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Got a follow or like from this blog? Sorry, this is a main blog, and the side blogs are the ones I use! Bellow, you can find the links you need to guide you in the right direction! I’ve been on semi-permanent hiatus for most of my blogs, due to health reasons, so I mostly just like posts for things I enjoy.

For Castlevaina

For Vampire Hunter D, K Project, Jurassic World, and Castlevania as well!

For Jojo’s Bizzare Adventure

For Inuyasha (and Yu Yu Hakusho)

For Bleach (because I miss it and my oc)

For Bleach P2 (Rukia, who I’m only just starting up)

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Like dragons? Fan of Yu Yu Hakusho? Rp as a character and don’t mind ocs? Well, hiya! Su-Jin is an old oc of mine I gave an overhaul, and since I’ve gotten into Yu Yu Hakusho again, I’d love to give her another try!! Cant find a good fc, and I need to make new art of her so stay tuned for that!

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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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OutofMedicine: So Castlevania s4 is in about 11 days...dunno how that’ll go, but Lisa is so far v unamused at everyone trying to bring her husband back from the dead to wreak havoc, and still pissed about what happened to their precious baby boy last season. Might come back to rp Lisa a bit, idk. Either way...

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Our Roommates Are Trying To Kick Us Out. We Need Help.

Hey you all, so I’ve decided to edit this post completely. My life is so bad right now. My boyfriend is being abusive (he threatens to kill me and to bury my body, he’s already given me black eyes, the scar on my face, he verbally abuses me everyday until I cry ), my roommates are absolutely disgusting and their uncleanliness Is effecting my health ( I’ve been in and out of the hospital so much in the last two months) and I am at a post where I feel like I should take my own life just to get away from all of this. I just want to leave all of this one day after getting off of work so he won’t think anything of it until it’s too late... :( I really want to move as far away as I can, and also be able to finally pursue what I want to do in my life because my abusive boyfriend isn’t holding me back. I’m so traumatized by him. I just wanna leave. I’m updating this with all different ways to be able to send money without him having access to it. I also wanted to keep the GoFundMe because he is already aware of it and in his mind he would think he could have the money, but I’ve already set up a private bank for deposits. I am so serious about leaving this man. I feel like if I don’t i will honestly die.

Please if you can’t use GoFundMe (it’s literally a cover up so he’s not sus about me raising money, I told him I wanted to take my roommates to court but I honestly just want to leave him) please use current or my Venmo:

Current: ~F43RYGUTZ

Venmo: @dr0pd34df4iry

Please please please reblog this! ❤️

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So this is also me! I’m following a bunch of CV blogs, so I thought it’d make sense to put this next to my pinned post of my other active muse, Sango from Inuyasha.

OutofMedicine: So Castlevania s4 is in about 11 days...dunno how that’ll go, but Lisa is so far v unamused at everyone trying to bring her husband back from the dead to wreak havoc, and still pissed about what happened to their precious baby boy last season. Might come back to rp Lisa a bit, idk. Either way...

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    She’s been through HELL         &&  came out an ( angel )                                     You didn’t break her, darling                                You don’t own that kind of power

@tennoyuriii // Sideblog to @rxinbowtrxveler​

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Happy birthday! 🥳

Thank you so much @mpuzzlegirl! I love your art btw!!

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OOC: Figured I’d get this floating around, give the like button a boop or hit up my DMs for some fun with Sango here! I finished ages ago and forgot to put it up haha. For anyone who asks about the glowing markings, Sango has an immortal AU, and the marks each have their own meaning.

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if u are feeling sad pls look at this cute duck 

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By, instagram.com/courtneyahndesign

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I’m putting this muse on hiatus for now. I just need time to think regarding her. You can still find me on my Sango (tennoyuriii) if you need me. Ill be on argentuminmortalis too, both are sides off this main. I just...don’t want my oc right now.

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My name is Bridgett, though many of you know me by my penname of Luminary. Truth is I live in an EXTREMELY EXTREMELY abusive home that is taking a great and mighty toll on my mental health. 

I do all the cooking, cleaning, laundry.

I take them to and from doctors.

I do everything ever (even tending to their shopping, their pets.)

yet if I ask for help I get guilt -tripped, gas lit, I am treated like utter shit.

I have a bad back, I have deformed hips, my breasts are so large they make all backpain worse

If I complain I am given attitude or told to marry and move out or coldly reminded how I am nothing but a leech because I have no income.

Every cent I get nearly goes to my mom… She has bills to pay, always. I get $60 every other week that she somehow ends up claiming as her own. 

I am a useless human being in the eyes of society due to mental health issues & the fact I have no true income

Due to said mental health I have found it impossible to find a job despite “not qualifying” for any kind of government assistance. 

Nobody wants to deal with somebody who hallucinates so often they can’t tell anymore what’s real and not

Nobody wants to deal with somebody who has such severe anger issues

Nobody wants to deal with somebody who’s mental health is so bad they think of uninstalling life nearly every day

Please… Help me if you can even if it’s just a reblog. 

GO FUND ME 

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JUST LETTING Y'ALL KNOW WHERE THIS BLOG STANDS.