Ingrid, standing behind you.
âUhm, I just wanted to ask if you could come over tonight? I miss youâŠâ Ingrid answered, whispering the last part.
âIâm sorry, but I already have plans for tonight,â you explained.
âOh yeah, thatâs alright. Maybe next week?â Ingrid asked.
âYeah, maybeâ you mumbled.
A silence overcame the two of you.
âHermosa, ÂżEstĂĄs listo para irte a casa?â (Are you ready to go home) the voice from Mapi asked as she came out of the locker room and saw the two of you standing there.
âHola Y/nâ Mapi said with a smirk, making you feel things you wouldn't admit to others.
âIâll see you on sunday, Ingridâ you said, not even acknowledging that Mapi was there, and walked away.
âElla es tan infantilâ (Sheâs so childish) you heard Mapi mumble to Ingrid, which she responded to
âSheâs not the only one being childishâ
â
You sat and waited for Gabriela to turn up to the bar that you had sent her an address for.
She had been on a vacation to Mexico for quite a long time if you ask yourself, so you were really excited to finally see her again.
As you were lost in your thoughts, someone from behind put their hands on your waist and you turned around to meet the face of who you thought maybe could be the love of your life.
âHola cariñoâ she said and pressed a kiss to your cheek.
âTe he echado de menosâ (Iâve missed you) you replied, feeling safe with her in your arms.
âYo tambiĂ©n te he echado de menosâ (Iâve missed you too) she said.
âHow did the trip go?â you asked and the two of you immediately got into a conversation.
That was one of the many things you loved about Gabriela. She was first of all nice and kind, but she always wanted to listen to what you had to say. You never experienced that before with anyone outside your family.
What you havenât seen that night was Ingrid and Fridolina were at the same bar and had seen everything Gabriela and you had done.
â
Later that evening, Ingrid had stormed home with tears in her eyes and told Mapi about what she had seen.
Mapi had straight away got angry that you had hurt Ingrid, but behind it all, she also felt jealous.
She wanted to be with you and Ingrid againâŠ
She knew, she was the one that had messed it up from the startâŠ
â
You and your best friend were just enjoying an iced coffee at a cafe while you talked, but then your best friend's smile faded as she saw something behind you.
âWhat is wrong?â you asked.
âUhmâŠâ your best friend started, but was soon interrupted.
âBuenas tardes Y/nâ someone said and you immediately knew who the voice belonged to.
âMaria, what are you doing here?â you asked and turned around.
âI want to talk,â she answered.
âThen talkâ you said harsher than you expected to.
âÂżPodrĂamos hacerlo solo nosotros dos, por favor?â (Could we do it just the two of us, please?) Mapi asked.
âMultaâ (Fine) you answered and excused yourself from the table as you walked out of the cafe with Mapi.
Mapi was about to take your hand, but before she could take it, you backed away.
âWhat did you want to talk about so badly that you had to stalk me in a cafe?â you asked.
âÂżTienes una nueva novia?â (Do you have a new girlfriend?) she asked.
You looked at her, not at all had thought she would ask you that.
âNo, why would you ask that?â You answered.
Mapi shrugged.
âIngrid came home two days ago, crying, because she had seen you with another girl at some bar. Now, I ask again. Do you have a girlfriend?â she explained and you swear that you could feel her tense.
âI do not have a girlfriendâŠâ you said.
âThen who were you with then?â she asked.
You stayed silent, trying to find an answer.
âSo, you do have something going on with this girl?â she asked and you literally felt like she had asked about a million questions now.
âKindaâŠâ you answered.
Mapiâs mouth then went into a straight line while she nodded her head.
âWhat about Ingrid and I? Were we nothing?â she asked.
âYou and Ingrid meant the world to me when we were together, but as you know, it didnât work out. Then I also know that it wasnât right to sleep with you and Ingrid, but it made me feel good to be with something familiar if you know what Iâm talking aboutâ you answered.
