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spirited away 🌱

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getting high and listening to two star & the dream police

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I spent 22,000 minutes listening to ethel cain on spotify this year lol

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sometimes I worry I messed up my life beyond repair. and I know I'm still so young and so much can still change but I genuinely don't think it will change for the better. I tried to change, I really did. But it's hopeless.

And there's so many things I want to achieve but I always end up feeling inadequate. I suck at the things that truly matter. And if succeeding feels the same as failing why even try in the first place. It's all the same. Why try to build something if there's no one around to see. Everyday I wake up with this fake optimism that can only be upheld by blocking out reality. And then I do see reality and realise there's no place for me to participate, all I can ever do is observe.

I truly hate this passive being I've become. And I try not to be that and still I fall back into it every single time.

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fuck i can’t believe i wasted my entire life being moved by art and beauty and the indomitable human spirit ugh i should’ve been making money through internet scams

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I can't stop reading the 1793 third edition of "A Classical Dictionary of the Vulgar Tongue" (originally published 1785). I have been irritating all my friends and coworkers with fun new terms like "That's the barber!" and "He looks like God's revenge against murder."

Anyway, Ash talked me into drawing some of the phrases and I ended up with these little mid-1780s Londoners.

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my first week of uni went great: made zero friends, cried a lot, had a mental breakdown and bled through my favorite pair of jeans :)

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Are there any artists here who would recommend Artfol? I'd really love to find more artist friends and instagram sort of sucks, so I'm trying to find a new platform

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