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“I’ve taken too many photos of my corgi’s butt over the past few years.”

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Please reblog if you can, I don’t know what I’m gonna do 😭

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The NERVE they have 👀 Share this over and over so Swifties are informed!!

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I watched Ms Americana last night and it re-hit me really hard from before about the whole sexual assault and how victims aren’t believed and are dehumanized and it just really freaking hurts. The first “adult” I told about my own assault told me I should forgive and forget and move on and it just doesn’t sit right with me. And then shortly after I found out the same person was doing WORSE things to my sister throughout our childhood. Neither of us ever told because we thought we would keep the other safe from him if we kept quiet, meanwhile he was doing those things to both of us throughout..

I’m just really upset and I can’t sleep and part of me wants to tell my grandmother. I want my parents to know but I’m scared it would break their hearts knowing that person did those things to us. I’m 24 now, my sister is 22, and the guy is now 30 *with a wife and 4 kids* so I would feel horrible breaking up his family if it ever got to his wife but I’m also petrified he would do those things to the kids.. I need help.. I don’t know what I should do.

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Quarantine day 1836341417847,

It feels like it’s been years since it was “normal.” I’m sad and I just want my sister. My boyfriend tries to cheer me up but this is all just so hard.. My parents tell me not to worry, that I’m trying and that’s all I can do but I want to do more.

I was happy for a short bit yesterday during the One World telecast. All these amazing artists played songs and it kinda felt like the world was okay, if not just for a moment. Taylor played Soon You’ll Get Better and it was a super emotional moment. You could see how hard it was for her to play. I’m very thankful for that performance. I never skip SYGB when I listen to the album but I never heard it like last night.

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I don’t know how I’m gonna survive this month.. my rent is $600 and I am no where near it and I won’t get paid before the 1st and I just want to cry 😭

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SWIFTIES ADD ME ON SNAP I NEED FRIENDS

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Took Shiloh on a car ride a few days ago!

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I just learned something..

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Got a 5K in today 😇

It was cool, breezy, and there was NO ONE on the trail. We had to get out and get some fresh air!

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‪Bfs mom made Heath Bar martinis and we’re playing Sorry=Happy me ‬

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I never win, much less get Yahtzee 4 TIMES IN ONE GAME 🤓

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Can Taylor please play I think he knows or Don’t blame me on Saturday 🙏🏻 pls and thank you

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Mini photo shoot on our walk 📸

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Just here to say I miss being around people I care about.

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Having a rough day. My account overdrafted so now I’m stuck waiting till Monday to get my bank to do anything 😭 (I bank with a small credit union) send me cat photos

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It’s so important, especially more than ever to focus on what is inside our circle of control. It’s so easy to get overwhelmed with everything that is going on right now and tbh, I would actually be shocked if people weren’t overwhelmed or anxious. 

As hard is it is, we need to create a control circle for ourselves and try to keep our heads inside that circle. 

Right now, there is so much going on that we have never experienced before and so many “WHAT IFS?” but all of these things are so far beyond our control that the more we focus on them, we will actually make ourselves sick In so many ways. 

If you like to be in control, or you fear having lack of control of your life, like me…. please try to create your own control circle, I have done this and it helps so much and it just calms me in the moments when everything feels too much… and yeah sometimes I freak out about the stuff I can’t control, but i am only human and so are you and we can let ourselves have the freak out for as long as need and thing bring it back in. 

Your mind may sometimes take you on paths you don’t wanna go on, but remember you are so much stronger than your thoughts and something that you will ALWAYS have control over, is yourself.