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bound to fall in love

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(Made by us)

-host

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Throwback to some years back when I didn't have my orientation figured out yet and my then girlfriend would get upset with me thinking that im actually gay because some of my headmates openly showed interest in other guys.

In a twist of fate they broke up with me because they turned out to be a lesbian.

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I wanted to make a comic about the things about DID that make us happy. We’ve suffered enough, it’s ok to find things to love about yourself.

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System Asks

1 ;; theme song for your system?

2 ;; colour palette for your system?

3 ;; any meaning behind your system name? (if any)

4 ;; how did your system come to choose its name? (if any)

5 ;; how long have you been aware that you’re a system?

6 ;; any collective interests?

7 ;; does anyone have a bodily effect? (do they need glasses, do they have a stutter, do they have a limp, etc. when they are in/front)

8 ;; system tag?

9 ;; any coined terms?

10 ;; is your system heavy with any particular roles?

11 ;; anyone in the system have a separate social?

12 ;; any in-sys jokes?

13 ;; any in-sys relationships?

14 ;; any out-sys relationships?

15 ;; do you have a(ny) partner-system(s)?

16 ;; opinion on the movie split? (;-;)

17 ;; any non-human alters?

18 ;; do any non-human alters wear/do something to make them feel less dysphoric when they front? (if any)

19 ;; are there any specific times where certain alters come to front?

20 ;; most ridiculous reason an alter was suspended from fronting?

21 ;; what does an “easy” switch feel like compared to a more complicated/dissociative switch?

22 ;; does the body have any physical conditions/disabled in any way? (if comfortable sharing)

23 ;; what was your “oh shit i’m not a singlet” moment?

24 ;; does anyone have different handwriting than the body?

25 ;; random system fact

26 ;; describe the/a part of the innerworld? (if applicable)

27 ;; what system terms do you use (alter, headmate, etc.)?

28 ;; any previous system names?

29 ;; do parts of your innerworld have names, or is it more vague (where xyz and xyz are, etc.)? (if applicable)

30 ;; favourite and least favourite part of being a system?

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shoutout to headmates in systems who fronted once and then never fronted again

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Dissociating in the shower what y’all doin

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Things my supportive singlet partner has said

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one of my favorite things about being a system is i can force a 150 year old vampire to listen to my chemical romance

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a meme Pluto made when they were front stuck lol

-henry