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The Broke Story lol

I’m broke lol. The holiday is almost ends soon and I need to go back to Jakarta to work but I literally have no enough money to live my life there. My parent have no money either, but at least they can provide me food and house to stay. I feel so useless lol. But my work didn’t pay me enough even though I have work my butt off. It was Eid Fitr few days ago but I can’t even bought new dress for myself.

I’m so tired with my life honestly. The work I do is my dream work honestly, but I’m still at the bottom part. I feel like a slave to be honest lol. I don’t know if I stay and be patient, I would get to the top soon. But I feel like there’s no hope again there and I don’t feel to stay any longer. Moreover, I don’t like living in Jakarta. The city itself stressed me out. In fact, I’m a country girl who enjoyed woods, green scenery, nature, and calm place. So far from how Jakarta looked like.

So, back again, I’m broke and my job right now doesn’t help my economic situation at all. My parent also broke and have a lot debt. My siblings also still need help with money. I know I need to take action soon to help the situation. There’s CPNS entry soon and I considering to take it. But, it means I would give up on my passion and the job I want. And, seems like no one tried to encourage me to achieve my dream and stay with my passion. People mostly just agreeing when I said I might be would take the CPNS entry, because, you know, if I got in it means stable job and income. Do I really need to give up on my dream and passion and just take this chance for money? Well, my situation right now need money more than dream. How sad lol

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Park Junhee Lee Donghun Kim Sehyoon Kim Byeongkwan Kang Yuchan A.C.E Un-der-co-ver

AY girl I see you on the low low AY so hot she banging like a bongo. Let it go, she got me strung like Santana.

When I see you feel the rush. Can I get to know wassup.

Nobody nobody, can’t satisfy me. I’m usually going into a frenzy. Where are you looking, look here. I want you. I’ll save you, hurry.

Step back she toxic, cock back and pop it. Heart beating like I’ve been shot. Brat tat tat can’t stop it. Coming without a word. Searching for you blankly. Like an idiot. Standing by only you, dumb. Get em Get em yeah. I’ll be there soon. Without you knowing anything. I protect you when you need me. I’ll come come running.

woop woop

Can’t stop me, Everybody move (uh huh) I don’t ever plan on stopping (nuh uh)

You were in the silent fog. You approached quietly like it was nothing. Looking to see who was waiting. Your eyes are exhausted. A whisper spills from cracked lips.

Under Cover, my heart.

Yes you are excited okay. Don’t say no, oh my my There is no exit for you Because I want you to be mine, be mine. (Secretly take my heart) Only you and I, Just follow me baby.

Tension is high It’s burning hot. Feeling so high like a firework pop pop pop pop

I can’t bare it. Don’t be shaken by useless other men. There is no competition for me. pop pop pop pop

I have to reject my status. I have to get my head straight, there is only one chance. If I blink time passes, leave yourself to me.

You were in the silent fog. You approached quietly like it was nothing. Looking to see who was waiting. Your eyes are exhausted. A whisper spills from cracked lips.

Under Cover, my heart.

Yes you are excited okay. Don’t say no, oh my my There is no exit for you Because I want you to be mine, be mine. (Secretly take my heart) Only you and I, Just follow me baby.

You complete me. Baby girl you make me feel special. Focus on me. Con-cen-trate on me girl

Nobody nobody, can’t satisfy me. I’m usually going into a frenzy. Where are you looking, look here. I want you. I’ll save you, hurry.

Hey Let’s break out

Under Cover, my heart.

Yes you are excited okay. Don’t say no, oh my my There is no exit for you Because I want you to be mine, be mine. (Secretly take my heart) Only you and I, Just follow me baby.

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Had so much fun lettering and drawing plants for Choice 🤗🤗🤗 I should do it again next time. It's good to practice my drawing ✊😔

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Scrolling through #a.c.e and most of it are Junhee gifs. No complain though 😏

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Junhee followed fansites with wrong account and became panicked so blocked the fansites then unblocked them soon after are the funniest thing that happened this month 😂😂😂😂😂

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I wish I can escape.

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Women. Got in pain physically and hormonally struggling in 4-7 days every month. Yet, when she's free from those pain and struggle, she's got the pain and struggle from backache, heavy tummy, swollen foot, and maybe depression, for only 9 month. Women just can't stop in pain.

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Kang Yuchan from "Maybe" behind the scene