âBut it would never feel the same like it did before, right?â
âSiâŠperdĂłnâ (yesâŠsorry)
âEstĂĄ bien, supongo queâ (Itâs fine, I guess) Mapi said.
âLet me talk to both of you tomorrow? Pleaseâ you said wanting to clear the air to which she nodded.
It was the next day and you were over at the shared living area you used to call home with your former girlfriends.
The conversation started off with you explaining why you would not be sleeping with them anymore. As well bringing up your new love Gabriela. However, things took a turn when Mapi opened her mouth.
âWhat does she have that we donât?â
You paused and Ingrid looked at Mapi confused.
âÂżMande?â (What?) you asked, almost wanting to laugh.
She repeated her sentence then taking a sip of her drink.
âThatâs none of your businessâ you said with a firm tone trying to remain calm but it was clear what she said struck a nerve in you.
âÂżPor quĂ© te enojas? I just asked a simple questionâ (Why are you angry?) She said.
You got up from your chair grabbing your jacket. âThank you for having me over but I think itâs time for me to go.â You said.
âI asked a question and you get offended and want to leave?â Mapi chuckled.
âYou know whatâ you begin to say âthis is exactly why I left in the first fucking place!â You raised your voice.
âBecause of what?!â Mapi looked to continue the argument.
âWait guys! Letâs not do this!â Ingrid worried.
You were going to calm down but Mapi kept fueling the fire.
âI took care of Ingrid while you were over at clubs doing god who knows what!â Mapi said.
âÂĄNo mames! I never cheatedâ (No fucking way) you said in disbelief.
Taking a minute to think tuning out whatever Mapi was saying you finally spoke âIâm done with this conversation. We are teammates and that is it!â You said walking away towards the front door.
âÂĄLo que tĂș digas! Donât just come crawling back again!â (Whatever you say) Mapi yelled.
âYeah fuck you!â You flipped her off, opening the door.
âFuck you!â She yelled as you slammed the door.
Walking out the door you felt bad for Ingrid and how things were going to be awkward between you and her but you quickly ignored it as your anger for Mapi took over. All you wanted was for everything to workout but thatâs not going to be the case.
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The Downfall (Mapi Leon X Ingrid Engen X Reader)
Hereâs a fic I worked on a few months ago that I now have decided to post. Enjoy! :)
ïżŒ You were sitting outside on the patio enjoying your breakfast in peace when the door slid open revealing one of your girlfriends Mapi. She leaned against the brick wall with her arms crossed staring right at you. Taking one last bite of your breakfast you looked at her and sighed. âÂżQuĂ© quieres Maria?/ What do you want, Maria?â She rolled her eyes annoyed. âÂżQue?â Making a motion with your hands showing your frustration. âSabes que no soy estĂșpidaâŠ/ You know Iâm not stupidâŠâ she said, staring into your eyes.
Not wanting to continue last nightâs argument you got up from your chair and walked past her inside the apartment. Entering your shared bedroom you changed your clothes putting on some sweats and throwing an oversized denim jacket on. Slipping on your Nike shoes you heard Ingrid in a groggy voice say âWhat are you doing?â She rubbed her eyes sitting up in the bed. âHey, good morning.â You made your way to her and pressed a kiss to her lips. âIâm going out for a bitâŠâ you said with a soft smile. She nodded before you left the room. ïżŒ
Grabbing your keys in the pineapple key holder sitting on top of the kitchen counter you opened the front door quickly before you could hear whatever Mapi had to say next. In your car you were listening to some music while driving to your favorite coffee shop. Last night really pissed you off and getting out of the apartment enjoying your own company was something you needed. Finally arriving at the shop you parked your car on the side of the road.
You ordered your usual and proceeded to sit in the corner of the shop unlocking your phone to FaceTime a friend. âHey howâs it going?â Your best friend from home answered. You smiled but then your smile faded. âY/n whatâs wrong?â She asked with a concerned look. You sighed and then said âI think I wanna break up with themâŠwell with Maria but you know-â âyou canât leave one and not expect it to be fine with the otherâ your friend finished your sentence. âYeahâŠâ you scratched your head trying to think how you could do it.
âSo what happened this time?â She asked. âOh you know herâ you referred to Mapi. âLast night we went to a restaurant and you know everything was fine. We were enjoying the food and talking and laughing. Well the waitress was a bit cute and I figured I could flirt my way with her by getting us some free drinks and so I did.â
âMmhmâ your friend responded as you continued to explain. âIt ended up working and we got our free drinks and that was that.â You said. âSo what went wrong?â Your friend asked. âSo Iâm telling Ingrid how easy it is to flirt with anyone innocently of course and get free things and Maria steps in and asks how often I do this and if Iâve ever gone farther and slept with any of them. Of course I say no because I havenât. I just flirt and hope I get a free drink.â You further explain what happened last night. âRightâ she said, still listening.
âNext thing I know she wants to check my phone and I say no. We left the restaurant and when we got home she wouldnât stop asking so I gave her my phone and she went through it. She didnât find anything and still had the audacity to accuse me of being unfaithful and we got into a huge argument.â You took a sip of your coffee. âSheâs been like that for a while now huh?â Your friend asked.
âYeah she has and at this point Iâm done with her.â You took another sip of your coffee, still upset. âI mean poor Ingrid but yeah you should move on. It's clear Mapi is insecure and I know you hate dealing with someone like that.â Your friend expressed her concern. You continued to chat for a while before ultimately leaving the shop and headed home.
At home Ingrid and Mapi wanted to go to the park. Not wanting to drive you, let Mapi take you all there. The ride was normal, well given you hardly spoke to Mapi but for the most part normal. Sitting on the grass with them as they talk about work you decided to lay down and close your eyes for a bit. âWhy are you napping now? It's a beautiful day.â Mapi said. Annoyed by hearing her speak to you said âEstoy cansada de ti/ Iâm tired of youâ you didnât want to express yourself that way but it was going to come out like that with the mood youâre in. âÂżDe verdad?/ Really?â She scoffed in disbelief. Ingrid looked confused, not understanding as you both spoke in Spanish arguing. âSi, estoy cansada de ti y de tu mierda/ Yes, Iâm tired of you and your shit.â You rested on the ground looking up at the sky.
âSpeak in Englishâ Mapi said through her teeth, clearly upset. You sat up quickly ready to argue âI said Iâm sick of youâ you repeated in English. Ingrid wasnât sure what to do as she just looked on. âSick of what?!â Mapi yelled getting close to you. âOf you! Accusing me of cheating! Why would I cheat?!â You yelled back standing up. Mapi stood up too. âI donât know! You tell me!â She yelled again. Ingrid stood up stepping in between. âYou actually are ridiculous. No wonder why your ex left you.â Saying that caused a bigger argument which just ended badly you left walking back to the apartment.
You called a friend who you knew was looking for a new roommate in Barcelona and asked if you could move in. She said yes of course and you packed whatever you could now and have the rest packed up later. Once done packing you heard Mapi and Ingrid get home. Ingrid walked into the bedroom clearly sad this wasnât going to workout. âIâm sorry. Thereâs nothing wrong with you, it's just I canât stay and have her around.â You said pulling her in for a hug. She understood but didnât like to see you go.
As you were holding Ingrid rubbing her back Mapi walked in. You made eye contact for a while until you looked away. âIâm gonna goâŠIâll see you at training next week.â You said giving her a kiss on her cheek and then walking out the apartment. Mapi didnât say anything to you and neither were you. Your friend had pulled up outside with her trunk opened where you put your stuff. Shutting the trunk and getting into the passenger side, your friend started to drive. âSo youâre done?â She asked. âYeahâ you said, leaning your head back in the seat. Your friend laughs âdude isnât it going to be awkward when you go back to work and see them?â You chucked looking over at your friend âitâs fine. I donât care.â She looked back at you âahhh la vidaâ you turned up volume on the radio âYupâ you said closing your eyes.
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